Thirteen years ago, Natalie lost a part of herself when her twin sister died. Will traveling back to the family winery finally put the memory to rest, or will it completely destroy her?
When Natalie Mitchell learns her beloved grandfather has had a heart attack, she’s forced to return to their family-owned winery in Sonoma, something she never intended to do. She’s avoided her grandparents’ sprawling home and all its memories since the summer her sister died—the awful summer Natalie’s nightmares began. But the winery is failing, and Natalie’s father wants her to shut it down. As the majority shareholder, she has the power to do so.
And Natalie never says no to her father.
Tanner Collins, the vintner on Maoilios, is trying to salvage a bad season and put the Mitchell family’s winery back in business. When Natalie shows up, Tanner sees his future about to be crushed. He knows Natalie intends to close the gates, and he's determined to convince her otherwise. But the Natalie he remembers from childhood is long gone, and he’s not so sure he likes the woman she’s become. Still, the haunted look she wears hints at secrets he wants to unearth. He soon discovers that on the night her sister died, the real Natalie died too. And Tanner must do whatever it takes to resurrect her. But finding freedom from the past means facing it. For both of them.
Catherine West is an award-winning author of contemporary women’s fiction. When she’s not at the computer working on her next story, you can find her taking her Border Collie for long walks or reading books by her favorite authors. She and her husband reside in Bermuda, and have two adult children and two beautiful granddaughters. Catherine is the winner of the 2015 Grace Award (Bridge of Faith) and a two-time winner of Romance Writers of America’s Faith, Hope & Love Reader’s Choice Award (The Things We Knew, 2017 and Where Hope Begins, 2019), and a recipient of the American Christian Fiction Writer’s 2019 Carol Award, for Where Hope Begins. Her latest novel, As the Light Fades, released September 2019.
Catherine loves to connect with her readers and can be reached at Catherine@catherinejwest.com
Natalie Mitchell works for her father at his big corporation and so does her ex-fiance. As you can imagine this doesn't make it easy for Natalie. She's having problems at work and on her way to another nervous breakdown.
Natalie's father decides to tell her to go out to her grandfather's vineyard. He's had a heart attack and the business is not doing good. Go out there, take a break and find a way to shut down the vineyard. Well, Natalie is a part owner in the vineyard and she doesn't want it to fail.
Natalie finds that her grandfather is doing better than her dad let on although the business is not doing too great. Natalie starts to go about getting the vineyard into this century and earning money again.
An on old childhood crush works at the vineyard, Tanner Collins. He's pretty rude to Natalie for some time because she hasn't come and seen her grandfather or the vineyard since her twin sister died when they were younger.
The vineyard brings back some good and bad memories for Natalie but she pushes on. And she finally stands up to her father, she lets go of some demons by telling the truth about her sister and she finds peace with Tanner and maybe a little something else.
I thought the book was a good read. I didn't love it nor did I hate it. I usually read all kinds of genres and they are a hit or miss with me. I'm happy for all of the people that loved it the book though.
*I received a print copy of this book through the BookLookBloggers program.*
This is the first book I've read by Catherine West and I was pleasantly surprised! I somehow assumed that the book would fit more in the women's fiction genre, but there was a great romantic relationship that grew throughout the story as well as complex family dynamics. Natalie and Tanner are both hurting from painful experiences in their pasts that make it take time for them to rekindle their childhood friendship. I loved the depth of emotion in the author's writing and her lovely way of describing the setting and its influence on the characters. While there is drama, pain and angst during this transition season in the characters' lives, there is also healing, hope, and blossoming love. I felt like the responses and reactions of Natalie and Tanner were realistic instead of idealized, and it made their personalities and relationship more genuine. I highly recommend this book and look forward to reading more by the author!
(I received a complimentary copy of the book; all opinions in this review are my own)
Be prepared to sob at least once in this emotional novel. But also be prepared to smile, giggle and of course SWOON – as well as having your faith challenged and reaffirmed.
The Memory of You by Catherine West is powerful and compelling. It wrestles with issues like mental illness, PTSD, family conflict, the crippling effects of guilt and the spiraling damage of drug abuse. Yet at the same time, the heaviness of these topics is perfectly counterbalanced with the sweetness of reignited romance, well-timed wit and genuine affection. Tying all of these threads together is a clear picture of authentic faith – the highs and the lows, the doubts, the clarity, and the sweetness of grace.
Natalie and Tanner’s romance gently builds from a childhood friendship and from shared adult-sized pain. Tanner is just plain yummy despite his flaws, and Natalie really is his ideal match. This is not to say that their road to happily-ever-after is smooth and uncomplicated. Quite the contrary. Both bring as much emotional baggage to the table as a Hollywood socialite brings luggage on vacation, and neither especially trusts the other when first reconnected. But as their friendship rebuilds, old attractions once again ignite and readers are advised to keep a fan handy for the kisses that eventually follow!
Bottom Line: The Memory of You doesn’t shy away from the pain of life. But neither does it shy away from the audacity of grace. The combination of the two makes for a riveting read that sinks deep into the heart and swirls up truth in the soul. The main characters are vivid and layered, and the secondary characters are complex and delightful. This story is sweet and healing and provides the best of both worlds – authentic struggles against a backdrop of redemption and restoration. Have a tissue box (for the ugly-crying) and a fan (for the swooning) close at hand.
(I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book)
Natalie's twin has been gone for many years. She had struggled to get past the loss and tries to live a full life. When she catches her fiance in bed with another woman she has a downward spiral starting with panic attacks and feels as if she will have another breakdown which she has hidden from her parents. Her father sends her to her grandfather's vineyard where her sister died with the express orders to close the vineyard it is losing money and her grandfather is supposedly failing which is the reason for the failing vineyard. She is not prepared for what she finds. Her grandfather is not as sick as she has been lead to believe and a childhood crush is working with her father. As she struggles to overcome her depression and panic attacks she begins to realize she just may heal here but can she stand up to her father. Great read. I would like to thank the Publisher and Net Galley for the chance to read this ARC.
I'm learning that Catherine West's trademark is a story of pain and healing. The Memory of You definitely fit that mold.
Natalie lost her twin in a tragic accident at the age of 13. Since then she has struggled with survivor's guilt in a number of ways.
Much of the story takes place on a vineyard in California and the author does a nice job of painting the scenery.
This was an emotional story and one part brought me to tears. A number of good themes, such as living life after the death of a close family member and repairing relationships after years of separation, surfaced in the story. However, I felt the number of themes that surfaced were too many and the story would have been stronger with fewer focuses.
The romance between Tanner and Natalie was not one that I bonded with due to the frequency of hot and cold in their relationship.
Overall, it was a good read and I plan to read other novels by the author.
Four and a half stars Natalie Mitchell has managed for years to stay away from Sonoma. The place holds too many memories. It is where her twin sister, Nicole, died when she was thirteen. Since then, Natalie has been trying, not all that successfully to deal with the guilt rom that time. When she learns her grandfather has had a heart attack she reluctantly makes her way back to Sonoma. Natalie has inherited fifty percent of shares in the winery from her grandmother, but her father wants her to shut the failing winery down. And Natalie is one who very much always tries to please her father. But when she arrives in Sonoma, she finds everything is not quite as she had been told. Suspicious of her motives in turning up at this time, Tanner Collins the vintner at Maoilios winery is determined to prove to her that the winery is a viable proposition. What will happen with this couple who used to be childhood friends? And will Natalie and Tanner who has his own issues, be able to overcome the trauma in their lives? Both the main characters and the setting in this novel are well drawn. It was easy to be pulled into the story and empathise with Natalie, who is suffering Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. It is a story of family, loss, guilt, bi-polar disorder, and drug abuse, just to name a few. And yet it is not a book without hope. It explores the difficult themes in a way that is readable and engaging. It is also a book about forgiveness, love, grace and second chances. Catherine West is a new author to me. I enjoyed this story. I liked the main characters and even the secondary characters came across well. I also loved the stunning orange cover which was what initially attracted me. A warm and positive story despite some of the serous issues raised, I really enjoyed it. Perhaps some may think the ending is a little neat, but what’s wrong with being able to close a book with a smile and being left feeling good? I found this an involving read.
Rated 4.5 - THE MEMORY OF YOU by Catherine West seized my interest from the beginning with its vineyard setting, then riveted me with its emotional journey. An excellent character-driven story of broken faith transformed, THE MEMORY OF YOU is packed with thought-provoking issues. Listed as women’s fiction, this novel also excels in the inspirational romance category. Fans of sweet romance books, which are still a bit edgy with flawed characters, will enjoy this one immensely.
Catherine West is a new-to-me author, so I had no expectations. I was thrilled when this novel kept hitting my preferences. Natalie Mitchell is fighting PTSD from a tragic event in her life. Not willing to admit her weakness to her perfectionist father, Natalie jumps at the chance to visit her grandfather and evaluate their family’s failing vineyard. Her father thinks Natalie will agree with his assessment and advise the closure of the winery. But, her grandfather believes Natalie’s heart lies with this land.
All my favorite tropes are in this novel. First, it takes place in Sonoma, California, at a family-run vineyard. I love books that feature American farming ingenuity. Next, we have a heroine facing PTSD instead of the hero, which I found exceedingly interesting, especially since we don’t know the full extent of Natalie’s situation. The author releases the specifics slowly through interaction with the other characters. In true women’s fiction style, the emotive tally is heightened until we find out the startling reason behind Natalie’s illness.
Next, we have the reunited “best friends” theme and we’re introduced to Tanner Collins, Grandpa’s right-hand-man and vintner. Tanner was also Natalie’s first crush when they were teens. Tanner has worked hard for the vineyard and he doesn’t appreciate Natalie’s interference. He also has the added responsibility of caring for his sister’s children while she recovers from an accident. When Natalie and Tanner begin to compare their lives, they realize they have a lot more in common than they imagined, including their loss of faith.
Then, we have the MIA uncle who decides to come home for a breather and make amends. And secrets – lots of secrets to add to the emotion that’s sure to build. Natalie is a mess emotionally, but it’s reasonable considering her personal losses. Add that to all the things left unsaid between their families and you have the perfect mix for a maelstrom when all these strong-willed people decide they have the answers that don’t agree with God’s plan for their future.
I thought that the faith aspects seemed overdone in some respect, when it could have been kept to fewer characters and evolved more realistically. It was beautifully rendered, so it didn’t undermine my enjoyment, but it did make me wonder how I would have reacted with less. There were quite a few complications to be resolved that seemed to be jammed up at the end of the story. That made me want to skip ahead to find out what was going on, so I had to force myself to slow down and enjoy the journey.
THE MEMORY OF YOU is a captivating book with two love stories, lots of heartrending emotion, a passel of people renewing their faith, layered with cute kids and dogs, closing with a feel-good conclusion of hope. The author didn’t shy away from life’s challenges such as death, divorce, lies, and the reverberating effects. Be prepared to shed a few tears, even in the beauty of the resolutions. This novel is so close to a top rating of 5 for me, that I consider it a recommended read at 4.5. I can’t wait to delve into Catherine West’s backlist.
Reviewed by Dorine, courtesy of The Zest Quest. Digital ARC provided by the publisher through NetGalley for an honest review.
The Memory of You is a delightful story. The setting truly comes alive and creates the perfect backdrop for this story of hidden secrets, guilt, and finding peace by facing the past.
Natalie is haunted by memories of her time at her grandparents' vineyard. She hasn't returned since that tragic night thirteen years ago and has tried to bury her memories and the truth of how her twin sister Nicole died. But her nightmares have returned and her symptoms are spiralling out of her control. So when her parents suggest she return to the vineyard she thinks it might be a good time to finally find peace. But the head vintner, Tanner Collins, Natalie's childhood friend (and crush), suspects the real reason Natalie's father has sent her to Maoilios - to shut them down - and he isn't happy to see her.
I love a romance that starts off with the characters fighting. Sparks fly, tempers get lost. You can feel the passion, the chemistry, the possibility. I also liked that Tanner and Natalie had history. A tentative teenage friendship that got lost through the tumultuous fallout of Nicole's death. As they confront each other about the past and challenge each other about the future, especially the future of the vineyard, they slowly (and with a few bumps along the way) rekindle their friendship and learn to trust each other.
All the characters shine in this story. I love Natalie and her desperation for peace. She carries so much guilt but also has courage to reach out to people. And of course Tanner is totally loveable, even if he is at first gruff and harsh and unwelcoming. He too has so much going on in his life, so much hurt and unforgiveness. Natalie's grandfather, uncle, and Tanner's family are all wonderful additions to the book, each with their stories and journeys, in which the reader is privileged to share. Vibrant and relatable.
You get so much more than a simple romance with Catherine West's writing. The story is layered and complicated in an easy sort of way. It was a pleasure to sink into this story and get lost amongst the vines and setting Californian sun.
I highly recommend this story for readers who love contemporary novels, fans of Johnnie Alexander, Irene Hannon and Liz Johnson. And for those who enjoy just a touch of mystery added to a story of family and romance and faith.
The publishers provided an advanced readers copy of this book for reviewing purposes. All opinions are my own.
Set in Sonoma County California's wine country, this story explores love, loss, and second chances in a broken world of perfectly flawed families. The Memory of You is a beautiful illustration of forgiveness, surrender, and restoration.
This is a great family drama and it doesn't shy away from complex issues like psychological trauma and illness, drug abuse, and questions of faith. The story has excellent secondary characters, an engaging plot, and an encouraging theme.
I requested the opportunity to read and review this title through the author and NetGalley. The opinions expressed are my own.
What a beautifully written and completely captivating story! This contemporary romance novel simply dragged me into its pages and wouldn’t let go! I really loved the main characters, Natalie and Tanner. They had some history together as children and young teens. Both had also experienced traumatic events in their pasts which influenced the way they reacted to present situations.
The side stories and characters were extremely interesting, as was the heartbreaking look into the tragic accident that so impacted Natalie. The Memory of You was packed with interesting people, a beautiful setting, and a couple of side stories that were interwoven with the main one to create a book that I didn’t want to set down. I loved it!
I received a complimentary copy of this book. All opinions are my own.
What a ride this book was! You're pulled into this well written story right away with the heartbreaking drama that both Natalie, Tanner and their families are going through. You feel their pain as each member struggles with different issues. But you also feel the hope and healing that starts to take place as they each learn to let go, to love again, to forgive, and to accept the help of family, friends, and a God that offers new life and the ultimate grace!
This book is heartbreaking and heartwarming at the same time. Dealing with deep issues such as death, guilt, depression, PTSD, bi-polar personality, drug abuse and abandonment, this is not a lighthearted read. But this talented author also takes you to a place of hope and light with grace, forgiveness, healing, second chances and reconciliation with earthly fathers as well as our heavenly Father. We ALL have drama and issues in our lives and it is heartening to read that there is hope and healing. :)
It is definitely worth reading and I will no doubt read more by this author! If I had a complaint it would just be that there were so many, many issues being dealt with and several different threads to the story, that it could get overwhelming at times.
*Thanks to Just Commonly and the publisher for a complimentary copy of this book. I was not paid or required to write a positive review and all opinions stated are my own.*
I must say this might be my favorite Catherine West novel yet. The Memory of You hooks you from the first page, grips your heart, and that glow of a fantastic love story lingers afterward.
Natalie and Tanner's story is absolutely perfect. And it's not because their lives are perfect, far from it actually. Natalie lost her twin at thirteen years old. It shapes Natalie, creates a host of problems that have you reaching for tissues and watching your tears appear on the page.
Their pain -- though created in a fantastic fictional world -- is very real. It touches on real issues, which is what Ms. West is famous for. Add the special ingredient of God's love and you have a 5-star read.
Watching Natalie and Tanner navigate their relationship in the midst of life's pain created some laugh-out-loud moments, cheek-splitting-grin moments, and swoon-worthy-sigh moments. This book has it all and it won't disappoint. Move it to the top of your TBR pile and enjoy the ride.
The kind of story that begs to be read aloud because it is so beautifully written. Exquisite both in prose and depth.
West explores the realistic lives of characters caught up in the midst of dysfunctional families. And yet it isn't hopeless. It's angst-riddled and heart-wrenching in places for sure, but there's a strength and power in Natalie and Tanner's ability to overcome. Their struggles mirror our own. They discover truths that we must all come to understand -- like life is messy and that's okay. God isn't waiting for us to be perfect before we come to him. That secrets hold power only if we let them. And facing the past is hard but trying to ignore it is harder still.
Natalie and Tanner are both dealing with some difficult issues and the last thing they need is romantic feelings to stir things up even more. Tanner in particular is pretty dead set against having anything to do with Natalie. But despite the constant surliness and his penchant to sulk, there is something very appealing about this self-made man who honors his family by trying to take on all their burdens. He's quick to make assumptions where Natalie is concerned and she's not shy about lashing back. Their scenes are charged with undercurrents of passion that stirs them into reacting in unexpected ways. A real roller-coaster of a romance, but realistically so. And with a sweet ache of tenderness that turned me to mush.
Richly layered secondary stories make this a feast of a read. Decadent and delicious and impossible to resist. The Memory of You is the kind of novel that lives in your heart long after you've finished the last page. A celebration of life and love and finding yourself through the mercy of God's everlasting grace.
This was my first book by this author. I had heard a lot fo great things about her other books and this one didn't deceive.
Natalie lost her sister in a car accident 13 years ago. Now she goes back to the family winery, where the accident took place, because her father want to shut it down. Tanner is dealing with his own problems and isn't really happy when Natalie arrives. Being the vintner, Tanner would lose his job if the winery was to close.
I won't lie. At some moments I just want to yell at Tanner and Natalie to TALK to each other. But as it seems, they preferred keeping to themselves and not tell the other one what was bothering them. Catherine West tackles some tough issues in this novel. Natalie is dealing with PTSD following her twin sister's death. I liked witnessing her journey and her transformation through the book.
I also very much appreciated the dogs and the children. It was an nice addition to the story.
A big thanks to the publisher for providing me with a complimentary copy! It did not affect my review in any way!
Love love and love. Sometimes the longest and hardest road we'll ever walk in this life is learning how to forgive ourselves. But God's grace is always there to meet us right where we are.
The Memory Of You by Catherine West is a contemporary Christian romance and I loved it. I was absorbed into its pages from the start. The Memory Of You will make you cry. It will make you smile. And it will make you think - about your own loved ones and about a God who loves you more than you can imagine. The Memory Of You is a study of grief. A grief so raw that every day hurts. "Would there ever come a day when it wouldn't hurt when she thought of her sister?" Grief, if not worked through can lead to depression. There is no magic formula for dealing with grief but the pain and the hurt do need to be faced and shared with people you trust. The theme of guilt is linked to loss. It is both a survivors guilt and a 'what if?' guilt linked to a past that cannot be changed. "I want you to stop blaming yourself for things you cannot change." Forgiveness goes hand in hand with guilt. "He would never be forgiven. And didn't deserve to be." This is where grace comes in. We receive grace and forgiveness that none of us deserve. It is not about anything we have done, it is all about what Jesus has done. At the cross He exchanged our sins for grace and forgiveness. There are some difficult topics to read - PTSD, bipolar, early mortality, life support - and all these are presented with sensitivity. Catherine West writes with such depth of feeling that the reader 'feels' the pain of the sufferers in the novel and can empathise. There is also a glorious hope - we have a hope in Jesus. Although life can be painful at times, our hope is of heaven. It is not a case of 'goodbye' but a 'see you later.' Death is not the end and therefore we have hope. The story is a family saga. Families can be messy. Families can also be the place where we feel most loved, "...to hear his laugh and bask in the smile that made her feel like the luckiest girl in the world." Within the novel, the role of fathers or father figures is examined. The unconditional love of our father God for each and every one of us is also shown. Another theme is that of faith and trust in God. Faith in God may be hard in the bad times as we work through our anger and hurt. "Where is your God now?" God waits patiently for each and every one of us to come to Him. He longs to give us His love and peace that come from trusting Him in the good and the bad times. "Learning to rely on God wasn't easy but it gave a comfort and a peace." A major storyline is that of growing grapes and harvesting them. This may be seen as a metaphor for our lives. God is the gardener who will tend us and love us until the time is right for the harvest. Catherine West's stories always speak to my soul. Her characters take up residence in my heart. I 'feel' their pain and their joy. I 'see' them in my mind. As the novel ends, it feels like I am bidding good friends a fond farewell. The Memory Of You is a fabulous read on so many levels. Pick up a copy today. I received this book for free. A favourable review was not required and all views expressed are my own.
I have to say I was quite impressed with this novel. I was on the fence at first, but I thought why not? The Memory of You is the story of Natalie who lost her twin sister thirteen years ago and has to return to her family owned winery in Sonoma, California after her grandfather suffers a heart attack. Except after she returns her father wants her to shut down the struggling winery. And then there's Tanner, who is trying to salvage the business and help Natalie come back to life.
As I said earlier I was impressed. And this cover...it beautiful. This story actually reminded me a lot of a Hallmark movie I saw a few years ago, but I felt this story was a little more complicated. There is also something here that was so well done and usually hard to find in today's literature...secondary characters. They were just as real as the main characters. All in all I recommend this novel to Contemporary readers.
This stories addresses trauma, mental illness, and unforgiveness against a backdrop of faith and personal courage. It's a solid read that features a struggling heroine, a flawed hero, and the beautiful California wine country. Recommended for readers who enjoy realistic contemporary romance and women's fiction.
Another great novel by Catherine West! I really enjoyed this one, especially the setting. West has a way of making her settings come to life. I thought I had this one figured out, but she surprised me in a good way and didn't tie things up too neatly to be believable.
Natalie lost her twin sister in an accident when they were thirteen, and she’s been suffering the after-effects for the fifteen years since. Now she’s forced to return to the scene of the accident, her grandfather’s vineyard in California, where she reconnects with family and old friends.
And Natalie is disconnected. We see this early on—she's recently broken her engagement, she appears to have only one friend, and her relationship with her parents is distant, her relationship with her grandfather non-existent from having not seen him in fifteen years. Natalie never knew what her mother was thinking, never knew how she felt. And couldn't imagine what it must be to live a life marked in half-finished sentences. And Her father would always find a flaw. Even her best was never good enough. It’s rare to read a Christian novel about mental illness.
There are quite a few about returning soldiers suffering from PTSD. It’s even rarer to read a Christian novel where the heroine’s mental illness is treated with drugs. It’s as though taking drugs to treat a mental illness is seen as a sign of weakness, even though most of us happily pop pills for a headache, or get the flu jab every year. And don’t tell me physical pain is somehow different.
That painkiller isn’t stopping your body from hurting. It’s stopping your brain from telling you your body is hurting.
The Memory of You reunites two teenage almost-sweethearts fifteen years later. It's got the issues-driven emotional punch of other Catherine West titles I've read, but more of a focus on the developing relationship (aka romance) between Natalie and Tanner. It's a story of unearthing secrets, acknowledging truth, and finding reconciliation for both Natalie and Tanner.
It's a fascinating lesson in how wrong our assumptions can be—and how that can mess with our relationships, with God and with family and friends.
Recommended. Thanks to Thomas Nelson and NetGalley for providing a free ebook for review.
Catherine West knows how to take a story that, if taken at a surface level is just another "poor little rich girl finds some gumption and romance," and goes so much deeper and makes it so much more. She gets me invested in characters and their circumstances and makes my heart ache for their brokenness.
Natalie Mitchell has decided to give herself a second chance. She no longer allows herself to take a passive or care-taking role based on past choices and the presumptions and expectations of overbearing family members.
Tanner Collins is a bit like some Jane Austen heroes in that he comes off as being a bit of a jerk for quite a bit of the story. But he slowly becomes more sympathetic, and the scene where he sees his office after Natalie gets through with it? It had me both smiling and snickering.
Now, I thought I had my bearings with this story - faith issues, trust issues, grief, depression, complicated families - then chapter 13 started and threw me for a loop. A new character is introduced into a sub-plot that really left me wanting more. I do love it when secondary characters pop up and say "you'd love me and my story, too!"
The Memory of You is about secrets, second chances, and forgiveness. If you enjoy a well told tale that touches your heart, a bit of mystery and a sweet romance, or just really like stories of messy families set in California wine country, then this is an excellent choice. Highly recommended and I will anxiously wait for more from this author.
This review refers to a finished copy I voluntarily received from the publisher, in exchange for an honest review. All opinions expressed are my own.
This is Catherine West's best one yet! I loved the family dynamics, the issues, the conflict, because these characters were real. They faced problems that anyone in real life might. Family secrets damaged relationships. Guilt and hurt plagued the main characters. The grandfather owned a vineyard and winery. He had hoped his two sons would stay and help him run it but they went their own ways. Natalie, his granddaughter lost her twin sister in an accident when they were only thirteen. It happened at the vineyard. She deals with that trauma daily and even at night with nightmares. Tanner works for the grandfather and has his own issues. His sister is on life support and he's taking care of her two children. Prognosis for her is grim and Tanner feels the guilt. This whole family was messed up but working together with God's amazing grace, they begin slowly to try and work out all their issues. It was an enjoyable read in that I felt like I was right in the middle of their lives. One character had an issue with bipolar, which I've experienced in my own family. Natalie suffered with PTSD and had been seeking professional help for years off and on. The story was so engaging that it was hard for me to put it down and I read it very quickly. I received this book for free and was not required to write a review, positive of otherwise.
I am not a fan of Christian fiction, but the summary intrigued me. This book has a very touching story - I have to admit it was my favorite part. I was looking forward to seeing how the author would represent Natalie's emotion (by the summary I expected lots of it, and complexity as well). I was happy to witness the beautiful manner it was written. I loved this read, I loved the poignant fashion in which Mrs. West touched on difficult subjects. Recommended for fans of Christian fiction, and everyone who's interested in this book. It doesn't disappoint.
"Nothing was different. But everything had changed."
Teetering on the edge of an emotional breakdown, public relations manager Natalie Mitchell takes a leave of absence from a successful position in her father's New York enterprise and travels across the country to her grandfather's California estate. Having learned of Hal Mitchell's recent heart attack, Natalie's father pressures her as the majority share holder in the Maolios winery, to use her bargaining power as a means to close down the fledgling family business, once and for all. Arriving back on the property where she was once the happiest, before she became the saddest; Natalie is not even sure that she is capable of pushing beyond the suffocating memories that surround her there; for part of her died on that fateful evening, when an horrific accident took the life of a most beloved sister.
Vintner Tanner Collins is not at all pleased to see the New York granddaughter anywhere near Maolios, in fact he is incensed that she would even consider shutting down the renowned winery before listening to some of his ideas for revitalization. There was a day when Tanner considered Natalie Mitchell to be his best friend, but the elegant, hollow-eyed woman standing before him now is barely a shadow of his childhood acquaintance. What in the world has happened to Natalie?
As Natalie and Tanner slowly warm through their initial impressions, it becomes apparent that they have much more in common than either of them could ever have imagined. Guilt is a painful adversary for which grace and forgiveness are the only possible antidotes.
Catherine West has not only written a lovely romance, but she has managed to weave gutsy, realistic scenarios into every aspect of this story, allowing her readers to fight valiantly alongside her characters, who are desperate for freedom from the bondage of their pasts. I was fortunate enough to receive a copy of this book from the author; the opinions that I have stated are entirely my own.
Catherine West did a phenomenal job in her latest novel, The Memory of You. This book is set in the wine country in California and involves complex characters who need healing, forgiveness, and redemption. They need a second chance. The characters are well developed and I was gripped into the story from the first page. I absolutely loved the heroine, Natalie. And felt her pain, as she was dealing with PTSD from an accident as a young girl. The hero, Tanner was a hard working uncle who had his own family issues. They were trying to save the winery, but end up saving themselves. There is a bit of a secondary romance with an older couple that I absolutely loved. They too needed a second chance at love and life. This book is a romantic book, but it's not only about the romance. There are complex issues. It's about real life. It's about finding forgiveness through Christ that only He can give. It's about loving others and loving themselves. It's about second chances. . I highly recommend this book as I do all of Mrs. West's books. She is an incredibly talented author. *I was given this book by the publisher and was under no obligation to leave a review.
Do you ever read a book that leaves you a bit feeling "hung over" when you are done? You don't really want to pick up another book, because this one was just so good? That is how this book was for me. The main character, as we dug into her past, her heart and her struggles, we see the breakdown of PTSD for laymen. We can see what it did to her, how it harmed her life, even years after the incident. I felt like this made this book unique. It was not the setting, but the people that made this book uniquely special. If you are not someone that has known someone in your everyday life that has PTSD, this may help you understand it, but also relate to the story of a normal, everyday person, not off a battle front, that struggles, but is gifted in many ways still. I loved the setting in wine country, and learned a few things about wine making that I did not know before. Catherine West has given us another masterpiece of fiction. It is more than fiction, it is a tale of forgiveness, grace, and overcoming when everything is against us.
"The house now soothed and scared her. Bade her welcome like an old friend, but held a warning like a long forgotten journal, tattered pages filled with too much pain." (15)
What memories do you have that when taken hold, will do all sort of things in your heart and mind? The Memory of You by Catherine West does just that. Bringing a story of regrets past, it stirs up more than hurt in the characters' mind, but also the sweet memories. Maybe for the readers too.
Heartbreaking yet filled with grace, the author has a way in handling the most difficult subjects, that is every bit a reality as it is in fiction. Can you relate to Tanner or Natalie? What about their families that either are with them each step or not at all cognizant of what is going on? Sometimes the regrets, the memories, the hurt may not reveal itself on the surface, detrimental to any type of relationship, and even eventually one's daily life. Healing may take more than time, but allowing change, allowing memories to not be forgotten but embraced, and ultimately allowing God's grace to work it all together. My heart took a turn with this story. It stayed with me for more days than typical, as my heart and mind reserve the reaction to a select few only, and The Memory of You is one. It's not only the story of The Memory of You, but what the story evoked in me.
Beautifully written, intrinsically ingrained with love, faith and grace, and the slow-burn of romance through time that makes The Memory of You worth a place in your shelves and in your memory.
"Funny how one smile from her could reach right through him and turn on the lights, even on the darkest of days" (270)
Disclaimer: I received a free copy of this book from the author/publisher. I was not required to write a positive review, and have not been compensated for this. This is my honest opinion.
Set in the heart of California wine country, The Memory of You will pull on your heart and emotions. Facing the secrets of the past, Natalie and Tanner must overcome so much if they ever want to be free from the guilt and the pain that they have endured.
Natalie Mitchell has spent the last 13 years traumatized with guilt and PTSD. Tanner has to live with the consequences of decisions he has made. Both are vulnerable, both are guarded, they don't want to open up and let someone in. They have even shut God out. As they journey along the path of forgiveness, acceptance, and reconciliation with both their heavenly father and their earthly fathers, we see their souls barred open. We see into the depths of their hearts and feel the agony and the pain that they have had to overcome. Watching the romance blossom and grow in this story made my heart all a flutter. Catherine approached it in a very tender and sincere way.
I know that Natalie and Tanner are fictional characters, however, their experiences can be very real. I myself have anxiety and panic attacks (for completely different reasons than Natalie). We can't walk this path alone. Trying to be strong and just push on for another day, isn't the only solution out there. Find someone, whether it be a relative, a friend, a therapist...to reach out to. Open your heart to God, allow his forgiveness and his GRACE to flood you, for HE will bring you new life. His grace is enough.
I pray that as you read this powerful story, that the words would resignate in your heart. That it would give you hope, that you would know you are not alone and that your heavenly Father is watching over you and guiding you to safety.
The Memory of You is a stand alone novel.
I received a complimentary copy of The Memory of You from the publishers, Thomas Nelson. I was not required to write a positive review. All opinions expressed are mine alone.
Sometimes the hardest person to forgive is our self. A moving family drama set mainly in the beautiful California wine country of Sonoma. This compelling story has some genuinely struggling characters dealing with tough issues like PTSD, mental illness, bitterness, grief, and abandonment. As they seek answers to pertinent questions of faith, like how a loving God can allow bad things to happen, and come to grips with their past mistakes, their story moves on with a lot of hope and peace.
Some second chance romances add a tender side to the story. I was reminded of the verses in 2 Corinthians 1 about how we are able to comfort others when we have gone through similar trials. Tanner and Natalie especially demonstrate this, though they start out quite at odds with each other. Their relationship is interesting as they find similarities in their struggles of faith and family difficulties, encouraging and helping each other to overcome.
Recommend to readers who enjoy Christian contemporary novels dealing with families, plus some romance. 4.5 stars
(An e-book was provided by NetGalley and the publisher in exchange for my honest, unsolicited review.)