2019, first read
So far, my best book of the year.
What makes this story great for me is Arden’s character and arc. This type of story (stereotyping the genre) tends to generate in the reader a fascination around the powerful and dominant character (Caspian), leaving the MC weak and sometimes too dependent of their LI.
Arden with his honest and happy nature, is the one who is always comfortable with his opinions and way of life. Even at times when he is having some personal crisis, he never lets anyone decide or deal the problem for him. The trilogy is both the romance as the Ardy’s coming of age story, and I love that balance.
I glanced down at my phone. Holy shit. That was a lot of notifications.
[…]A few were related to my own writing, one was from Milieu (oooh), the rest were Nik, Sophie, Weird Owen, Professor Standish, Oxford University notifications…oh fuck.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
This could mean only one thing. My results were out. I could have put it off. Once upon a time I would have. But not anymore. I had an article coming out in Milieu. A respectable army of Instagram followers. A billionaire lover who fucked me and cherished me, and let me comfort him when he needed it. I’d danced all night at a secret rave in an abandoned building. Flown to Boston to be with a friend. Interviewed Poppy Carrie in a hospital café. Frankly, Oxford could suck my balls.
I do not mean that Caspian is not interesting, he is a captivating character with a complicated past. But I love the twist here where Arden, with his goodness and optimism and attitudes commonly associated with more "feminine" personalities, is the real savior and hero; while Caspian, dominant and sweet and completely lost, is the closest thing the story has to the maiden in distress type of character.
Now, I can only wait for the third part of this series to be published. Meanwhile, it seems inevitable to continue reading the rest of Alexis Hall’s books, in which I hope to find again the many great references to pop culture: Characters in love with Jane Austen, Labyrinth, Disney, LoTR and Star Wars... My kind of book for sure.
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August 2022, post third reading thoughts:
*Knowing the whole story, it’s easier to understand C and not see him as the cold distant asshole he could first appeared to be.
Caspian was as damaged as I remembered. I wanted to shake him hard nearly every time he spoke. But I didn’t remember Ardy’s overwhelming attitude towards him.
I know that kind of treatment was exactly what Caspian needed, but gods, there were a lot of times I wanted to shake Ardy too.
Oh, what Am I saying? Ardy is perfect. Anyone’s life would be better with an Arden in it. He always recognized when he did something wrong and fixed it. And even completely in love, he always had the clear mind to see when C was making no sense and call him on it.
Right after the locked room accident Arden alone came to the conclusion Nathaniel and him had some things in common:
“After all, we had a lot in a common. Since neither of us really understood the man we claimed to care about.”
And that is the most important thing that sets him apart. He was willing to see his mistakes and learn from them.
*and yep, Caspian is a dork. But whenever he made something that could make me start hating him, and it would be a lot of times, he would acknowledge his faults, give such an honest and thoughtful apology, that it was impossible to not like him. He did have a LOT of baggage to deal with.
Fuck. He was going to dump me. He’d brought me orange juice and now he was dumping me. It was the orange juice of condolence. Or maybe he just thought I wouldn’t hit him if I had something in my hand. He was probably right. I was trying to work up the courage or cruelty or whatever it took to dash my drink in his face, when he said, “Please don’t go back to Kinlochbervie.” I inhaled in shock. Except my mouth was full of liquid so mainly what I did was splutter. Attractively. “I know,” he went on, “after what happened, the way I made you feel, that I have no right to ask. But I don’t want Nathaniel, Arden. I want you. I can’t change that I loved him once, but you are not, and have never been, in his shadow.”
*The non-romance bits were as engaging as the ones with couple development in it. I loved the Nik’s, poppy’s and Bellerose’s chapters. In this type of sub-genre, where is common to find an MC with little to no friends and mostly separated from other people apart from the bildom love-interest, is great to see Arden having a rich complex life that is all him and not Caspian-centered.
*Really, there must be a not-that-distant future with more ArdenStIves-verse books in it. There are so many excellent secondary characters, all with glimpses of extraordinary back stories and potential for things to come!
Spinoffs. Spinoffs everywhere!
I want Colt Dawson and Poppy’s story.
I want Ellery’s music career to be a massive hit and for her to get closer to certain lawyer. Ellery!
I want Nik’s story, Bellerose’ too.
George. I want her to meet her own madly-in-love-poppet.