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150 pages, Paperback
First published June 9, 2017
[...]
woman of soft darkness, portal of light,
watch them
envy the revolution of our movement, we
break
open to give life flow. why the terror of our
tears
torment of our taste. my rage is righteous,
my love
is righteous. my name is righteous. hear
what i am
not here to say, we, too, have died. we know
we are
dying, too. i am not here to say, look at me,
how i
died so brutal a death, i deserve a name to
fit all
the horror in. i am here to tell you, how if
they
mention me in their protests and their
rallies,
they would have to face their role in it, too,
my
beauty, too. i died many times before the
blow
to the body. i have bled many months
before
bullet to the flesh. we know the body is not
the
end. call it what you will but for all the
hands,
cuffed wrists of us, shackled ankles of us,
the
bend over to make room for you of us, how
dare
we speak of anything less than i love you. we
who
love just as loudly in the thunderous rain as
when
the sun shines golden on our skin and the
world
kissed us unapologetically, we be so
beautiful
when we be. how you gon be free without
me?
[...]
joy is the will
is the dimple that has endured
a dance so deep in a dark cheek
[...]
is hopscotch and double dutch
a fierce gaze, the side eye, the shade
is the sass, snap, and the head nod
is the turn up, the swag
joy is righteous and ratchet
joy twerks and taps, jooks and jives
harlem shakes, electric slides, dutty wines
salsas on two and rumbas
[...]
joy is a crackhead with a dime bag and a
dream
is a fresh pair of white kicks with the check
bottle caps glued beneath dress shoes
[...]
[...] solitude is
in the wrist of a magnolia tree, hung or
lynched
in a rose-throated croon of liberty and
justice for all
[...]
her eyes a voice
of verses in a
chapel songbook
where women sorry
stained sung of
the antiquated fight
to love and be loved
soft-hearted and peach-tea dark
[...]
the switchblades tripping off the ledge of
her mother's
tongue, chicken-scratches her insecurities
on the mirrors of her eyelids,
licks suicide off the plate clean like a
bulimic torn
between the God that promises heaven
in her stomach
[...]
there was never a right moment to speak
or laugh. when they pried my legs apart
fresh outta my mother's womb,
they should've told me, go back
girl, go back in and hide
take cover, they should've
warned me about the war.
instead of borrowing books
from the walls of my mother's
regrets, i could've been preparing
in her uterus, could've been studying
the proper way to load a rifle,
[...]