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I absolutely detest this book.
Shakarri (She irritated me so much. I can't tell you the amount of times I said girl bye or rolled my eyes.)
-I don't understand what she expected when she married Ezio. It was like she expected love and respect. She got in her feelings when he didn't give her a kiss goodbye or didn't say anything when he left for work (a few days after marriage). She didn't like when he would say things like you belong to me. At one point, she brought up trust and Ezio was like this relationship isn't based on trust and she cut him off before he could say what it was based on. Their marriage was based on sex, her pleasing him and giving him a baby. In exchange, he would pay off her debt. It was an agreement, so she was being ridiculous with her expectations, especially since he told her exactly how he is before they got married.
-How she loved him just because the sex was good, I don't know. The reviewer that said Shakarri was pathetic because of this was absolutely right.
-I hated how she always made assumptions. Now some things Cason and Paxe said were somewhat true, they just weren't the whole truth. She assumed what they said was true, instead of just asking Ezio about it. She did the same things after a prospect client of Ezio came onto her and said some stuff. She went with it and ended up looking silly in my opinion.
-She got mad at Ezio when she was at the hospital for invading her privacy by tracking her. At any other time I would agree with her, but in this instance no. She drove away to a motel and while she was sleeping some guy broke into her room and was going to assault her. Before he could, Ezio and the cops busted in. If I remember correctly he punched the guy and took Shakarri to the hospital. If he didn't track her she would've been assaulted, so I don't understand her problem. Also, they were arguing at this point (Chap 10) and he kisses her and they stop arguing and she's just all lovey dovey with him again. 🤔🙄😒
-I didn't like her slapping Ezio across the face. The first time she did it, he set out dresses for her to wear to a lunch meeting he had with a client. She didn't like that they were summer dresses and said that she only likes to wear them in the summer (they are in California by the way). So this chick decides to put on a cami top with spaghetti straps and denim lace up shorts....really!🤔🙄😒 She could have just worn the dresses. So she pops up at his office in the outfit and while he's kissing her, he cuts up one of the legs of the shorts. She immediately slaps him. The next time, she slapped him when he said she is his. I could understand why the second time, but she's lucky he didn't slap her back. At these moments, he displayed a bit of self control.
-She didn't stick to the agreement. She was supposed to be off the pill and went back on without telling him.
-What was up with her threatening Madison (she was a bit much but still) and telling Madison that Ezio is hers. That is nothing to be proud of and little does Madison know, she dodged a bullet with that one.
Ezio
-He was controlling and had abusive tendencies. He would pick out her clothes and order food for her without asking what she wanted. He beat down the door once when she locked herself in the room. Why not get the keys for your room since it's your house? He also kept bringing the contract and would say things like you'll do what I want or else....
-Why didn't see how he interacted with Catarina? We only saw that once and it was like two or three sentences. But we kind of do gather that he loves Catarina based off what he says, how there was warmth to his facial expression when Shakarri brought her up, and taking Catarina out of her mother's home before things got worse.
-He doesn't have self control in my opinion. From constantly showing his "affection" to Shakarri in public. They are definitely the people you tell to get a room. Also, when he found out Shakarri was back on the pill, he took his anger out on everybody. The book actually says when Shakarri went downstairs after his little tantrum, Catarina looked miserable and Cason talks about the scarring of what Shakarri did and how Shakarri's actions made him lash out at the wrong people. Ezio should have been able to control his emotions and not turn on his family, especially his daughter.
-Why didn't we see his point of view? We only saw Shakarri's.
-I will say Ezio did defend Shakarri and that was good. But his actions are just too much and everything Nay said about him to Shakarri was right, but she didn't want to listen to Nay.
Also, when they told each other they loved each other and how they wanted to be a family, I thought it was a crockpot of bull. How could they love each other when the only time you spend together is in the bedroom? Like there is more to marriage... it is not only about sex. This book was all about sex even though there weren't sex scenes (have no problem with it being clean). This book is about an unhealthy marriage and this couple needs marriage counseling (I know it's just a book, but my point still stands).