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First and Last
Mia’s my best friend.
We’ve been inseparable since she moved next door when we were six years old. Then it all changed.
I don’t know when or why, but suddenly I want more. I want her. The problem was she didn’t.
At first.
But everything changes when you cross that line between friends and lovers.
I thought convincing her to give us a chance would be my biggest hurdle. Little did I know that was only the beginning.
Mia consumes all of my thoughts when we’re apart, and all of my senses when we’re together. There’s no going back to the way things were and I’ll do whatever it takes to make sure she isn’t just my first, but also my last.
Will we be able to hold on, or will our relationship go up in flames?
***This is a friends to lovers romance that is a complete standalone.***
We’ve been inseparable since she moved next door when we were six years old. Then it all changed.
I don’t know when or why, but suddenly I want more. I want her. The problem was she didn’t.
At first.
But everything changes when you cross that line between friends and lovers.
I thought convincing her to give us a chance would be my biggest hurdle. Little did I know that was only the beginning.
Mia consumes all of my thoughts when we’re apart, and all of my senses when we’re together. There’s no going back to the way things were and I’ll do whatever it takes to make sure she isn’t just my first, but also my last.
Will we be able to hold on, or will our relationship go up in flames?
***This is a friends to lovers romance that is a complete standalone.***
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First published July 18, 2016
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August 13, 2024Someone remind me not to try books without waiting for safety info.
October 29, 2016
Title: First and Last
Series: Standalone
Author: Rachael Duncan
Release date: July 18, 2016
Cliffhanger: No
I need you more than my lungs need air, more than fire needs oxygen to burn. I can't survive without you. You're the blood in my veins and the beat of my heart. I live for you.
I've been following Rachael Duncan ever since her debut book Tackled by Love. She has a lot of talent for writing books that have an original edge and stand apart from a lot of others in the genre. When I saw that she was writing a book about a firefighter, I was very curious to see where she would go with the plot.
First and Last is the story of one couple's journey through childhood friendship, taking a risk on love, and the effects of the dangers of firefighting on loved ones. Through flashback chapters, we're shown how Blake and Mia meet, become best friends, and fall in love. These are interwoven with brief chapters in the current time, leading to a suspenseful ending when the past catches up with the present.
Mia and Blake met when she moved in next door to him at age six. They shared their childhood and teens together with a bond that was so close that it seemed unbreakable.
They knew every quirk and habit, every wish and dream. No one understood each other like they did-their friendship was irreplaceable. They swore to share every first together. Their first drink, first party, first kiss. When attraction starts to slowly build between the two of them, they go through the typical stages of denial and fear.
I'm at war with myself. I want to cross this invisible line so damn bad, but I know once I do, there's no turning back.
Their teen years were probably my favorite part of the book. Their sweet moments of exploration into adulthood and their maturing feelings for one another were incredibly touching.
They were committed, and filled with the surety of youth that they found their happily ever after. But their story wasn't without its ups and downs. Long distance, heartbreak, and the uncertainty of tomorrow taught them to savor each moment together, because nothing is guaranteed. The career that Blake chose was a noble one, but at times lethal.
One thing I really liked was the fact that this was entirely in the hero's POV. The male "voice" doesn't always feel genuine, but when it's done right it's fascinating to get inside the hero's mind and see where he's coming from. I think she did a great job expressing his internal struggles and making the reader empathize with him in the conflicts that he faced. Yes, he made a foolish choice or two, but I didn't hold it against him. It helped to understand where he was coming from and what influenced the choice to take the path that he took.
I think fans of friends to lovers stories will like this one a lot. There were a lot of sweet and emotional moments that tugged on my heart. It wasn't my favorite that I've read by this author, but still enjoyable and a nicely fast paced read.
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July 17, 2016
My heart is a little bit of a mess right now.
In a good way, of course. I went into First and Last slightly apprehensive, despite my love of all things Rachael Duncan. And honestly, I have no idea why. Maybe because the blurb didn’t give me a lot of clues. Maybe because I was reading it off the back of another excellent book. Maybe because I’m just plain ol’ moody.
Whatever the reason, it turns out I had no reason to worry. This book was beautiful. It was smart, and well written. It had humor and heat, and damn, it got right into my heart and played with it more than a little—hence why it’s such a mess at the moment.
I was so invested in First and Last. More than I thought possible, and more than I have been for any of Ms. Duncan’s other books. Which is saying something, because I have loved everything of hers I have read. But this? This is my favorite.
No question.
Hands down.
Stick a fork in me, I’m done.
I loved Blake and Mia. I adored the way their story was structured and paced; how it kept me guessing, hoping, worrying, wondering. And swooning. Blake gave me a lot of reasons to swoon. I loved seeing these two connect on so many levels, and watching them grow—up, together, apart… I couldn’t stop myself from turning the pages, to the detriment of all my other responsibilities. Literally, I shouty caps’d a message to a friend, “THE KIDS CAN GET THEMSELVES TO BED”, because I Did. Not. Want. To. Stop.
But I also didn’t want it to end. So, I was stuck. Keep reading, or reach the *throws hands in the air in an effort to describe it* conclusion? Because holy shit, what a conclusion it turned out to be. If I thought everything that preceded it took my feels—all of me, actually—on a roller coaster, I was wrong. It didn’t even come close to that ending.
I didn’t know what to expect. My stomach dropped, my heart leaped into my throat and yes, my eyes watered. And now, my heart is a mess.
But in the very best way. ~ Beth, 5 stars
~~~
FEELS! All the Feels! This book will give them ALL to you! My heart was in my throat most of the time and my emotions were on a rollercoaster. And I wasn’t getting off this rollercoaster willingly.
“When did my best friend go from this nerdy girl who always wore those stupid dresses to this hottie with a killer body?”
I love a good friends-to-lovers romance and this one was exceptional! Blake and Mia have been best friends since they were six years old. It took them a long time to decide to risk their friendship for a chance at love.
“Life is full of risks and uncertainties, but you can’t stop yourself from living it.”
I loved how this story was written back and forth from present to past. It’s what allowed all these emotions to come through. It was loving, heart-wrenching, fun, sad, heartwarming, and so much more. I seriously couldn’t get enough of Blake and Mia! I have been a huge fan of Ms. Duncan since her Lies and Truth duet and she just keeps getting better and better. This is by far my favorite book from her and I can’t wait to read more! ~ Tiffany, 5 stars
In a good way, of course. I went into First and Last slightly apprehensive, despite my love of all things Rachael Duncan. And honestly, I have no idea why. Maybe because the blurb didn’t give me a lot of clues. Maybe because I was reading it off the back of another excellent book. Maybe because I’m just plain ol’ moody.
Whatever the reason, it turns out I had no reason to worry. This book was beautiful. It was smart, and well written. It had humor and heat, and damn, it got right into my heart and played with it more than a little—hence why it’s such a mess at the moment.
I was so invested in First and Last. More than I thought possible, and more than I have been for any of Ms. Duncan’s other books. Which is saying something, because I have loved everything of hers I have read. But this? This is my favorite.
No question.
Hands down.
Stick a fork in me, I’m done.
I loved Blake and Mia. I adored the way their story was structured and paced; how it kept me guessing, hoping, worrying, wondering. And swooning. Blake gave me a lot of reasons to swoon. I loved seeing these two connect on so many levels, and watching them grow—up, together, apart… I couldn’t stop myself from turning the pages, to the detriment of all my other responsibilities. Literally, I shouty caps’d a message to a friend, “THE KIDS CAN GET THEMSELVES TO BED”, because I Did. Not. Want. To. Stop.
But I also didn’t want it to end. So, I was stuck. Keep reading, or reach the *throws hands in the air in an effort to describe it* conclusion? Because holy shit, what a conclusion it turned out to be. If I thought everything that preceded it took my feels—all of me, actually—on a roller coaster, I was wrong. It didn’t even come close to that ending.
I didn’t know what to expect. My stomach dropped, my heart leaped into my throat and yes, my eyes watered. And now, my heart is a mess.
But in the very best way. ~ Beth, 5 stars
~~~
FEELS! All the Feels! This book will give them ALL to you! My heart was in my throat most of the time and my emotions were on a rollercoaster. And I wasn’t getting off this rollercoaster willingly.
“When did my best friend go from this nerdy girl who always wore those stupid dresses to this hottie with a killer body?”
I love a good friends-to-lovers romance and this one was exceptional! Blake and Mia have been best friends since they were six years old. It took them a long time to decide to risk their friendship for a chance at love.
“Life is full of risks and uncertainties, but you can’t stop yourself from living it.”
I loved how this story was written back and forth from present to past. It’s what allowed all these emotions to come through. It was loving, heart-wrenching, fun, sad, heartwarming, and so much more. I seriously couldn’t get enough of Blake and Mia! I have been a huge fan of Ms. Duncan since her Lies and Truth duet and she just keeps getting better and better. This is by far my favorite book from her and I can’t wait to read more! ~ Tiffany, 5 stars
September 20, 2016
Favorite Quotes:
I'm like a kid who has seen fireworks for the first time. I'm both amazed and so damn happy.
When you're weak, I'll be strong; when you're sad, I'll bring you joy; when you're down, I'll lift you up. I will forever be there for you and I'm honored that you chose me to share your life with. I'll love you forever in this life and the next.
I want to go back in time and kick my own ass.
But instead of wishing you could take the pain for him, be his strength so he can get through it on his own.
My first response every time I see her is to smile. I can't help it. There was a moment in time where I never thought my eyes would land on hers again.
New beginnings and second chances... My first friend. My first kiss. My only love. My first and my last.
My Review:
First and Last was MY first Rachael Duncan experience, but certainly not my last. I consumed it like a starved and cheating dieter, and I adored every chapter, despite the angsty periods and catastrophic events. I was extremely moved and entirely engaged with this sweet, insightful, and thoughtful love story. The plot was relevant, realistic, and heart squeezing. The characters were well drawn, lovable, and down to earth. The writing was full of feels. Ms. Duncan squeezed my cold heart and had me sobbing, yet I still wanted more! Say what? I know - it's not my usual reaction - I am stunned... But this gal has remarkable skills! I want to read every single thing she has written or plans to write.
I'm like a kid who has seen fireworks for the first time. I'm both amazed and so damn happy.
When you're weak, I'll be strong; when you're sad, I'll bring you joy; when you're down, I'll lift you up. I will forever be there for you and I'm honored that you chose me to share your life with. I'll love you forever in this life and the next.
I want to go back in time and kick my own ass.
But instead of wishing you could take the pain for him, be his strength so he can get through it on his own.
My first response every time I see her is to smile. I can't help it. There was a moment in time where I never thought my eyes would land on hers again.
New beginnings and second chances... My first friend. My first kiss. My only love. My first and my last.
My Review:
First and Last was MY first Rachael Duncan experience, but certainly not my last. I consumed it like a starved and cheating dieter, and I adored every chapter, despite the angsty periods and catastrophic events. I was extremely moved and entirely engaged with this sweet, insightful, and thoughtful love story. The plot was relevant, realistic, and heart squeezing. The characters were well drawn, lovable, and down to earth. The writing was full of feels. Ms. Duncan squeezed my cold heart and had me sobbing, yet I still wanted more! Say what? I know - it's not my usual reaction - I am stunned... But this gal has remarkable skills! I want to read every single thing she has written or plans to write.
July 18, 2016
This BOOK!!!! OH MY GOD Outstanding!!!
I had every emotion going through me while I consumed this unbelievably amazing book.
I loved how the story was told through the perspective of Blake, but what really got me was the flashbacks to how they first met all the way up to the present. Showing us how their relationship was not always perfect, but absolutely beautiful when it was. I loved Blake and Mia's characters so much. They really drew me into the book and I felt like I was watching it all take place in front of me.
If you read one book this summer, make sure it's this one. I cannot recommend it enough. I'm quickly falling in love with the Authors works, and this one is definitely my favorite of hers. Absolute 5 stars!!!!
I had every emotion going through me while I consumed this unbelievably amazing book.
I loved how the story was told through the perspective of Blake, but what really got me was the flashbacks to how they first met all the way up to the present. Showing us how their relationship was not always perfect, but absolutely beautiful when it was. I loved Blake and Mia's characters so much. They really drew me into the book and I felt like I was watching it all take place in front of me.
If you read one book this summer, make sure it's this one. I cannot recommend it enough. I'm quickly falling in love with the Authors works, and this one is definitely my favorite of hers. Absolute 5 stars!!!!
July 26, 2016
Uff que bonita historia, y emocionante final.
Me gusta que toda este contada desde el punto de vista de Blake. Creo que todo me ha gustado es una trama sencilla de un amor que nace en la niñez y se afianza con la edad. Me gusta todo de Blake (excepto cuando mete la pata y rompen, claro) también Mía es genial, fuerte, generosa y un apoyo increíble para él. Me ha sorprendido gratamente el relato del presente , en el que el protagonista está en una grave situación en la que peligra su vida y no sabe si podrá sobrevivir, paralelo a los acontecimientos vividos por la pareja.
He disfrutado la lectura, la cual me ha trasmitido un montón de emociones, para acabar con lágrimas en los ojos. Precioso libro.
Me gusta que toda este contada desde el punto de vista de Blake. Creo que todo me ha gustado es una trama sencilla de un amor que nace en la niñez y se afianza con la edad. Me gusta todo de Blake (excepto cuando mete la pata y rompen, claro) también Mía es genial, fuerte, generosa y un apoyo increíble para él. Me ha sorprendido gratamente el relato del presente , en el que el protagonista está en una grave situación en la que peligra su vida y no sabe si podrá sobrevivir, paralelo a los acontecimientos vividos por la pareja.
He disfrutado la lectura, la cual me ha trasmitido un montón de emociones, para acabar con lágrimas en los ojos. Precioso libro.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
never-for-me
September 19, 2016Thanks for the heads up gang on the off and on relationship here.
July 21, 2016
Ugh, you know, I really wanted to love this story. I read the blurb and decided to read it since I tend to enjoy the "friends to lovers" trope. But sadly this book did literally nothing for me. I hate writing negative reviews. Despise it. As a writer myself, I know what's like to have your words criticized, but to be honest, this book angered me.
Firstly, it was very anticlimactic. The prologue pulled me in. I was thinking that it was going to be really good considering the suspense it provided right out the bat, but then I kept reading. Let me first say, that I enjoyed the jump between past and present; it flowed nicely. However, everything else was just very...flat. The characters Blake and Mia were extremely immature. My two-year-old niece was more mature than both of them combined. A lot of their problems derived from not communicating. TALK IT OUT PEOPLE!!!! It honestly bothered me that they wasted years apart just because their childish behavior got in the way.
With that being said, I'm surprised that I kept reading, but I wanted to know what was happening in the present with Blake. So once I got to end, I was waiting for MORE, but all I got was a couple hundred words that hardly mentioned the aftermath. I wanted more explanation of what happened after the fact AND I wanted more about what happened in the future. I had so many questions, but was left with honestly nothing. That made me angry. But then, WAIT FOR IT, I read an additional epilogue that she posted. Which I WISH I NEVER READ! Even though it wasn't the "official" ending it put more of an emphasis on my sour mood.
Again, I feel so bad writing reviews for books that I didn't enjoy, but I really wished that I would have done more research before reading. Rachael, I apologize for my harsh criticism, but writing this review was a therapeutic closure that I needed in order to pick up another book.
I feel guilty for posting this review, but I think it will be helpful for fellow readers who have hesitations on some of these faults.
Firstly, it was very anticlimactic. The prologue pulled me in. I was thinking that it was going to be really good considering the suspense it provided right out the bat, but then I kept reading. Let me first say, that I enjoyed the jump between past and present; it flowed nicely. However, everything else was just very...flat. The characters Blake and Mia were extremely immature. My two-year-old niece was more mature than both of them combined. A lot of their problems derived from not communicating. TALK IT OUT PEOPLE!!!! It honestly bothered me that they wasted years apart just because their childish behavior got in the way.
With that being said, I'm surprised that I kept reading, but I wanted to know what was happening in the present with Blake. So once I got to end, I was waiting for MORE, but all I got was a couple hundred words that hardly mentioned the aftermath. I wanted more explanation of what happened after the fact AND I wanted more about what happened in the future. I had so many questions, but was left with honestly nothing. That made me angry. But then, WAIT FOR IT, I read an additional epilogue that she posted. Which I WISH I NEVER READ! Even though it wasn't the "official" ending it put more of an emphasis on my sour mood.
Again, I feel so bad writing reviews for books that I didn't enjoy, but I really wished that I would have done more research before reading. Rachael, I apologize for my harsh criticism, but writing this review was a therapeutic closure that I needed in order to pick up another book.
I feel guilty for posting this review, but I think it will be helpful for fellow readers who have hesitations on some of these faults.
July 19, 2016
5 A-MAH-ZING stars
WOW that was one hell of an emotional read but what an amazing read that I absolutely inhaled in less than 12 hours, I could not put it down.
I first fell in love Rachel Duncan's writing when I decided to check out Hopeless Vows. To say she writes beautiful romances is an understatement. I absolutely was spell bound by her writing in Hopeless Vows so when I saw she had a new book releasing soon I had to check it out. The synopsis intrigued right from the moment I read it. Knowing how much I loved her writing already and this new book being a story of love between to people who began as best friends at a very young age but became more, I knew I would fall in love with this one as well.
This was truly an emotional story that is told by Blake and flips back and forth between his present situation and to his past, travelling through his and Mia's memories starting from their very young age when they met. I am usually not a fan of book that do this but once again the author has spell bound me and totally engage me in their story. I loved watching these two slowly go from best friends to being more little bit by little bit until that friendship line is completely crossed. This story is truly a story of not only two people madly in love, this is a story of the ups, downs and everything in between for two people who were truly sole mates and meant to spend till eternity together. I will say there were truly some emotional moments in this story that brought me to tears several times as well as choked up a few more.
This was an absolute phenomenal 5 star read and full review can be found at http://lustfulliterature.com/first-an...
ARC received in exchange for honest review
WOW that was one hell of an emotional read but what an amazing read that I absolutely inhaled in less than 12 hours, I could not put it down.
I first fell in love Rachel Duncan's writing when I decided to check out Hopeless Vows. To say she writes beautiful romances is an understatement. I absolutely was spell bound by her writing in Hopeless Vows so when I saw she had a new book releasing soon I had to check it out. The synopsis intrigued right from the moment I read it. Knowing how much I loved her writing already and this new book being a story of love between to people who began as best friends at a very young age but became more, I knew I would fall in love with this one as well.
This was truly an emotional story that is told by Blake and flips back and forth between his present situation and to his past, travelling through his and Mia's memories starting from their very young age when they met. I am usually not a fan of book that do this but once again the author has spell bound me and totally engage me in their story. I loved watching these two slowly go from best friends to being more little bit by little bit until that friendship line is completely crossed. This story is truly a story of not only two people madly in love, this is a story of the ups, downs and everything in between for two people who were truly sole mates and meant to spend till eternity together. I will say there were truly some emotional moments in this story that brought me to tears several times as well as choked up a few more.
This was an absolute phenomenal 5 star read and full review can be found at http://lustfulliterature.com/first-an...
ARC received in exchange for honest review
June 18, 2017
"You were my first, Mia." "And my last."
This was not my first and will not be my last Rachael Duncan book (I actually said these words for my review of Hopeless Vows). This is actually my second book and I can now say I am officially obsessed with her books.
Told from the male POV, the chapters go back and forth from present to past and it is done beautifully. Your anxiety will be through the roof and the flashbacks will bring you on the beautiful journey of Blake & Mia.
"I'll love you forever in this life and the next. You're my best friend, my whole life..."
GAH!! Blake makes you feel his love. Your heart will flutter, break and soar when his does. Your heart will go through the ringer with this one kids. I also have a firefighter in my family, so some things really drove home for me and made me hold my breath a few times while reading. I laughed, I cried, and I cheered, but most of all I love, love, loved this story.
This was not my first and will not be my last Rachael Duncan book (I actually said these words for my review of Hopeless Vows). This is actually my second book and I can now say I am officially obsessed with her books.
Told from the male POV, the chapters go back and forth from present to past and it is done beautifully. Your anxiety will be through the roof and the flashbacks will bring you on the beautiful journey of Blake & Mia.
"I'll love you forever in this life and the next. You're my best friend, my whole life..."
GAH!! Blake makes you feel his love. Your heart will flutter, break and soar when his does. Your heart will go through the ringer with this one kids. I also have a firefighter in my family, so some things really drove home for me and made me hold my breath a few times while reading. I laughed, I cried, and I cheered, but most of all I love, love, loved this story.
July 12, 2016
~~*:Reviewed by Bethany:*~~
"You were my first, Mia." "And my last."
This was not my first and will not be my last Rachael Duncan book (I actually said these words for my review of Hopeless Vows). This is actually my second book and I can now say I am officially obsessed with her books.
Told from the male POV, the chapters go back and forth from present to past and it is done beautifully. Your anxiety will be through the roof and the flashbacks will bring you on the beautiful journey of Blake & Mia.
"I'll love you forever in this life and the next. You're my best friend, my whole life..."
GAH!! Blake makes you feel his love. Your heart will flutter, break and soar when his does. Your heart will go through the ringer with this one kids. I also have a firefighter in my family, so some things really drove home for me and made me hold my breath a few times while reading. I laughed, I cried, and I cheered, but most of all I love, love, loved this story.
"You were my first, Mia." "And my last."
This was not my first and will not be my last Rachael Duncan book (I actually said these words for my review of Hopeless Vows). This is actually my second book and I can now say I am officially obsessed with her books.
Told from the male POV, the chapters go back and forth from present to past and it is done beautifully. Your anxiety will be through the roof and the flashbacks will bring you on the beautiful journey of Blake & Mia.
"I'll love you forever in this life and the next. You're my best friend, my whole life..."
GAH!! Blake makes you feel his love. Your heart will flutter, break and soar when his does. Your heart will go through the ringer with this one kids. I also have a firefighter in my family, so some things really drove home for me and made me hold my breath a few times while reading. I laughed, I cried, and I cheered, but most of all I love, love, loved this story.
July 11, 2016
First and Last Rachael Duncan
I loved this story so...so..very much. Blake steals my heart from the beginning and now I don't want to let him go!
This is a beautiful story about best friends moving on to another level in their relationship and the fear of losing each other. The story is told in Blake's POV and the chapters alternate between the present time and the past. I don't want to give away any details; there are obstacles that surface and insecurities that make their journey take a detour. There are some tough moments, but Blake and Mia are a tough couple.
I was provided with an ARC in exchanged for an honest opinion.
I loved this story so...so..very much. Blake steals my heart from the beginning and now I don't want to let him go!
This is a beautiful story about best friends moving on to another level in their relationship and the fear of losing each other. The story is told in Blake's POV and the chapters alternate between the present time and the past. I don't want to give away any details; there are obstacles that surface and insecurities that make their journey take a detour. There are some tough moments, but Blake and Mia are a tough couple.
I was provided with an ARC in exchanged for an honest opinion.
no-way-jose
November 18, 2017Gross.. Yes, I made assumptions. And I think the “in between “ should be informed.
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July 18, 2016
5 Perfect and Amazing Stars
"You were my first, Mia. And my last. "
First and Last by Rachael Duncan was an emotional, beautiful, heartfelt read. I've read all of Rachael's books and loved them all, this one by far my favorite one. She continues to blow me away. This story had so many feelings for me, I cried, laughed, swooned, gasped, and wanted to toss my kindle at times. This is Blake and Mia's story who quickly became friends at the age of six, inseparable from their on out. To Blake realizing at the age of fourteen he has feelings for Mia. Blake and Mia's story is the epitome of great love story. A best friends to lover's story, from your first and last experiences together.
The story starts out in Blake Collins point of view he's a firefighter/smokejumper. It starts out in present time where Blake finds himself in a situation, it then shifts between past and present.
Blake will relive his memories of Mia, the first time they meet at six years old, to sharing their very first grilled cheese together, they shared so many first together. You'll experience everything they went through from their childhood, to teenagers, to adult life all through the eyes of Blake. What a story is was from the their ups and downs, to the scarifies one makes, love, life, family. Sounds perfect but in life nothing ever is you have to strive to make it what you want.
Blake and Mia have been each other's rock, they rely on each other, always their for one another no matter what. Blake has never needed Mia and her strength to pull him through the situation he finds himself in right now. What will be the outcome, will these two continue to have "first" together? Can love concur all? You'll have to read First and Last to find out.
"I can's survive without you. You're the blood in my veins and the beat of my heart. I live for you. "
I'm trying to be vague in this review I don't want to spoil anything you as the reader need to experience this story from the very first page to the very end, the ending oh what an ending. Trust me it's a must read you'll be hooked on Blake and Mia.
"I'll love you forever in this life and the next. You're my best friend, my whole life. "
"You were my first, Mia. And my last. "
First and Last by Rachael Duncan was an emotional, beautiful, heartfelt read. I've read all of Rachael's books and loved them all, this one by far my favorite one. She continues to blow me away. This story had so many feelings for me, I cried, laughed, swooned, gasped, and wanted to toss my kindle at times. This is Blake and Mia's story who quickly became friends at the age of six, inseparable from their on out. To Blake realizing at the age of fourteen he has feelings for Mia. Blake and Mia's story is the epitome of great love story. A best friends to lover's story, from your first and last experiences together.
The story starts out in Blake Collins point of view he's a firefighter/smokejumper. It starts out in present time where Blake finds himself in a situation, it then shifts between past and present.
Blake will relive his memories of Mia, the first time they meet at six years old, to sharing their very first grilled cheese together, they shared so many first together. You'll experience everything they went through from their childhood, to teenagers, to adult life all through the eyes of Blake. What a story is was from the their ups and downs, to the scarifies one makes, love, life, family. Sounds perfect but in life nothing ever is you have to strive to make it what you want.
Blake and Mia have been each other's rock, they rely on each other, always their for one another no matter what. Blake has never needed Mia and her strength to pull him through the situation he finds himself in right now. What will be the outcome, will these two continue to have "first" together? Can love concur all? You'll have to read First and Last to find out.
"I can's survive without you. You're the blood in my veins and the beat of my heart. I live for you. "
I'm trying to be vague in this review I don't want to spoil anything you as the reader need to experience this story from the very first page to the very end, the ending oh what an ending. Trust me it's a must read you'll be hooked on Blake and Mia.
"I'll love you forever in this life and the next. You're my best friend, my whole life. "
July 18, 2016
This is a beautifully written love story. It is told from the point of view of Blake. I love how Duncan was able to go back and forth from the present to the past. I was on the edge of my seat at the end of each chapter wondering what was going to happen next. This book pulled on many emotions for me, hate, fear, love, you name it. I even cried during pieces of the book because it hit home. Blake and Mia live next door and are the best of friends but what happens when one of them wants more? Can they make a relationship work? So many questions!
This is the first book I have read by Duncan but I hope it will not be my last. I enjoyed every minute of this book. Having gone back and read the synopsis again, this was not the book I was expecting but man it was well worth the read. It is hard to tell you more about the book without giving it away. Just read it. Duncan had a different ending for the book originally and I was glad she included at the end for me to read. I am happy with the ending she chose but would have been happy either way because both are beautifully written.
This is the first book I have read by Duncan but I hope it will not be my last. I enjoyed every minute of this book. Having gone back and read the synopsis again, this was not the book I was expecting but man it was well worth the read. It is hard to tell you more about the book without giving it away. Just read it. Duncan had a different ending for the book originally and I was glad she included at the end for me to read. I am happy with the ending she chose but would have been happy either way because both are beautifully written.
July 17, 2016
♡♡♡♡♡ 5 STAR REVIEW ♡♡♡♡♡
Be ready for one of the most intense love story of 2016 and years to come.
Best friends and next door neighbors, Blake and Mia have been in each others lives since age six when she moved next door. Throughout the years this two have been involved with each other in one way or another.
Mia and Blake will not only have you rooting for one another but getting upset with one another but at the end this two will show you what true love really means. I have had my share of love story between best friends but never I have read a book with such an intense plot.
This book will have you smiling, teary-eyed and loving each character to the fullest. Blake will warm your heart like no other character out there, Mia will become your favorite gal.
If you are looking for a heart warming, loving book with such an impact that will mark your heart for years to come then this is the book to read now.
Gifted by author in exchange for an honest review.
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Be ready for one of the most intense love story of 2016 and years to come.
Best friends and next door neighbors, Blake and Mia have been in each others lives since age six when she moved next door. Throughout the years this two have been involved with each other in one way or another.
Mia and Blake will not only have you rooting for one another but getting upset with one another but at the end this two will show you what true love really means. I have had my share of love story between best friends but never I have read a book with such an intense plot.
This book will have you smiling, teary-eyed and loving each character to the fullest. Blake will warm your heart like no other character out there, Mia will become your favorite gal.
If you are looking for a heart warming, loving book with such an impact that will mark your heart for years to come then this is the book to read now.
Gifted by author in exchange for an honest review.
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July 17, 2016
4.5 Mountain Stars
Duncan shows more of her range in this unique novel of love through time, trials, and tender hearted moments.
First and Last was not what I was expecting, not that I knew what to expect with Duncan's previous works being filled with twists and turns. It is a contemplative look at love as it grows between flawed humans that also change and grow themselves over time.
If you are in the mood for a book on a lazy afternoon, this may be the perfect mellow read for you. Even with its high octane emotions and event, it will keep you pulled in all while watching from a steady plane above the action as each scene plays out below you.
*ARC received in exchange for an honest review*
Duncan shows more of her range in this unique novel of love through time, trials, and tender hearted moments.
First and Last was not what I was expecting, not that I knew what to expect with Duncan's previous works being filled with twists and turns. It is a contemplative look at love as it grows between flawed humans that also change and grow themselves over time.
If you are in the mood for a book on a lazy afternoon, this may be the perfect mellow read for you. Even with its high octane emotions and event, it will keep you pulled in all while watching from a steady plane above the action as each scene plays out below you.
*ARC received in exchange for an honest review*
July 13, 2016
****ARC provided by author in exchange for an honest review****
First and Last by Rachel Duncan is the first book I've ever read from this author. And I can tell you, emphatically, it will not be my last.
Written in Blake's POV and in flashback, you are taken on journey of Blake and Mia's love story. Through their happiness, loss, pain and sorrow. You will root for them, you will feel their heartache and you will fall in love right along with them.
That epilogue, MY GOD!!!!! While reading it, my heart was in my throat. Will this be a happy ending? Or will I be curdle up in the fetal position, unable to do anything except cry?
I wished there was a way to give First and Last more than 5-stars. Such a beautifully written story. I fell for this book, hard.
First and Last by Rachel Duncan is the first book I've ever read from this author. And I can tell you, emphatically, it will not be my last.
Written in Blake's POV and in flashback, you are taken on journey of Blake and Mia's love story. Through their happiness, loss, pain and sorrow. You will root for them, you will feel their heartache and you will fall in love right along with them.
That epilogue, MY GOD!!!!! While reading it, my heart was in my throat. Will this be a happy ending? Or will I be curdle up in the fetal position, unable to do anything except cry?
I wished there was a way to give First and Last more than 5-stars. Such a beautifully written story. I fell for this book, hard.
July 12, 2016
Wow! First and Last is one of those books that takes you on a rollercoaster ride of emotions. This is a friends to lovers story that is full of highs and lows. If that’s not enough, it also takes place in the present and the past.
Will we be able to hold on, or will our relationship go up in flames?
I didn’t realise the significance of this sentence until I read this book and it summed it up perfectly. And just like that sentence, I didn’t know how Blake’s and Mia’s story would end.
This is the second book written by Rachael Duncan that I’ve read, and even though it was different to Hopeless Vows, it confirmed that she is an amazing writer and I need to read more of her books.
I gave First and Last 5 stars.
Written by Karen from A Thousand Lives Book Blog
Will we be able to hold on, or will our relationship go up in flames?
I didn’t realise the significance of this sentence until I read this book and it summed it up perfectly. And just like that sentence, I didn’t know how Blake’s and Mia’s story would end.
This is the second book written by Rachael Duncan that I’ve read, and even though it was different to Hopeless Vows, it confirmed that she is an amazing writer and I need to read more of her books.
I gave First and Last 5 stars.
Written by Karen from A Thousand Lives Book Blog
July 31, 2016
Male POV (you could tell it was written by a woman)
Crazy in love with our heroine, his childhood sweetheart.
Makes a stupid mistake, not entirely his fault and they break up in college.
In the "between", they are with other people.
They make up and stay together for life and get married, pop out kids.
He's a firefighter and smokejumper so risks his life.
They are each other's firsts and last. Pretty self explanatory.
Crazy in love with our heroine, his childhood sweetheart.
Makes a stupid mistake, not entirely his fault and they break up in college.
In the "between", they are with other people.
They make up and stay together for life and get married, pop out kids.
He's a firefighter and smokejumper so risks his life.
They are each other's firsts and last. Pretty self explanatory.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
July 20, 2016
On the fence with this one. Not sure if I like it. It was a different read. 80%+ is written in the past.
Read
November 8, 2016pass
March 14, 2017
Very different read. Will be doing a full review on it ASAP.
March 22, 2018
First and Last was completely what I was NOT expecting. This book blew me away!! It was soul crushing, I was hyperventilating, I literally fell in love with Blake and Mia's love! I don't want to say one word about what kind of story you'll find when you start at page one, but I will say your preconceived notions about what kind of book you think First and Last is, is wrong.
And yet, this story is so right.
I loved it! First and Last is on my Top 10 of 2018.
Without a Doubt!
🤓📚🐉🤙
And yet, this story is so right.
I loved it! First and Last is on my Top 10 of 2018.
Without a Doubt!
🤓📚🐉🤙
July 18, 2016
Beth's Review
WOW that was one hell of an emotional read but what an amazing story. I was very interested in reading this one so when I saw that the ARC had landed on my kindle I decided to immediately jump in and I absolutely inhaled it in less than 12 hours.
I first fell in love Rachel Duncan’s writing when I decided to check out Hopeless Vows. To say she writes beautiful romances is an understatement. I absolutely was spell bound by her writing in Hopeless Vows so when I saw she had posting about having a new book releasing soon I had to check it out. The synopsis intrigued me right from the moment I read it. Knowing how much I loved her writing already and this new one being about a love between two people who began as best friends at a very young age but became more, I knew I would fall in love with this one as well.
Blake and Mia became best friends at the early age of six after she moved in next door. They were always inseparable and there was something more than just friendship between them but they never wanted to cross that friendship line. As time passed though little by little they pushed the boundaries of the line they had drawn until the point they had completely crossed it and there was no turning back. The question became now was that would this now last and what will happen if it didn’t.
This was truly an emotional story that once again this author completely had me spell bound by the amazing loved story between these two main characters. The story is completely told in Blake’s POV and flips back and forth between his present situation and to his past, travelling over the years through his and Mia’s memories. If you are about to say I hate when a book goes between past and present, don’t walk away yet. I am usually a person who does not enjoy books that flip from past to present but the author has written it so well that she has once again has completely me engaged me in her story to the point I couldn’t put it down. I couldn’t stop turning the pages, I needed to get back to the present to find out what was happening with Blake but then I couldn’t wait to get back to the past to find out what would happen next with them. I loved watching these two slowly go from best friends to being more little bit by little bit until they completely crossed friendship that is was no longer deniable. This story is truly a story of not only two people madly in love, this is a story of the ups, downs and everything in between for two people who were sole mates and truly meant to spend till eternity together. I will say there were truly some emotional moments in this story that brought me to tears several times.
I absolutely loved both these characters, and from the moment I met them, I could feel the strong connection these two shared. They shared a love that most people can only dream about, a love that would never die. Both these characters were such strong characters that I instantly connected with them. There was several times I either became choked up or actually cried, with them or for them. Their love maybe the love we dream in fairy tales but their story was far from a fairy tale.
Overall this was another fabulous read by this author that I fell head over heels in love with. Her creative stories and the way she beautifully tells them will truly touch your heart. This was only my second book by this author but she has now found a new huge fan in me and she is definitely going on my MUST CLICK list from now on.
June 29, 2016
First and Last is only the second book by Rachael that I have read. The first book was Hopeless Vows and that was when I fell in love with her writing. The stories are completely different but equally amazing. Ok...back to Mia and Blake's epic love story. I don't want to spoil anything so I will try to make my review short and sweet.
Blake and Mia have been best friends since they were six years old. It wasn't until they were fourteen when Blake is hit with the realization that he wants more. He doesn't want to ruin their friendship. He won't push. Not until he knows for sure that Mia feels the same way. It's not easy going from best friends to lovers. It's even harder when so many changes are about to come your way. Blake and Mia have been each other's rocks since the moment they had their first grilled cheese together. And that was only one of many of their "firsts" together. Can they continue being each other's firsts when they hit their biggest low?
Blake and Mia's story will bring you on one emotional, heartbreaking, beautiful and fun rollercoaster ride! The story is told by Blake and goes back and forth between past and present. It's about their love, friendship, sacrifices, and family. Their ups and downs. It's not always perfect, real love never is. But, in the end...will they be friends, lovers, or both?
I loved this story!! I was hooked from the very start and didn't want it to end. It's ultimately a beautiful story about two amazing people that love each other that want to make it work. But, also know that if it doesn't...they will always still care.
Overall...it's an emotional ride that you will want to take! I laughed. I cried. I got angry. And I cried some more.
Quotes:
I lace my fingers through hers. “You’ll always hold the key to my heart,” I tell her quietly.
It’s a reminder that sometimes the best of times are followed by the worst.
“I couldn’t show you how badass I am all at once. You wouldn’t be able to handle that level of awesomeness. I have to let it out little by little.”
Blake and Mia have been best friends since they were six years old. It wasn't until they were fourteen when Blake is hit with the realization that he wants more. He doesn't want to ruin their friendship. He won't push. Not until he knows for sure that Mia feels the same way. It's not easy going from best friends to lovers. It's even harder when so many changes are about to come your way. Blake and Mia have been each other's rocks since the moment they had their first grilled cheese together. And that was only one of many of their "firsts" together. Can they continue being each other's firsts when they hit their biggest low?
Blake and Mia's story will bring you on one emotional, heartbreaking, beautiful and fun rollercoaster ride! The story is told by Blake and goes back and forth between past and present. It's about their love, friendship, sacrifices, and family. Their ups and downs. It's not always perfect, real love never is. But, in the end...will they be friends, lovers, or both?
I loved this story!! I was hooked from the very start and didn't want it to end. It's ultimately a beautiful story about two amazing people that love each other that want to make it work. But, also know that if it doesn't...they will always still care.
Overall...it's an emotional ride that you will want to take! I laughed. I cried. I got angry. And I cried some more.
Quotes:
I lace my fingers through hers. “You’ll always hold the key to my heart,” I tell her quietly.
It’s a reminder that sometimes the best of times are followed by the worst.
“I couldn’t show you how badass I am all at once. You wouldn’t be able to handle that level of awesomeness. I have to let it out little by little.”
June 29, 2016
I wish I could give a book more than 5 Stars – I would prefer 5 Million Stars. This story was AMAZING! I started it last night before bed and honestly, I could not put it down. I finished the book maybe 5 minutes ago – I still have tears flowing down my face, I don’t even know if they are happy tears or sad tears. Rachael Duncan – this was the first time I have ever read a book from you, I am beyond impressed – you have such talent. I’m actually overwhelmed with emotions and cannot believe how mesmerized you had me.
So this book is written from Blake Collins point of view and does take you on trips down memory lane. The story goes from past to present and honestly, I couldn’t decide which was more important as I was sitting on pins and needles from both ends! It’s the love story of Blake and Mia (by the way – I recently got a puppy and named her Mia – so when I started this book I couldn’t help but smile. I’d love to say I named her after Mia in this book! If only…) anyway back to Blake and Mia – childhood best friends, turned lovers, turned into everything in between. First and Last is about – life – the firsts and lasts we experience including all the happiness, sadness, life changes, jokes and turmoil. I can honestly say, I laughed, I cried, I screamed, and I gasped. You name the emotion and this book brought it out.
THIS IS THE BEST BOOK I HAVE READ IN 2016!
It will be on the tip of my tongue anytime I am asked by a friend what to read next.
READ. THIS. BOOK. Once you’ve read it you will understand why I am not giving any specifics on the storyline – I just can’t. Trust me from the first page you will be sucked in.
5 Holy F*ck Stars!
** I received a complimentary copy of this book in exchange for a honest review.
So this book is written from Blake Collins point of view and does take you on trips down memory lane. The story goes from past to present and honestly, I couldn’t decide which was more important as I was sitting on pins and needles from both ends! It’s the love story of Blake and Mia (by the way – I recently got a puppy and named her Mia – so when I started this book I couldn’t help but smile. I’d love to say I named her after Mia in this book! If only…) anyway back to Blake and Mia – childhood best friends, turned lovers, turned into everything in between. First and Last is about – life – the firsts and lasts we experience including all the happiness, sadness, life changes, jokes and turmoil. I can honestly say, I laughed, I cried, I screamed, and I gasped. You name the emotion and this book brought it out.
THIS IS THE BEST BOOK I HAVE READ IN 2016!
It will be on the tip of my tongue anytime I am asked by a friend what to read next.
READ. THIS. BOOK. Once you’ve read it you will understand why I am not giving any specifics on the storyline – I just can’t. Trust me from the first page you will be sucked in.
5 Holy F*ck Stars!
** I received a complimentary copy of this book in exchange for a honest review.
July 21, 2016
I was prepared to writte a glorious review and recommand this book to everyone... Until I reach the last pages.
If you read it do not, I repeat DO NOT READ THE EPILOGUE !! It will ruin everything ! :(
This book was about the sweetest, purest love there is. Both characters were perfect yet they felt real. The story was perfect, the flashbacks were perfectly chosen and used... Until this damned epilogue.
Seriously ! I don't understand authors who feel the need to add extra drama just for the sake of it. It serves no purpose at all in this book. None. To quote the author, she wrote the ending for "the emotional effect". Well... That is a cheap trick to me. She is talented enough and a goor enough writter to produce an emotional book full of feeling WITHOUT this kind of cheap tear-bait trick.
As you can tell, I am hugely disappointed, which is why I gave it this rating instead of the 5 stars I entended to give unti I reach the last chapter.
I probably won't read any other book from this author, but I won't discourage you from reading this one, it was still really good until the end. Just... you know, don't read the epilogue ! ;)
If you read it do not, I repeat DO NOT READ THE EPILOGUE !! It will ruin everything ! :(
This book was about the sweetest, purest love there is. Both characters were perfect yet they felt real. The story was perfect, the flashbacks were perfectly chosen and used... Until this damned epilogue.
Seriously ! I don't understand authors who feel the need to add extra drama just for the sake of it. It serves no purpose at all in this book. None. To quote the author, she wrote the ending for "the emotional effect". Well... That is a cheap trick to me. She is talented enough and a goor enough writter to produce an emotional book full of feeling WITHOUT this kind of cheap tear-bait trick.
As you can tell, I am hugely disappointed, which is why I gave it this rating instead of the 5 stars I entended to give unti I reach the last chapter.
I probably won't read any other book from this author, but I won't discourage you from reading this one, it was still really good until the end. Just... you know, don't read the epilogue ! ;)
July 14, 2016
5 out of 5 stars
Seriously, this book has left me with one of my worst book hangovers yet this year. Ms Duncan did a fabulous job of crafting a story that was virtually impossible to put down -- I hated having to go to work everyday and not being able to just read it from start to finish.
I don’t want to give away much of the story because not having more than the synopsis is what made part of the reading process so enjoyable. I’ll just tell you how I felt while reading and hopefully inspire you to pick up the book as well!
I loved the way the story was told. I thought the flashbacks were done in a way that really helped develop the story and give us more insight into Blake’s thoughts in the present as well. The book brought out so many emotions. I laughed. I cried. I was so happy and excited for Blake & Mia. I was so heartbroken for them, too. This story was wonderfully crafted and told in a way that will bring all of you into the story as the reader. You’ll want to crawl thru the Kindle and hug Blake. You’ll want to reach thru and strangle him, too….well, at least I did a time or two.
*** I was given an advanced copy from the author in exchange for an honest review ***
Seriously, this book has left me with one of my worst book hangovers yet this year. Ms Duncan did a fabulous job of crafting a story that was virtually impossible to put down -- I hated having to go to work everyday and not being able to just read it from start to finish.
I don’t want to give away much of the story because not having more than the synopsis is what made part of the reading process so enjoyable. I’ll just tell you how I felt while reading and hopefully inspire you to pick up the book as well!
I loved the way the story was told. I thought the flashbacks were done in a way that really helped develop the story and give us more insight into Blake’s thoughts in the present as well. The book brought out so many emotions. I laughed. I cried. I was so happy and excited for Blake & Mia. I was so heartbroken for them, too. This story was wonderfully crafted and told in a way that will bring all of you into the story as the reader. You’ll want to crawl thru the Kindle and hug Blake. You’ll want to reach thru and strangle him, too….well, at least I did a time or two.
*** I was given an advanced copy from the author in exchange for an honest review ***
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