"Your brother owes a debt and you’re going to help him pay.”
There is just something utterly irresistible about dark and twisty forced captivity tales. Maybe it's the rough, ruthless badass obsessed with revenge!! Or the pure, guileless heroine who fights against a forbidden attraction for her captor that is born out of fear, passion and peril. Or maybe it's just the secret thrill of being at someone's mercy and having to use all the survival instincts at your disposal to break down your cruel abductor's ice cold barriers and unleash the true protector lurking within.
Or perhaps all of the above..
Well, PAYBACK by Alexx Andria checked off all those boxes and this book not only exceeded every single expectation...it literally held my heart hostage!!! This is my first time reading an arc from this gloriously talented writer and I am now officially hooked on her writing!
This riveting revenge-to-lovers tale unfolds at a brisk pace, is chock full of shocking twists and turns, and the author does a brilliant job of keeping the reader wound up tight till the jawdropping end!!
In a nutshell, this is the story about lethally sexy bad boy Cason O’Connor who abducts shy, introverted college student Holly Brannon to exact the ultimate payback against her brother, Butcher, the leader of one of the most notorious street gangs in New York. A horrible injustice was done, which set Cason on his bloodthirsty quest for revenge, and now he will do whatever it takes to make sure his foe gets his due. Even if it means using the pretty bookworm as a sacrificial lamb!
"It was an inspired f***ing plan. Kidnap baby sister, show Butcher that he wasn't the only one who could make a mess of people, and then use the girl to make Butcher pay for what he'd done. I wasn't going to let anything stand in my way."
There is nothing more seductive than a domineering, dirty-talking Alpha male who commands total submission and leaves us all aquiver! Cason oozes testosterone, arrogance, raw masculinity and such fierce malice that you can't help but fear--and envy--sweet Holly, who is totally at his mercy. In essence, Cason is one devilishly handsome package of dangerous sin and dark temptation!
"He was everything I’d never have the opportunity to experience. Hard as granite, each muscle, rigid and roped, a body that promised bad things in the best way and a dangerous attitude that practically screamed “heartbreaker” in shrill tones — the kind of man women dreamed about in their darkest fantasies but never spoke about."
Ahh the jitters I suffered throughout! Cason was so ravaged by anger, blinded by desire and consumed with thoughts of revenge he made cold dread slither down my spine and fear coil in my belly because I had no idea what would set him off or what punishment might befall Holly if she dared to disobey him or try to fly the coop .
"I sensed the danger, simmering beneath the surface of that cool smile, those eyes burning with something that made me shudder. He was like a wolf. And I was dinner."
Holly was the key to his revenge and Cason knew it would be foolhardy to let his soul burning lust for the fiery redhead to allow him to lose his advantage. Not when the stakes were so high. But you know what they say about the best laid plans.
Sighhhhh...the delicious conundrum!! I binge read this hyper intense, fiercely passionate, dark romance in large part because the chemistry between Carson and Holly was so combustible I literally felt the steam rising from my Kindle. Not only did they have sizzling sexual tension, fiery discord and razor sharp banter, the development of the romance was superb. Their attraction was all kinds of wrong, yet they were powerless to resist the magnetic pull between them, and together they filled an emotional void in one another's lives.
I felt all sorts of heartachy feels for this couple throughout and appreciated that the author focused on the delicious sensual torment the hero inflicted on his "baby girl" as opposed to physical brutality. Both characters were fully realized with fleshed out backstories and credible angst. And despite her sheltered upbringing, I truly dug how the heroine was NO shrinking violet. Refusing to cower to Cason's intimidation tactics and gave as good as she got. There was also an subtle undercurrent of humor woven throughout which I found quite infectious! I also give huge props to Ms. Andria for featuring Holly as a woman with generous curves, celebrating how her plump, luscious body was a huge turn on for Cason, and how she aroused a primal need in him to claim, conquer and protect!
Although he plays the part of the predatory bad boy to the hilt (rap sheet includes kidnapping, forcing her to strip, and shackling her to a wall in a SEX DUNGEON!!!!) there were always tantalizing glimpses of the redeemable man buried beneath the harsh veneer. l fell for Carson hard and felt his anguish and regret on a soul-deep level, especially when we discover the heartbreaking reason he hungers so insatiably for revenge. But while he may walk through fire to safeguard his beautiful prisoner from looming danger, would she still need saving from HIM?
Not saying. You'll just have to read to find out how it all plays out!!
Bottom line, PAYBACK is the perfect guilty pleasure read for worshippers of formidable bad boys who love to play dirty and still manage to get the girl in the end!!
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