You know what you're getting with her and the Dark novels. She sees emotion as being masculine and feminine. Males get the strong emotions. Women get the weak ones.
I always like the bonds she creates. Nikolae came to Destiny at each of her risings and tried to will her to call him to her. I loved that. And he'd taught her to kill because it was the only gift he had to give and the only way to save her. But it was hella creepy that she was a child. Her parents were killed in front of her, and she found him in her mind. I loved that he had his brother help him hunt her. Vikirnoff was hundreds of years older, rarely spoke, and preferred to be in animal form.
The men are always right at the point where they're going to seek the dawn because they can't take it anymore, and then they meet her. Happens every single time. Mix it up. Variety is the spice of life.
The women are always portrayed as stupid. Nikolae had told her that he wasn't a vampire, that he was Carpathian, but she told him she'd vowed that if he ever came here she would kill him, because she thinks he's a vampire. Of course she knows nothing of Carpathians and doesn't believe him when he explains, because her heroines are always displayed as ignorant and the men have to teach them everything. Since a vampire turned her, she can have female babies and secure their race. Because, as you know, a woman's only purpose is to have kids. Otherwise she'd be completely useless. All of these women get pregnant, sometimes with twins! So I don't see how dire the loss of their race is.
The men are always jealous of the women simply feeding from another man, while they feed from women, and have had 200 years worth of sex with countless women. Let's hear it for equality! Keep that sexism, hypocrisy, and misogynism coming!
She felt his need to kill and told him not to, that he'd said never to do that. It was the first time she'd spoken to him and he knew she was his lifemate. He hadn't known before now.
The vampires told her they were gathering their kind together to be stronger, and she thought Nikolae had come to force her to join them...Ah, these women are so smart. She tried to stab him in the cave and I couldn't stand her stupidity. He spent years helping your dumb ass and you think he's evil? Too stupid to live.
He was following behind her as she followed Vikirnoff. She said Faster to him in his mind without realizing it as they fled, worried he would get blasted by the flames. The hole Vikirnoff had made collapsed after them before Nikolae could come through and she didn't want to leave him, felt like she was leaving her soul behind. Nice, but there's always the overriding irritation of the whiplash-fast emotions of the heroines. One second he's an evil vampire you tried to kill and the next you can't be parted from him. Makes you wonder if they've been brain damaged.
I was pissed when it came to Mary Ann. Every single one of these contains some dumbass human that doesn't belong, and you know their dumb ass will end up being paired up with one of the men and they don't deserve it. Mary Ann helps women and Destiny has saved her life and likes listening to her speak to the women. Destiny knew her life was too dangerous and so she went to the bar to wipe her memory clean. But Nikolae came and Destiny couldn't handle her feelings or even breathing so she left. Mary Ann touched his arm and told him she wanted to help Destiny, that Destiny could never get into a relationship as damaged as she is. Nikolae told her she knew about their kind and she'd have to be watched and he'd have to take her blood to do so. Destiny saw them leave the bar, him holding MaryAnn's elbow. She felt when he pierced her neck and she found his arms around her and he raised his head lazily. Destiny didn't like the way his hands curved on MaryAnn's shoulders. Wtf are you doing here? She should've killed him, but of course she went off with Nikolae like a docile lamb. And stupid MaryAnn said the very interesting bird would see her home safely and she waved at Vikirnoff. Yep, my worst fears were coming true. Another great male gets a stupid, undeserving human loser.
It was interesting that Father Mulligan had heard of the Carpathians. He had read a cardinal's letters to a priest in Romania and they had spoken of the Carpathians' role in life. The priest was a friend of Mikhail's.
After they had helped heal the priest, Destiny told him he needed to feed and he was about to feed from her when Vikirnoff warned him that she was tainted and it would hurt both of them. Nikolae was too close to turning and wasn't tied to her. She heard and left, went out looking for a fight and I respected that. Finally. It was funny that she went to a bad neighborhood looking for criminals and was disgusted that no one was attacking her.
It was an emotional moment when after the vampire attacked her, and said she'd die a hideous death, she said she lived a hideous life. And Nikolae told her to stay with him.
He kissed her and she said he learned a few things in all the years he was on earth. There we go, right on time. The commenting on the experience the hero got from other women! A classic.
Suddenly the heroines flip a switch with no warning, going from absolutely wanting nothing to do with him to joking. All the romances have these lame attempts at humor that aren't funny. In here Destiny's word of choice was annoying.
Vikirnoff came back unexpectedly to test Nikolae's skills, and said he'd grown arrogant not to even hide her resting place from him. Vikirnoff knew that Nikolae didn't trust him, that he was only okay with him because he knew he could protect Destiny from Vikirnoff. It was cool that Vikirnoff said how strong Nikolae was that he'd spent years helping Destiny with her fights, lending her strength and hunting for her. He'd never heard of anyone doing that. (It's her constant need to one-up the heroes as they're all the strongest....)
It was so interesting that Vikirnoff said that Prince Vladimer called them all to him. They all knew their lifemates weren't in the world. They had all fought and seen brothers and friends turn. They accepted they couldn't have their lifemates because something had happened to prevent their birth or they died before they could grow. Nikolae said maybe Prince Vladimer knew some of them would find their lifemates in America and not their own country. He had precognition. Vikirnoff said maybe that's why Vladimer chose certain ones to stay and ones to go.
For some reason this author thinks women are here to be abused, that all women should be abused sexually and physically. Destiny was raped as a child. Almost every heroine she's written will have been through sexual abuse, physical abuse, or torture, like getting slashed to pieces. She loves tearing women to pieces. It's never done to show women's strength either, because it's never dealt with. They were about to have sex and Destiny was humiliated that she had brought Nikolae to this point but wasn't woman enough to give him what he needed. Way to help survivors with thoughts like that.
They were nowhere near ready to have sex. They'd only kissed and touched a little and Destiny was still so damaged.
The sex wasn't hot like I remembered. And it was immediately ruined as he tried to drink her tainted blood but she pushed him away. They had sex again immediately after but she cut it short and glossed over it. Destiny went to see MaryAnn and paced the office like a lunatic, complete with dramatic hand gestures and typical female craziness. She thinks women are emotionally unhinged, fragile creatures who have to lash out irrationally like children. Destiny ranted about how annoying Nikolae is. One of his annoyances is that he looks at her. Is that supposed to be funny? It's not.
Of course she had to find a little boy who's also been sexually abused. Nothing says Idk what the hell to do with my book quite like introducing a random kid. Destiny assured him it wasn't his fault, all to show her that her parents' death weren't her fault either...You think she would finally see that and shut the heck up. Save me from damaged characters.
He was mad at her for putting her life in danger and he said "You should have called me to you immediately. You know you should have. You were being childish, angry because the lifemate you thought your equal in strength turned out to be more than you bargained for. That is no reason to place our lives in danger."
There are some nice moments. Destiny felt his pain at her not calling for him when she was in danger, and he said "A little pain isn't going to hurt me, Destiny, and certainly is not worth your tears." He told her her tears tore him apart and ordered her to stop.
I was so glad when they were at MaryAnn's and could tell she was tampered with by a vampire who had asked her to report if a certain woman came there. The woman has psychometry powers and she gave them the picture of her. Nikolae said he would have Vikirnoff look for her and I knew MaryAnn was out of the running. When Nikolae showed him the picture, he remembered her from a dream long ago. He caressed her face with his thumb and wouldn't give it back to Nikolae to make copies.
They didn't have sex for a while after that and then when they did, it was set up nice. Nikolae conjured a bed and all these roses. He had already decided to drink her tainted blood so they were in it together. If she was an outcast with their people then so was he. And then it was ruined, just like the first time. She pushed him off her, mad at him for endangering himself and taking on tainted blood that would allow him to be felt by vampires. And then they were talking and touching and joking and everything was fine. I swear these women are bipolar.
MaryAnn mentioned a doctor that had dealt with each of the victims of the violent episodes, and he uses hypnosis. He violated her and she didn't report him and felt if he was behind it then she was guilty. Destiny had to assure her it wasn't her fault. Oh good grief, here we went again. Beat us over the head with innocent victims not to blame.
Nikolae had summoned Gregori. He told Destiny that Gregori is a descendant of a great line of hunters and second-in-command to the prince. His mind and hands hold power. He comes from a revered lineage. His ancestors always guarded the prince and most were very skilled at healing. The skill of healing runs strongest in his family.
MaryAnn's clinic needed funds and he was going to help her out. He sent up a trust fund for the stupid boy I didn't care about. Ugh.
It was a nice moment when Gregori and Savannah presented the bag of their homeland soil and the 3 of them smelled it and put their hands in it. Vikirnoff was overcome, feelings the emotions of Nikolae.
Destiny could see the black mass moving towards his heart and she sent him to sleep. She was horrified at the parasites and Nikolae started to move, his heart beating. Gregori said her distress was calling to him and to calm herself. He said he can do no other than come to her if she needs him.
It annoyed me that Destiny was raising her chin at Gregori, she had lost her family and everything and didn't fear anyone. She sent him looks that if he harmed Nikolae she'd rip his heart out. Oh no you don't. Not with Gregori.
Surprise, surprise, Veda, one of the old women, was a lifemate to Pater, who'd turned vampire. She told him she'd waited for him and there was no other in her life.
It had to be a human behind the strange behavior, to show Destiny not all humans are good. My, this heroine keeps getting all these lessons. Nikolae made him write a letter admitting his sins and the doctor jumped off the building, thereby escaping the justice that should have awaited him. Hello, jail time! Why does no one believe in that??
I kept waiting for them to go to his homeland but they never did. And of course they're going to live in Seattle in that stupid town Idc about and only visit his homeland. Not cool.
He had to save her 4 times. Every time you turned around she walked into a trap, more than she could handle, and he had to save her life. It was even worse when at the end she made us think Destiny was going to save the day. Gregori was inside Nikolae healing him, Vikirnoff had gone to feed, and Nikolae was asleep. Destiny had Savannah help her fight off the vampires and went off to handle Pater. But she got in over her head and actually said "Now would be a good time for you to rescue me."
It was cool that he waved his hand and had a bed of flowers form on the ground of the cave before he laid her down. And he summoned lightning with a wave of his hand.
An old woman said "I had a real figure. I was no stick like you girls now." "Nice young girl, with a real figure, not like the half-starved bodies we see so much now." "She has a woman's figure, meat on her bones for a man to snuggle up against." Oh no you just did not have a character skinny shame. YOU’RE the one who writes skinny characters!
There are such weird moments. She writes so much, so wordy with endless paragraphs with no dialogue. And then the hero says he loves her and there's no reaction. The woman doesn't say anything in response. Like it's no big deal. She treats love like it's a given and means nothing because of their bond. I can't stand the way she has the characters reveal their love. And one time Destiny said she loved the rain and the feel of it and Nikolae didn't say anything. He said something else like he hadn’t heard. WHAT?! Another time she said she loved the city and people and Nikolai didn’t respond or react. I was scratching my head. Did an editor cut something or was the author lax enough to not write a response??
Destiny told Nikolae she loved him for the first time, inside his mind with Gregori, Savannah, and Vikirnoff present. Nikolae was like you're telling me this now and said they have to work on her timing. That sucks. They kissed right in front of them and I was so uncomfortable.
It's always a contest of who's badder. Nikolae said he's an ancient, older than Gregori, and Gregori can't beat him. Okayy..that's not what you said in his book.
I knew stupid MaryAnn was going to be a mate, when it came out that she has psychic powers, long before Nikolae told Gregori she can be converted to a lifemate should she have one.
This was interesting in that a vampire turned her into a Carpathian as a child, so she was one before they met. He'd been helping her since that day.
The romance came at the oddest times. After they had interviewed someone about a madman, dealt with an attack, argued, whatever. It was really jolting.
I wish she would quit equating women with suffering and torture and abuse. I wish for PR heroines who haven't been raped, tortured, witnessed their parents' deaths, and who aren't physically, mentally, and emotionally scarred.