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350 pages, Hardcover
First published March 19, 2014
Not completely believable but still a really emotional read!
The novel documents the events that take place in the last 151 days of the school year before Kyle and Brad leave Foster for college. The question is will they end up going to the same college or will their relationship end with graduation?
First, what I didn't like about the novel. As with the other books in the series, the story is told from different character's perspectives. Until this installment I never had an issue with that but I found myself reading about things I'd already read. Now I understand reviewing events from previous books to help the reader remember them and that's fine, but having to read the same dialog twice simply from a different perspective is a bit much and slowed the pace of the book down too much. Finally, there were events in the book that I simply didn't buy. I went to a conservative high school, came out in my junior year in much the same way Brad did, and had to deal with the narrow minded Christian student body and administration. My boyfriend and I struggled against the bullying and did our best to change it and I hope we had a lasting effect but the pressure placed on the school by the "church" in this area negated any lasting effect I think we had. I hope that our generation really does let go of the hate and bias of our parents but I don't see it happening like it does in the book. But one can hope!
What I love about the love the novel. I can't help but relate to Kyle and Brad because their life's parallel mine and my boyfriend's so much. We went through a lot of the same struggles they go through in the series and this book. Wondering what we're going to do for college. Being told over and over again how high school romances rarely last. Seriously it was like John Goode has been spying on us. The book made me laugh and it made me cry. In some ways, like I said it was not realistic, but in other ways it was VERY real, almost too real. Like many of the other books in this series, you can't help but be changed after reading it.
Whether you're gay, know someone who is, or are straight as they come, you really should read this series. It will give you an understanding that I think we all need in this world.
“We aren’t going to accept there is a time and place for things, and that someday they will get better. The place is here, and the time is now. We are the ones who survived!”

“So then that part, where I was….” He nodded as he got my hint.
“So that was good?” He moved his leg against mine.
“That was incredible. I mean, like fireworks.”
“And the part where you were….” And he nodded again.
“That was okay?” He looked over at me.
“That was when you ruined me for all other men.”
Teenage love is like glitter. Don’t look at me that way. I have logic on my side. You see, glitter is a wondrous thing. It is sparkly and beautiful, and it can be entrancing in the right light. Glitter, on the surface, seems to be one of the best things in the world, especially in a club as you kiss that boy at midnight and it is falling all around you, making even the nastiest dive look magical. But then that’s it. It falls to the ground, and it gathers under your feet and just makes a huge mess. It doesn’t look so nice later in the night, and everyone just tries to ignore it, and the people whose job it is to clean it up? I assure you they hate glitter in a biblical way. So then you go home, you change, you shower, you wonder how all that crap got in your hair, and you go to sleep. The glitter is in a trash bag and the night is over. In the end, it served no purpose at all outside of being a momentary flash of magic in an otherwise mundane life.
The only other time glitter matters is months later, when you pull a shirt out and you see some embedded into it. And you wonder how it got there, and then the memory of that night drifts through your mind, and through the filter of time passed, the whole night becomes magical retroactively. Then you shake your head, wonder whatever happened to that guy, brush it out of your shirt, and get ready for work. And that’s it. A moment of magic and then the memory of it later. Glitter and teenage romance—equally useless, equally disposable.
-Robbie
By far the most emotional book of the series. I spent more than half the time either tearing up or doing the ugly cry. None of it was pretty and I have a sore nose to show for it. There is a lot going on in this book. A lot of ups and downs. Loss's and wins. But through it all it's just so damn honest. The emotions are real and you feel every one of them. At least I did. This book made me laugh, cry, scream, anxious, angry, sad, and happy. That is a lot of emotions to pack into one person from just one book. But I felt them all and more than once. It drained me. But as I was reading I just kept thinking, "More people need to read this story". I think it is a story that has the ability to make a change in people just like the character, Kyle did. There is much to learn from this story and I feel so grateful that I finally picked up this series and I got to learn about these characters and most of all, I got to find another author that has truly touched me with his words of wisdom and his brilliant stories.
~John Goode, your writing is inspiring.
“We are going to go out into the world, and we are going to find those people who are filled with hatred, and we are going to tell them their time is done here. That we will not tolerate that crap anymore. You want to know who we are and where we are going?”
“We are coming for you, and we are coming for your world, and we are pissed. If you stand for hate and for discrimination and you can’t see that all people are worth something, then know this. We are the graduating class of Foster High, and your days are numbered.”










”What would Kyle do?”

“We are tired of your world. We are sick of your hatred and your bigotry and of your bullshit. We are not going to stand for it anymore—we won’t. We are going to go out into the world, and we are going to change it, one person at a time. We are going to meet people, and we are going to tell them these stories from where we grew up, and we are going to share them. And one by one we will change the way people think about the world and the people in it. One by one we will find hatred and intolerance, and we will destroy it.”


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All his life he's been told
He'll be nothing when he's old
All the kicks and all the blows
He won't ever let it show
'Cause he's stronger than you know
A heart of steel starts to grow
When you've been fighting for it all your life
You've been struggling to make things right
That's how a superhero learns to fly
Brad the Popular became Brad the Victor
and invisible Kyle became invincible Kyle.






A lot of things can happen in 151 days. A lot of things that people might not be ready for.
So I'm telling you now, hold on. This might get a little bumpy.
“Lay down your sweet and weary head. Night is falling. You have come to journey’s end.
Why do you weep? What are the tears upon your face?
What can you see on the horizon?”
