3.5 stars!
An entertaining enough read, especially considering it was on KU. The storyline wasn't bad, and I liked that it wasn't all puppies and unicorns, but the writing was distorted and choppy. Also, things just kept getting revealed that made no sense with the storyline thus far. I swear, at times I thought to myself that this book's ADHD was worse than mine, like the author wanted to add a new plot-line halfway through. If it wasn't different from a lot of other books in this genre, I would've quit, but I liked that it was a complicated love story and in that sense, it didn't disappoint.
But her, she’s a league of her own. And I want to conquer her, devour her, make her mine. Then bend her to my will. She seems hypnotized by me, most women do. But she has something different hiding behind her eyes when she looks at me. A spark some would say.
Bexley moves in with her friend in LA (I think? Famous people were randomly there) after leaving the family business and her parental-approved fiancee. She wants real, all-consuming love, and of course, she finds it... with Zeke. Zeke is a bad guy, a guy involved in a lot of criminal dealings. He's also a straight-up asshole to Bexley. He may dick her down, but he also treats her like just a f*cktoy. Don't worry, though... Bexley is one of those people that can be pushed really far, but when she snaps, well, watch the f*ck out.
The tables have turned and now I’m the fool, a fool that’s in love. Fuck! Why did she creep her way into my black heart? Why did I let her?
The side characters were interesting enough, but Bexley and Zeke were both hard to like at times. They definitely had a toxic relationship, there's no doubt about that. Of all people, I definitely understand the pull towards someone that is straight poison. I liked how realistic that part of their story was- Bexley knew she wasn't getting what she deserved, but for a while, something kept her from leaving. In Zeke's defense, he was very clear about what he was willing to give to her, so I wasn't necessarily mad at him for the way he treated her. My problem was more the inconsistencies in his behavior. Like, he swore up and down that he's careful with who he allows into his life and home because of his shady dealings, but more than once he commented that he barely even knew who Bexley was... even though she was living with him. That just didn't make any sense to me. He was definitely sexy, though, and I preferred his POV to hers (it was alternating).
Another thing I liked: When both Zeke and Bexley do or want something, they go balls out. I definitely appreciated that about them. I also liked that Zeke didn't have a COMPLETE personality transplant for the inevitable grovel. Really, the storyline itself was fine, but something about the writing did NOT flow seamlessly in my brain. That could just be me, though. So, if you want a story about imperfect, headstrong people who make a lot of mistakes but aren't afraid to go after what they want, and if you don't mind your heroes on the wrong side of good, you could very well enjoy this book.
“I know, but we never did this. I never wooed you. They say that’s what you’re meant to do. I didn’t, I went straight for what was mine, what I wanted.”
“I was never yours,” I squeak out.
“But you were, as I am yours.”
I try shaking my head. “You’re not, you had your rules. I accepted the rules. I didn’t ask for more. So I left.”
“You didn’t have to ask for more, you had it all to begin with.”