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Alive In Shadow: Life with dyslexia; an motivational true life story

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In a vicious night a shadow appeared in veil of darkness. Silence screamed in his tears as he seems breaking down in shards. He was there to share a story, a tale buried deeper to the core somewhere within him vast and mysterious. About the lives and grief.
Sohan wan a dyslexic child who lost his childhood in humiliation and sorrow. No one, not even he knew about this rare disorder in Nepal. There was no one to support him, guide him or show him the way out into the light. He felt discarded by the world when he was just a kid and then everything got worse when his parents also left him at the age of time. He was boarded into a boarding house, far from home far from his mother. At the boarding house he was like a bird caged with the wing chopped surrounded by the predators. He was just a child but no one cared what he was going through the piles of maltreatments. He survived worst in his childhood but still life had many more pain to offer.
Seeing no progress of their child at boarding house the parents decided to take him back. He was back home but there was nothing like the home he used to remember, everything was changed, everything. Each day they was fight, there was war and all the time he used to blaming himself for everything. He used to blame himself for his family pain and trouble. Mistreated and lost he attempt to end his life, but he didn’t had a courage to execute the deed. He tried to runaway but there was no place to go. He was just an alone teen.
His uncle took the charge admitting him at a new school far from Sohan's house. The kind uncle tried to help him in any ways he could. All his childhood Sohan was looking one chance to prove himself, one opportunity to explore his abilities without anyone mocking his showing him the flaws of his pasts and was it. Sohan was happy as he was free from the humiliation and maltreatment. He started making friends and started progressing on his study. He thought god has been merciful but he was wrong once again. Few friends from his past school joint him. His world came crashing down. The friends he thought he had got turned their back when they heard about him. The mocking started, the maltreatment begin leaving Sohan alone and abandon again.
The world never show him love so he didn’t had any affection towards the world, he started hating all. The kind uncle was getting into lot of trouble while assisting him. Sohan decided not to be much burden to him so he got back home.
He was at his late teenage. He got into a new school where there was no shadow of his past. There he was finally liberated from all... There he met P… his best friend, there he found his true potential. With P… behind to support him he progressed he went way beyond anyone can ever imagine. He improved his study, he was happy lot happy.
In the new school he came across a girl. She became his life, his dreams. They were happily in love. She was his drive, source of motivation. She was was healing the world gave him when he was a kid. Maybe that's why she was precious to him in ways no one can ever defined.
The school ended and the new chapter of Sohan life begin. He joins the high school. Once again in his life he came across new people but this time he was strong. He made new friends, met new people. P.. was always with his as the best brother and S… love was making him evolve. He was six feet above the sky.
The high school end but with that something more was about to come to an end, for which Sohan was not prepared. One day he called S…A man was on the line. Later on asking to S… about the man Sohan found out the man was her husband. He was beaten down –heartbroken. He was at the deepest see of emotion, drawing –chocking failing from within.
There was nothing he could do or say. He felt powerless, there was nothing he could do except to let her out in tears.
Days later he came near to the reality about S love which was never there for him. She never loved him. All there was, was a melodrama...

87 pages, Kindle Edition

Published June 18, 2016

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