Phil Hall is from Bobcaygeon, Ontario, and has lived in Windsor since 1972. One previous book, Eighteen Poems, was published by Cyanamid in Mexico City, 1973. He edits Flat Singles Press (broadsides), and has taught writing at St. Clair College and the University of Windsor.
This book represents three Homes: where I came from, this adopted city, and a Home for the Aged I worked in for a year. Where I am is always a style bender, so I give credit to these places for these poems, dwelt in and now rented to you.
the bags of garbage gone out to slump on their curbs on their certain days,
the oxidized copper gone green on the steeples against the rain clouds,
the bare trees,
the flagpoles,
the old men spending fair day in the cattle barns,
Beyond the illusion of choice in the autumn leaves, in the flags fighting into the wind like damaged salmon:
the flat joy of things thought dead that are still alive.
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The Passengers
The trains coast into Windsor along the lakeshore beside the dug causeways and the banks of sand, and the punts cranked into the air, and the grey pink sheds.
The stands of trees hold the earth underwater between the horizon's take it or leave it and the mud's easy going acceptance.
The snowmobiles sit in their covers on gravel, and the wind shoves grass tips under.
Every other year or so it happens again and the people move into emergency quarters to hope with their strength from a distance and wait for the lake.
The trains rock their passengers into apartments where they never have to worry about waking in the river, clutching at their things in the current sinking into belongings.
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Stones
Town on the edge of the shield
Red rock then lichens then houses
Ruts full of mud and boards and ashes and stones and cars when they can't get out
Dog and children on the windfall side of clapboards
Men in the sawmill leaning into canhooks chips of wood in their trouser cuffs
Women going to get the mail hair under curlers bandanas in the wind
Up on the one grass hill where stones stand up look down people hunch black in the wind against the green
bury a child in a shoebox labelled Greb.
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To Be In A Place And Wait
Suicides don't get reported unless the person's important enough to be missed by those who don't know him.
Or her. My wife's sister stood beside a woman who cried to herself and then dropped in front of the Yonge Street subway train. When the train stopped my wife's sister got on, and that was all there was to it.
But that was Yonge Street.
Here in Windsor they jump from the bridge. They stop here it says No Stopping. They tell the taxi driver they're going to be sick (which is one way of putting it, I guess). The driver looks down river and turns to see a leg going over the railing.
The man this week missed the water and hit the ground. The people who live where I work saw them put him in a bag. It made them glad to be in a place and wait. They say he was a big man at the college, that he had nine kids. The janitor says that's probably why he jumped.
I wonder if he saw the irony of jumping from a bridge between two countries into an old age home.
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Two Windsor Poems
1.
So often here
as the years, makes, models of winds exhaust
the word is spoken slowly in the idle thought of its meaning:
Windsor:
Windsor:
Nothing to say says it
2.
Green tomatoes, polished on the abdomens of clothing, sit distinct, pungent, in rows on window sills facing the river,