Second read:
I LOVE THIS BOOK.
Sinfully prone as I am to hard thoughts of God, Goodwin helps, more than any other author, to melt the protective ice I tend to build around my heart. Goodwin exposits the Upper Room Discourse and Hebrews in ways that are true to the texts but that are so gloriously good of Jesus that the Gospel preached here feels shocking and too good to be true (but also TRUE!) all over again. This time I was struck more and more with the fact that Jesus has, by the responsibilities He has faithfully undertaken in Heaven, obligated Himself to be merciful. By which I mean that mercy is not just a feeling He has, but that He's so committed to mercy that He's made it part of the proof of His success and goodness that He be merciful and faithful to us in all our infirmities (sin being included as the worst infirmity of them all). This book completely reframes my view of Jesus to be more accurate and more wonderful than my hard heart ever imagined possible.
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First read:
Jesus on earth is one thing, but there's a temptation we have to think of Him as more distant, less "for us," now that He's enthroned (much like we might not expect an old friend, once he's famous, to take any further notice of us). If you've ever felt that way, or if you've ever had that vague sense He's disappointed with you, Thomas Goodwin will shake you up in the best way.
Drawing from all over Scripture and doctrine with an expert hand, Goodwin shows how warm Christ's heart is toward us, how utterly invested He is in our joy, how scandalously He wants us to be with Him. Reading what he had to say, I saw how I read my own spiritual coldness into Christ's promises--that if I stopped filtering it through my cynical heart, I would see the genuine affection and even yearning that Christ has for the ones who believe. I mean, just check this out: "It is as if he had said, The truth is, I cannot live without you, I shall never be quiet till I have you where I am, that so we may never part again. . . . Heaven shall not hold me, nor my Father's company, if I have not you with me, my heart is so set upon you; and if I have any glory, you shall have part of it."
Doesn't that feel so unbelievable? Like, surely that's sacrilegious--beneath His dignity! But no, Goodwin says--the proof is everywhere in Scripture that this is the case, and not only this, but Christ's heart now He is enthroned has even MORE capacity to love, pray for, and comfort you. He has made it part of His own job description, so that the very proof of His success and kingship is His goodness to you.
Full of gracious comfort (and grammar that I would call "loosely structured"), this book helped me see the whole world new. It has made Christ breathtakingly beautiful to me, like I want to laugh with joy when I consider the Gospel.