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317 pages, ebook
First published July 26, 2016

“You’re not a terrible person, you’re just a man who feels deeply. You want to be loved. To be forgiven.”
“I know it’s her. I’ll always know moya Tanechka – my Tanechka.”
“When I touch you, I want you. And I feel lost.”
“You’re never lost when I’m in the world.”

I pray, kneeling, sometimes crying
Everything in my world changed when I met Tanechka






“It starts with the stare. Ends in blood…”
“I’m the man who will keep you from your god until you remember you’re a devil.”
“It’s true – everything in my world changed when I met Tanechka. She showed me somebody could love me. And then she betrayed me, betrayed the gang. Or seemed to. I felt so wild when I thought she’d turned traitor…yet deep down it felt inevitable, too. I didn’t know she was innocent. And I killed her.”
"You angered Tanechka and then gave her a gun to shoot you with?"And then we have this:
You can't force a flower to bloom, but you can show it the sun.I loved them both with their Russian-ness (that's a real word, btw). The contrast of their slightly stilted English words and thoughts with that of the smooth Americans felt real, and I couldn't get enough of these two. I wished the book hadn't ended.