The Underworld or a Hidden World that has come alive with drugs, alcohol and a Rave! One click this hidden jewel to see!
WOW! Ya know what? I would never have found this little gem of a book if not for Book Review 22, Thank you so much for allowing me to read this fantastic story for a Review, so well worth me free time!
So I am way older, but back in my day we did have acid floating around, yes I did trip on Acid but never would have even thought of doing the amount that was taken by high school kids the day before graduation. Heck I think I would have thought it would have killed me since I prayed to God to get me off of it and I promised to never ever do it again! Never did either!
Ok how to tell you about this book, because you have the blurb to read, but what to say to get you to read it! Well because it is Wild, Thrilling, Dark and Crazy, Guns, Fighting, Racism and Sex of all kinds and even questions of sexuality! If you like that type of book, one that will keep you turning page after page till its over then, yes this is THAT book! I mean I totally haven't been so shocked by a such a book, its shockingly new to me, not a thing about it that I've seen and its like hidden and nobody knows and I want to YELL READ THIS BOOK NOW! And the reason because its so REAL, the Feels OMG the things I felt, confused at the first at the game but as it went on I understood exactly why we needed to understand the game and the Dynamic of these characters...these characters were wonderfully written, they have suffered and lost, every last one and they are all kids, just kids! But this book shows you that in maybe a poorer neighborhood that most might not be accustomed to. That this life it is exactly like it is and that these type losses and things hidden in the mind, the tricks the mind plays over the years because these kids just have each other, a little gang that really is no gang at all, its separate families and they have a lot of guilt and jealousy and it has grown into a big old monster and regardless of were it is poor or not it happens! And I wanted to yell were are the parents? Well they mostly died and they were left with one and the one the were left with did good or didn't. Ya see these kids all but 3 are going to all go away to college, they are going to get out of this town but not all of them, two are to young still in school (2 of the Billy's) and one was probably smart enough but he had to put on a persona of Hate and he had to be head of his family and to teach the two boys that are younger than him, like daddy would if he could but daddy is In jail....and daddy o, he should have stayed but he is getting out in 6 days and that, that brings in some things they have forgotten or maybe haven't forgotten but have hidden and one, well he just cant forget, he just want to leave before dad comes home, he is tired of telling the other boys the stories about dad and how he is to protect these boys but to never touch them just teach them, nope he cannot forget! Now he "Buddy" doesn't trip on Acid, I do give him that but he is one mean kid but not to his two brothers and kind of just nonchalant to his one sister Gilly. And they have lived across the street from Hero and Fred, brothers, twins but not, they look nothing alike, Hero is slanky and cant fight, dark skin, but Fred has grown into a fine young man and he can fight , he protects Hero in all things, they are true brothers whom have grown to love Gilly. Could this be another problem? Fred wants to tell her he loves her before they graduate and all go off to different colleges, he wants her to know what he has been afraid to tell her, afraid of rejection, because even though they have made it to graduation they have all had rejection and death and to a kid is it the same? They have been left on the wrong side of town all those years but its almost over. So everyone always go to Graduation Rave, so of course they have to go, it tradition. Hero whom is valdectorion needs to write his speech but Buddy beat him up today after the War Game, then Fred beat up Buddy! Hero wants to teach them all a lesson a lesson his dad taught him a very long time ago when he was a police officer and carried a gun, Hero decides he will take this gun and show everyone he is not afraid, that he is a Hero!
So I am not going to tell you anymore other than that, you need to see how it turns out for Hero, Fred, "Gilly, Buddy, Junk, Mil Billy" (all Billy's, that's this family last name) and Cindy, Mark and Tubby. How this journey of 24 hours will change them forever some ugly truths are brought forth and some things that were thought as truths unhinged!
The writer keeps your riveted to the story, even as a Dark YA I just could not stop reading! The feels oh the feels you will have with this book, it starts of a little slow but don't give up because the mystery just keeps digging at you and you just want to know what happens and what all had happened! Some things I still feel torn over and have the need to go back and see what or if anything was missed it just floored me, the end and how whom stood up for who, is it always family or is it the people you have learned to rely on in life or could be all of that? Read and find out this tale of coming of age!
It does touch on some dark touchy subjects and it has sexual scenes so if you do not care to read that, this isn't the book for you! If you cant bear to here things that have happened in the past to kids or it might cause triggers here is your warning
Thanks for another Great recommendation Boor Review 22, I don't think I would have ever found this book without your referral and I thank you for that! Go on a learning excursion with these teens, its one of the best rides I have been on with teens a very long time, I felt a part of the scene like I watched it unfold!
I guess I knew it was going to be some crazy things happen, kids going to a Rave with drugs and a gun, what I didn't figure was that I would be so touched by what all happens and what has happened to all these kids in the past. I felt like I had been flipping the tv channels and just happened to find this movie that had started and I stopped and watched and was stunned like why had I never seen this before, because it surely is a story! I have never read this author before, I was riveted, overwhelmed and at the end glad it was all out and that life would go forward but in such a different way, but that is life right?