DNF on page 100
I had a lot of ups and downs with this book. To the point where I DNF'd it twice (!) The premise sounded like it was going to be a bubbly and kinky read and, since I managed to snag it for free during a sale, I figured I didn't have much to lose.
(Boy was I wrong!!!!) #Sadtrombone...
What I liked
+ Rain's the kind of fat heroine I tend to give two thumbs up
She's v. unapologetic about her size and what others might think of her body. At no point (up to page 100) does she think about her physical self in a negative way. She doesn't talk or think about diets, that she would look better if she could only lose x amount of lbs., etc.
It was SO refreshing to find a fat heroine who was happy with how she looks. Oh, which reminds me, the woman in the cover for this book looks nothing like Rain's described. *sideeyes cover artist*
+ Sol's bisexuality
He's been with ladies and dudes and doesn't feel "broken" or "wrong" for being bisexual. He's comfortable with who he desires. I gave him two thumbs up for not having some dark and tortured backstory as an explanation for his sexual orientation. Sidenote: he comes out to Rain in a v. laid-back manner and she doesn't clutches her pearls in horror. #Kudostothat
+ Sol and Maddy's relationship
Even though their first scene is one in which they sign their divorce papers, their dynamic is v. candid and friendly. Logically, it's pretty clear why their marriage crashed and burned. BUT now they're great friends and give each other that extra support both of them need.
What I didn't like
- The kink was a no-go for me. :(
It skewed too much towards the total power exchange kind--which felt way too sudden given that Rain had never really done anything kinky and Sol (who is a switch) has only experienced kinkplay as a submissive.
So, to see Rain and Sol jump into a SRS BIZNESS D/s thing in a span of two (!) days was a bit much, you know?
- Sol's equating Rain with food
This is deffo one of those YMMV things. I know that. In my case, I didn't find it cute that Sol kept thinking of Rain as his cupcake or some other kind of snack or food. Perhaps there was an additional layer of kinkplay that I couldn't fit/wasn't interested in.
The point was that, instead of endearing, seeing Sol think of Rain as a thing he had to devour was unnerving. #AndagainYMMV
- THAT scene, i.e. where I stopped reading this book (the first time)
OK, first, let me give you some context about what happens RIGHT BEFORE the dealbreaker scene for me:
Rain and her brother arrive to one of the hotels Sol owns. He welcomes them and has a short (albeit flirty) conversation with Rain. Then Rain goes up to her room, hangs out with her brother for a few minutes, he leaves, and she decides to freshen up...
She was warbling along to "I'm Your Lady" when she head the knock. It wasn't a convenient time. She'd pulled her arms inside her dress to wash her armpits, and now she looked like she was trapped inside a pink potato sack.
"A moment!"
Only her guest must have not heard, because Mr. DuMont opened the door and walked in, stopping short and tilting his head at the sight of a fattish blond hopping around with her arms stuck inside her dress.
*gives all y'all a LOOK*
Let me unpack this:
1. I don't get Rain's method to freshen up. Like, why wasn't she in her undies or wearing a bathrobe if she wanted to cool off? WHY WOULD ANYONE PUT THEIR ARMS INSIDE THEIR DRESS INSTEAD OF TAKING IT OFF AND WASHING UP?
2. Rain and Sol had met less than an hour before yet, SOMEHOW,he thought it was perfectly OK to walk into HER room. Yes, I know he owns the hotel BUT that doesn't give him carte blanche to stroll into anyone's room. It is the total opposite of an endearing gesture. #IJS
3. The scene ends with her running back to bathroom and listening at him laughing super hard. Then, they go have a drink at a private lounge inside the hotel. He NEVER apologizes to her for being such a jackass.
4. Rain never calls him on what he did. Immediately after or later in the story. #Tiredsighhhhhhh
Rather than funny, I got upset by the whole thing. All of the goodwill I could've felt for this story totes fizzled out.
OH, and get this: later in the book, after their first time having sex, Sol goes into her room to get her some clean clothes. While gathering things, he thinks something along the lines of 'wanting to grab what's near and not invade her privacy any more than he had to". To which I say: WHAT THE FRAK? Did he suddenly forgot what he'd done a few chapters before? O_o?????
So, I ended up almost deleting the book and starting to get my notes for this review when I read a gushing review. It made me consider that, perhaps, I was being too quick to judge the book. I went back to the story and read enough to realize that my first DNW feeling was 1000000000000000000 times RIGHT (for me.)
TL;DR: The first book in a series that had a lot of wasted potential, imo. Had Sol been less douchey or Rain more assertive to call him on his messy behavior, I'd have totes loved this novel.
It's a shame, really, cuz the second book (featuring bisexual!Maddy and a male army vet with PTSD) sounds like it could be hella fun. #Idunnotho #Oncebittentwiceshy #DontevenaskmeabouthtethirdbookcuzIdontcarebouttheMCs