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I Can't Be the One You Love: In Love With a Trap Lord

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“You would never love me like my daughter love me. I can't be the one you love” - Kevin Gates

Royalty is engaged to be married to the love of her life…. well, who she keeps telling herself is the love of life. Kansas locked Royalty down soon as she became of age. Tossing diamonds, cars and fat rock on her finger everybody knows she’s off limits; all except for Lord. Lord has always had a crush on Royalty before he got locked up. Once he was released, Royalty was engaged to Kansas and planning a wedding. Never one to give up, he continued to pursue Royalty and not giving a care about how her man felt. When Royalty and Lord cross the line, will she still be Kansas’ girl? Or will that crossed line cause her and Lord to go their separate ways?

Celine is always down to ride for her husband, Sha. Known to run her barbershop during the day and bust her gun whenever her man needs her to, she’s know as Lady Sha in the street. Sha and Celine’s marriage is perfect, except one thing; the death of their daughter. While Sha wants another baby, Celine can’t get over the loss of their daughter. When someone starts messing with his family, Sha is ready to pull his guns out blazing to find out who’s bold enough to mess with the Capo family. What happens when it’s someone that they all know? Will Sha be able to protect his family? Or will he fall short?

Autumn has escaped her abusive baby father and started over with her son in New York. She loves working for Celine and coming home to her son at the end of the day. That is until Zigz sits in her chair with his fine looks, smart mouth and crazy antics. She realizes that both the Capo brothers have a few screws missing, but love just as hard. Zigz is one to pick up his bags and go off for weeks at a time. Known to never have a chick around for more than a week, he can’t get his mind off of Autumn. A woman who could teach him a few things, is his type of woman. When Autumn’s ex comes into the picture and does the unimaginable, Zigz isn’t here for it. Will Zigz listen to Autumn and let karma do his job, or will he become karma?

In this book, nothing is what it seems except the realness of these relationships. While Celine and Sha are happily married, marriage is a work in progress and only the strongest survive. Lord and Royalty have a friendship before anything else, but will their friendship survive these new feelings they both start feeling? Autumn is used to being with a man who doesn’t know her worth. Although Zigz is crazy, he loves hard and knows how to treat a woman, but will Autumn give him that chance? Everybody has come to that point when they’ve all said “I cant be the one you love.”

194 pages, Kindle Edition

Published August 5, 2016

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487 reviews
September 19, 2025
This series had me strapped in from book one, but I Can’t Be The One You Love took me all the way through the trenches of love, loyalty, and revenge. What I loved most is how every relationship was messy but real, showing the kind of choices that don’t come easy when your heart and your survival are both on the line.

Royalty, Lord, and Kansas had me tangled up in their love triangle. I couldn’t decide if I wanted to shake Royalty or protect her, because every move she made came with a price. Celine and Sha’s marriage reminded me that even the strongest couples can break under grief, but the way they fought for each other, even in silence, was powerful. And Autumn and Zigz their story felt like chaos and comfort at the same time. Zigz’s wild love mixed with Autumn’s strength made me root for them, even when secrets threatened to blow it all up.

The twists kept coming from pregnancy news to family betrayals to secrets that could shatter entire relationships. No one’s hands were clean, and that’s what made it so addictive. Just when I thought I could trust someone, a new layer of betrayal or truth dropped, and I was questioning everything.

By the time revenge became the only language left to speak, I realized this wasn’t just about romance. It’s about survival, family, and how much you’re willing to risk for the people you love. This finale tied it all together in a way that left me thinking about these characters long after I closed the book.
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1,192 reviews24 followers
August 8, 2016
This was an interesting storyline, Royalty and Lord were getting on my nerves with this back and forth with there feelings for each other.I really hope Celine is fine and she keeps this baby, because I feel as though Sha deserves that much. I can't stand Kansas and I'm starting to feel like he been the one behind all of these killing. Can't wait for part 2 this should be interesting...
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1,144 reviews32 followers
September 5, 2016
Great read

Royalty is just as stupid as they come. She was so childish. She don't even need Lord. Well I need part 2
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663 reviews4 followers
January 3, 2026
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

I absolutely loved it. Now Kansas, the audacity. Prime example of what trying to have the best of both worlds. Both Kansas and Royalty wanted their side piece BUT Royalty was due to immaturity until she grew up. Kansas was just plain foul.

Cee’s trauma from miscarriage and loss of a child was so realistic. The way Sha loved and supported was the best therapy although they both could have used professional therapy.

Royal needs to get his life together. Going behind his “brother” was not cool.

Zigs/Autumn was a lot. It takes a lot of love and a tough soul to deal with him but I love how loving and protective he was over her and her son. His proposal was beautiful.

Lord/Royalty was destined to be. But in the beginning, they were getting on my nerves by not expressing their true feelings. He definitely made her grow up and I loved that for them🥰

Kansas/Lira. Blind faith. Why did she let him hype her up. When poking the bear doesn’t work in your favor…..They both got what they deserved.

This book made me want for more. Not sure if it’s another one behind this.

This author’s entire catalog that I’ve read so far is 🔥
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650 reviews9 followers
October 16, 2024
RIDING FOR YOUR BABY!!

Royalty was spoiled and between her big sister Celine and her twin Royal. She was just rotten. Loving her man in Kansas, but knew he was no good for her or is he knew she could always run to her best friend Lord. while hanging out with Lord royalty begin to really see Kansas for who he was, and when she was at her final straw in finding out, he did have another baby out there she was done and look who’s arm she ran into Kansas was furious and not having revenge on the crew he worked with Sha Capo, Lord, little brother Zaylen aka Zig and Royalty! Celine is down for her hubby Shaquille aka Sha. The crew is going through some business issues, women issues and life issues! Rough, rocky and blessings and I loved it all!!!
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1,390 reviews96 followers
March 21, 2021
This was a good book. It was paced perfectly. It kept me entertained. I liked the characters. It was well written with only a few errors. I feel that the characters do stupid stuff like:

Why did Royalty tell Sha about Celine before walking down the aisle?

Why did Royalty go through this whole wedding scenario then when Lord spoke up they just ran off together?

My predictions for book 2:

Sha confronts Celine and then dumps her.

Mia turns up pregnant.

They find out that Kansas killed Kinzen.

Vee had something to do with it.

Royal and Erin breaks up.

Autumn finds out that Zigz killed her babydaddy and breaks up with him because she doesn’t want that around her son.
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102 reviews12 followers
November 30, 2025
I want to be the one you Love!!!

Every character moved my heart 💜. What intrigued me most was the deep love and respect they all shared. Celine was probably my favorite—raw, high-energy, level-headed, and business smart. Her love for family was her greatest quality.

As for my least liked character (who shall remain nameless), I’m happy to report that he received exactly what he deserved. The Lord truly handled that 😊.

I’m still unsure how to feel about Mia 🫢. It hurts to see her suffering again.

I don’t want to spoil this wonderful book for the next reader, but just know—you will laugh, scream, and cry before it’s all said and done.
20 reviews
September 28, 2025
Whew! what a ride!!!

This book is packed with a wide range of topics and provided an entertaining experience that felt like a rollercoaster ride. However, I didn't quite feel a strong connection between Lord and Royalty. I did appreciate how they taught her about responsibility and witnessed her transformation throughout the story. I also enjoyed getting to know the other couples. Overall, it's a great read!
35 reviews
December 15, 2025
Typos... soo many

This author is literally top tier. Do not read this work first. Please go to the capon3 series first. This was an earlier work I'd guess,but the amount of truncated sentences, missing words, wrong names, and errors are insane. It felt like this was the rough draft uploaded b/c it was almost unbearable. Again, this is my favorite author, so this is from love when I tell you to skip this one and start w/ capone series.
41 reviews
July 31, 2024
Smiles ,Tears and laughter

This book had my emotions up down and all around if I can say this much without saying anything about the book this was an amazing read, and as always she did her thing with this. The way she has each individual character have their own story and kept the heart pounding Moments were simply amazing . Great job Love you. Jahquel J
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412 reviews3 followers
July 12, 2025
preface my review

by saying after reading 18 chapters I went and read the final chapter to make sure this book was worth any more of my time. This book started off with every single character ticking me off! I loathe characters that have no sense with no character development, so I had to make sure it was worth reading. Is the drama worth it in the end? Yes, if you have time.
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64 reviews
January 3, 2026
Different but good

This book didn’t read like a normal Jah book. It was so many didn’t character POV that I was getting tired of it. But I’m happy that I stuck to it because book 3 (even though it was one big lengthy book) was when it actually started getting good. Overall it was a pretty decent book.
20 reviews
January 4, 2026
Good drama

I enjoyed this book Lord was my favorite, Royalty was spoiled but everyone around her played their part in it, Celine was a ride or due I didn't care for her going with Aha to handle business after having General, Autumn and Zig were also my favorite i m glad they got it together , Royal needs to be single lol he's confused asf .
105 reviews
January 14, 2026
Amazing

This book was nothing short of amazing. I enjoyed it so much and want more on the couples. I just loved how they all loved each other. I especially loved how Zigz and Autumn’s relationship blossomed and I’m glad Lord and Royalty got their happily ever after. I wouldn’t be disappointed if there was a follow-up on the couples for sure lol
169 reviews1 follower
September 3, 2020
Omg man on man I haven't read anything this good since I read it the first time that can Royalty

Was something else loved how she left that no good Kansas he just keep doing her dirty,I believe that project dirty baby momma shot her well we
see
8 reviews
July 26, 2025
Amazing

At first I was not going to read this book because I notice people saying they couldn’t find the other parts , but the story line draw me in ! Never did I know all three parts was in one book! 10/10 Highly recommend!!!! I love Jahquel books !
44 reviews
December 7, 2025
everything Jahquel J.

And once again, Jahquel J. had me in a chokehold with this book! it was so good I could not put it down! If you are looking for a page turner, this is it! I highly recommend it
1,055 reviews6 followers
June 8, 2021
Wow

Good read, I can't wait to read part 2 . What an ending. These relationships are crazy. And this book is full of drama.
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328 reviews
August 18, 2024
a good read but

For some reason I didn’t like royalty and lord. Autumn and Zizgs(sp?) how did they end? But it was still a nice long book
16 reviews
May 9, 2025
ROLLER COASTER

How can I begin! This book had me in a complete chokehold! I would not put this book down. Thank god for the Alexa app. The whole house was locked in! Well done
1 review
October 7, 2025
good story!

Loveddd the story , huge fan of Jah.. but the book had a lot of grammar errors she may want to go back and re edit …other than that , story was good!
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81 reviews1 follower
December 15, 2025
This isn’t her best work by far. Jahquel J is known for deeply layered characters and complex storytelling. This was neither.
5 reviews
December 24, 2025
perfect

As always great read from the beginning to the end !!! You never miss 💜 definitely a page turner from beginning to end
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4 reviews1 follower
January 12, 2026
Grab your wife

Lord is another superstar in my book!!
What a great way to start the year !! Awesome read.
Sis, you’ve done it yet again
13 reviews
December 22, 2025
Three Books in One, Well Worth It!

This book took me through it but in a good way!! First of all the way Lord rode for Royalty was unmatched!! Sha and Celine was couple goals idk argue with your mama!!! Autumn and Zigz boy oh boy they had me ready to tussle both of them, at first I was timid to pursue three books in one read but so glad I took the leap of faith!!! Still one of my favorite authors!!!!!
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666 reviews3 followers
January 16, 2026
Growth, Pressure, and Real Love

This one was a true slow burn and I enjoyed the pace. From the start, it was clear Lord had feelings for Royalty, and the tension stayed consistent without being forced.

The cast was strong overall. I did find myself wanting more backstory though. Seeing younger versions of the characters or getting a bit more background would’ve added depth to their bond. There were still plenty of hidden gems throughout, especially the way depression was highlighted. Addressing men’s mental health gave the story real substance.

Sha and Celine were a solid power couple who balanced each other well. Zigz and Autumn getting their happy ending felt deserved. Kansas was clearly jealous and scorned. Royalty showed the most growth. Life-changing events reshaped her outlook, and that development felt authentic.

Overall, this read delivered deceit, family, friendship, love, and loyalty without overdoing it. You can tell Jahquel J’s pen has matured, the writing seasoned and heavy with pressure, knowing exactly when to move and when to let the moment breathe.
882 reviews
December 23, 2016
A Page Turner

I love this story. I don't really care for Royalty. She's scandalous. She betrayed her own sister for no reason.Who let's a man disrespect her and keeps taking it? She's too old to be so silly but I do love Lord. Too bad he's not feeling Mia because she's a real woman. I'm sad for him because Royalty is drama but we can't help who we love. Now there will be even more drama because Royalty could have prevented all this by leaving Kansas for the man she really loves when she found out about his daughter. Why marry somebody to get someone else jealous when you don't have too? I can't wait to see what happens next. I don't think Mia is going to take this well. Is she really that nice or will we see another her side of her? As for Zigz and Autumn? I love them together. I'm about to get into part 2 now.
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November 27, 2018
This one started off confusing from the beginning and maybe I had a bad copy or something but words were left out or scrambled or something. It was to the point I didn’t know what was trying to be said like, “honestly think she’ll go? If some bitch with her husband alive told me some…”(Kindle Locations 1924-1925). I don’t know what they were talking about or what was to be said with this. There are plenty other parts like this and it’s so distracting that you really can’t get into the story.

Royalty came off as a dumb gold digger and Lord seemed like he dropped the soap more than a few times while locked away. The females came off as trying too hard to be in the drama and with the way they were getting hit it seemed like they just needed to hang it up. If I read the next one it’ll be to follow along with Zigz, other than that I really have no more interest in this one.
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399 reviews4 followers
September 4, 2016
Love In The Final Minutes

Royalty is a definitely a brat, it's her way or the highway. Lord is such a gentleman, hood but gentleman. I love his character. I read this book in 1 sitting and enjoyed everything about it. Sha and Celine argue a lot but one thing for sure you couldn't crossed one with the other not acting out. Now my favorite is Zigz. He is blunt, wild, to himself. Until he finds someone solid made just for him. Lord and Royalty have this one hate relationship. Roy wants her cake and eat it too, but that's just something Lordez is not willing to deal with. Just when things seem to be going right but all soooo wrong, Lordez finally come to term of what really for him.
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