Sixteen year old Beth was ignorantly happy. That changed over spring break of her grade eleven year. Her mother kills herself, her boyfriend of over a year becomes abusive and she finds herself falling in love with a boy she just met. Being a teenager is hard enough as it is; add a dead mom to the mix, plus a younger sister to take care of and it becomes a living hell.
Disarming in its innocent sincerity, This is not a Test captures an image of a young generation with many dreams, hopes and fragilities.
Through the characters of her novel, Carswell bravely explores the struggle of losing a parent to suicide, an abusive relationship, friendship and love. This is not a Test is touching and humorous at the same time, one of those book you will read in one standing.
Welcome to the mind of a teenage girl, who was dealing with relationships and tragedies and expectations from those around her. This book is filled with brutal honesty, tenderness, joy, great sadness and truth. I read this book from cover to cover in one sitting and found it impossible to put down. For me, a 73-year-old man to be able to live for a few hours in the mind of a young woman was a great privilege.
Some of the book is fiction; but I believe most of it is utter truth: A harsh vision sometimes and sometimes tenderness brought tears to my eyes. The language used in telling the story is modern and expressive; the kind of language one hears wherever young people congregate. It will perhaps offend some; but it lends credibility and stark reality to the telling of this story.
I do recommend this book to everyone. I will reread it myself from time to time. I am very proud of Liv, the author, whom I have known since she was about five years old. I look forward to her next novel.
There's something to be said about this book that might be hard for me to describe. There was thought put into this, and I very much appreciated the writing style. It was relatable, it was sad, but there was definitely some moments that made me laugh. There were so many unique touches. I loved Beth and I really felt her experience. I got attached to the people she loved, and it's hard not to. This is such a hard topic to write about, because it's heavy and a lot of times, people don't like to confront problems that actually do exist. This is not a drill. This is not a test. This is life. I definitely recommend it.