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276 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 9, 2017







I want to know your story. I want to be more than a footnote to this chapter of your life. I want to write our story together ~Pike


"A virgin SEAL --" […] "I'm just saying, you must be rarer than a fucking unicorn."



“You. Are. Not. A. Distraction.” Zack toppled Pike backward, loomed over him. “You’re my everything. And I won’t let them have you. Won’t them ruin this.”
“A virgin SEAL—”“Shut up.” He shoved Pike’s shoulder. Pike neatly sidestepped his grip. “I’m just saying, you must be rarer than a fucking unicorn. I thought you guys got all the ass— of any gender— you wanted.”

"Kissing Pike always felt like breathing— necessary, important and vital to his well-being— but right then it felt more like a sacrament . Or like super glue instantly sealing their bond together. And that’s what this was— a bond . His mouth might not be able offer many promises to Pike, but his body could pledge an oath, swear to Pike with each thrust that this meant something, meant everything."









...he was the gayest straight person Pike had ever met.
The reminder that Zack was most likely an otherwise straight guy who was merely curious.
"...he knows who he is and accepts himself —these are important things too, man. I mean I get that family and your religion is important to you, but that’s not everything.”
Zack tried to visualize a future...where he had a large friendship circle of LGBTQ friends, where he had Pike at the center of all that… and simply couldn’t. But he also couldn’t envision a life without Pike.He puts Pike in an untenable situation. He knows he shouldn't but he can't seem to let go nor open up and reveal who he is.



“That’s not how my family would see it. Every good thing I’ve done, every choice I’ve made, none of it would count if I were gay. So I’ve told myself for a decade now that I’m not. Doesn’t matter what goes on in my head when I…you know. I figured I could be straight if I wanted it bad enough.”Pike sees what Zack is going through and is honest with him - "Please stop lying to yourself. It’s killing me to watch." - but also willing to let Zack find his own way.