Cunningham’s new novel is a fertile character study with a minimalist plot. There’s a central premise that hovers (literally!) over the story and provides a pique of low-grade excitement. Thirty-eight year-old Barrett Meeks, a scholar and underachiever who is low on funds and works in retail at a vintage store, has recently received a break-up text from his latest boyfriend. Walking through Central Park four days later, he sees a transcendent, numinous image in the sky.
“ A pale aqua light, translucent, a swatch of veil, star-high, no, lower than the stars, but high, higher than a spaceship…”
”He believed—he knew—that as surely as he was looking up at the light, the light was looking down back down at him…No. Not looking. Apprehending.”
Barrett is conflicted about the apparition—whether it is real, or imagined, or a collection of gases, or a signal of a brain injury. So he decides to keep this a secret, and not even share with his older brother, Tyler, who he is extremely close to, and lives with, (and with Tyler’s fiancé), in a progressively gentrifying neighborhood in Brooklyn.
Tyler is an unsuccessful musician and secret coke addict, but claims he has quit (he even tries to fool himself). Tyler is trying to write the perfect song for his marriage ceremony to Beth, who has terminal cancer. One thing Tyler does well is take care of her. He is also loyal to Barrett, who is in turn loyal to Beth. Barrett and Tyler have a close and unusual brotherly affinity, almost like a latent and incestuous, but chaste, love.
“They possess a certain feral knowledge of each other, excrescence and scat. …They…keep their affinities secret when they’re in company…and keep their chaste, ardent romance to themselves, as if they were a two-member sect, passing as regular citizens, waiting for the moment to act.”
The third central character is Beth, who is likely the moral center, yet her strength of character and earnest love is not as pressing to the story as it is the projection of an integrity that galvanizes Barrett and Tyler. She is their shared revelation, in a sense. And her remission signifies a change in the trio’s relationship.
“Tyler is Beth’s, now. Now that Beth has been restored to health, they’re a couple in a way they were not, when Beth was dying. The Beth who was slipping away…had been both Tyler’s and Barrett’s, their flickering saint, their runaway princess who was being reclaimed…Tyler and Barrett were her attendants. They were Team Beth.”
I do think that Cunningham, somewhat of a writer’s writer, controlled his narrative, yet I wasn’t certain of his chief premise, or whom he was attached to in this novel. If he were a lesser writer, I would have perceived this as a desultory story, with no real center. However, Cunningham periodically seemed to be a step ahead of the reader, and it was up to us to comprehend the gist.
All the characters (and there were other secondary characters that he focused on for brief interludes) seemed to be at a crossroads in their lives. And there were special connections between the two brothers that had historical poignancy. Their mother was struck by lightning on a golf course years ago—her death seeming to be strange and even too banal for her eminent presence in their lives. She had said to Barrett, in the past, that some magic had been granted to him on his birth—an inexplicable magic, and that he also needed to watch out for his older brother.
As Barrett’s gradually shares his mystical experience with others, deeper philosophical discussions ensue over its meaning. And, Barrett, who begins to attend church, more for its ambiance and collective spirituality, hides a notion that Beth’s subsequent remission is connected to his singular, visionary experience.
The author also allows us to regard what different characters are reading into each other, through italicized comments that are unspoken thoughts (that one character believes that the other actually means). This channeled a scintilla of standard neuroses that floats between all the parties, and gave the reader more insight into the characters’ conjectures or nagging doubts about each other.
One thing that did not resonate with me was Barrett’s need for secrecy about his celestial vision, his fraught feelings about disclosure. It seemed that Cunningham attempted to create tension and suspense with the inevitable reveal (to Tyler, especially), but I didn’t grasp the dread or alarm that Barrett felt at confessing his experience to others. The proportion of its significance seemed larger to the author’s imagination than to this reader. I heard what he imparted—that Barrett feared revealing a supernatural experience, which was a contradiction to his secular beliefs. But I wasn’t convinced that it was organically acute.
Cunningham possesses a gift for language and a knack for conveying characters in just a few keystrokes:
“Barrett is a bigger guy, not fat…but ursine, crimson of eye and lip; ginger-furred…the prince transformed into wolf or lion, all slumbering large-pawed docility, awaiting, with avid yellow eyes, love’s first kiss.”
That, and the darting through of consequence and connection, was enough to keep me fastened to this compact novel, which progresses from 2004 to 2008. The story? It did not lucidly coalesce, but it is for each reader to decide its weight.