I had a really hard time NOT throwing my Kindle across the room after reading this book; matter of fact, I took a day off from writing this review. Ultimately, I'm still confused on how I would actually rate this read, like, really, WTF! First, I found the whole romance between Cole and Oakley to be sweet, most known-you-all-my-life romances are. Jasper was funny was hell, too; now, that's enough of the novel's good points. Let's get to the heart of the matter: Beef #1: What the hell was with changing the POV at the very end of the novel? For about 10 to 12 chapters we're in Oakley's head listening to her fears, trying to figure out what her damage is. Next thing you know we have ONE chapter of Cole, then it's back to Oakley. Finally, when it's time to get the heart of the matter and get some real details on why Oakley doesn't speak, we're thrown back to Cole. WHAT THE FLYING F*&K?! I really wanted to know how Oakley felt when Frank was there at the camping spot...but noooo, we get some half-ass details told from the perspective of the doting boyfriend. Which brings me to Beef #2: It was like the author didn't want to give us the horrible dirty details of this awful thing that happen, but honestly, teens need that realism, especially if you're going to write on a topic this difficult. Throwing the pressure to the left by using the boyfriend to tell the rest of the story just sickened me. I mean, (Beef #3) why tell the struggle of a young woman through the eyes of man?! Is that just my feminism coming into play? Maybe I'm taking it too seriously, but come on--this is Oakley's story about finally having the strength to speak up, not her boyfriend's reaction to her struggle and his (and her family's) obliviousness! Beef #4: If I read this book correctly, Oakley stopped talking when she was 5, but Frank didn't actually rape her until she was 10. What the hell was he doing to her between the ages of 5 and 10, just touching her? And how the hell did all this nonsense start? Did the Dad just owe the guy, or was he enjoying the show? I need some motives, every crime does. Now maybe some of the things that I'm still unsure about are answered in the companion novel, but I'll be damned if I actually pick it up to read it. That was a waste of a day of my life. Again, unsure about the rating I gave, but at least the author made me feel something--even it was utter disgust.