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398 pages, Kindle Edition
First published July 28, 2016
I swallow hard and my heart begins to thud. It’s not my imagination. I’m not asleep.

"Sometimes the darkness is our friend."
"You have a fight ahead of you, one that goes far beyond what you've seen in your dreams."
“When you wake up from a nightmare, the reality comforts you. When you wake up from the best dream ever, reality is a burden, a slap-in-the-face reminder that you could feel this, you could have this, but you don’t and you won’t.”

“I don’t even really know who you are.”
“I’m the one who has your back, he says. And I’ve been watching you for a very, very long time.”
“Fear gives people their humanity. Fear of loss. I fear nothing.”
"The past doesn't define us. It's what we do here and now, today that does. This world was built on second chances."







"Sometimes the darkness is our friend."
"I don't even really know who you are."
"I'm the one who has your back. And I've been watching you for a very, very long time."





“We know monsters are real. They exist in this world. They can be disguised in a crowd. They can be buried in your head. And they are definitely somewhere . . . there.”

“You have youth, love. A young body, a young heart, and endless courage. That last part is the most important. Don’t let anyone tell you any differently."
"When I look at his eyes, I don’t see Jay anymore. I see someone else entirely. I into the abyss and the abyss stares right back. "


“A ginger, just as I had remembered, though he’s probably the sexiest, most enthralling male specimen I’ve ever seen.”

“In what way do you want me?”
“Every way. To feel you. To taste you. Every inch of you.”
“The more human I get, the more dangerous I become. The more dangerous it is for us. And I can’t promise a happy ending.”
“I don’t need your promises”



After all I’ve been through, I know nothing is impossible. And even though on the surface I have a pretty average life for an eighteen-year-old, beneath the surface I’m anything but average.
Luckily, very few people scratch beneath the surface. If they did, they’d either run screaming or have me committed.
Sometimes I think the latter might be preferable.
“I don’t even really know who you are.”
“I’m the one who has your back,” he says. “And I’ve been watching you for a very, very long time.”
“You have a fight ahead of you, one that goes far beyond what you’ve seen in your dreams.”
Well fucking hell. “Please tell me some good news,” I whisper to him, my nails digging into my palm. “Your bedside manner sucks.”
“I’m your good news.”
“I may be immortal but I am still a man with blood pumping in my veins.” He moves an inch closer. My skin heats up. Every nerve is burning. “You are off-limits. You are forbidden to me. And all it does is make me want you more.”
The normal I’ve always wanted to be will now never be reached. It was always in my grasp…but it’s just smoke in my hand.
“I should have known what I was getting into with you.”
“Oh please,” I tell him. “I am a motherfucking delight.”
“You’re destined for something great, Ada, I know this. And it’s an honor to help see you through it.”
“The past doesn’t define us. It’s what we do here and now, today, that does. This world was built on second chances.”

“I swallow hard and my heart begins to thud. It’s not my imagination. I’m not asleep.”
“He could be a ghost, I could be going insane. But there was no doubt he was in my room. A dream brought to life.”
“Sometimes we’re dealt a hand we never see coming. Sometimes there are only two choices. To live. Or die. And sometimes there’s a third choice… To suffer in Hell for all eternity.”
