“I’VE LOST MOST OF THE WITNESSES TO MY LIFE”
Vertical Intercourse is a heartbreaking and inspiring story of gay men approaching middle age as they deal with the overwhelming suffering and losses caused by the AIDS epidemic. Paul Reed knew what he was writing about. He was lost to AIDS in 2002 at the age of 45. This novel should be much more widely known. It should be brought back into print.
The narrator in Paul Reed’s Vertical Intercourse immediately pulls the reader into his story by giving a marvelous description of the weather in San Francisco: “It is almost always cold in San Francisco, especially in the summer, when the dry heat of California’s Great Central Valley sucks the moisture off the Pacific Ocean, off San Francisco Bay, as if dying of thirst. The result of this ecology is that thick, roiling fog rushes towards the California Delta and obscures everything in its path—that everything includes San Francisco.”
The weather is a prominent character in Vertical Intercourse. The narrator usually sets the stage for the events of a particular chapter by giving a detailed description of the weather. The narrator’s descriptions of the weather, often intense, reflect the narrator’s interior state and what is going on in his life and the lives of his friends.
After describing the weather in the first paragraph of the novel, the narrator, who remains unnamed, tells the reader that he is in a coffee shop on Church Street killing time before seeing his new therapist. He observes that he is “going to be forty next year.” During the narrator’s first session with Dr. Emily Kiljoy, she mentions “this time of epidemic.” The narrator implies that his HIV status is positive and says, “No one I know now is the original group I met when I moved here in 1980. That’s one of the things that’s bothering me, that I’ve lost all the witnesses . . . well, most of the witnesses to my life.”
Entire chapters in Vertical Intercourse are devoted to the narrator’s therapy sessions with Dr. Kiljoy. They are like transcripts that contain lively, insightful conversations that can be humorous at times. He relates in detail what they say to each other. He closely observes her and tries to anticipate what she will say or ask next. Their battle of wits keeps him on his toes. He has met his match. He tells the reader: “Her bearing is regal, her voice firm and steady, yet soothing. Had I any heterosexual tendencies (as I must somewhere within me), I might well develop an obsession with her.” He always describes what Dr. Kiljoy is wearing.
Paul Reed gives us two beach scenes with the narrator and Anson, his new boyfriend, that are beautifully written set pieces. In these scenes, we see the ripening development of their relationship.
Vertical Intercourse contains many popular culture references that enrich the narrative. The narrator always tells us what music he has on his CD player. For example: “I am relaxing, catching a few moments of absolutely nothing, listening to Enya.” And, “The Marc Almond CD finishes, and I put on the Butthole Surfers, a real change of pace.” At one point, Anson observes: “Can you imagine that we came to adulthood in the era of Dynasty and Dallas?” When the narrator tells Anson, “’I feel like Louise Lasser in Mary Hartman, Mary Hartman, my world imploding,’ Anson says, ‘Then I must be Mary Kay Place.’”
I won’t give away any spoilers, but the conclusion to Vertical Intercourse is perfect.