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124 pages, Paperback
First published September 1, 2000
...the skies the color of low-grade steel...eighteen-wheelers and weird tall pickups are the buses' only company, and the pickups are rusted and all have gun-racks and right-wing bumper stickers; some of them tooth their horns in support...the highway is colorless and the sides of it looked chewed on, and there's litter, and the median strip is withered grass with a whole lot of different tire tracks and skidmarks striping the sod for dozens of miles, as if from the mother of all multivehicle pileups sometime in I-26's past. You can tell it must be spooky down here in the summer, all wet moss and bog-steam and dogs with visible ribs and everybody sweating through their hat. None of the media ever seem to look out the window. Everyone's used to being in motion all the time.But reading an essay on McCain at the end of 2019 turned out to be relevant for a few reasons. One of the distortions of the Trump era, it seems to me, is that a lot of people have started to look back at guys like Bush Jr. and McCain (especially McCain, and especially since his death last year) with rose-colored glasses. It was refreshing to be reminded that Wallace doesn't do that, and in fact points out how superficial a lot of the media coverage of McCain actually was:
...it's possible to argue that a big reason why so many young Independents and Democrats are excited about McCain is that the campaign media focus so much attention on McCain's piss-and-vinegar candor and so little attention on the sometimes extremely scary right-wing stuff this candor drives him to say...Wallace is very clear-eyed about what McCain believed, or at least what his political positions were:
The Rocky of Politics. The McCain Mutiny. The Real McCain. The Straight Talk Express. Internet fund-raiser. Media darling. Navy flier. Middle name Sidney. Son and grandson of admirals. And a serious hard-ass- a way-Right Republican senator from one of the most politically troglodytic states in the nation. A man who opposes Roe v Wade, gun control, and funding for PBS, who supports the death penalty and defense buildups and constitutional amendments outlawing flag-burning and making school prayer OK.But on the other hand, one of my favorite parts of the essay is when Wallace sort of inhabits McCain as a character and invites the reader to imagine just how it might have felt to have been dragged out of a bomber plane, bayoneted in the groin, had wounds set without anesthesia, and held prisoner in Hanoi for four years...and at one point to have refused release because of a POW code that stated prisoners must be let go in the order they were captured. This is a passage that not only aligns with one of Wallace's career-long projects- trying to escape the limitations of the self and understand what it might be like to be another person- but Wallace also connects it to the broader political support for McCain (or what seemed like it might become broad support at the time- McCain dropped out of the 2000 Republican primary soon after Wallace wrote this essay), suggesting that the story makes it just a little harder to dismiss McCain's appeal to "sacrifice for something greater than ourselves" as the usual political spin.
But then look at the photos of McCain's own face that night [that he won the NH primary]. He's the only one not smiling. Why? Can you guess? It's because now he might possibly win...now there's something to lose...now it gets complicated...on the news, the first ominous rumble of this new complication was McCain's bobbing and weaving about South Carolina's Confederate flag. That was a couple days ago. Now everybody's watching...the easy question, the one all the pencils and heads spend their time on, is whether he'll win. The other- the one posed by those photos' eyes- is hard to even put into words.This is how I'd like to understand the title this essay is now published under (which I don't believe Wallace chose, by the way)- not as a saccharine endorsement of McCain's sincerity, but as an expression of ambiguity.
"Salesman or leader or neither or both, the final paradox – the really tiny central one, way down deep inside all the other campaign puzzles' spinning boxes and squares that layer McCain – is that whether he's truly 'for real' now depends less on what is in his heart than on what might be in yours."Although McCain has by now (2016) largely receded into history's shadows, the campaign trail of 2000 as recounted by DFW is still relevant. This is because DFW, as is his wont, asks the perennial questions that lie behind the shifting images of current – in this case political – events. Reflections on political cynicism versus idealism lie as much at the heart of his work, commissioned by Rolling Stone magazine, as the particular manifestations and vicissitudes of McCain's (ultimately unsuccessful) campaign trail.
"If you are bored and disgusted by politics and don't bother to vote, you are in effect voting for the entrenched Establishments of the two major parties, who please rest assured are not dumb, and who are keenly aware that it is in their interests to keep you disgusted and bored and cynical and to give you every possible reason to stay at home doing one-hitters and watching MTV on primary day. By all means stay home if you want, but don't bullshit yourself that you're not voting. In reality, there is no such thing as not voting: you either vote by voting, or you vote by staying home and tacitly doubling the value of some Diehard's vote."