The world is so ... roomy. So full of oddments. But there’s that now-you-see-it, now-you-don’t quality about life that makes one so very nervous. Danger, as you pointed out just now, yourself. Danger simply everywhere. Everything destroyed, lost, forgotten ...
Deborah Eisenberg’s stories are not linked by any recurring characters, locations or events. Yet I struggle, now that I finished my first volume from her, to distinguish between them, to separate them into discrete, self-contained portraits. Probably because I experienced a powerful sense of repetition from one story to the next. The same type of narrator is in each of them, regardless of age, gender or education: intelligent, introverted, anxious, lost in the real world and unable to communicate effectively. At some point, Eisenberg calls this situation surreal reality, as if you see the world from the inside of a glass cage, you scream and nobody understands you and you are constantly afraid someone or something will come and smash your protective glass.
I saw the village, I saw the market, I saw the church, Rob insisted to himself, but all he could see now was a limitless dark, screened by the reflection of his own face, its expression of untested integrity, of convenient innocence.
Tourists, archeologists, musicians and sculptors, school children and immigrants, drug addicts and cheating spouses – they are all written as exiles from this mythical Atlantis – from the place where the world makes sense and where the future is not terrifying. Each character tries to tell his or her story, but the dialogues are truncated, the ideas are left hanging in the void, the revelations refuses to come, the final page leaves you as much in the dark as the opening one.
... translucent, gelatinous, torn things. Memories, discarded by the barbed wire under a tiny, oil-colored sun.
Yet Eisenberg is constantly dancing on the edge of meaning, teasing the reader with promises of catharsis then prudently taking refuge once more behind the glass cage. I wonder now if my efforts to make sense of this deliberately broken and confusing narrative have transported me physically into one of her stories, where I look at the world outside and struggle to find my way back to a safe place. This unnerving thought is probably exactly what the author wanted to convey.
Yeah, you’ve got to play your cards right with time, Rosie thinks. It’s not merely the thing that kills you; evidently it’s also the thing that keeps you alive. You can inoculate yourself against it, you can rid yourself of it, but then where are you? Not dead, true, but not alive, either; you’ve got rid of the thing inside you that pulls you along towards the end of the line, but don’t you want to go anywhere? Because if you want to go somewhere, the end of the line is the only available destination.
Every line I have bookmarked in the book seems a repetition of the things I have already said, of the people I have already met here in this fictional world that is exiled from its Atlantis.
... in this distant place his body and mind didn’t know how to protect themselves.
I think no matter where she’d found herself, she would have experienced her life as a faintly comic, wholly inexplicable spectacle that was being rolled out in front of her.
He seemed to be standing on a bridge, watching himself be carried along on the currents below.
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No, I didn’t enjoy the trip to the surreal landscapes of Deborah Eisenberg. I decided on a lukewarm three stars because she is extremely talented, in an academical, slightly condescending creative writing showcase. I wasn’t really surprised to read afterwards that she is a university lecturer in literature.
But I never cared for a single one of her creations, no matter how sensitive and articulate they try to be. If I want to spend time in the company of high anxiety I prefer the movies of Woody Allen, at least he has a sense of humour. The similarity of each story included here almost drove me to abandon the journey, unfortunately making me less willing to be impressed by the last and probably best story, the one that incidentally gives the title for the collection.
This is also the reason why I have no intention of writing a synopsis for each episode: they are truly irrelevant, since they all deal with a journey of self-discovery, ultimately futile.
For what it’s worth, here is the list of the stories in the book:
The Girl Who Left Her Sock on the Floor
Across the Lake
Someone To Talk To
Tlaloc’s Paradise
Rosie Gets a Soul
Mermaids
All Around Atlantis