August 2023:
I was going through my bookshelf and ended up tossing this collection in my tote bag because I was undecided—to keep or let go. What a blessing to reread Levertov as my train passed through sun-tinged hills, the close of day. I feel time too readily, slipping from me or accumulating in malaise. By the North Sea, I thumbed (small miracle?) first to the words of this poem (titled, roughly translated from French, "The End of Summer"): "Time / which will / take us / we take / sometimes / by the tail / like a handsome blue / lizard which deftly / breaks itself off / For one wild moment / it gleams / between our fingers / high crest / of dream / of marvel / (Thus it is / with you, Love, / and with the poem)" (47). Sorrow like a knife, poetry like pharmakon. On such days and others, I see life and think stubbornly "beautiful, beautiful," gazing up at constellations of leaves and swooping birds. Meanwhile, people pass like shadows.
"Dry wafer, / sour wine. / This day I see / God's in the dust, / not sifted / out from confusion" (74).
March 2022:
"Each morning, making tea, / I think of my dead friend. / ...Spring, summer, autumn, winter: / each season brings / its particular birds, whom I feed with crumbs. / ...I am alone, I write nothing, / I thank / the gods for this great breadth / of empty light" (The Poet's Late Autumn, 61).
soft girl spring (n.): getting overdressed to go sit in the park's sunshine, eat a clementine, and read Denise Levertov with misty eyes
"All we'd thought gone / into ashes, / clay, / deep night—" (Another Revenant, 28).
Oblique Prayers is immersed in the beauty of dreaming and remembering, finding "a certain delicacy in desolation" (12). Levertov captures a vision of redemptive beauty in the broken world.
"And others I loved— / what were their kingdoms? / What songs did I sing of them, / and gazed from what high windows / toward their borders? / I journeyed / onward, my road always / drawing me further" (Lovers (I), 16).