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Exposed
What do you do when all your secrets-- and your heart-- are exposed?
Natalie Anderson has spent her life being strong for everyone else, always putting herself last. But that has come with a price because the stress and secrets are affecting every part of her life. Looking and acting the part is one thing, but feeling it is another. She knows she’s at a crossroads and she needs to make a change, starting with loosening up and living a little.
Kai Pierson is done being a grunt. He’s finally worked his way up the ladder and he now finds himself a rep at the hottest label, representing the hottest band in all of rock music. He’s living the life…alone, but he’s okay with that. It’s the way it needs to be.
Though they’ve never met in person, they become friends and spend hours talking about life. When the chance to meet arrives, neither of them are ready how they feel when they see each other for the first time.
But when Natalie’s secrets are exposed, will she be able to put it all behind her and find her own happiness, or will the lies destroy her once and for all?
Natalie Anderson has spent her life being strong for everyone else, always putting herself last. But that has come with a price because the stress and secrets are affecting every part of her life. Looking and acting the part is one thing, but feeling it is another. She knows she’s at a crossroads and she needs to make a change, starting with loosening up and living a little.
Kai Pierson is done being a grunt. He’s finally worked his way up the ladder and he now finds himself a rep at the hottest label, representing the hottest band in all of rock music. He’s living the life…alone, but he’s okay with that. It’s the way it needs to be.
Though they’ve never met in person, they become friends and spend hours talking about life. When the chance to meet arrives, neither of them are ready how they feel when they see each other for the first time.
But when Natalie’s secrets are exposed, will she be able to put it all behind her and find her own happiness, or will the lies destroy her once and for all?
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L.L. Collins
21 books905 followersL.L. Collins was born and raised in the eternal summer state of Florida. She lives with her high school sweetheart husband and is driven mad daily by her young adult boys, but her three doodles keep her sane and well loved. LL has been writing since she was old enough to write. Always a story in her head, she made her lifelong dream of becoming an author come true in the self-publishing world. She's the author of contemporary romance novels. Look for more of her emotionally charged novels exclusively on Amazon!
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February 6, 2017
5 Exposed Stars
ARC Received for an Honest Review.
I have never made it a secret that Beau is my favorite from Jaded Regret, or that Hartstrings wasn’t what I thought it was going to be. Could be because I read Snared first and Natalie and Beau stole my heart then. So when I finished Hartstrings.. I was at a loss. I wanted Natalie to get her happy ever after. I would even say I was miffed. But I was still happy Tanner found his one….but… then I found out about this book and all was forgiven.. haha I know I am a nut.. What can I say, I wanted Natalie to get her one and only… Hopeless Romantic I am.. :D
So this book a lot of things come out both in good and bad ways.
This is how I see Natalie, she may not play a musical instrument but she is a crucial member of the band. She is the glue that holds them altogether.
So when new management hires Kai to take over the international tour. Kai excited to work with Jaded Regret but also Natalie. He and Natalie become friends as well as business associates. Their friendship grows through e-mail, text and phone calls. Never having meet in person. But feelings are starting to get involved and Kai can’t take it any longer he needs to meet this woman who is taking over his mind.
Natalie agrees to go out and meet Kai and get all the international tour schedules and little details ironed out. Friendship just blooms more between these two after they meet and get to know each other face to face. It’s swoony and romantic and downright special.
No one roots more for Natalie than I do. But there are things from her past, her present and her future that come to light and they have to deal with some very serious issues.
She doesn’t see herself the way other see her, and Kai sends her songs that show how he feels. And I think they get through to her more than anything else. And she starts to send him songs too. I think that is one of the sweetest gestures of the whole book. So much so that I went and listened to each song they sent to each other.
I loved this book.. Can you tell yet? But I think some of my all-time favorite scenes are when Beau and Natalie are in the scenes together. There bond, there brother/sisterness (is that a word?) just flows from the pages.
Natalie is always protecting Beau and Beau wants to protect Natalie. It’s a pretty special relationship these two have. I am sad to have finished the book I actually read it twice!
*You don't have to like my review but its 100% my opinion, and I am allowed to have it.*
ARC Received for an Honest Review.
I have never made it a secret that Beau is my favorite from Jaded Regret, or that Hartstrings wasn’t what I thought it was going to be. Could be because I read Snared first and Natalie and Beau stole my heart then. So when I finished Hartstrings.. I was at a loss. I wanted Natalie to get her happy ever after. I would even say I was miffed. But I was still happy Tanner found his one….but… then I found out about this book and all was forgiven.. haha I know I am a nut.. What can I say, I wanted Natalie to get her one and only… Hopeless Romantic I am.. :D
So this book a lot of things come out both in good and bad ways.
This is how I see Natalie, she may not play a musical instrument but she is a crucial member of the band. She is the glue that holds them altogether.
So when new management hires Kai to take over the international tour. Kai excited to work with Jaded Regret but also Natalie. He and Natalie become friends as well as business associates. Their friendship grows through e-mail, text and phone calls. Never having meet in person. But feelings are starting to get involved and Kai can’t take it any longer he needs to meet this woman who is taking over his mind.
Natalie agrees to go out and meet Kai and get all the international tour schedules and little details ironed out. Friendship just blooms more between these two after they meet and get to know each other face to face. It’s swoony and romantic and downright special.
No one roots more for Natalie than I do. But there are things from her past, her present and her future that come to light and they have to deal with some very serious issues.
She doesn’t see herself the way other see her, and Kai sends her songs that show how he feels. And I think they get through to her more than anything else. And she starts to send him songs too. I think that is one of the sweetest gestures of the whole book. So much so that I went and listened to each song they sent to each other.
I loved this book.. Can you tell yet? But I think some of my all-time favorite scenes are when Beau and Natalie are in the scenes together. There bond, there brother/sisterness (is that a word?) just flows from the pages.
Natalie is always protecting Beau and Beau wants to protect Natalie. It’s a pretty special relationship these two have. I am sad to have finished the book I actually read it twice!
*You don't have to like my review but its 100% my opinion, and I am allowed to have it.*
October 9, 2016
LL Collins definitely makes it difficult to choose a favourite book boy from the series. And while Kai isn't a member of Jaded Regret, as part of their management team, he gives those rocker boys a run for their money with his smooth, debonair, class A sexiness. Again, this storyline is one that hit close to home and I found myself racing to the end to find out how the characters navigated through the story to find their HEA.
I felt, Collins did a great job of being sincere and treating the issue with sensitivity without making the entire story about the issue itself. So while it played a big role, I wasn't brought down and suffocated by it.
And as with the other books in this series, Collins stayed true to making Jaded Regret tackle the problems as a family-- as many of us know, family is not always by blood but by loyalty an the actions of being there for one another through the worst of times. Exposed gives readers the feels where your heart skips a beat, you laugh out loud and you hope everyone comes out okay through it all.
While this is the last instalment to the series, I enjoyed how all the characters big or small roles, give the reader the visions of more and what ifs, and "oooh the could so happen." It's like you could write your own instalment of "where are they now."
Absolutely loved this instalment and the entire series. The boys and the ladies of Jaded Regret are forever etched on my literary heart. I can't wait to see what LL Collins has in store for us next.
D 4/5
I felt, Collins did a great job of being sincere and treating the issue with sensitivity without making the entire story about the issue itself. So while it played a big role, I wasn't brought down and suffocated by it.
And as with the other books in this series, Collins stayed true to making Jaded Regret tackle the problems as a family-- as many of us know, family is not always by blood but by loyalty an the actions of being there for one another through the worst of times. Exposed gives readers the feels where your heart skips a beat, you laugh out loud and you hope everyone comes out okay through it all.
While this is the last instalment to the series, I enjoyed how all the characters big or small roles, give the reader the visions of more and what ifs, and "oooh the could so happen." It's like you could write your own instalment of "where are they now."
Absolutely loved this instalment and the entire series. The boys and the ladies of Jaded Regret are forever etched on my literary heart. I can't wait to see what LL Collins has in store for us next.
D 4/5
October 31, 2016
I was so sad to heart that this was the last book in the Jaded Regret series! Truly one of my favorite series by far! I knew Natalie's story was going to be a powerful one. She's always been the one who gave up on her happiness to see not only Beau (her brother) happy but the other band members as well.
Natalie thought she had found love only to have that person fall for someone else. I thought I knew what Natalie's secrets were when I started reading Exposed, yet Ms. Collins pulled the rug from under me when her secrets were exposed! My heart ached for Natalie and all that she had been through. And honestly, I'm not sure if I could have been that brave and survived it.
Then, in comes her knight in shining armor, Kai – who, in my view, was the perfect man for her. Kai and Natalie's friendship was just beautiful. Kai was perfection at its best. He was Natalie's complete opposite, yet the perfect missing piece to her puzzle! Kai's friendship is what helped Natalie, but his love for her is what saved her! When everything came to the forefront, rather than fleeing, Kai stood by Natalie's side ready to help her battle her demons.
This was a perfect balance of angst, secrets, hate, passion & love!! ~ Kara, 5 Beautiful Stars
Natalie thought she had found love only to have that person fall for someone else. I thought I knew what Natalie's secrets were when I started reading Exposed, yet Ms. Collins pulled the rug from under me when her secrets were exposed! My heart ached for Natalie and all that she had been through. And honestly, I'm not sure if I could have been that brave and survived it.
Then, in comes her knight in shining armor, Kai – who, in my view, was the perfect man for her. Kai and Natalie's friendship was just beautiful. Kai was perfection at its best. He was Natalie's complete opposite, yet the perfect missing piece to her puzzle! Kai's friendship is what helped Natalie, but his love for her is what saved her! When everything came to the forefront, rather than fleeing, Kai stood by Natalie's side ready to help her battle her demons.
This was a perfect balance of angst, secrets, hate, passion & love!! ~ Kara, 5 Beautiful Stars
November 7, 2016
I am so happy that Natalie now has her happily-ever-after. My heart broke for her in the previous books. She's such a loving, giving, caring person and she's been the support system for the Jaded Regret band members. Devoting her life to them as they pursue their music dreams. She's always put herself of the back burner. Why wouldn't that apply to her when it comes to love?
She's watched Bex find Johnny, Beau find April and Tanner find Mackenzie (even though she had secretly wanted Tanner for herself for a while). She was happy for them as they found that unconditional, all consuming love they each have. And now they having babies and making their Jaded Regret family bigger.
Now it's her time to shine. But what I didn't see in her previous appearances was how broken she was. In everyone else's story, she was always so put together. I honestly thought she was the most stable of the bunch. Little did I know, she was probably the most broken out of the bunch. I guess if you're the one lending a shoulder for everyone to lean on.. it doesn't allow for you to lean on someone else. She dealt with so much; which led to so many serious insecurities.
Thank goodness for Kai. He was as close to Heaven sent as can be. Ohmygod, this guy was unreal. He wasn't broken, he didn't have any secrets popping out of the woodworks. No, he was a solid and well adjusted as they come. And that was EXACTLY Natalie needed. They developed a friendship over months of phone calls after he took over as they rep with the record label. They got to know each other and from just those phone calls, he already knew she was what he wanted. It was so damn sweet! Their friendship developed quickly and with Kai being so understandable and perceptive, he figured a way out that the way to get Natalie open up without having to actually talk about things was through music. I thought it was super cute that they could have conversations and convey feelings just by dedicated a specific song to the other. It was adorable and romantic.
Exposed was my favorite of this series!
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November 4, 2016
Exposed is a beautiful, touching, and very emotional story that deals with some extremely difficult subjects in a kind and compassionate way.
My heart raced, my heart broke but by the end my heart soared!
My heart raced, my heart broke but by the end my heart soared!
September 5, 2020
EXPOSED, the 4th book in the Jagged Regret series, is sweet, sassy and suspenseful.
Natalie is the manager of the band Jagged Regret. Her, and Beau's, horrific childhood is exposed in this story by the deranged woman who is currently blackmailing her.
The secrets that Natalie is hiding, is currently having a negative effect on her health and when she ends up in the hospital, all hell breaks loose!
Natalie is the manager of the band Jagged Regret. Her, and Beau's, horrific childhood is exposed in this story by the deranged woman who is currently blackmailing her.
The secrets that Natalie is hiding, is currently having a negative effect on her health and when she ends up in the hospital, all hell breaks loose!
October 27, 2016
4.25 stars
About the book: Release Date October 27, 2016
What do you do when all your secrets-- and your heart-- are exposed?
Natalie Anderson has spent her life being strong for everyone else, always putting herself last. But that has come with a price because the stress and secrets are affecting every part of her life. Looking and acting the part is one thing, but feeling it is another. She knows she’s at a crossroads and she needs to make a change, starting with loosening up and living a little.
Kai Pierson is done being a grunt. He’s finally worked his way up the ladder and he now finds himself a rep at the hottest label, representing the hottest band in all of rock music. He’s living the life…alone, but he’s okay with that. It’s the way it needs to be.
Though they’ve never met in person, they become friends and spend hours talking about life. When the chance to meet arrives, neither of them are ready how they feel when they see each other for the first time.
But when Natalie’s secrets are exposed, will she be able to put it all behind her and find her own happiness, or will the lies destroy her once and for all?
•••••••••
REVIEW: 4.25 stars-- EXPOSED is the fourth and final instalment in L.L. Collins's contemporary, adult JADED REGRET romance series focusing on the members of the rock band Jaded Regret. This is the band's manager Natalie Anderson, and their recording company rep Kai Pierson's story line. EXPOSED can be read as a stand alone without any difficulty but for cohesion and back story I recommend reading the series in order. For fans of the Jaded Regret series Natalie is Beau's (Snared/Jaded Regret 2) sister.
Told from dual first person points of view (Natalie and Kai) EXPOSED focuses on the long distance, and building relationship between Jaded Regret's band manager Natalie Anderson, and company representative Kai Pierson. Natalie and Kai have never met but work together long distance through emails, phone calls and text. With the bands' upcoming international tour on the agenda, Kai and Natalie arrange to meet in New York to finalize the plans and get to know one another... but Natalie has a dark secret that she keeps from the people she loves, and it is this secret that will set off a series of events placing our heroine's life in danger, revealing more than one secret Natalie has kept from the band. What ensues is the growing love between two people whose lives have intertwined for months, and the revelation that all is not well in Natalie's well-ordered life. Beau and Natalie's past continues to haunt the siblings but none more so than our story line heroine.
The relationship between Natalie and Kai is one of instant attraction, insta-lust, and for Kai a case of insta-love. Throughout the series, up until our couple meet for the first time, Kai insists on exchanging photos with the woman that calls to his heart but Natalie continues to ignore, refuse or change the subject. Natalie does not like having her picture taken for reasons only she can understand, and when they finally exchange online images both are pulled into the other's life. The $ex scenes are intimate and seductive.
All of the previous story line couples and band members play secondary and supporting roles. L.L. Collins pulls the reader into the lives and loves of Jaded Regret where we witness the growing family of children and friends.
EXPOSED covers another controversial topic; an emotional and physical disorder that affects millions of people but a disorder that is hidden by guilt and shame. The premise is engaging and revealing: the characters are heartbreaking, tragic and animated; the romance is provocative and fated.
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About the book: Release Date October 27, 2016
What do you do when all your secrets-- and your heart-- are exposed?
Natalie Anderson has spent her life being strong for everyone else, always putting herself last. But that has come with a price because the stress and secrets are affecting every part of her life. Looking and acting the part is one thing, but feeling it is another. She knows she’s at a crossroads and she needs to make a change, starting with loosening up and living a little.
Kai Pierson is done being a grunt. He’s finally worked his way up the ladder and he now finds himself a rep at the hottest label, representing the hottest band in all of rock music. He’s living the life…alone, but he’s okay with that. It’s the way it needs to be.
Though they’ve never met in person, they become friends and spend hours talking about life. When the chance to meet arrives, neither of them are ready how they feel when they see each other for the first time.
But when Natalie’s secrets are exposed, will she be able to put it all behind her and find her own happiness, or will the lies destroy her once and for all?
•••••••••
REVIEW: 4.25 stars-- EXPOSED is the fourth and final instalment in L.L. Collins's contemporary, adult JADED REGRET romance series focusing on the members of the rock band Jaded Regret. This is the band's manager Natalie Anderson, and their recording company rep Kai Pierson's story line. EXPOSED can be read as a stand alone without any difficulty but for cohesion and back story I recommend reading the series in order. For fans of the Jaded Regret series Natalie is Beau's (Snared/Jaded Regret 2) sister.
Told from dual first person points of view (Natalie and Kai) EXPOSED focuses on the long distance, and building relationship between Jaded Regret's band manager Natalie Anderson, and company representative Kai Pierson. Natalie and Kai have never met but work together long distance through emails, phone calls and text. With the bands' upcoming international tour on the agenda, Kai and Natalie arrange to meet in New York to finalize the plans and get to know one another... but Natalie has a dark secret that she keeps from the people she loves, and it is this secret that will set off a series of events placing our heroine's life in danger, revealing more than one secret Natalie has kept from the band. What ensues is the growing love between two people whose lives have intertwined for months, and the revelation that all is not well in Natalie's well-ordered life. Beau and Natalie's past continues to haunt the siblings but none more so than our story line heroine.
The relationship between Natalie and Kai is one of instant attraction, insta-lust, and for Kai a case of insta-love. Throughout the series, up until our couple meet for the first time, Kai insists on exchanging photos with the woman that calls to his heart but Natalie continues to ignore, refuse or change the subject. Natalie does not like having her picture taken for reasons only she can understand, and when they finally exchange online images both are pulled into the other's life. The $ex scenes are intimate and seductive.
All of the previous story line couples and band members play secondary and supporting roles. L.L. Collins pulls the reader into the lives and loves of Jaded Regret where we witness the growing family of children and friends.
EXPOSED covers another controversial topic; an emotional and physical disorder that affects millions of people but a disorder that is hidden by guilt and shame. The premise is engaging and revealing: the characters are heartbreaking, tragic and animated; the romance is provocative and fated.
Copy supplied for review
www.thereadingcafe.com
April 15, 2019
I was given ARC for honest review! what an amazing ending story to an amazing series. I'm going to miss this series! this was the best book of the 4. Loved, Loved, Loved it!
November 17, 2016
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I adore the Jaded Regret Series by L.L. Collins and was so happy to see we would finally get Natalie’s story, and it did NOT disappoint!
Natalie has always been intriguing to me in this series, not a member of the band, but the manager who keeps them all in line, and Beau’s sister. She’s always had this strength about her, but I knew there had to be more to her than what we saw in the other books, and boy was I right! Natalie has demons of her own, and she has not had it as easy the past few years as everyone believes. She had a wretched childhood, and it still affects her today. Her friendship with Kai, the new rep from the label, starts to bring Natalie to the brink and she doesn’t know what to do.
Kai, oh Kai… I love his character. He is sweet, sexy, and he definitely cares about Natalie. Getting her to visit him in New York was a huge step for Natalie, but they way he got her to open up? That made my heart swoon. He knew when to push, and he knew when to shut up. I just wish he would have said what he thought was going on with her before it got so bad. His love for her is so beautiful and the way he treats her and stands by her, it’s beautiful.
Natalie struggles with something that is all too common in this day in age, I felt her pain going through this book, as it was something I struggled with in a long time ago. L.L. Collins did an amazing job of showing how people who deal with what Natalie was dealing with struggle and rationalize everything that is going on. This book brought up some memories for me, and at times it was hard to see Natalie going through what she did, but it was done in a beautiful way that really brings light to this disease.
The love story between Kai and Natalie is beautiful, he’s always fighting for them and it made me so happy when he finally broke through Natalie’s walls and got her to accept his love for her. They definitely have some struggles in this book, but with the help of the band and their significant others, things work out amazing for these two.
If you have enjoyed other books in the Jaded Regret Series, or haven’t read any yet, I highly recommend picking up Exposed today. It’s a powerful story and wraps this series up beautifully! I can’t wait to see what L.L. Collins has in store for us next!
I adore the Jaded Regret Series by L.L. Collins and was so happy to see we would finally get Natalie’s story, and it did NOT disappoint!
Natalie has always been intriguing to me in this series, not a member of the band, but the manager who keeps them all in line, and Beau’s sister. She’s always had this strength about her, but I knew there had to be more to her than what we saw in the other books, and boy was I right! Natalie has demons of her own, and she has not had it as easy the past few years as everyone believes. She had a wretched childhood, and it still affects her today. Her friendship with Kai, the new rep from the label, starts to bring Natalie to the brink and she doesn’t know what to do.
Kai, oh Kai… I love his character. He is sweet, sexy, and he definitely cares about Natalie. Getting her to visit him in New York was a huge step for Natalie, but they way he got her to open up? That made my heart swoon. He knew when to push, and he knew when to shut up. I just wish he would have said what he thought was going on with her before it got so bad. His love for her is so beautiful and the way he treats her and stands by her, it’s beautiful.
Natalie struggles with something that is all too common in this day in age, I felt her pain going through this book, as it was something I struggled with in a long time ago. L.L. Collins did an amazing job of showing how people who deal with what Natalie was dealing with struggle and rationalize everything that is going on. This book brought up some memories for me, and at times it was hard to see Natalie going through what she did, but it was done in a beautiful way that really brings light to this disease.
The love story between Kai and Natalie is beautiful, he’s always fighting for them and it made me so happy when he finally broke through Natalie’s walls and got her to accept his love for her. They definitely have some struggles in this book, but with the help of the band and their significant others, things work out amazing for these two.
If you have enjoyed other books in the Jaded Regret Series, or haven’t read any yet, I highly recommend picking up Exposed today. It’s a powerful story and wraps this series up beautifully! I can’t wait to see what L.L. Collins has in store for us next!
October 4, 2016
I am emotionally wrought! I think I cried the last 40% of this book and even more so with this being the ending of the Jaded Regret Series. Fatal Knockout Series?? Please???
L.L. Collins has a way of writing that drawls you emotionally in to her stories. I have loved Natalie from the beginning of this series and was excited to read her book. I had thought she and Tanner would be together but Collins' way was much, much better. : )
Natalie harbors everything within her soul and doesn't let an ounce out. This has damaged her in ways emotionally and physically that are the heart of this story. I love Kai for her. He was just an amazing, sexy, patient and loving man, and Nat deserved him. Asking Nat to come to NY to work on the band's overseas tour was one way Kai used to woo her. He was just adorable. I immediately wanted them together. I am a true believer that when you find "your one" your heart has no choice but to open and you let yourself be real with that person. Nat was like that with Kai, but in many ways she had demons she couldn't bare until they forced themselves out. Kai stood by her side during it all.
Back in Florida Natalie has finally reached the point where she can't hide herself from others. Bared open, she must take steps to heal herself, but what happens while she is away and one of those problems she always handles arises for others to see. How will Kai, Beau and her Jaded Regret family handle this secret?
I loved the ending and the Epilogue was amazing. I am so sad to see this series end but I have the utmost faith in L.L. Collins that something just as amazing will follow.
L.L. Collins has a way of writing that drawls you emotionally in to her stories. I have loved Natalie from the beginning of this series and was excited to read her book. I had thought she and Tanner would be together but Collins' way was much, much better. : )
Natalie harbors everything within her soul and doesn't let an ounce out. This has damaged her in ways emotionally and physically that are the heart of this story. I love Kai for her. He was just an amazing, sexy, patient and loving man, and Nat deserved him. Asking Nat to come to NY to work on the band's overseas tour was one way Kai used to woo her. He was just adorable. I immediately wanted them together. I am a true believer that when you find "your one" your heart has no choice but to open and you let yourself be real with that person. Nat was like that with Kai, but in many ways she had demons she couldn't bare until they forced themselves out. Kai stood by her side during it all.
Back in Florida Natalie has finally reached the point where she can't hide herself from others. Bared open, she must take steps to heal herself, but what happens while she is away and one of those problems she always handles arises for others to see. How will Kai, Beau and her Jaded Regret family handle this secret?
I loved the ending and the Epilogue was amazing. I am so sad to see this series end but I have the utmost faith in L.L. Collins that something just as amazing will follow.
October 27, 2016
This is the first book that I have read from LL Collins. And at one point, I did regret starting it from here. It is just a good thing that I don’t really mind a spoiler here and there. I actually love them. Seeing as this is already the fourth and final installment of the Jaded Regret series, it already has shown what happened to all the other books from the series. Well, at least what their endings were. But I don’t mind that at all.
I liked the plot and the twist and turn of events. I have read a lot of other books and those Damsels in Distress who were so much insecure of who they are and what they look like. But for me this was actually portrayed to a higher level. It made me realize that there are a lot of people that doesn’t see themselves the way you actually perceive them. The twist was good and has caught me off guard. I also liked that the characters are flawed enough to make them real. not really the clichéd off the roof “fantasy" that made you lose the reality of it all.
The lines are all so striking too. I’ve been on a highlighting frenzy. I can’t remember the last time I’ve highlighted so much in my device. They cut you through the core and make your gut clench.
I loved it too that it mentioned a lot of good songs. I'd have to download a while playlist on Spotify just so I can savor the moment more. Although not all the sings in the playlist was actually mentioned in the book, which I was disappointed on. But I wouldn't hold it against the book.
This deserves a five star. Reading this book made me want to read all the other books in the series. And most likely, I will.
I liked the plot and the twist and turn of events. I have read a lot of other books and those Damsels in Distress who were so much insecure of who they are and what they look like. But for me this was actually portrayed to a higher level. It made me realize that there are a lot of people that doesn’t see themselves the way you actually perceive them. The twist was good and has caught me off guard. I also liked that the characters are flawed enough to make them real. not really the clichéd off the roof “fantasy" that made you lose the reality of it all.
The lines are all so striking too. I’ve been on a highlighting frenzy. I can’t remember the last time I’ve highlighted so much in my device. They cut you through the core and make your gut clench.
I loved it too that it mentioned a lot of good songs. I'd have to download a while playlist on Spotify just so I can savor the moment more. Although not all the sings in the playlist was actually mentioned in the book, which I was disappointed on. But I wouldn't hold it against the book.
This deserves a five star. Reading this book made me want to read all the other books in the series. And most likely, I will.
October 14, 2016
Natalie Anderson has spent her life being strong for everyone else, always putting herself last. But that has come with a price because the stress and secrets are affecting every part of her life. Looking and acting the part is one thing, but feeling it is another. She knows she’s at a crossroads and she needs to make a change, starting with loosening up and living a little.
Kai Pierson is done being a grunt. He’s finally worked his way up the ladder and he now finds himself a rep at the hottest label, representing the hottest band in all of rock music. He’s living the life…alone, but he’s okay with that. It’s the way it needs to be.
Though they’ve never met in person, they become friends and spend hours talking about life. When the chance to meet arrives, neither of them are ready how they feel when they see each other for the first time.
But when Natalie’s secrets are exposed, will she be able to put it all behind her and find her own happiness, or will the lies destroy her once and for all?
Wow! What a fantastic book to end the Jaded Regret Series! This has to be my favorite of the series! Kai & Natalie's story was absolutely beautifully written! I was on an emotional roller coaster reading this book! As we learn about Natalie's past your heart absolutely broke for her & Beau! Loved how strong of a person she was and how Kai love helped her deal with everything! This is a MUST Read!!!
Kai Pierson is done being a grunt. He’s finally worked his way up the ladder and he now finds himself a rep at the hottest label, representing the hottest band in all of rock music. He’s living the life…alone, but he’s okay with that. It’s the way it needs to be.
Though they’ve never met in person, they become friends and spend hours talking about life. When the chance to meet arrives, neither of them are ready how they feel when they see each other for the first time.
But when Natalie’s secrets are exposed, will she be able to put it all behind her and find her own happiness, or will the lies destroy her once and for all?
Wow! What a fantastic book to end the Jaded Regret Series! This has to be my favorite of the series! Kai & Natalie's story was absolutely beautifully written! I was on an emotional roller coaster reading this book! As we learn about Natalie's past your heart absolutely broke for her & Beau! Loved how strong of a person she was and how Kai love helped her deal with everything! This is a MUST Read!!!
November 4, 2016
4.5 Stars
Exposed is the 4th book in the Jaded Regret series. It can be read as a standalone, but there is so much back story to this group that I think it adds so much more to the experience if you've read them all and they are all great, so why not?!
Natalie's story is an emotional and a times hard to read story. As Jaded Regret's manager and sister to the drummer, Beau, Natalie has a busy life and on the outside looks strong and confident. Kai is the label rep, easy to talk to and they become friends even before meeting.
“Well, a man has to keep up his strength.” The second the words were out of my mouth, I gasped. It sounded…suggestive. My face flamed, despite the fact I couldn’t see him, and he couldn’t see me. I covered my eyes with my hand, embarrassment coursing through my veins, making my blood pulse in my temples. “I mean…” Kai laughed for so long I had no choice but to join in with him. “What’s so funny?” I asked, almost afraid of the answer. “I like when you get feisty.” His low voice sent vibrations throughout my body, zapping me like electric currents.
Natalie is hiding some very painful and damaging secrets. She tries to always be the protector for everyone else and ends up not protecting herself. L.L. Collins has tackled some very difficult subject matter with so much thought and understanding. My heart couldn't help but break for Natalie and others like her and the tough uphill battle that they must surely face.
(Review by Diane)
Exposed is the 4th book in the Jaded Regret series. It can be read as a standalone, but there is so much back story to this group that I think it adds so much more to the experience if you've read them all and they are all great, so why not?!
Natalie's story is an emotional and a times hard to read story. As Jaded Regret's manager and sister to the drummer, Beau, Natalie has a busy life and on the outside looks strong and confident. Kai is the label rep, easy to talk to and they become friends even before meeting.
“Well, a man has to keep up his strength.” The second the words were out of my mouth, I gasped. It sounded…suggestive. My face flamed, despite the fact I couldn’t see him, and he couldn’t see me. I covered my eyes with my hand, embarrassment coursing through my veins, making my blood pulse in my temples. “I mean…” Kai laughed for so long I had no choice but to join in with him. “What’s so funny?” I asked, almost afraid of the answer. “I like when you get feisty.” His low voice sent vibrations throughout my body, zapping me like electric currents.
Natalie is hiding some very painful and damaging secrets. She tries to always be the protector for everyone else and ends up not protecting herself. L.L. Collins has tackled some very difficult subject matter with so much thought and understanding. My heart couldn't help but break for Natalie and others like her and the tough uphill battle that they must surely face.
(Review by Diane)
October 8, 2016
This is a series I didn't want to end. But it did and what a book to end it on.
Exposed is the 4th book in the Jaded Regret series and is based on Natalie. We have met Nat throughout the whole series and she has played an important part. To see her with her own book was so worth it.
The emotions that L Collins captured in this book were outstanding.
Nat hasnt had an easy life, always being the protector of the band and more importantly Beau. The life she grew up with and the secrets she has harbored are more than someone should have to carry.
Kai is a sweetheart. His caring, nurturing and the love he has for Nat was so heartfelt.
The two of them together was a beautiful sight. Nat being so strong but also so broken and with Kai and his beautiful ways had his work cut out for him. But they say love is so much more than what's on the outside. The fact he loved her before he even met her face to face based solely on her personality is so rare in books these days.
I was so sad to see this book and series end.
October 26, 2016
4.5 stars!!!
L.L. Collins has a way with words. I've read all of her books and have loved them all. with Exposed, we finally get Natalie's story.
We know Natalie is Beau's sister and they had such a heartbreaking childhood. Through it all, she was the one that took care of them even as adults, while not caring for herself.
Kai...oh what a sweetheart his was. He knew from the beginning that he wanted Natalie..there was something about her. They had a great friendship and you can see the insecurities that Natalie had. He was a great support system for even at times when she was a little stubborn. Seeing their relationship grow was beautiful and we start to see Natalie drop her guard slowly.
Loved the band and how they were all there for Natalie when things got rough. it showed you don't have to be blood to be family. their relationship was amazing. ❤❤
This was a great story of love, family, and accepting that you don't have to be perfect all the time. it deals with a subject that is all too familiar these days, but it takes a great support team to help you through those times and you have too see that you are amazing just as you are.
I highly recommend this book as well as her other books. you won't we disappointed !❤❤
L.L. Collins has a way with words. I've read all of her books and have loved them all. with Exposed, we finally get Natalie's story.
We know Natalie is Beau's sister and they had such a heartbreaking childhood. Through it all, she was the one that took care of them even as adults, while not caring for herself.
Kai...oh what a sweetheart his was. He knew from the beginning that he wanted Natalie..there was something about her. They had a great friendship and you can see the insecurities that Natalie had. He was a great support system for even at times when she was a little stubborn. Seeing their relationship grow was beautiful and we start to see Natalie drop her guard slowly.
Loved the band and how they were all there for Natalie when things got rough. it showed you don't have to be blood to be family. their relationship was amazing. ❤❤
This was a great story of love, family, and accepting that you don't have to be perfect all the time. it deals with a subject that is all too familiar these days, but it takes a great support team to help you through those times and you have too see that you are amazing just as you are.
I highly recommend this book as well as her other books. you won't we disappointed !❤❤
October 10, 2016
Final Score - 5 I Can't Believe It Stars!!!
Again, I've read a book that is part of a series, which I haven't even heard of before. Nor have I read the previous books. And once again, I didn't need to! This book was well written and I could follow along and not feel as if I was missing any information.
I feel for Beau & Natalie. No child should have to grow up with way they did. To believe they are functioning adults wasn't hard to grasp, some kids are resilient and can overcome their past. These two had some bumps and scraps along the way, but they made it thru to the other side. I commend them for that.
The fact they only had each other was so sad to read about, in light of all of Natalie & Beau's issues later in life.
The love story took a back seat in this book to me. I don't know why, usually I'm on board and loving it, but it was more a self love book. Natalie needed to love Natalie first before anyone else could. And in the end, she does.
This book is powerful in the emotions department as I didn't have a dry face for about 3/4 of it. I love it and now I have to buy the other books in this series, of course.
Epic story telling Ms. Collins and thank you for sharing it!
Again, I've read a book that is part of a series, which I haven't even heard of before. Nor have I read the previous books. And once again, I didn't need to! This book was well written and I could follow along and not feel as if I was missing any information.
I feel for Beau & Natalie. No child should have to grow up with way they did. To believe they are functioning adults wasn't hard to grasp, some kids are resilient and can overcome their past. These two had some bumps and scraps along the way, but they made it thru to the other side. I commend them for that.
The fact they only had each other was so sad to read about, in light of all of Natalie & Beau's issues later in life.
The love story took a back seat in this book to me. I don't know why, usually I'm on board and loving it, but it was more a self love book. Natalie needed to love Natalie first before anyone else could. And in the end, she does.
This book is powerful in the emotions department as I didn't have a dry face for about 3/4 of it. I love it and now I have to buy the other books in this series, of course.
Epic story telling Ms. Collins and thank you for sharing it!
October 27, 2016
I voluntarily read an ARC of this book.
This is the fourth and concluding park in the Jaded Regret series, and the first which I have read. I will be 1-clicking the others ASAP. This is the story of Natalie, who is the glue that holds the bank together, and Kai, who has worked extremely hard to be a representative to the hottest rock band around. The attraction between these two when they meet is hot, which they were both totally unprepared for.
This is a beautifully written storyline, which is an emotional rollercoaster, as well as heartbreaking. Fantastic book!! This author has blown me away with this story, and I highly recommend her work for all.
This is the fourth and concluding park in the Jaded Regret series, and the first which I have read. I will be 1-clicking the others ASAP. This is the story of Natalie, who is the glue that holds the bank together, and Kai, who has worked extremely hard to be a representative to the hottest rock band around. The attraction between these two when they meet is hot, which they were both totally unprepared for.
This is a beautifully written storyline, which is an emotional rollercoaster, as well as heartbreaking. Fantastic book!! This author has blown me away with this story, and I highly recommend her work for all.
October 30, 2016
I received this for an honest review.. First I have to say FREAKING WOW!!!!
This is a first for me with this author and OMG will it not be my last... I read this without reading the others first and I just gotta say I absolutley LOVED it and can not wait to go back and read the others because I seriously feel like I missed out on a whole bunch of amazing!!!
This book just blew me away from the beginning to the very end!!!
This is a first for me with this author and OMG will it not be my last... I read this without reading the others first and I just gotta say I absolutley LOVED it and can not wait to go back and read the others because I seriously feel like I missed out on a whole bunch of amazing!!!
This book just blew me away from the beginning to the very end!!!
January 9, 2017
4.5 Stars
So I definitely read this out of order. I haven't read the other books in the series, (I really hate when I do that) however, I didn't feel like I was missing anything by reading this book first. I do want to read the other books now, because I loved all the characters in this book. I really enjoyed this story and it's the first I've read from this author. It's definitely an emotional read. I haven't personally known anyone with the issues that surround Natalie, so it's unfamiliar territory for me, but the author did a great job bringing these very real issues to life and my heart hurt for Natalie.
While I couldn't exactly relate to her, I felt for her. It's sad to think there are people that go through what she goes through every day. I was so happy when she found Kai. He has to be the most in tune understanding man ever! There were a few times I found the book a little hard to believe, and it was parts that had to do with Kai. Don't get me wrong, because I loved Kai, but sometimes the wording the author used for his dialogue was very...how do I put it? It was feminine, or just something that I can't imagine a guy saying. I'm married to this big alpha male and he's actually a big ol teddy bear, and I tried to picture him saying certain things, and laughed. I think some of the male dialogue was a little too chick-ish for me, but that's just me and I still loved the book nonetheless.
Great ending to this series... that I have to go back and read from the beginning! Haha The characters were very down to earth for being rockstars, and I'm looking forward to reading their stories now. They were all so supportive of Natalie and I really loved the decision they made at the end of the book for Natalie. I wondered how things were going to work out, because she's the type of person to want to please everyone and I knew it would be hard for her to choose. So when they made the decision that they did, I was so happy for her. She really did deserve for others to be selfless for her and I'm so glad she got her HEA. Great read!!
B2B Kristina
So I definitely read this out of order. I haven't read the other books in the series, (I really hate when I do that) however, I didn't feel like I was missing anything by reading this book first. I do want to read the other books now, because I loved all the characters in this book. I really enjoyed this story and it's the first I've read from this author. It's definitely an emotional read. I haven't personally known anyone with the issues that surround Natalie, so it's unfamiliar territory for me, but the author did a great job bringing these very real issues to life and my heart hurt for Natalie.
While I couldn't exactly relate to her, I felt for her. It's sad to think there are people that go through what she goes through every day. I was so happy when she found Kai. He has to be the most in tune understanding man ever! There were a few times I found the book a little hard to believe, and it was parts that had to do with Kai. Don't get me wrong, because I loved Kai, but sometimes the wording the author used for his dialogue was very...how do I put it? It was feminine, or just something that I can't imagine a guy saying. I'm married to this big alpha male and he's actually a big ol teddy bear, and I tried to picture him saying certain things, and laughed. I think some of the male dialogue was a little too chick-ish for me, but that's just me and I still loved the book nonetheless.
Great ending to this series... that I have to go back and read from the beginning! Haha The characters were very down to earth for being rockstars, and I'm looking forward to reading their stories now. They were all so supportive of Natalie and I really loved the decision they made at the end of the book for Natalie. I wondered how things were going to work out, because she's the type of person to want to please everyone and I knew it would be hard for her to choose. So when they made the decision that they did, I was so happy for her. She really did deserve for others to be selfless for her and I'm so glad she got her HEA. Great read!!
B2B Kristina
October 31, 2016
Exposed is the fourth and final book in the Jaded Regret series.
In the previous books, we read the stories of the band members, Johnny, Bec, Beau and Tanner. In Exposed, we get Natalie's story. She's the manager of the band and Beau's sister. Throughout the years, Natalie has been the person to take care of everyone else always putting her wants and needs last. She's hidden a number of secrets and has been afraid to take a chance on love for fear of being hurt. When she starts talking to Kai, the new company representative for their band, she realizes she's developing strong feelings for a man she's never met in person. Over the months, the more they talk, the stronger the friendship and feelings become. Kai makes plans for Natalie to come to New York so they can meet. She's excited, but terrified he'll discover what she's been hiding.
Kai is such a sweetheart. The patience and love Kai shows Natalie proves over and over he's a really great man. Natalie broke my heart. She's such a strong person on the outside but broken and vulnerable underneath. Eating disorders are terrible. They're easy to hide and so hard to fix.
I'll miss this group of characters and enjoyed getting to know them and their stories.
In the previous books, we read the stories of the band members, Johnny, Bec, Beau and Tanner. In Exposed, we get Natalie's story. She's the manager of the band and Beau's sister. Throughout the years, Natalie has been the person to take care of everyone else always putting her wants and needs last. She's hidden a number of secrets and has been afraid to take a chance on love for fear of being hurt. When she starts talking to Kai, the new company representative for their band, she realizes she's developing strong feelings for a man she's never met in person. Over the months, the more they talk, the stronger the friendship and feelings become. Kai makes plans for Natalie to come to New York so they can meet. She's excited, but terrified he'll discover what she's been hiding.
Kai is such a sweetheart. The patience and love Kai shows Natalie proves over and over he's a really great man. Natalie broke my heart. She's such a strong person on the outside but broken and vulnerable underneath. Eating disorders are terrible. They're easy to hide and so hard to fix.
I'll miss this group of characters and enjoyed getting to know them and their stories.
November 11, 2018
While I have always enjoyed reading any series I could find, I have truly loved the Jaded Regret Series. But this book has been my favorite in the series and quite possibly my favorite “romance” novel ever. I think that the thing that I liked (or loved) most was that throughout the book the two main characters used songs to tell each other how they felt. It is in the authors notes at the beginning of the book that it is recommended that you look up and listen to each song as it is brought into the story and that is exactly what I did. I have never read a book this way but I have to say it made the story that much better. So I definitely recommend that you listen to each song when the characters mention a song to each other throughout the book. I can’t recommend this series and especially this book enough. I hate when a series ends and I hate that this is the last book, but it was wonderful. It was a page turner and I couldn’t put it down. I read the 4 book series in 3 days, it’s just that good!!
May 30, 2017
Exposed by L.L. Collins is the fourth installment in the Jaded Regret Series . I recommend to read the books in order.
Exposed is Natalie and Kai´s book.
Natalie Anderson, sister to drummer Beau and manager of Jaded Regret is strong for everyone and put herself last.
Kai Pierson, the labels representant is done being the grunt , has worked his way the ladder up.
Without meeting each other Natalie and Kai become friends. But Natalie has secrets and issues. Will she be able to put it all behind her and find happiness?
Exposed and Snared are my favorite reads in this series. Somehow the siblings got to my heart.
I love the characters and I love the writing. I give 5Stars. Thank you LL Collins !
Exposed is Natalie and Kai´s book.
Natalie Anderson, sister to drummer Beau and manager of Jaded Regret is strong for everyone and put herself last.
Kai Pierson, the labels representant is done being the grunt , has worked his way the ladder up.
Without meeting each other Natalie and Kai become friends. But Natalie has secrets and issues. Will she be able to put it all behind her and find happiness?
Exposed and Snared are my favorite reads in this series. Somehow the siblings got to my heart.
I love the characters and I love the writing. I give 5Stars. Thank you LL Collins !
October 30, 2016
I loved this book. I just finished it and did not see that it was the last in the series. so wish I had read the other 3 books first. :( But I am going to buy the other 3 now and read the rest of the series. If they are anywhere as great as this one is I know I will love them all. I never put spoilers or what the book is about cause I would not want a book done and spoil it for me.. so all I will say is its HOT and sexy and a deals with life and its a GREAT read but start with the first one in the series.. :)
October 30, 2016
This book was beautifully written and my heart broke for Natalie and all she had to endure by herself. Seeing all band members find happiness including her own brother, she never thought she deserved happiness and she fought internal demons. Then we have Kai who is amazing with her and sees who she is on the inside. This was another emotional rollercoaster of a read by L.L. with a wonderful ending.
November 1, 2016
I absolutely love everything that Ms. Collins writes and I have been patiently waiting(well kinda) for Natalie's story and she did not disappoint. This book has everything I look for in a book and I could not put it down, while I am disappointed this series has come to an end I look forward to what we will get next from this author
October 12, 2016
I'm obviously not in the norm here. I hadn't read the other books in the series. I started with Exposed and loved it so much I went back and started reading the other books in the Jaded Regret series. So I guess what I'm saying is that even though this is part of a series, it can definitely be read as a stand alone and you don't lose any of the magic.
Natalie has lived her life doing for others, first her brother Beau and then her friends (band members included). She thrives when she feels they are at their best and doing great. The one thing she has never done is put herself first. Along comes Kai, and he brightens her days with just simple texts and phone calls. She loves their friendship and harbors an attraction to him she can not explain. Kai invites Natalie to NY to work on the upcoming Jaded Regret tour and their relationship blossoms. Natalie must now decide if she wants more for herself and how a possible romance may effect secrets she has been hiding.
The ending had me in tears in several points. We're talking a blubbering mess. That's how I know Exposed was that good. I learned a lot from reading this as well. No matter what is going on in our lives, we have to learn to put ourselves first. If we're not at our best we can't be our best for others. Thank you for writing a story that addressed so many issues so beautifully.
Natalie has lived her life doing for others, first her brother Beau and then her friends (band members included). She thrives when she feels they are at their best and doing great. The one thing she has never done is put herself first. Along comes Kai, and he brightens her days with just simple texts and phone calls. She loves their friendship and harbors an attraction to him she can not explain. Kai invites Natalie to NY to work on the upcoming Jaded Regret tour and their relationship blossoms. Natalie must now decide if she wants more for herself and how a possible romance may effect secrets she has been hiding.
The ending had me in tears in several points. We're talking a blubbering mess. That's how I know Exposed was that good. I learned a lot from reading this as well. No matter what is going on in our lives, we have to learn to put ourselves first. If we're not at our best we can't be our best for others. Thank you for writing a story that addressed so many issues so beautifully.
May 29, 2017
Natalie has always looked out for everyone else, the protector, keeping secrets to protect those she loves, but there's only so much she can handle. Kai is a great strength for Natalie if she'll let him in. This whole series is amazing, and the characters are great, the flow is easy. Loved it
June 7, 2017
review to follow
November 14, 2016
To me this one in the Jaded Regret series is the most real and eye opening. It helps us see more about body image and the consequences of what occurs with how women perceive their bodies and the extremes gone to to achieve the “model body” but also how when things are out of control how we find control via our eating and body image. Natalie is a glowing example and she is written in a unique and strong way. We see the real way our pasts can control our lives. We see how pain and secrets can control our emotions and overwhelm us. Our desire to protect others can come at a cost and Natalie shows this in spades.
LL Colllins shines light on a subject many find to be taboo. She exposes how our need for control can lead us down a dangerous path. How sometimes this control leads to how we see ourselves in a distorted way that isn’t real but real in our mind. She writes the raw side of eating disorders in a subtle, deep and intricate way. A way that shows us the path to what the mind of the person is seeing,thinking and feeling and Natalie gives us this. We see how when it all comes to a head and the person in in danger the guilt those around feel because they didn’t see the pain and what was going on. How well Natalie hid this from others for so long was incredible but very real and delicately and intricately done. We also see the unintended consequences this can have to your health and how real the damage can be.
LL Collins has appropriately named this book for so much is exposed. Natalie’s secrets and protectiveness is exposes. Her insecurities with herself and her fears are seen. Her past is exposed and her fear for what the truth will do to her brother. The pain of those secrets is exposed. For Beau it exposed how he felt his sister didn’t think he was strong and his guilt for who he was came forward. For the band they were exposed to the reality of Natalie’s problem in a very raw way and how they saw signs but didn’t think they were signs because of how Natalie brushed them off. Kai’s feelings and desires were exposed. I think in many ways his being attracted to Natalie before seeing her and respecting her helped Natalie quell her insecurities to some degree. It didn’t keep her from the need to protect others at all costs and her need to find control by controlling her body image and eating. But it did help her see she has love no matter the way she looked.
We see both Kai’s and Natalies POV and for me I loved Kais. We see a amazing guy and how he truly felt. His feelings and honesty were always there. He didn’t sugarcoat for Natalie and she needed that. He was also real in his reactions and thoughts. I love how he loved natalie before ever seeing her for it shows he doesn’t base someone on looks alone but on the beauty of the inside. Natalie shows us what someone thinks when they are mired in an out of control disease that takes over but helps you have control in a life that has never felt safe or controlled. her past has dictated much of her present and it still does. LL collins does an excellent job in bringing us into the mind of Natalie and her feelings, thoughts and beliefs. We see how much she loves those around her and protects them. How much her brother means to her and how she puts herself aside for others. I did love at the end how they rallied around her and put her needs to the forefront. How Kai was her support and how he helped her find strength and love and give her the courage she needed to deal with herself. He let her know that he loved her no matter what and didn’t about the outside only her heart and mind. He wanted her whole and wanted to be there for her. I loved how when everything came to a head and Natalie needed to take care of herself, Kai and everyone stepped in and took care of all the outside things. Kai was truly an amazing man.
This is the story of Natalie and how she is exposed. The raw emotional story of her finding a understanding and amazing man and also dealing with her past and future. Her dealing with her issues and disease and coming to terms with all of it. We get a real view of a serious issue in a way that we can all relate to and understand. This is a beautifully written poignant story that will hit home for many and make it all real and emotional. We see a young woman finally find love and have to come to terms with her life and past. a amazingly well written emotional story that is raw, real and with characters we can relate to, stand behind and fall in love with.
LL Colllins shines light on a subject many find to be taboo. She exposes how our need for control can lead us down a dangerous path. How sometimes this control leads to how we see ourselves in a distorted way that isn’t real but real in our mind. She writes the raw side of eating disorders in a subtle, deep and intricate way. A way that shows us the path to what the mind of the person is seeing,thinking and feeling and Natalie gives us this. We see how when it all comes to a head and the person in in danger the guilt those around feel because they didn’t see the pain and what was going on. How well Natalie hid this from others for so long was incredible but very real and delicately and intricately done. We also see the unintended consequences this can have to your health and how real the damage can be.
LL Collins has appropriately named this book for so much is exposed. Natalie’s secrets and protectiveness is exposes. Her insecurities with herself and her fears are seen. Her past is exposed and her fear for what the truth will do to her brother. The pain of those secrets is exposed. For Beau it exposed how he felt his sister didn’t think he was strong and his guilt for who he was came forward. For the band they were exposed to the reality of Natalie’s problem in a very raw way and how they saw signs but didn’t think they were signs because of how Natalie brushed them off. Kai’s feelings and desires were exposed. I think in many ways his being attracted to Natalie before seeing her and respecting her helped Natalie quell her insecurities to some degree. It didn’t keep her from the need to protect others at all costs and her need to find control by controlling her body image and eating. But it did help her see she has love no matter the way she looked.
We see both Kai’s and Natalies POV and for me I loved Kais. We see a amazing guy and how he truly felt. His feelings and honesty were always there. He didn’t sugarcoat for Natalie and she needed that. He was also real in his reactions and thoughts. I love how he loved natalie before ever seeing her for it shows he doesn’t base someone on looks alone but on the beauty of the inside. Natalie shows us what someone thinks when they are mired in an out of control disease that takes over but helps you have control in a life that has never felt safe or controlled. her past has dictated much of her present and it still does. LL collins does an excellent job in bringing us into the mind of Natalie and her feelings, thoughts and beliefs. We see how much she loves those around her and protects them. How much her brother means to her and how she puts herself aside for others. I did love at the end how they rallied around her and put her needs to the forefront. How Kai was her support and how he helped her find strength and love and give her the courage she needed to deal with herself. He let her know that he loved her no matter what and didn’t about the outside only her heart and mind. He wanted her whole and wanted to be there for her. I loved how when everything came to a head and Natalie needed to take care of herself, Kai and everyone stepped in and took care of all the outside things. Kai was truly an amazing man.
This is the story of Natalie and how she is exposed. The raw emotional story of her finding a understanding and amazing man and also dealing with her past and future. Her dealing with her issues and disease and coming to terms with all of it. We get a real view of a serious issue in a way that we can all relate to and understand. This is a beautifully written poignant story that will hit home for many and make it all real and emotional. We see a young woman finally find love and have to come to terms with her life and past. a amazingly well written emotional story that is raw, real and with characters we can relate to, stand behind and fall in love with.
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