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289 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 1, 1969
Ireland was where I had grown up, and Rock the main reason I had left. My own raising had been in the Protestant section of Derry, where Bill Haley and Elvis were not mentioned. Then one evening I’d gone astray; found myself on the fringes of Bogside, the Catholic slum. Across the street I had heard Little Richard singing Tutti Frutti on a coffee-bar jukebox. Watched the local teen hoods – Teddy boys, they were called – with their duckass haircuts and drainpipe jeans, jiving in plain day. Had my first glimpse of sex, danger and secret magic. And I had never been healthy since.
What was it about the Teds that so overwhelmed me? Glamour, yes, and wildness. But something else besides, which stirred me even deeper – the force of self-invention. By all the logics of birth – religion, politics, economics – these boys were nothing. Papist scum, delinquent flotsam and jetsam, with no future or hope. Yet that wasn’t the way they strutted. Through the power of Rock, they seemed transformed into heroes. In every flash of fluorescent sock or velvet cuff, every leer and flaunt of their pompadours, they beggared the Fates. Made reality irrelevant.
It was a seductive picture.
So Elvis now is a Godhead – unseen, untouchable, more than human. The demon lover has turned into a father, an all-powerful figure who can rule a fan’s life without actually having to be there. His remoteness is a positive advantage, his present badness is irrelevant, and there’s no reason why it should ever end. Worship is a habit that’s hard to break.
He was demoniac. He’d take one good song and add one good group and then he’d blow it all up skyhigh into a huge mock-symphony, bloated and bombasted into Wagnerian proportions. Magnificent, chaotic din: he’d import maybe three pianos, five percussion, entire battalions of strings. Drums and bass underneath like volcanoes exploding. Tambourines by the hundredweight. And he looked down from his box and hurled thunderbolts. Added noise upon noise, explosion on top of explosion. Until it wasn’t the song that counted, the voices, nothing like that but only the sound, Spectorsound, and the impetus. Momentum, lurching and crushing and bursting, and it couldn’t possibly be stopped.
No question, of course, the Stones were more loutish than they had to be but then, after all, each pop generation must go further than the one before, must feel as if it’s doing everything for the first time. Always, it must be arrogant and vain and boorish. Otherwise, it’s not being healthy and the whole essential teen revolt gets dammed up, that whole bit of breaking away and making it by oneself, and then it’s stored up in frustration, it twists itself and, most likely, it comes out ugly later on.
He’d hunch up tight into himself, choke on his words, gasp, stagger, beat his fist against his breast, squirm, fall forward on to his knees and, finally, burst into tears. He’d gag, tremble, half strangle himself. He’d pull out every last outrageous ham trick in the book and he would be comic, embarrassing, painful, but still he worked because, under the crap, he was in real agony, he was burning, and it was traumatic to watch him. He’d spew himself up in front of you and you’d freeze, you’d sweat, you’d be hurt yourself. You’d want to look away and you couldn’t.
Frail as he was, thin and deaf and sickly, his fans would be twisted into paroxysms of maternal hysteria by him and they’d half kill him. All round, it was the kind of orgiastic exhibition that simply hadn’t happened before and it was entirely pop. The music wasn’t, the atmosphere was.
By ’68, my options were plain. Either I could keep the faith as laid down by those first Teddy Boys in Derry. Stay true to Rock as a doomed romance; a passionate beating against the tides; a moment. Or I would shortly be very bored. Rich no doubt, and outrageously pampered. But a traitor at heart.
That’s what I believed, at any rate, when I was twenty-two. So I came to the house in Connemara, with the March rains lashing and the wild waves pounding on the rocks below, the perfect dramatic setting. And I started to write my farewells.
My purpose was quite simple: to catch the feel, the pulse of Rock, as I had found it. [...] What I was after was guts, and flash, and energy, and speed. Those were the things I’d treasured in the music. Those were the things that I tried to reflect as I left.
Rock ’n’ roll was very simple music. All that mattered was the noise it made, its drive, its aggression, its newness. All that was taboo was boredom.
The lyrics were mostly non-existent, simple slogans one step away from gibberish. This wasn’t just stupidity, simple inability to write anything better. It was a kind of teen code, almost a sign language, that would make rock entirely incomprehensible to adults.
In other words, if you weren’t sure about rock, you couldn’t cling to its lyrics. You either had to accept its noise at face value or you had to drop out completely.
Very likely these early years are the best that pop has yet been through. Anarchy moved in. For thirty years you couldn’t possibly make it unless you were white, sleek, nicely-spoken and phoney to your toenails – suddenly now you could be black, purple, moronic, delinquent, diseased or almost anything on earth and you could still clean up. Just so long as you were new, just so long as you carried excitement.
