2 / 5 ⭐⭐
2,5 / 5 🌶️
Spicy chapters: 8, 13, 14, 18
Ryan (MMC) and Nicole (FMC)
Dual POV narration 👏🏻
After having read most of Claire Kingsley's books, I'm happy to say that her style of writing has clearly grown and improved so much over the years, and her storytelling has come so far from this book, wich wasn’t great unfortunately 📖
About the story: To me, this book was more an insta lust than a love story. There's a lot of physical attraction amongst the two MC's, but I didn't feel their emotional connection, especially because Ryan hid his depression from Nicole until the last chapter...
At 1/3rd in, I loved the fact that both MC's used to be childhood friends who found each other in adulthood and reconnected back in their hometown after living away for a number of years.
About Ryan: At the start of the story, I didn't like the fact that he used to be a p*rn photographer 📸 , which evolved into him taking exclusively women's boudoir pics. It sounds pretty sleazy and dubious to me, and I wouldn't want to be with a man who takes almost naked pics of women, especially after being cheated on my ex, like it was Nicole's case 🙄😩.
I didn't like the MMC tbh. At one point, he says that he loves taking photos of women who aren't models as in: "normal everyday women with their folds, wrinkles and curves in the wrong places." EXCUSE ME SIR!! I'm going to stop you right there. There are NO wrong places for a woman to have folds, wrinkles, and/or curves. How dare you OBJECTIFY us like that, especially as a professional photographer? 😤😡🤬.
And it would 100% make me feel uncomfortable (and jealous/mad if I'm being honest) if the guy I was interested in, was taking sexy pics for other women half naked, directing them on what to do and even commanding them to not talk and literally dirty talking to them with a sensual voice, giving them instructions on how to appear more sexy, aroused, etc... I mean, c'mon 😩🙄🤦🏼♀️.
About Nicole: At the beginning of the book, Nicole was crying over her ex, who cheated on her. Fast forward to the almost end of the book, and there she is, crying again, this time for Ryan. Perhaps this girl needed some time to discover who she is on her own, without the influence of a man. Just saying 🤷🏼♀️
Btw, the two MC's have seen each other like 3 times before they have s*x (after they reunite as adults, I mean) and have barely spoken. Yet, before they have s*x the first time, they use NO protection because "she's still on the pill." Hello STDs, this is a free buffet for ya'll! 🙄🥴🤮
And I'm sorry, but Nicole, what planet did you come from? Her douchebag ex, who she spent over a decade with NEVER, gave her oral pleasure and/or aftercare, and she was totally fine with that? No wonder she's mindblown 🤯 when Ryan does it for her. Any average guy would've been better than her ex in bed. It seems like her standards were as low as the floor. Plus, Nicole literally just got out of a super long relationship yet threw herself (I repeat, without a c*ndom) at another guy and falling for him in like 2 minutes? 😤 They deserve each other, clearly... 🤷🏼♀️
Not to mention that Nicole cries right after having s*x with Ryan for the first time, and of course, men find that super attractive... 🙄😩😅 (please note the sarcasm).
Anyhow, feel free to skip this story. You won't be missing much.
Happy reading! 📚