Author Randall Sullivan investigates modern day Marian apparitions in this long but surprisingly gripping book. The word "apparitions" had, for me,a pejorative feel to it prior to reading "The Miracle Detective" but I don't mean it that way. I just mean appearances that may or may not be objective, that at the very least have a mystical element to them.
He starts, of all places, in Boardman, Oregon where in 1994 it was reported that the Virgin Mary was appearing in a gaudy painting hanging in a dilapidated trailer, home to a Mexican-American woman and her parents. His visit there is brief, but he leaves a core group of people, transformed by the event, dedicated to somehow building a shrine to Mary, a place of prayer and peace, right next door to a dangerous military weapons installation.
Sullivan spends the bulk of his time dealing with the Marian apparitions in Medjugorje in the former Yugoslavia, which began in 1981 and had continued ever since. However, he is no longer a neutral observer there, and finds himself dragged, unwillingly, into the exhilaration and turmoil of it, at an intensely personal level. The highs he experiences in his first visit there are followed by serious lows that a subsequent visit several years later does nothing to quell. These lows are exacerbated by his investigations of a similar, ongoing group Marian experience in Scottsdale, Arizona that had begun in 1988. Though they cannot be disproven, there is much more internal dissension among those at the center of it, and the investigation leaves him exhausted.
His journey brings him full circle and at the end he finds himself back in Boardman, Oregon, some seven years after he had initially visited there. It turns out that the dream of a permanent shrine to Mary had come to naught as doors had closed and efforts failed. The principal individual, Irma, had moved away and started a new life in Texas. It is a bittersweet ending, but Irma was still grateful for that chapter in her life, and considered herself a changed person. Sullivan, too, seems to have arrived at peace with the mysterious nature of these appearances. There may well be a mixture of the divine and the human in them, and in the end that is enough for him. Beginning his investigation as one who didn't give God a second thought, he concludes it with the realization that after all this effort, "all I had demonstrated to myself was that I could not live without God's love, and that the only way I knew to get it was to love Him back" (p. 442).
It is impossible to give an adequate reader response to all this in two or three sentences, but as the nature of discernment is central to the subject matter, a brief comment is in order. On page 344, one of the subjects of the Scottsdale appearances, Annie Ross, reports that "Satan has tried to trick me at various times by pretending to be Jesus or Mary, and it's hard to tell the difference, except by the feeling you have inside. It's the feeling you have to trust." But I would counter that feelings are a notoriously unreliable guide in matters of truth. Anyone who has become convinced that God has spoken to us in the pages of the Bible would do well to turn there in order to discern truth from error. Indeed, in Acts 17:11 we read of the residents of Berea who heard the gospel message for the first time. They did not look to their feelings for guidance, but instead turned to the Scriptures they had, the Old Testament, to learn if what they were hearing was in accord with what had already been revealed.
Even in the Roman Catholic community, where you would expect Marian apparitions to be positively received, there is still a whole of lot of caution, controversy, and skepticism, depending on who you talk to. How much more, then, are those who are not Catholics going to exercise caution when treading in these waters. I think it might be prudent to heed the words of the apostle Paul, who, knowing his own death was imminent, wanted to sum up for Timothy what was to be his focus. He doesn't tell Timothy to be on the lookout for new manifestations of the Spirit, or new revelations from God, but to look back to what God had already revealed. 2 Timothy 3:14 directs him as follows: "But as for you, continue in what you have learned and have become convinced of, because you know those from whom you learned it, and how from infancy you have known the holy Scriptures, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith in Jesus Christ."
Christians, like Timothy, have already been given their marching orders, and it's a pretty good bet they haven't fulfilled them yet. Maybe those of us who call ourselves Christians would be wise to focus on what directions we have already been given, rather than searching for additional revelations in the present or in the future. I personally am impressed by some of the Marian apparitions which Sullivan describes. But discernment is a tricky business, and it seems to me it's too easy to be led astray.