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208 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 27, 2016
So, let's say you find yourself facing down a gorilla or a tornado or even a lion. My guess is you'll run headlong to meet it, flinging your arms around its neck (in a manner). No? I'm guessing you'd be reticent about tangling with danger? As well you should be.
Come, let me introduce you to Ivy, our female protagonist, who is unlike you or me.
Ivy and Chelsea (her roommate) find a batch of erotic love letters in their dorm room. These letters are addressed to a certain 'Jen' from a mystery guy named J.D. Turns out, Jen, the previous occupant of said room had had an affair with Judson Devereux, her professor. The affair ended, but Judson remained obsessed to the point he was arrested and jailed on allegations of murder.<---------dum dum dum
From this moment, the story takes a surreal path.√ Ivy seems drawn to the erotic words in the letters and begins to fantasize about the mysterious JD
√ She discovers JD, a drop dead gorgeous 30-something yr old, is actually in prison awaiting trial
√ She reaches out to him
√ Her roommate, her guidance counselor, even the mysterious Jen, all tell Ivy to stay away from Judson. But hey, what do they know, right?
√ From the exchange of letters, they graduate to phone calls then constant text messaging.
Halfway through the book, Judson says“Now, don’t ever doubt my innocence, you hear? I love you.”Then Ivy says this“With every ounce of me, I decide to believe what Judson has told me..... I didn’t tell him I loved him back, but I think I do." (Girl, you is a fool)But wait, it gets better“The Wednesday after Thanksgiving break, I visit Judson again. He looks even more tired this time, and less self-assured, but still drop-dead gorgeous.” (Yes Ivy, so was Jeffery Dahmer.)
It gets worse. Judson writes Ivy“Stop ignoring me. It’s really starting to piss me off”Oh oh.....any sane person would have blocked his number, moved rooms (possibly even moved schools), but not Ivy. Here's what she says:“I know what I should do. *Bibi is all ears*
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Instead of ignoring him, I should write him one last letter to make a clean break, to sever whatever twisted bond we have formed, and move on with my life. *Bibi applauds while wiping tears*
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But as terrified as I am of a future with him, I’m terrified of one without him, too.” *Bibi deflates, visibly distraught*
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“The thing that troubles me most is how I can feel so strongly for someone who terrifies the hell out of me.(Because you're TSTL?)
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Judson raged into my life like a storm that shook me to the core of my being
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Without him, I’m not sure I know who I am” (Lawd, have mercy)
Do I need to ask what you think happened next? Go on, guess...
Part of me believes he's guilty. But something else holds me back.
Everyone says he's a monster, but my heart won't let me believe it.








Only I can decide the letters' fate, the fate of the words that touch me so deeply, even when I'm not reading them.
I don't see a murderer there. I see an attractive man who takes my breath away. A man who captures my soul at first sight.
He has completely possessed my mind and body. During the night, he enters my dreams uninvited; during the day, he invades my thoughts.