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Hartsbridge Island #1
Change of Address
Air Force sergeant Michael Baldwin wanted nothing more than to escape his family’s political ambitions, but his dream of freedom was shattered by an enemy bullet to the head. Two years later, he and his service dog, Kaylee, resist his father’s demand to join him on the campaign trail—where a photogenic “wounded warrior” is always an asset—and instead return to the family’s summer home on Hartsbridge Island.
There Michael and his beautiful German shepherd capture the attention of Josh Goldberg, co-owner of the local bagel shop. Josh has a knack for business and a killer repertoire of his bubbe’s recipes. But lack of education undermines his confidence, and Josh’s father doesn’t share his ambition for the restaurant’s future.
Chicken soup and bacon might be the way to Michael’s heart, but he and Josh need time to learn about everything that comes after—lessons that Governor Baldwin and his relentless ambition will do anything to thwart. Letting someone in is a tall order for two men who can’t trust themselves, but if they have any hope of a future together, that’s exactly what they’ll need to do.
There Michael and his beautiful German shepherd capture the attention of Josh Goldberg, co-owner of the local bagel shop. Josh has a knack for business and a killer repertoire of his bubbe’s recipes. But lack of education undermines his confidence, and Josh’s father doesn’t share his ambition for the restaurant’s future.
Chicken soup and bacon might be the way to Michael’s heart, but he and Josh need time to learn about everything that comes after—lessons that Governor Baldwin and his relentless ambition will do anything to thwart. Letting someone in is a tall order for two men who can’t trust themselves, but if they have any hope of a future together, that’s exactly what they’ll need to do.
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First published October 20, 2016
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August 8, 2016
Hurt/healing/comfort! Ex-military! Service dog! Hat trick!
Michael is an ex-Air Force sergeant who took a bullet to the head and is now permanently disabled. He has severe PTSD and trouble with his memory and spacial awareness. His service dog Kaylee helps sooth his panic attacks and function in everyday life.
Looking to start over, he moves to his childhood vacation home on an island in New Hampshire. There he meets restaurant owner Josh, a man full of life and love.
I expected to love this one given the fabulous blurb, but it failed to pack that hurt/healing/comfort punch that puts butterflies in my stomach. Michael tells Josh about his injuries and his anxiety symptoms, but Josh plays a very, very small role in any comfort. This is due to the fact that Michael has a service dog who knows exactly what to do when Michael has a panic attack and Josh knows not to interfere with their bond. That is absolutely the correct way to handle the situation, but it takes away from the character's comforting each other and leaves hurt/healing/comfort junkies like me in the cold.
Another point I need to make about this book is the fact that, while these are two grown men in their late 20's/early 30's, their relationship is very teen-first-love. The sex was pretty tame and the romance a bit wishy/washy.
I can recommend this book to folks who want an easy read of two men slowly and cautiously falling in love with a scenic New Hampshire island backdrop, but those looking for hardcore healing/comfort should look elsewhere.
Kaylee was my favorite part of the book. :)
Galley copy of Change of Address provided by the Publisher via Netgalley in exchange of an honest review.
This review is also posted at Gay Book Reviews
Michael is an ex-Air Force sergeant who took a bullet to the head and is now permanently disabled. He has severe PTSD and trouble with his memory and spacial awareness. His service dog Kaylee helps sooth his panic attacks and function in everyday life.
Looking to start over, he moves to his childhood vacation home on an island in New Hampshire. There he meets restaurant owner Josh, a man full of life and love.
I expected to love this one given the fabulous blurb, but it failed to pack that hurt/healing/comfort punch that puts butterflies in my stomach. Michael tells Josh about his injuries and his anxiety symptoms, but Josh plays a very, very small role in any comfort. This is due to the fact that Michael has a service dog who knows exactly what to do when Michael has a panic attack and Josh knows not to interfere with their bond. That is absolutely the correct way to handle the situation, but it takes away from the character's comforting each other and leaves hurt/healing/comfort junkies like me in the cold.
Another point I need to make about this book is the fact that, while these are two grown men in their late 20's/early 30's, their relationship is very teen-first-love. The sex was pretty tame and the romance a bit wishy/washy.
“I love you," Michael thought, though he didn’t say it. He wanted to give Josh a kiss, but he didn’t want to wake him up. Instead, he kissed his own fingertip and touched it lightly to Josh’s cheek.
I can recommend this book to folks who want an easy read of two men slowly and cautiously falling in love with a scenic New Hampshire island backdrop, but those looking for hardcore healing/comfort should look elsewhere.
Kaylee was my favorite part of the book. :)
Galley copy of Change of Address provided by the Publisher via Netgalley in exchange of an honest review.
This review is also posted at Gay Book Reviews
September 12, 2016
Change of Address is a sweet, slow and steady romance with a really nice, healthy helping of hurt/comfort.
The hurt/comfort comes from Michael Baldwin finally getting his life back together after the last couple of years in the hospital and in outpatient treatment physical therapy. Determined to start over again Michael's moved to his family's summer home on Hartsbridge Island with his German shepherd service dog, Kaylee, and caught the eye of local business owner, Josh Goldberg.
I really loved the byplay between Michael and Josh, and how realistically Michael's anxiety and PTSD were portrayed. Kaylee, even though she's a dog, is another wonderful character and lends a sweetness to the struggle Michael deals with daily. I liked that Josh never pushes Michael out of his comfort zone is always understanding of what he's going through.
The side characters, especially Josh's dad, are well fleshed out and a pleasure to read. I look forward to getting to know them more as the series progresses. Frankly, I liked most everything about the story, except for the end. I really would have preferred another chapter or two to tie up some pretty glaring loose ends.
Because this appears to be the first in a new series perhaps Brock is planning on tying up those loose ends in the next installment, but I really wish they'd at least initially been addressed here.
However, overall I did enjoy it. It was a nice Sunday read, and I'll definitely be checking back to see if more stories are forthcoming.
Advanced Review Galley copy of Change of Address provided by the Publisher via Netgalley in exchange of an honest review.
This review has been cross-posted at Gay Book Reviews.
The hurt/comfort comes from Michael Baldwin finally getting his life back together after the last couple of years in the hospital and in outpatient treatment physical therapy. Determined to start over again Michael's moved to his family's summer home on Hartsbridge Island with his German shepherd service dog, Kaylee, and caught the eye of local business owner, Josh Goldberg.
I really loved the byplay between Michael and Josh, and how realistically Michael's anxiety and PTSD were portrayed. Kaylee, even though she's a dog, is another wonderful character and lends a sweetness to the struggle Michael deals with daily. I liked that Josh never pushes Michael out of his comfort zone is always understanding of what he's going through.
“How come you’re so understanding?”
Josh gave a little shrug, fingers tightening. “I’m just willing to take a chance, that’s all.”
He couldn’t remember the last time he’d been this happy. Two years ago—six months ago—he would’ve bet his trust fund that he’d never be this happy. And he owed it all to Josh.
The side characters, especially Josh's dad, are well fleshed out and a pleasure to read. I look forward to getting to know them more as the series progresses. Frankly, I liked most everything about the story, except for the end. I really would have preferred another chapter or two to tie up some pretty glaring loose ends.
Because this appears to be the first in a new series perhaps Brock is planning on tying up those loose ends in the next installment, but I really wish they'd at least initially been addressed here.
However, overall I did enjoy it. It was a nice Sunday read, and I'll definitely be checking back to see if more stories are forthcoming.
Advanced Review Galley copy of Change of Address provided by the Publisher via Netgalley in exchange of an honest review.
This review has been cross-posted at Gay Book Reviews.
November 14, 2016
3.25 stars
Pretty much what the rest of the 3-stars reviews said. I agree with all of them. So to recap: I thought Kaylee the dog and Josh's dad were the BEST characters in this book - I loved them so much. I though the hurt/comfort factor wasn't strong between Michael/Josh, and instead it was more prominent between Michael and Kaylee, since she was his service dog.
I thought Josh's reading problem felt like an afterthought, because it came and goes, it wasn't explored, and I was having a difficult time believing that Josh never told his father. Considering that his Dad was even accepting his sexuality, and they were very close.
While the slow-burn romance is a good thing, but I admit that at times, I lost interest and skimmed the pages. Ms. Brock just wasn't able to keep me glued to the pages, especially when Michael was battling with PTSD only with Kaylee and not with Josh.
And what the hell is that epilogue with the dark weather coming in?! Was that a sign for turbulent relationship ahead??
Pretty much what the rest of the 3-stars reviews said. I agree with all of them. So to recap: I thought Kaylee the dog and Josh's dad were the BEST characters in this book - I loved them so much. I though the hurt/comfort factor wasn't strong between Michael/Josh, and instead it was more prominent between Michael and Kaylee, since she was his service dog.
I thought Josh's reading problem felt like an afterthought, because it came and goes, it wasn't explored, and I was having a difficult time believing that Josh never told his father. Considering that his Dad was even accepting his sexuality, and they were very close.
While the slow-burn romance is a good thing, but I admit that at times, I lost interest and skimmed the pages. Ms. Brock just wasn't able to keep me glued to the pages, especially when Michael was battling with PTSD only with Kaylee and not with Josh.
And what the hell is that epilogue with the dark weather coming in?! Was that a sign for turbulent relationship ahead??
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
October 29, 2016
This book has so much potential. From the MCs, the service dog and the setting was even perfect but it didn't work. No connection between the MCs and this issue with Michael's dad could've been explored further to give the story an extra umpph. It was just an ok read.
October 30, 2016
3.5 Stars
A gentle romance about two men who manage to find each other despite their vulnerabilities.
Michael has returned home from the army with PTSD and a need for refuge and peace. He finds this refuge in his family home at Hartsbridge. Together with his service dog Kaylee he hopes to piece his life together and find a life for himself far from his father's political campaigning.
Josh helps his father with their family's bagel business. He has dyslexia and never finished high school. He is lonely and wants so much more for his life and the family business but he has doubts about his abilities to find a way forward.
When the two men meet they like each other but each man lacks the confidence to reach out. The story is one of gradual disclosure as each man takes a chance in the other, slowly opening themselves up and taking a risk on love.
It is quite a slow book but very realistic. Not too much drama. No major conflict. Not too much angst, just two men getting to know and trust each other.
I think it was a nice story but kind of placid. The drama has already taken place before the two men meet and so this is a kind of movement towards the next stage of both men's lives but seeing if they can do this together. The story is one of exploring the possibilities ahead but having to overcome initial barriers to do so.
I generally prefer a bit more drama in my stories but I did like the fact that there was no contrived angst or big misunderstanding.
A nice read and good writing too.
Copy provided by Riptide Publishing in exchange for an unbiased review.
April 13, 2020
.This was sweet...but it just didn't pack the feelz that I was expecting...
After months in a VA Hospital in Washington, Michael Baldwin and his service dog Kaylee head to his families summer home on Hartsbridge Island to try and get on with his life. A head injury sustained during his enlistment has left Michael with PTSD, aphasia and other cognitive issues.
The last thing he needs is a father who wants to cash in politically on what happened to his son during his deployment overseas by parading him around like a show pony. Ironically it's because of his father's machinations that Michael encounters what he truly does need...a kind and gentle man who wants to feed not just his body but his heart and soul.
Josh's life hasn't exactly gone according to plan...but then for Josh the plan was never very clear to begin with. Dropping out of high school to care for his father and help run the family business was only suppose to be a temporary thing but somehow it's become Josh's life and he's ok with that. Josh doesn't consider himself to be much of a cook unless it's bagels and breakfast on the menu. Add in the fact that Josh has a couple of issues of his own and you'd almost wonder how these two came to be.
There was a lot about Michael and Josh that worked for me. In general they both felt like someone that you meet out there in the real world they had their good traits and their bad. They were flawed like any average person. But they also saw the best in each other. For me the characters had a very genuine and real feeling about them.
The other thing that stood out for me in this story was the dichotomy of Michael's relationship with his father versus the relationship between Josh and his father. Ironically the one thing that also didn't work as well for me as it could have is that the issue between Michael and his father felt like it needed a bit of a clearer resolution although when it comes to family issues the resolutions are often not as clear as we would like them to be. So while this needed more clarity in it's own way the resolution felt realistic enough to be believable.
Unfortunately in spite of the fact that overall I enjoyed this story and I liked both of the MCs as well as some of the secondary characters and while the narrator...Daniel James Lewis is a new to me narrator who really delivered voices that for me matched and suited each of the characters helping to bring them to life.
While everything worked in theory and the story held the potential to pack such an emotional punch somewhere along the way things just fell short and what I had thought would be an 'I love it!!!' story turned out to be a case of 'This was a sweet story and I enjoyed listening to the audio book.' so all in all still not a bad thing by any means.'
"Change of Address" was originally intended to be the first book in the 'Heartsbridge Island' series, however, it's been four years since it's release so I'm not sure whether there is more to come with this series or not but this story can easily be read as a standalone with a solid HEA ending, so if there's more to come that's cool but if not readers can comfortably stop at this story and not feel like they're left hanging with unanswered questions.
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An audio book of "Change of Address" was graciously provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
After months in a VA Hospital in Washington, Michael Baldwin and his service dog Kaylee head to his families summer home on Hartsbridge Island to try and get on with his life. A head injury sustained during his enlistment has left Michael with PTSD, aphasia and other cognitive issues.
The last thing he needs is a father who wants to cash in politically on what happened to his son during his deployment overseas by parading him around like a show pony. Ironically it's because of his father's machinations that Michael encounters what he truly does need...a kind and gentle man who wants to feed not just his body but his heart and soul.
Josh's life hasn't exactly gone according to plan...but then for Josh the plan was never very clear to begin with. Dropping out of high school to care for his father and help run the family business was only suppose to be a temporary thing but somehow it's become Josh's life and he's ok with that. Josh doesn't consider himself to be much of a cook unless it's bagels and breakfast on the menu. Add in the fact that Josh has a couple of issues of his own and you'd almost wonder how these two came to be.
There was a lot about Michael and Josh that worked for me. In general they both felt like someone that you meet out there in the real world they had their good traits and their bad. They were flawed like any average person. But they also saw the best in each other. For me the characters had a very genuine and real feeling about them.
The other thing that stood out for me in this story was the dichotomy of Michael's relationship with his father versus the relationship between Josh and his father. Ironically the one thing that also didn't work as well for me as it could have is that the issue between Michael and his father felt like it needed a bit of a clearer resolution although when it comes to family issues the resolutions are often not as clear as we would like them to be. So while this needed more clarity in it's own way the resolution felt realistic enough to be believable.
Unfortunately in spite of the fact that overall I enjoyed this story and I liked both of the MCs as well as some of the secondary characters and while the narrator...Daniel James Lewis is a new to me narrator who really delivered voices that for me matched and suited each of the characters helping to bring them to life.
While everything worked in theory and the story held the potential to pack such an emotional punch somewhere along the way things just fell short and what I had thought would be an 'I love it!!!' story turned out to be a case of 'This was a sweet story and I enjoyed listening to the audio book.' so all in all still not a bad thing by any means.'
"Change of Address" was originally intended to be the first book in the 'Heartsbridge Island' series, however, it's been four years since it's release so I'm not sure whether there is more to come with this series or not but this story can easily be read as a standalone with a solid HEA ending, so if there's more to come that's cool but if not readers can comfortably stop at this story and not feel like they're left hanging with unanswered questions.
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An audio book of "Change of Address" was graciously provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
September 5, 2016
ARC provided by the publisher through Net Galley in exchange for an impartial review.
This is a sweet story starring two sweet MCs, both of whom have a communication disorder, one with speech and one with reading. It’s hard to find anything to dislike about either of them, and their romance proceeds along in a fairly uneventful way, certainly not with the angst and conflict I expected with one being the son of the state’s governor who happens to be gathering his political forces for a run toward the White House.
Michael Baldwin, son of the governor, was injured when he was shot in the head in an ambush while on active duty. After a lengthy time in a coma, and a more lengthy time recuperating in DC, he can now walk and talk but still suffers vertigo and aphasia and PTSD, so he has a service dog, Kaylee, to help him stay grounded when he has anxiety caused by any of the above.
Josh is a not-so-slender chef and co-owner of Bagel End, a Jewish bagel shop/deli owned by he and his father. Josh is bi and his dad is an understanding man, wanting only for Josh to find happiness, and hopefully, someday, children. Neither Josh nor Michael can believe their luck when they hit it off. Josh because he can’t imagine being attractive to such a hot guy, and Michael because he can’t believe anyone could put up with his behaviors during one of his frequent episodes of PTSD or anxiety. And yet they get along very well, slowly building a connection to the point where one day they finally end up in bed together.
A very lengthy, slow burn romance, this one is for those who enjoy a lot of buildup before the couple finally has sex. It’s also for those who are looking for something heartwarming—after all, there’s a dog!
Unfortunately, there were missed opportunities for angst and conflict throughout the story, the potential mostly with Michael’s family, but also between Michael and Josh. So, although I liked it, and I actually needed something soothing the weekend I read it, I think a little more action and conflict would have improved the story.
This is a sweet story starring two sweet MCs, both of whom have a communication disorder, one with speech and one with reading. It’s hard to find anything to dislike about either of them, and their romance proceeds along in a fairly uneventful way, certainly not with the angst and conflict I expected with one being the son of the state’s governor who happens to be gathering his political forces for a run toward the White House.
Michael Baldwin, son of the governor, was injured when he was shot in the head in an ambush while on active duty. After a lengthy time in a coma, and a more lengthy time recuperating in DC, he can now walk and talk but still suffers vertigo and aphasia and PTSD, so he has a service dog, Kaylee, to help him stay grounded when he has anxiety caused by any of the above.
Josh is a not-so-slender chef and co-owner of Bagel End, a Jewish bagel shop/deli owned by he and his father. Josh is bi and his dad is an understanding man, wanting only for Josh to find happiness, and hopefully, someday, children. Neither Josh nor Michael can believe their luck when they hit it off. Josh because he can’t imagine being attractive to such a hot guy, and Michael because he can’t believe anyone could put up with his behaviors during one of his frequent episodes of PTSD or anxiety. And yet they get along very well, slowly building a connection to the point where one day they finally end up in bed together.
A very lengthy, slow burn romance, this one is for those who enjoy a lot of buildup before the couple finally has sex. It’s also for those who are looking for something heartwarming—after all, there’s a dog!
Unfortunately, there were missed opportunities for angst and conflict throughout the story, the potential mostly with Michael’s family, but also between Michael and Josh. So, although I liked it, and I actually needed something soothing the weekend I read it, I think a little more action and conflict would have improved the story.
November 23, 2016
It's one of my 3* reads, meaning not much to say about it. It was nice enough, although a bit much about the dog - title could also have been 'My service dog and I'.
April 20, 2017
This was a nice story with nice main characters who had a nice courtship and a nice ending. If you like nice, this is for you. For me, I'm okay with nice, per se, but I think I went in expecting the story to be a bit edgier. Michael was an injured soldier and I guess I was wanting him to be....well, edgier. I went in expecting to read an angst-filled story filled with lots of hurt with even more comfort, ready to have my heart a mess as I read a highly emotional story. Instead, I got a nice story that was more of a "feel good" story and less of a "roller coaster for my emotions" kind of story.
Review copy provided via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
Review copy provided via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
October 26, 2016
Java Girl's review posted at Guilty Pleasures Book Reviews
Jordan S. Brock is a new to me author and I don't think I could have picked a better book for an introduction to her work than Change of Address. This gay romance featured two men, both broken in their own way. While there was some sex in this book, there was a slow build up to it and it wasn't the focus of this book. The focus was these two men finding a way to be together despite their issues, finding acceptance in one another, and for one finally being out in public despite his family retributions. Intense, highly emotional, and beautifully told I loved Change of Address.
Two years after a bullet shattered his brain and his Air Force career Michael Baldwin has escaped D.C. and his family's expectations of using him for political gains and moved to the family's summer home on Hartsbridge Island. Two years of rehab, two years of counseling and two years of trying to resume a normal life and Michael has made great strides, but he still has complications that thankfully his service dog, Kaylee is able to help him deal with. Even walking into a new place on the Island makes him nervous but the man working the counter puts him at ease and he soon looks forward to his daily visits to see Josh Goldberg.
I loved watching these two build friendship and trust throughout this book and the closer they grew the more Josh began to understand Michael's problems and how to deal with him. I was really impressed at how easily Michael shared everything with Josh and Josh's acceptance of Michael's limitations. Josh had some body issues that Michaels picked up on, but in his eyes Josh was perfect and that led Josh to realize he was more than his outward appearance.
These two had a few moments of doubt most early on before Michael disclosed everything to Josh, but for the most part their relationship was even keel and they communicated well. Josh was the calming force that Michael needed when things got tough and he also knew when to back off and let Kaylee take care of her master. Michael's acceptance and faith in everything Josh wanted to do gave Josh the courage to try despite his problems. While both men were strong on their own, together they were pretty unstoppable.
Heartwarming, full of emotion, and most of all hopeful, Change of Address was a thoroughly enjoyable.
Review copy provided for an honest review.
Jordan S. Brock is a new to me author and I don't think I could have picked a better book for an introduction to her work than Change of Address. This gay romance featured two men, both broken in their own way. While there was some sex in this book, there was a slow build up to it and it wasn't the focus of this book. The focus was these two men finding a way to be together despite their issues, finding acceptance in one another, and for one finally being out in public despite his family retributions. Intense, highly emotional, and beautifully told I loved Change of Address.
Two years after a bullet shattered his brain and his Air Force career Michael Baldwin has escaped D.C. and his family's expectations of using him for political gains and moved to the family's summer home on Hartsbridge Island. Two years of rehab, two years of counseling and two years of trying to resume a normal life and Michael has made great strides, but he still has complications that thankfully his service dog, Kaylee is able to help him deal with. Even walking into a new place on the Island makes him nervous but the man working the counter puts him at ease and he soon looks forward to his daily visits to see Josh Goldberg.
I loved watching these two build friendship and trust throughout this book and the closer they grew the more Josh began to understand Michael's problems and how to deal with him. I was really impressed at how easily Michael shared everything with Josh and Josh's acceptance of Michael's limitations. Josh had some body issues that Michaels picked up on, but in his eyes Josh was perfect and that led Josh to realize he was more than his outward appearance.
These two had a few moments of doubt most early on before Michael disclosed everything to Josh, but for the most part their relationship was even keel and they communicated well. Josh was the calming force that Michael needed when things got tough and he also knew when to back off and let Kaylee take care of her master. Michael's acceptance and faith in everything Josh wanted to do gave Josh the courage to try despite his problems. While both men were strong on their own, together they were pretty unstoppable.
Heartwarming, full of emotion, and most of all hopeful, Change of Address was a thoroughly enjoyable.
Review copy provided for an honest review.
October 25, 2016
3.5 stars. See my full review here: http://www.thenovelapproachreviews.co...
September 7, 2017
A very low-key romance, but still one I enjoyed quite a bit.
I will say though that I ate like five bagels while reading this book. It is a horrible, horrible enabler.
I will say though that I ate like five bagels while reading this book. It is a horrible, horrible enabler.
May 30, 2019
In seinen Armen zu Hause ist das erste Buch, das ich von der Autorin gelesen habe und sie konnte mich mit ihrem Schreibstil überzeugen.
Josh Goldberg führt mit seinem Vater einen erfolgreichen Bagelladen. Eines Tages betritt ein Mann den Shop, der sich etwas merkwürdig verhält.
Michael Baldwin ist der Sohn des Gouverneurs. Bei einem Militäreinsatz wurde er schwer verletzt und leidet seitdem an einer posttraumatischen Belastungsstörung. Da er immer wieder psychische Aussetzer und Panikanfälle hat, besitzt er eine Therapiehündin, Kaylee. Als er im Bagelladen Josh kennen lernt, fühlt er sich sofort zu ihm hingezogen. Aber seine immer wieder auftretenden Sprachstörungen verunsichern ihn, doch Josh zeigt viel mehr Verständnis, als erwartet. Probleme entstehen zusätzlich durch Michaels homophoben Vater, der seinen Sohn für seine egoistischen Wahlziele benutzen möchte. Da geht es natürlich nicht, dass dieser schwul ist. Als ein Foto auftaucht, auf dem Josh und Michael sich küssen, zeigt Michaels Vater einmal mehr seinen hässlichen Charakter.
Die Story hat mir gut gefallen, das Paar ist sympathisch und Michaels PTBS wurde glaubhaft dargestellt. Im Gegensatz zu Michaels Familie ist die Verwandtschaft von Josh liebenswert und hat das Herz auf dem rechten Fleck. Gerne hätte ich gelesen, wie Michael ihnen vorgestellt wird. Aber vielleicht geschieht das ja noch im nächsten Band.
Mein Dank geht an den Cursed Verlag für das erhaltene Rezensionsexemplar
Josh Goldberg führt mit seinem Vater einen erfolgreichen Bagelladen. Eines Tages betritt ein Mann den Shop, der sich etwas merkwürdig verhält.
Michael Baldwin ist der Sohn des Gouverneurs. Bei einem Militäreinsatz wurde er schwer verletzt und leidet seitdem an einer posttraumatischen Belastungsstörung. Da er immer wieder psychische Aussetzer und Panikanfälle hat, besitzt er eine Therapiehündin, Kaylee. Als er im Bagelladen Josh kennen lernt, fühlt er sich sofort zu ihm hingezogen. Aber seine immer wieder auftretenden Sprachstörungen verunsichern ihn, doch Josh zeigt viel mehr Verständnis, als erwartet. Probleme entstehen zusätzlich durch Michaels homophoben Vater, der seinen Sohn für seine egoistischen Wahlziele benutzen möchte. Da geht es natürlich nicht, dass dieser schwul ist. Als ein Foto auftaucht, auf dem Josh und Michael sich küssen, zeigt Michaels Vater einmal mehr seinen hässlichen Charakter.
Die Story hat mir gut gefallen, das Paar ist sympathisch und Michaels PTBS wurde glaubhaft dargestellt. Im Gegensatz zu Michaels Familie ist die Verwandtschaft von Josh liebenswert und hat das Herz auf dem rechten Fleck. Gerne hätte ich gelesen, wie Michael ihnen vorgestellt wird. Aber vielleicht geschieht das ja noch im nächsten Band.
Mein Dank geht an den Cursed Verlag für das erhaltene Rezensionsexemplar
April 25, 2019
Darum geht's:
Das Sommerhaus auf der kleinen, verträumten Insel vor der US-amerikanischen Ostküste scheint Michael der richtige Ort zu sein, um sich weiter von seiner Kriegsverletzung zu erholen. Da er nie wieder ganz gesund werden wird, ist er sehr froh über seine Assistenzhündin Kaylee, die für ihn die Auswirkungen seiner posttraumatischen Belastungsstörung abmildern kann.
Der immer gut gelaunte Josh zieht Michael nicht nur wegen der leckeren Bagels an, die er in seinem Laden verkauft. Doch bisher hat sich Michael nach seiner Verwundung auf One Night Stands beschränkt, denn mit seinen vielen Einschränkungen kann er bei einem potenziellen Partner nicht auf Verständnis hoffen - meint er.
Meine Meinung dazu gibt’s hier
Das Sommerhaus auf der kleinen, verträumten Insel vor der US-amerikanischen Ostküste scheint Michael der richtige Ort zu sein, um sich weiter von seiner Kriegsverletzung zu erholen. Da er nie wieder ganz gesund werden wird, ist er sehr froh über seine Assistenzhündin Kaylee, die für ihn die Auswirkungen seiner posttraumatischen Belastungsstörung abmildern kann.
Der immer gut gelaunte Josh zieht Michael nicht nur wegen der leckeren Bagels an, die er in seinem Laden verkauft. Doch bisher hat sich Michael nach seiner Verwundung auf One Night Stands beschränkt, denn mit seinen vielen Einschränkungen kann er bei einem potenziellen Partner nicht auf Verständnis hoffen - meint er.
Meine Meinung dazu gibt’s hier
August 11, 2017
Im Ferienhaus seiner Familie hat Michael Baldwin glückliche Zeiten als Kind verlebt. Und dorthin zieht er sich zurück um den Forderungen und Erwartungen seiner ehrgeizigen Familie entgehen. Sein Vater ist Gouverneur und erwartet, dass Michael den politischen Weg seiner Vorfahren folgt. Doch Michael denkt gar nicht daran. Überhaupt muss er sein Leben irgendwie wieder auf die Reihe bekommen. Denn Michael ist ein Kriegsveteran, der selbst nach fast drei Jahren noch immer mit PTDS, Sprachschwierigkeiten, Panik und körperlichen Problemen zu kämpfen hat. Sein Servicehund Kaylee ist ständig an seiner Seite und scheint auch die einzige Stütze in seinem Leben zu sein.
Josh Goldberg betreibt auf Hartsbridge Island gemeinsam mit seinem Vater einen gutgehenden Bagelshop. Aufregend ist sein Leben nicht, aber er ist zufrieden und durchaus glücklich. Doch der neue, mysteriöse Kunde bringt ein wenig Abwechslung in seinen Alltag und Josh fiebert jeden Morgen entgegen; in der Hoffnung den stillen Mann mit seinem Hund wiederzusehen. Langsam entwickelt sich zwischen ihnen eine zaghafte Bekanntschaft, die zu einer Freundschaft anwächst. Aber ist Freundschaft alles, was zwischen ihnen sein kann?
of Address ist eine sehr ruhige, bedächtige und doch intensive Geschichte. Michael zerbricht fast unter dem Druck seiner egoistischen Familie und kämpft sich mühsam durch seinen Tag, der immer wieder neue Herausforderungen mit sich bringt. Ein Kopfschuss hat ihn fast das Leben gekostet, doch es kostet ihn unfassbar viel Mühe und Anstrengung zurück in die Normalität zu finden. Menschenmassen meidet er, Geräusche und hastige Bewegungen können sofort Panik auslösen.
Josh findet er sympathisch und er fühlt sich zu ihm hingezogen. Doch Michael hat Angst sich diesem Fremden zu öffnen, der keine Ahnung hat was Michael alles bewegt, sorgt und stresst. Es erscheint nicht fair ihm das zuzumuten. Doch Josh spürt ebenfalls dieses Band zwischen ihnen und er beweist sehr viel Geduld und Ausdauer, auch wenn er selbst nicht frei von Zweifeln, Ängsten und Unsicherheiten ist. Denn Josh sieht sich jetzt nicht als besonders guten Fang an.
Die Schule hat er abgebrochen und mit seinem Äußeren ist er auch nicht gerade zufrieden. Und wer lebt in seinem Alter noch immer mit dem Vater zusammen? Und doch finden sie sich. Lernen sich kennen und schätzen. Josh und Michael sind ein ungewöhnliches Paar, das viel Zeit braucht um sich wirklich zu finden und dann auch zu vertrauen.
Viel Action, Drama oder Sex darf man sich hier nicht erwarten. Im Hintergrund gibt es noch immer die Erwartungshaltung von Michaels Familie, doch der Fokus bleibt auf Michael und Josh. Zwar muss Michael am Ende doch eine Entscheidung treffen und sich von seinen Ängsten lösen, aber dieser Erzählstrang nimmt nur kurz Raum in der Geschichte ein. Mir hat die Geschichte sehr gut gefallen, aber man muss sich eben auf die Erzählweise und die Schwierigkeiten der Protagonisten einlassen. Trotzdem ist das Buch an keiner Stelle langweilig oder langatmig.
Josh Goldberg betreibt auf Hartsbridge Island gemeinsam mit seinem Vater einen gutgehenden Bagelshop. Aufregend ist sein Leben nicht, aber er ist zufrieden und durchaus glücklich. Doch der neue, mysteriöse Kunde bringt ein wenig Abwechslung in seinen Alltag und Josh fiebert jeden Morgen entgegen; in der Hoffnung den stillen Mann mit seinem Hund wiederzusehen. Langsam entwickelt sich zwischen ihnen eine zaghafte Bekanntschaft, die zu einer Freundschaft anwächst. Aber ist Freundschaft alles, was zwischen ihnen sein kann?
of Address ist eine sehr ruhige, bedächtige und doch intensive Geschichte. Michael zerbricht fast unter dem Druck seiner egoistischen Familie und kämpft sich mühsam durch seinen Tag, der immer wieder neue Herausforderungen mit sich bringt. Ein Kopfschuss hat ihn fast das Leben gekostet, doch es kostet ihn unfassbar viel Mühe und Anstrengung zurück in die Normalität zu finden. Menschenmassen meidet er, Geräusche und hastige Bewegungen können sofort Panik auslösen.
Josh findet er sympathisch und er fühlt sich zu ihm hingezogen. Doch Michael hat Angst sich diesem Fremden zu öffnen, der keine Ahnung hat was Michael alles bewegt, sorgt und stresst. Es erscheint nicht fair ihm das zuzumuten. Doch Josh spürt ebenfalls dieses Band zwischen ihnen und er beweist sehr viel Geduld und Ausdauer, auch wenn er selbst nicht frei von Zweifeln, Ängsten und Unsicherheiten ist. Denn Josh sieht sich jetzt nicht als besonders guten Fang an.
Die Schule hat er abgebrochen und mit seinem Äußeren ist er auch nicht gerade zufrieden. Und wer lebt in seinem Alter noch immer mit dem Vater zusammen? Und doch finden sie sich. Lernen sich kennen und schätzen. Josh und Michael sind ein ungewöhnliches Paar, das viel Zeit braucht um sich wirklich zu finden und dann auch zu vertrauen.
Viel Action, Drama oder Sex darf man sich hier nicht erwarten. Im Hintergrund gibt es noch immer die Erwartungshaltung von Michaels Familie, doch der Fokus bleibt auf Michael und Josh. Zwar muss Michael am Ende doch eine Entscheidung treffen und sich von seinen Ängsten lösen, aber dieser Erzählstrang nimmt nur kurz Raum in der Geschichte ein. Mir hat die Geschichte sehr gut gefallen, aber man muss sich eben auf die Erzählweise und die Schwierigkeiten der Protagonisten einlassen. Trotzdem ist das Buch an keiner Stelle langweilig oder langatmig.
October 13, 2016
3.25 stars
The first book of Hartsbridge Island universe, Change of Address was a slow-paced and sweet story of two characters with disability, grappling to live a normal life. This is my first Jordan S. Brock's book and I considered this a somewhat success debut. With a couple of notes.
What I liked was the characters: former Air Force Michael, Bagel maker Josh and his father, and - of course - Michael's service dog, Kaylee. Dad - or Mr. Goldberg - was easily the most awesome parent any offspring could ask for, especially an adoptive one. He had the kind of unconditional love no mater what sexual orientation his son had and in general saw the good in people. He quite lifted up the mood of the story for me.
On the relationship front, I loved the way Josh's and Michael's reluctant chemistry turned into something so wonderful and the understanding between them after was awesome. Of course, Kaylee the pup also had huge contribution to smooth their relationship.
What I didn't get really though, was Josh's past failures with his exes making him very self-conscious. I felt that this issue wasn't being recounted enough; especially given how the last ex mentioned, I expected there was more story there.
The disability part was more obvious on Michael - understandable, since the impact was quite severe - yet I thought that Josh's trouble with reading was being too simplified here. That saying, it's really touching to read these two adapted to each other; how often early on Josh's assumption over Michael proven wrong and he learned from those almost mistakes.
I just wish Michael's wouldn't be so stereotypically portrayed as they were here; ambitious
and bigot politician couple treating their progeny liked corporate assets. I also thought for all Michael's intimated that he's close to his sister, it didn't really show.
Okay I'm gonna stop before I sound too fussy and nitpicking. One last thing though: what's with the prospect of bad weather as epilogue of the story?? Seriously, personally it made me wary as if there's bad thing looming about to happen in their near future. Perhaps it's to be continued on the next Hartsbridge Island story, I just hope it wouldn't be something bad.
Advanced copy of this book is kindly provided by the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
The first book of Hartsbridge Island universe, Change of Address was a slow-paced and sweet story of two characters with disability, grappling to live a normal life. This is my first Jordan S. Brock's book and I considered this a somewhat success debut. With a couple of notes.
What I liked was the characters: former Air Force Michael, Bagel maker Josh and his father, and - of course - Michael's service dog, Kaylee. Dad - or Mr. Goldberg - was easily the most awesome parent any offspring could ask for, especially an adoptive one. He had the kind of unconditional love no mater what sexual orientation his son had and in general saw the good in people. He quite lifted up the mood of the story for me.
On the relationship front, I loved the way Josh's and Michael's reluctant chemistry turned into something so wonderful and the understanding between them after was awesome. Of course, Kaylee the pup also had huge contribution to smooth their relationship.
What I didn't get really though, was Josh's past failures with his exes making him very self-conscious. I felt that this issue wasn't being recounted enough; especially given how the last ex mentioned, I expected there was more story there.
The disability part was more obvious on Michael - understandable, since the impact was quite severe - yet I thought that Josh's trouble with reading was being too simplified here. That saying, it's really touching to read these two adapted to each other; how often early on Josh's assumption over Michael proven wrong and he learned from those almost mistakes.
I just wish Michael's wouldn't be so stereotypically portrayed as they were here; ambitious
and bigot politician couple treating their progeny liked corporate assets. I also thought for all Michael's intimated that he's close to his sister, it didn't really show.
Okay I'm gonna stop before I sound too fussy and nitpicking. One last thing though: what's with the prospect of bad weather as epilogue of the story?? Seriously, personally it made me wary as if there's bad thing looming about to happen in their near future. Perhaps it's to be continued on the next Hartsbridge Island story, I just hope it wouldn't be something bad.
Advanced copy of this book is kindly provided by the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
October 24, 2016
My Review:
Whoa...this book was so much more than I expected and I loved that. It's always a risk when you pick up a new author, but this risk was a good one. I do really enjoy this author's voice. It was an extremely readable book with a very sweet romantic story. I fell totally in love with Josh and Michael.
Josh grew up on this small island. He and his dad run the local bagel shop. He's used to the comings and goings of the rich tourists. His family is a big NYC Jewish family...lots of extended, nosy family, but on the island, it's just him and his dad. Luckily his father is very accepting of Josh's bisexuality. As long as he eventually gets grandkids somehow, he's completely supportive of Josh.
Michael comes from a very different family. His father is a cold senator with his political ambitions focused completely on the White House. He and Michael have never seen eye to eye since Michael joined the military, but now he sees Michael as a commodity for his campaign. There's nothing better than a wounded military vet that his father can parade out in front of the masses. The issue...Michael's brain trauma canNOT deal with that kind of pressure or stress.
So Michael escapes to the family vacation estate on the island with his service dog...LOVED her so much.
On the surface, Michael and Josh have nothing in common. They come from completely different backgrounds, but there's an instant attraction for both of them...although neither thinks he deserves it.
This was such a good book just because there were so many real-life obstacles standing in the way of their happiness. And all of them felt very believable. The author wrote both of these characters incredibly well...most especially their challenges that they both have. I thoroughly enjoyed reading the book and cannot wait to read more from this author. This was a fabulous beginning!!
I received a complimentary copy of this book in return for an honest review.
Whoa...this book was so much more than I expected and I loved that. It's always a risk when you pick up a new author, but this risk was a good one. I do really enjoy this author's voice. It was an extremely readable book with a very sweet romantic story. I fell totally in love with Josh and Michael.
Josh grew up on this small island. He and his dad run the local bagel shop. He's used to the comings and goings of the rich tourists. His family is a big NYC Jewish family...lots of extended, nosy family, but on the island, it's just him and his dad. Luckily his father is very accepting of Josh's bisexuality. As long as he eventually gets grandkids somehow, he's completely supportive of Josh.
Michael comes from a very different family. His father is a cold senator with his political ambitions focused completely on the White House. He and Michael have never seen eye to eye since Michael joined the military, but now he sees Michael as a commodity for his campaign. There's nothing better than a wounded military vet that his father can parade out in front of the masses. The issue...Michael's brain trauma canNOT deal with that kind of pressure or stress.
So Michael escapes to the family vacation estate on the island with his service dog...LOVED her so much.
On the surface, Michael and Josh have nothing in common. They come from completely different backgrounds, but there's an instant attraction for both of them...although neither thinks he deserves it.
This was such a good book just because there were so many real-life obstacles standing in the way of their happiness. And all of them felt very believable. The author wrote both of these characters incredibly well...most especially their challenges that they both have. I thoroughly enjoyed reading the book and cannot wait to read more from this author. This was a fabulous beginning!!
I received a complimentary copy of this book in return for an honest review.
December 7, 2016
I'm not sure what I expected, but Jordan S. Brock delivered so much more. I adored both Josh and Michael almost from the moment they were introduced. They were both as strong as they were admirable.
There was so much love from me for Josh and Michael that it was absurdly easy to detest both Governor Baldwin and anyone associated with him. So much more than you get in the description, as if that wasn't enough. The son that he practically disowned because of his choice to join the military is suddenly the perfect asset to his campaign.
Then there was Josh's family. They were loud, supportive, accepting and loving. Everything that Michael's family wasn't. Still, something was missing in Josh's life that he didn't expect to find in someone like Michael. Watching them get to know each other and eventually grow to trust each other was one of many things I loved about this story.
Oh and as much as I loved Josh and Michael, I couldn't pick a favorite between the two. That's because neither one of them were my favorite character. No, that honor belongs solely to Kaylee, Michael's canine companion. ;) I never considered a dog being a service companion for someone suffering from PTSD, but the more I experienced the connection between Michael and Kaylee, the more logical it became. She also suffered her own brand of discrimination, which made me lover her and Michael even more.
By the end of Change of Address, I was excited to discover that it was part of a series. Which pretty much guarantees that even though this was my first Jordan S. Brock book, it will most definitely be my last.
I received Change of Address in exchange for a fair and honest review.
There was so much love from me for Josh and Michael that it was absurdly easy to detest both Governor Baldwin and anyone associated with him. So much more than you get in the description, as if that wasn't enough. The son that he practically disowned because of his choice to join the military is suddenly the perfect asset to his campaign.
Then there was Josh's family. They were loud, supportive, accepting and loving. Everything that Michael's family wasn't. Still, something was missing in Josh's life that he didn't expect to find in someone like Michael. Watching them get to know each other and eventually grow to trust each other was one of many things I loved about this story.
Oh and as much as I loved Josh and Michael, I couldn't pick a favorite between the two. That's because neither one of them were my favorite character. No, that honor belongs solely to Kaylee, Michael's canine companion. ;) I never considered a dog being a service companion for someone suffering from PTSD, but the more I experienced the connection between Michael and Kaylee, the more logical it became. She also suffered her own brand of discrimination, which made me lover her and Michael even more.
By the end of Change of Address, I was excited to discover that it was part of a series. Which pretty much guarantees that even though this was my first Jordan S. Brock book, it will most definitely be my last.
I received Change of Address in exchange for a fair and honest review.
November 16, 2016
A Joyfully Jay review.
4 stars
I really liked watching their courtship unfold. The added tension of Michael’s demanding father was interesting, as well. Josh and Michael are both sweet guys and they complement each other in personality and skill sets. Josh is embarrassed regarding his lack of education and Michael supports him without shame. Michael struggles with simple tasks in public, like talking to strangers—or even loved ones—and Josh give him the space and quiet reassurance he needs to unwind his tension. Also, food. Josh fed Michael enough bagels, soup, and deli creations to do a Bubbe proud.
There’s not a lot of sexytimes, but they do make some magic happen. I liked that this was a slow burn, because it demonstrated a commitment for each man to be sure it was the right thing, and that the act was more than a physical release. Michael, especially, had to ensure this, as he’d made a habit of using anonymous hook-ups to cope with his disability. Their banter is sweet and tender, and their fierce devotion felt believable once they got past the initial (also believable)
awkwardness. Michael’s PTSD was considerately treated, and the secondary characters were fleshy enough to feel real. I particularly liked the community response to Michael—how they were kind and accepting of Kaylee, his sweetheart of a German shepard. Knowing people who’ve had service dogs, the descriptions of that behavior felt authentic. It also made me laugh when she “critiqued” Josh in the bedroom…
4 stars
I really liked watching their courtship unfold. The added tension of Michael’s demanding father was interesting, as well. Josh and Michael are both sweet guys and they complement each other in personality and skill sets. Josh is embarrassed regarding his lack of education and Michael supports him without shame. Michael struggles with simple tasks in public, like talking to strangers—or even loved ones—and Josh give him the space and quiet reassurance he needs to unwind his tension. Also, food. Josh fed Michael enough bagels, soup, and deli creations to do a Bubbe proud.
There’s not a lot of sexytimes, but they do make some magic happen. I liked that this was a slow burn, because it demonstrated a commitment for each man to be sure it was the right thing, and that the act was more than a physical release. Michael, especially, had to ensure this, as he’d made a habit of using anonymous hook-ups to cope with his disability. Their banter is sweet and tender, and their fierce devotion felt believable once they got past the initial (also believable)
awkwardness. Michael’s PTSD was considerately treated, and the secondary characters were fleshy enough to feel real. I particularly liked the community response to Michael—how they were kind and accepting of Kaylee, his sweetheart of a German shepard. Knowing people who’ve had service dogs, the descriptions of that behavior felt authentic. It also made me laugh when she “critiqued” Josh in the bedroom…
October 28, 2016
4,5 stars.
It is such a sweet, lovely book, a perfect comfort read, especially after something emotionally draining. It is not light and it is not superficial. Just a very gentle, romantic and at the same time realistic story of two people slowly finding their way to each other. It's awkward sometimes - just like it is in real life, with all those insecurities people have: does he like me like me or is he just friendly? How do I ask for his cell number? Why doesn't he answer my text in, like, fifteen minutes, does he hate me? What if he doesn't like me with my clothes off?
Both Michael and Josh are such likable characters. Michael is in a dark place because of his trauma (and his HORRIBLE parents) but he has Kaylee, a wonderful, wonderful dog. Any story benefits from a good dog, if you ask me :) And Kaylee is really like a third main character in this one, and it is great. And Josh is a rock, despite his own problems. And together they are beautiful and their story is full of hope and heartwarming.
It is such a sweet, lovely book, a perfect comfort read, especially after something emotionally draining. It is not light and it is not superficial. Just a very gentle, romantic and at the same time realistic story of two people slowly finding their way to each other. It's awkward sometimes - just like it is in real life, with all those insecurities people have: does he like me like me or is he just friendly? How do I ask for his cell number? Why doesn't he answer my text in, like, fifteen minutes, does he hate me? What if he doesn't like me with my clothes off?
Both Michael and Josh are such likable characters. Michael is in a dark place because of his trauma (and his HORRIBLE parents) but he has Kaylee, a wonderful, wonderful dog. Any story benefits from a good dog, if you ask me :) And Kaylee is really like a third main character in this one, and it is great. And Josh is a rock, despite his own problems. And together they are beautiful and their story is full of hope and heartwarming.
August 26, 2016
When you want to love a book and you're pretty sure it's going to be great (because...wounded hero and service dog!!!).....only to be left disappointed. Here's the thing: this book had the recipe to be a total success but it didn't live up to its potential.
Michael's character was nicely written and I feel like his PTSD, anxiety and depression were pretty accurate and researched. BUT... this book was supposed to be a romance between two men, and Michael's strong relationship with his service dog took the focus away from Josh and Michael together.
Michael and Josh were "cute", but I don't need cute in my books unless they're YA. Michael and Josh are both mature men so I wanted and NEEDED to see some intensity and sexual heat between them. Unfortunately everything was too tame and innocent for my liking.
This wasn't a bad book by any means, but if you're expecting this book to rock your world you're in for some disappointment. If an easy read with some tame romance is more your cuppa, then this book is definitely for you.
Michael's character was nicely written and I feel like his PTSD, anxiety and depression were pretty accurate and researched. BUT... this book was supposed to be a romance between two men, and Michael's strong relationship with his service dog took the focus away from Josh and Michael together.
Michael and Josh were "cute", but I don't need cute in my books unless they're YA. Michael and Josh are both mature men so I wanted and NEEDED to see some intensity and sexual heat between them. Unfortunately everything was too tame and innocent for my liking.
This wasn't a bad book by any means, but if you're expecting this book to rock your world you're in for some disappointment. If an easy read with some tame romance is more your cuppa, then this book is definitely for you.
March 14, 2018
I loved this book but I would've liked to had some more back story on Michael and Josh. Michael struggles with ptsd and he with the awesome Kaylee come back, after 10 years away, to the island. They come across Josh at his family bagel shop and the slow burn begins. They have some bumps but this was such a sweet story, how could it not be, it's set in one of the New England states, I've always romanticized that entire area! Loved Joshs dad and the unconditional support and love for his son. Neither MC attempts to save the other, but is there to help and support the other. Loved it and hope book two in this series is as good.
June 26, 2019
Die Geschichte von Michael und Josh ist keine leichte, denn Michael wurde im Einsatz als Soldat verwundert und leidet seither an einer schweren PTBS, die im Buch mehr als einmal plötzlich zutage tritt, und das macht es für beide Männer nicht gerade einfach, näher zueinander zu finden und sich zu vertrauen.
Zudem hütet Michael anfangs ein Geheimnis, das alles noch viel schlimmer macht für ihn, denn er stammt aus einer Politikerfamilie, in der das Wort 'Liebe' ein Fremdwort ist. Es dreht sich alles nur um seinen homophoben Vater und dessen Karriere, ganz gleich, ob das Michaels PTBS verschlimmert oder nicht. Die einzige Person in seiner furchtbaren Sippschaft, die ihm überhaupt hilft und die versteht, wie es ihm geht, ist seine Schwester.
Josh ist da ganz anders. Er hat einen Vater, der alles für ihn tun würde, und eine große Familie, die ihn nur zu gern verheiratet sehen würde – ob mit einer Frau oder einem Mann ist egal. Und Josh ist es auch, der Michael nach und nach zeigt, dass es solche Familien wirklich gibt, aber vor allem liebt er Kaylee, Michaels Assistenzhund, ohne den er überhaupt nicht klarkäme.
Die Geschichte stellt die PTBS nicht in den Vordergrund, sondern legt das Hauptaugenmerk auf die Romanze zwischen Michael und Josh, aber sie kehrt sie auch nicht unter den Tisch. Für mich war es das richtige Mittelmaß, denn Michael hat mit dem Druck seiner egoistischen Familie schon genug zu kämpfen. Für ihn ist jeder Tag ohne Rückfall, ohne Flashback, ein gewonnener Tag und als dann Josh in sein Leben tritt, wird das Leben, das er derzeit führt und das eigentlich nur ein Existieren ist, endlich wieder etwas fröhlicher. Endlich findet Michael einen Sinn in sich selbst und lernt langsam, dass es weit mehr gibt, als allein für sich zu bleiben, aus Angst, dass seine PTBS ihm mal wieder einen Strich durch die Rechnung macht.
Durch Josh findet er am Ende den Mut, sich gegen seinen Vater zu stellen und die Einladung anzunehmen, Mitglied einer neuen Familie zu werden.
Zudem hütet Michael anfangs ein Geheimnis, das alles noch viel schlimmer macht für ihn, denn er stammt aus einer Politikerfamilie, in der das Wort 'Liebe' ein Fremdwort ist. Es dreht sich alles nur um seinen homophoben Vater und dessen Karriere, ganz gleich, ob das Michaels PTBS verschlimmert oder nicht. Die einzige Person in seiner furchtbaren Sippschaft, die ihm überhaupt hilft und die versteht, wie es ihm geht, ist seine Schwester.
Josh ist da ganz anders. Er hat einen Vater, der alles für ihn tun würde, und eine große Familie, die ihn nur zu gern verheiratet sehen würde – ob mit einer Frau oder einem Mann ist egal. Und Josh ist es auch, der Michael nach und nach zeigt, dass es solche Familien wirklich gibt, aber vor allem liebt er Kaylee, Michaels Assistenzhund, ohne den er überhaupt nicht klarkäme.
Die Geschichte stellt die PTBS nicht in den Vordergrund, sondern legt das Hauptaugenmerk auf die Romanze zwischen Michael und Josh, aber sie kehrt sie auch nicht unter den Tisch. Für mich war es das richtige Mittelmaß, denn Michael hat mit dem Druck seiner egoistischen Familie schon genug zu kämpfen. Für ihn ist jeder Tag ohne Rückfall, ohne Flashback, ein gewonnener Tag und als dann Josh in sein Leben tritt, wird das Leben, das er derzeit führt und das eigentlich nur ein Existieren ist, endlich wieder etwas fröhlicher. Endlich findet Michael einen Sinn in sich selbst und lernt langsam, dass es weit mehr gibt, als allein für sich zu bleiben, aus Angst, dass seine PTBS ihm mal wieder einen Strich durch die Rechnung macht.
Durch Josh findet er am Ende den Mut, sich gegen seinen Vater zu stellen und die Einladung anzunehmen, Mitglied einer neuen Familie zu werden.
December 15, 2017
What a beautiful book, definitely a new favorite for me. Michael moves to the town where he once vacationed with his family to start a new chapter of his life, and he meets Josh, who runs the local bagel shop with his dad. There are a few dramatic moments, but the book is mostly made up of quiet, domestic scenes, with lots of immersive details about these characters' daily lives.
I wanted to read this book because of the service dog, and she plays a big role. She's very important to Michael, who has PTSD as well as some problems related to brain injury. She comes across as an ordinary but exceptionally well-trained dog, who is Michael's best friend. There is no unrealistic situation where she saves the day; instead, we see her helping Michael live an ordinary life, which is a quiet and steady kind of heroism.
Michael and Josh are both hesitant at first to show each other they're interested and aren't sure they are actually dating at first. So the romance moves slowly, but it's very sweet. After the first time Josh witnesses one of Michael's bad episodes, they talk things over, and Josh learns how best to help. He doesn't try to take over when Michael is distressed, just supports him. They become totally devoted to each other, and I completely believe in their happy ending. They're so relaxed and natural together. There's only one detailed sex scene, but it's written well and very romantic.
I really like the close bond between Josh and his dad, as well as the mentions of their extended family. It's clear that they all love each other very much, and it's so heartwarming in the end to know that Michael will always be part of this family also, since he starts out the book nearly all alone in the world, with only his dog and his absent sister on his side.
Michael is gay, and he faces some serious homophobia at one point, although it isn't really a major theme in the book. But if you avoid reading about homophobia at all, this isn't the book for you. Josh is bisexual, and his family completely accepts him.
I'm from a small town originally and I don't romanticize small-town life in general, but it was impossible for me not to enjoy spending time in this lovely little community, which seems like a real place. I loved the minor characters, like the Millers. I would be happy to read more stories set here, and anything else from this author!
I wanted to read this book because of the service dog, and she plays a big role. She's very important to Michael, who has PTSD as well as some problems related to brain injury. She comes across as an ordinary but exceptionally well-trained dog, who is Michael's best friend. There is no unrealistic situation where she saves the day; instead, we see her helping Michael live an ordinary life, which is a quiet and steady kind of heroism.
Michael and Josh are both hesitant at first to show each other they're interested and aren't sure they are actually dating at first. So the romance moves slowly, but it's very sweet. After the first time Josh witnesses one of Michael's bad episodes, they talk things over, and Josh learns how best to help. He doesn't try to take over when Michael is distressed, just supports him. They become totally devoted to each other, and I completely believe in their happy ending. They're so relaxed and natural together. There's only one detailed sex scene, but it's written well and very romantic.
I really like the close bond between Josh and his dad, as well as the mentions of their extended family. It's clear that they all love each other very much, and it's so heartwarming in the end to know that Michael will always be part of this family also, since he starts out the book nearly all alone in the world, with only his dog and his absent sister on his side.
Michael is gay, and he faces some serious homophobia at one point, although it isn't really a major theme in the book. But if you avoid reading about homophobia at all, this isn't the book for you. Josh is bisexual, and his family completely accepts him.
I'm from a small town originally and I don't romanticize small-town life in general, but it was impossible for me not to enjoy spending time in this lovely little community, which seems like a real place. I loved the minor characters, like the Millers. I would be happy to read more stories set here, and anything else from this author!
August 16, 2018
This was a sweet, comforting read! I really identified with one of the MCs, Michael, and I was so happy to see him find a place where he could be loved and accepted for who he is. He has a service dog, Kaylee, who is always with him and a character in her own right. I really liked that.
September 15, 2016
I received one copy of this book at no charge in exchange for my honest review. This review was first posted on Nautical Star Books
Change of Address by Jordan S. Brock is a slow and sweet gay romance featuring Michael, (wounded warrior), his loyal service dog, and Josh, bagel shop owner extraordinaire. And while there were a lot of things I loved about this story, it lacked a certain oomph to it that would have really grabbed my attention.
Michael is the son of an up and coming politician. He wants nothing to do with politics and is struggling to recover after a traumatic injury sustained while in the air force. He comes back to the quiet little island town he used to vacation at as a child to find peace while he heals. His service dog, an amazing German Shepherd named Kaylee, is a HUGE part of this story. So much so that I think the focus was more on the bond between her and Michael rather than Michael and Josh. Which, don't get me wrong, is the way a bond between service dog and human SHOULD be. It was truly beautiful to read about her training, care and the ways she used to keep him steady. I have owned shepherds all my life and I think she was my favorite part of the whole story.
Josh is a townie, co owner of the local bagel shop with his dad and an all around cute guy. A little hard on himself since he has some learning problems and very little education. He has a few extra pounds on him (he does love his bagels) and doesn't think of himself as much of a catch but he falls hard for Michael and is so incredibly understanding about Michael's limitations and physical complications.
Michael intrigues me. His history and injury in the service blend together to make him a unique balance of sophisticated yet shy and insecure. Josh is younger than Michael but hard working and very grounded. They really make a beautiful couple, but there seems to be little heat between them for most of the story. I wanted a bit more relationship developing. They do talk to each other about their backgrounds and personal struggles....I guess I just couldn't really feel the romance for most of the story. About 3/4 of the way in you start really getting a glimpse into their feelings for each other so I think it ended on a strong note.
I was really rooting for Michael and Josh. They had emotional, physical and family issues to deal with but eventually managed to overcome those obstacles and really create a beautiful relationship with each other.
If you are looking for a slow, sweet romance then Change of Address by Jordan S. Brock is a great choice. Especially if you are a dog lover since Kaylee was just awesome!
Change of Address by Jordan S. Brock is a slow and sweet gay romance featuring Michael, (wounded warrior), his loyal service dog, and Josh, bagel shop owner extraordinaire. And while there were a lot of things I loved about this story, it lacked a certain oomph to it that would have really grabbed my attention.
Michael is the son of an up and coming politician. He wants nothing to do with politics and is struggling to recover after a traumatic injury sustained while in the air force. He comes back to the quiet little island town he used to vacation at as a child to find peace while he heals. His service dog, an amazing German Shepherd named Kaylee, is a HUGE part of this story. So much so that I think the focus was more on the bond between her and Michael rather than Michael and Josh. Which, don't get me wrong, is the way a bond between service dog and human SHOULD be. It was truly beautiful to read about her training, care and the ways she used to keep him steady. I have owned shepherds all my life and I think she was my favorite part of the whole story.
Josh is a townie, co owner of the local bagel shop with his dad and an all around cute guy. A little hard on himself since he has some learning problems and very little education. He has a few extra pounds on him (he does love his bagels) and doesn't think of himself as much of a catch but he falls hard for Michael and is so incredibly understanding about Michael's limitations and physical complications.
Michael intrigues me. His history and injury in the service blend together to make him a unique balance of sophisticated yet shy and insecure. Josh is younger than Michael but hard working and very grounded. They really make a beautiful couple, but there seems to be little heat between them for most of the story. I wanted a bit more relationship developing. They do talk to each other about their backgrounds and personal struggles....I guess I just couldn't really feel the romance for most of the story. About 3/4 of the way in you start really getting a glimpse into their feelings for each other so I think it ended on a strong note.
I was really rooting for Michael and Josh. They had emotional, physical and family issues to deal with but eventually managed to overcome those obstacles and really create a beautiful relationship with each other.
If you are looking for a slow, sweet romance then Change of Address by Jordan S. Brock is a great choice. Especially if you are a dog lover since Kaylee was just awesome!
January 3, 2023
4.5 Stars ~ If there's one thing I'm familiar with in this world, it's the concept of comfort food. I'm a firm believer that it can definitely reduce stress and anxiety, give a much needed pick-me-up, and make your hurt and pain take a backseat, even if only for a while. I loved it that Josh and his dad own a bagel/deli shop on this island community in New Hampshire. It's hard to find good bagels outside of New York City and Josh's recipes come straight from Brooklyn and his bubbe. That's also where he gets the need to feed people. *grins* I thought it was a wonderful way to have Michael and Josh meet, while also setting the stage for a friendship and possibly more.
Michael comes from a wealthy, uptight political family, where whom you know, where you went to school, what you do, and whom you marry are the most important things imaginable. He has fought against it his whole life, going so far as to drop out of Dartmouth and join the Air Force instead of being forced to study law, join the family firm, and then move into politics. Michael was shot in the head while overseas and now suffers from PTSD which is where Kaylee, his therapy dog, comes in. Josh's family is Jewish, working class, full-time residents on the island, and Josh dropped out of high school when he was a teenager because his dad was going through treatment for cancer and Josh had to take over running Bagel End. His mom died when he was young from a serious heart condition so it's just the two of them and the business they run. Josh is a townie and Michael is a mainlander, something Josh is far more aware of than Michael is.
I really loved the way the author wrote Michael's character and the struggles he endures because of his PTSD. It gave me a much broader and more insightful understanding of what was going on in Michael's head. I also truly adored the way Josh and Michael's romance comes about so slowly and gently. The reality of both men's insecurities was handled with real life issues and concerns which made the characters more real to me. The drama with Michael's family-values driven governor father was expected but I liked that it didn't take over completely.
A beautiful story that had me falling in love with the characters, including some fabulous secondary ones, and completely head over heels for Kaylee. I have a much greater understanding and appreciation of the importance of PTSD therapy dogs, and I enjoyed learning about all their various capabilities.
NOTE: This book was provided by Riptide Publishing for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews
Michael comes from a wealthy, uptight political family, where whom you know, where you went to school, what you do, and whom you marry are the most important things imaginable. He has fought against it his whole life, going so far as to drop out of Dartmouth and join the Air Force instead of being forced to study law, join the family firm, and then move into politics. Michael was shot in the head while overseas and now suffers from PTSD which is where Kaylee, his therapy dog, comes in. Josh's family is Jewish, working class, full-time residents on the island, and Josh dropped out of high school when he was a teenager because his dad was going through treatment for cancer and Josh had to take over running Bagel End. His mom died when he was young from a serious heart condition so it's just the two of them and the business they run. Josh is a townie and Michael is a mainlander, something Josh is far more aware of than Michael is.
I really loved the way the author wrote Michael's character and the struggles he endures because of his PTSD. It gave me a much broader and more insightful understanding of what was going on in Michael's head. I also truly adored the way Josh and Michael's romance comes about so slowly and gently. The reality of both men's insecurities was handled with real life issues and concerns which made the characters more real to me. The drama with Michael's family-values driven governor father was expected but I liked that it didn't take over completely.
A beautiful story that had me falling in love with the characters, including some fabulous secondary ones, and completely head over heels for Kaylee. I have a much greater understanding and appreciation of the importance of PTSD therapy dogs, and I enjoyed learning about all their various capabilities.
NOTE: This book was provided by Riptide Publishing for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews
November 21, 2016
This review was written for Joyfully Jay Reviews, and can be accessed here: http://joyfullyjay.com/2016/11/review...
Michael Baldwin is a retired Air Force sergeant, a wounded veteran who barely survived a bullet to the head. After two years of therapy and learning to manage his agoraphobia and anxiety with the help of a service dog, he’s ready to live on his own—in the sheltered community of Hartsbridge Island, New Hampshire. There, Michael can stay off the radar of his father, the Governor. Closeted, and wishing for a stable partnership he can’t quite imagine having in his current condition, Michael stumbles across Josh.
Josh Goldberg is an outgoing and lovely bisexual man running his family’s Tolkien-themed bagel shop. He’s a townie, and certainly attracted to quiet Michael. They have some communication problems straight from the start, because Josh has a reading difficulty and Michael struggles to speak when he’s stressed. So texts are awkward and meetings are awkward and neither man is sure how the other feels, for a little bit. But, Josh is open to learning what Michael needs in a partner, and that’s the kind of understanding Michael never dreamed of receiving.
I really liked watching their courtship unfold. The added tension of Michael’s demanding father was interesting, as well. Josh and Michael are both sweet guys and they complement each other in personality and skill sets. Josh is embarrassed regarding his lack of education and Michael supports him without shame. Michael struggles with simple tasks in public, like talking to strangers—or even loved ones—and Josh give him the space and quiet reassurance he needs to unwind his tension. Also, food. Josh fed Michael enough bagels, soup, and deli creations to do a Bubbe proud.
There’s not a lot of sexytimes, but they do make some magic happen. I liked that this was a slow burn, because it demonstrated a commitment for each man to be sure it was the right thing, and that the act was more than a physical release. Michael, especially, had to ensure this, as he’d made a habit of using anonymous hook-ups to cope with his disability. Their banter is sweet and tender, and their fierce devotion felt believable once they got past the initial (also believable) awkwardness. Michael’s PTSD was considerately treated, and the secondary characters were fleshy enough to feel real. I particularly liked the community response to Michael—how they were kind and accepting of Kaylee, his sweetheart of a German shepard. Knowing people who’ve had service dogs, the descriptions of that behavior felt authentic. It also made me laugh when she “critiqued” Josh in the bedroom…
Michael Baldwin is a retired Air Force sergeant, a wounded veteran who barely survived a bullet to the head. After two years of therapy and learning to manage his agoraphobia and anxiety with the help of a service dog, he’s ready to live on his own—in the sheltered community of Hartsbridge Island, New Hampshire. There, Michael can stay off the radar of his father, the Governor. Closeted, and wishing for a stable partnership he can’t quite imagine having in his current condition, Michael stumbles across Josh.
Josh Goldberg is an outgoing and lovely bisexual man running his family’s Tolkien-themed bagel shop. He’s a townie, and certainly attracted to quiet Michael. They have some communication problems straight from the start, because Josh has a reading difficulty and Michael struggles to speak when he’s stressed. So texts are awkward and meetings are awkward and neither man is sure how the other feels, for a little bit. But, Josh is open to learning what Michael needs in a partner, and that’s the kind of understanding Michael never dreamed of receiving.
I really liked watching their courtship unfold. The added tension of Michael’s demanding father was interesting, as well. Josh and Michael are both sweet guys and they complement each other in personality and skill sets. Josh is embarrassed regarding his lack of education and Michael supports him without shame. Michael struggles with simple tasks in public, like talking to strangers—or even loved ones—and Josh give him the space and quiet reassurance he needs to unwind his tension. Also, food. Josh fed Michael enough bagels, soup, and deli creations to do a Bubbe proud.
There’s not a lot of sexytimes, but they do make some magic happen. I liked that this was a slow burn, because it demonstrated a commitment for each man to be sure it was the right thing, and that the act was more than a physical release. Michael, especially, had to ensure this, as he’d made a habit of using anonymous hook-ups to cope with his disability. Their banter is sweet and tender, and their fierce devotion felt believable once they got past the initial (also believable) awkwardness. Michael’s PTSD was considerately treated, and the secondary characters were fleshy enough to feel real. I particularly liked the community response to Michael—how they were kind and accepting of Kaylee, his sweetheart of a German shepard. Knowing people who’ve had service dogs, the descriptions of that behavior felt authentic. It also made me laugh when she “critiqued” Josh in the bedroom…
October 26, 2016
Jordan S Brock is a new to me author with what looks to be a first full length novel (as seen in GoodReads.) When you take that into consideration, this is a really good first start.
It has several elements that appeal to me: PTSD (hurt/comfort), body image (Josh’s), a guide dog!, standing up for one’s self (Michael), learning disablilty (Josh), mixed religion couple, aphagia (Michael), bi-sexuals (Josh) , small town, and bagels! It’s kind of a lot though, and I think a focus on one or two of these many things would have made this book a bit tighter. As it stands, Josh’s stuff gets mentioned but never really focused on, the family stuff kind of comes and goes, the PTSD gets the most focus, but even it is sort of sidelined by the fact that Michael’s dog handles it and Josh just has to let that happen.
It’s a very low steam book. Not quite fade to black, but there’s only one real sex scene, and it’s nice, but nothing terribly “exciting”.
I enjoyed learning a bit about aphagia and brain injuries and LOVED how awesome Kaylee, the service dog, was and what all she could do to help Michael.
In the end I think a good editor could have hemmed this novel to make it both shorter and tighter and thus made it’s impact more profound.
However, that being said, I did like the time I spent with these guys and encourage people to give it a try!
It has several elements that appeal to me: PTSD (hurt/comfort), body image (Josh’s), a guide dog!, standing up for one’s self (Michael), learning disablilty (Josh), mixed religion couple, aphagia (Michael), bi-sexuals (Josh) , small town, and bagels! It’s kind of a lot though, and I think a focus on one or two of these many things would have made this book a bit tighter. As it stands, Josh’s stuff gets mentioned but never really focused on, the family stuff kind of comes and goes, the PTSD gets the most focus, but even it is sort of sidelined by the fact that Michael’s dog handles it and Josh just has to let that happen.
It’s a very low steam book. Not quite fade to black, but there’s only one real sex scene, and it’s nice, but nothing terribly “exciting”.
I enjoyed learning a bit about aphagia and brain injuries and LOVED how awesome Kaylee, the service dog, was and what all she could do to help Michael.
In the end I think a good editor could have hemmed this novel to make it both shorter and tighter and thus made it’s impact more profound.
However, that being said, I did like the time I spent with these guys and encourage people to give it a try!
September 19, 2016
Injured veteran Michael is slowly recovering from a serious injury and is managing quite well with the help of his service dog. Wanting to get away from his father and his political machinations, he decides to go and live in the family's summer home. Josh is working in the family business and having difficulty persuading his dad to expand.
When these two get together, it's really sweet, Josh supports Michael and Michael does wonders for Josh's confidence. Throw in Kaylee, the wonderful service dog and you've got a great read, loved it.
*Received from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review
When these two get together, it's really sweet, Josh supports Michael and Michael does wonders for Josh's confidence. Throw in Kaylee, the wonderful service dog and you've got a great read, loved it.
*Received from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review
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