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256 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1963
Not a continuum, not a continuum ! : that’s how my life runs, how my memories run (like a spasm-shaken man watching a thunderstorm in the night) :
Flash : a naked house in the development bares its teeth amid poison-green shrubbery : night.
Flash : white visages are gaping, tongues tatting, fingers teething : night.
Flash : tree limbs are standing, boys play pubescing; women are stewing; girls are scamping open-bloused : night !
Flame : me : woe : night ! !
The whole nation is in the grip of a mania for medals and badges, enthusiastically weaving away on the legend of its own grandeur ! : The sort of thing that truly fits the Germans to a T !
I consider “intellectual” a title of honor : it is after all man’s most distinguishing characteristic ! If everybody was one, at least brawls would be fought with pens, or with mouths. Would be a considerable improvement !
– Art for the people ? ! : they yowl with emotion when they hear Czarevitch’s Volga song, and turn icy-cold with boredom at the Orpheus of Chevalier Gluck. Art for the people ? ! : leave that slogan to the Nazis and Communists : it’s just the opposite : the people (everyman !) are obligated to struggle their way to art ! –
By way of precaution, I aimed my carbine’s month at the greasy wreck : the windows thickly dusted; only after I hit it with the butt did the car door open a little. Backseat empty; a skeletal lady at the wheel (so, same as always for the past five years !); well : enjoy your bliss ! But it would be dark soon too, and I still didn’t trust creaturiness : whether ferny ambush or mocking birds : I was ready with ten rounds in the automatic : so pump onward.
And I was only in my early forties : if everything went well (?) I could ramble the earth void of man for a long while yet : I needed No One !







Watch out, get away from that electric=fents ! -?-:oh, 't's alot worsen barbwire; The shock isn't just 'nasty', that's high=tension. The vet was telling Olmers thother day about how a farmer was climbing over it n toucht it with his 'nutshell'; keeld rite over;lips all blue, 'cookt his balls', 'rippt rite off' ! And they say it kn happen if a man just takes a leak on it.Such excerption, not being legally binding, is certainly convincing to any spade-wielder possessing the correct presuppositions and predispositions.
My life ? ! : is not a continuum ! (not simply fractured into white and black pieces by day and night ! For even by day they are all someone else, the fellow who walks to the train; sits in the office; bookworms; stalks through groves; copulates; small-talks; writes; man of a thousand thoughts; of fragmenting categories; who runs; smokes; defecates; listens to the radio; says “Commissioner, sir” : that’s me !) : a tray full of glistening snapshots.Books will teach you how to read them :: and in some possible universe only those books which require that they provide a lesson in their own reading are books which might count as WORTH reading.
Not a continuum, not a continuum ! : that’s how my life runs, how my memories run (like a spasm-shaken man watching a thunderstorm in the night ) :
Flash : a naked house in the development bares its teeth amid poison-green shrubbery : night.
Flash : white visages are gaping, tongues tatting, fingers teething : night.
Flash : tree limbs are standing, boys play pubescing; women are stewing; girls are scamping open-bloused : night !
Flame : me : woe : night ! !
But I cannot experience my life as a majestically unrolling ribbon; not I ! (Proof).
: And it was another Reichstag session, with Hurrah and Heil and glee club and lusty bellowing; for closers : "passed unanimously". (Plus : "A song !". And were so proud : in England there's always that disgusting pro and con in parliment : but we're united, from top to bottom !). And throughout the populace the serene, happy conviction : the Fuhrer will take care of it ! God, are the Germans stupid ! 95% ! (I.e., the others are no better either : just let the Americans elect themselves a Hindenburg sometime !)
A note is also in order about the unusual punctuation of these texts, which is sure to look strange to the American eye. It reproduces that found in the German original (i.e., the “Bargfeld Edition” [Haffmans Verlag], the most accurate to date). But why such slavish faithfulness in a translation? Perhaps Schmidt’s own “Calculations III” may help explain:Which is helpful both as an explanation, and even more so as a reassurance to the reader to not get to caught up in what Schmidt is doing – a specific understanding is unnecessary to enjoy the work.We are not dealing with a mania for originality or love of the grand gesture, but with . . . the necessary refinement of the writer’s tool. I shall begin with punctuation. - It can be used as stenografy ! When I write : , the out=come (with an “=”, I despise Websterian rules for compound words : it’s not an outcome, but an out=come !) is that the colon becomes the inquiring opened face, the question mark the torsion of the body turned to ask, and the whole of "The Question” retains its validity - no : is far better ! : the reader is intentionally not force-fed a stale salad of words, a la ... Let us retain the lovely=essential freedom to reproduce a hesitation precisely : “well - hm - : Idunno - - : can we do that ....... ” (Instead of the rigidly prescribed : “Well, I don’t know . . .” . . . Perhaps many will wonder why I sometimes place the period before the parenthesis; sometimes after; sometimes use none at all : I have my reasons -in almost every case (and with a little thought, anyone could discover them.)That “almost every” is a hedge-yes, Schmidt usually had his reasons, but sometimes he was careless. Despite his avowals of meticulously orchestrated punctuation, I must admit I often find no real consistency; usage varies from text to text and can even seem out of sync within a given text.
My life ? ! : is not a continuum ! (not simply fractured into white and black pieces by day and night ! For even by day they are all someone else, the fellow who walks to the train; sits in the office; bookworms; stalks through groves; copulates; small-talks; writes; man of a thousand thoughts; of fragmenting categories; who runs; smokes; defecates; listens to the radio; says "Commissioner, sir" : that's me !) : a tray full of glistening snapshots.