***4.5 STARS
Thank you to Gallery Books for sending me a copy for an honest review!
Does the giddiness over a good book ever go away?
This was my first Colleen Oakley novel and honestly, where have I been? I will mostly certainly not miss another one of her novels!
This story pulled me in immediately, and not just because of the rare condition the main character lives with; I was also pulled in by the sweet, blooming romance, the small bits of hilarity here and there, and the heart-warming, but also heart-breaking, elements this novel greatly captures.
Jubilee Jenkins is unlike any other after being diagnosed with an extremely rare condition: she is allergic to humans. After a life-threatening kiss in high school, she finds comfort in her own home, becoming a recluse after not joining the outside world for nine years. However, when she hears the news of her mother’s death, Jubilee finds herself having to make face with everything she has been intentionally hiding herself from. She must now find the means to support herself and upon landing a job, she meets Eric Keegan, who is also living through his struggles in his own way.
From the very beginning, Jubilee and Eric’s relationship had me on my toes. They first meet in the library where Jubilee works and I could not stop smiling during their first interaction. Throughout the story, it was no different. The connection that the both of them share is one of the sweetest, yet heart-breaking relationships, due to the fact that they can’t touch each other for fear of risking Jubilee’s life, though it’s so strong that they were willing to risk it all if for only just one second of contact.
Overall, their small conversations (especially those regarding books!) and just the way that this romance was more of slow-burning one had me hooked! I could not have imagined it any other way, angst and all.
"I like the way he looks at me. Not like I'm an oddity, but like I'm just a normal girl, a woman. And I can't remember the last time I felt normal.”
I am still an awe of what a unique story this one was. I applaud Colleen Oakley for being so descriptive with Jubilee’s condition and also for allowing us, the readers, to really get a good look at all of Jubilee’s emotions. When she hurts, when she’s fearful of the outside world, when she longs for simple human touch, I loved that we got to see that and even feel it right along with Jubilee. The newspaper was another thing that did it for me. I loved the way the story was split by the newspaper the first features Jubilee and her rare condition. It was such an important touch that added so much more to the story and I really appreciated it being included.
Another element that I loved in this novel was that of friendships. Jubilee has spent her life in the confines of her own home and since her mother had left, she had been all alone.
Once she begins to live a life outside of her home, she bumps into old and new friends, some of which whom she slowly begins to form friendships with that no longer leave her feeling so alone.
One of my favorite friendships has to be the one Jubilee has with Aja, Eric Keegan’s adopted son. Aja’s parents, Eric’s best friends, died in terrible accident and Eric took on the responsibility of taking care of Aja. However, Aja, a troubled little boy, begins to make it hard for Eric to talk to as Aja seems to mostly keep to himself. Eventually, Aja finds himself very interested in Jubilee and her condition, that a sweet friendship begins to bloom and I couldn’t have asked for anything more. Aja is intelligent, witty, and he made this story one worth reading.
Close Enough to Touch was one of my most anticipated reads and it certainly did not disappoint. From the very first page to its last, I laughed, I smiled, I clutched at my heart and I even shed a tear or two. This novel was beautiful, angsty, and full of so much hope, I couldn’t put it down for one single second. Jubilee’s story is most definitely one to remember and if you’re in the mood for a real romance with flawed characters, who only wish to persevere in life and with each other, then this is your book!