TW: Suicide Ideation
I live near the George Washington Bridge, a popular suicide site in the vein of the titular cliffs, and mentioned in the book Golden Gate Bridge. I wasn't sure what to expect going into this. I was hoping though for maybe some kind of insight in the power places have when it comes to people who have suicidal feelings. I took nothing away from this book and not in an existential way where it may have been the point, I'm just not sure it ever really came together.
Hunt's prose was a little bothersome. I'm not a fan of that kind of flowery language but it felt especially out of place dealing with the subject matter. In the early chapters, where the locals were reluctant to talk to Hunt, I really sympathized with them. He came off like a tourist who had heard third and fourth hand accounts of the place, rather than someone with a genuine interest in them. And I know at the heart of the book, that wasn't the case given his own loss, but he seemed more interested in his own prose than the depths of the subject matter.
I really wanted to like it, especially in the later parts of the book, it never came together for me. I've contemplated and attempted suicide. I suppose I was hoping to hear from people that might illuminate my own feelings in those horrible moments, and what it's like to still be alive after going through that. What I've learned elsewhere is that our moments are our own.
Seeing that this was based on an essay, I wonder if the short form would have hit clearer end points.