I have wanted to read this book for quite awhile, now having read it, I am quite disappointed.
Warning: this review contains a long feminist rant.
At first, Sophie May seems like an easily relatable character. She's around my age, she had a hard time growing up and has anxiety issues. She works in this cute little tea shop with Molly, an elderly lady who took her in when she needed a job and they grew to be best friends. This sounds like a nice story, and I honestly would have enjoyed this book a lot more if it had focused on Sophie and Molly's relationship and not on the romance.
But of course, this is a romance book so then enters, Billy Buskin. An actor and teen heart throb who is in town for the filming of Pride and Prejudice. He's cute, he's charming, and he's sweet. Except, I feel like we didn't get to see much of that. He met Sophie, they flirted a couple of times, he asked out and then boom, they are in love and moving to London. There was no build up, we didn't get enough of them together to really develop a connection to them.
It didn't take long for me to realise that this was a bit of an unhealthy relationship. Sophie told Billy her dream of buying the tea shop off Molly one day and making it her own. With cakes, books, gifts and flowers. But then he asks her to move to London with him as he has a part in a new play. Meaning she has to leave her job, that she loves, and find a new place to work. Now, this would be absolutely fine if he wasn't so controlling.
Billy hated the idea, especially as, in his own words, he can happily provide for the both of us. It was difficult to explain that the thought of living off him and flying aimlessly through my days my days made me want to vomit. But he took it well, even if he didn't agree with it."
?????
This should not be a matter of him taking it well! He should agree with Sophie from the start if getting a new job in a coffee shop is what she wants to do. She didn't move there to just follow him around like a puppy or sit at home waiting for him to get back from work. Sophie has a dream too, it didn't just disappear when she moved to London. I'd be running for the hills already.
When she does get a job, it's at a popular coffee shop chain called Coffee Matters. They have to wear a bright, ridiculous uniform and it's nothing like her old job. People don't go there to sit down and chat, they get their coffee and then leave. Sophie stays there because it's better than nothing, and she hopes something better will come along.
One day, there is an overly rude customer who yells at her and puts her down, Sophie loses it and throws the drink on him (Not going to lie, I cheered when she did that). She grabs her bag and then walks out before she has the chance to be fired. Billy is waiting outside for her and is shocked to find out what happened.
But.
SHE APOLOGISES TO HIM.
"Billy you're girlfriend works at Coffee Matters..As if that won't be turned into some sort of story? They're going to have a field day with that!"
Billy looks down at the floor and bites his lip. I knew he didn't want me to take this job on, probably for this exact reason, and he just didn't know how to say it without offending me or sounding snobby. Therefore, it's unfair of me to make him feel bad for something that is clearly not his fault.
"I'm sorry. It's not your fault," I say.
Why on earth should she have to apologise? Billy shouldn't care where she works as long as she's happy! If he doesn't want her to work because he doesn't want a bad reputation then he's an asshole.
A few other things happen, like Billy coming home drunk with friends at 2am then after waking Sophie up after being so loud, calling her boring and guilt-tripping her for never going out with him (knowing that she has to get up early for work). Sophie gets up and goes out there, AND OFFERS TO MAKE THEM TEA OR COFFEE????
And after having left her job at Coffee Matters, he convinces her to not get another job and tries to get her to just use one of his credit cards. They agree that she won't work until the right job comes along, but Sophie said that she will do all housework and chores in return.
Also, his manager is a total asshole to Sophie most of the time. Putting her down in subtle ways and making her feel small. Not once does Billy listen to her when she tries to tell him. Where is the support?? He just laughs things off and showers her in compliments, as if that fixes everything.
They could just be little things, but it seems so unhealthy to me. There's no emotional support from his end. She gave up her life to live with him while he gets to his dream, expecting Sophie to just follow along.
*feminist rant over*
It does get more enjoyable during Part Three and Four. Sophie starts to stand up for herself, she starts to realise that she isn't getting enough from him. We get to learn more about her past, which leads to her building a stronger relationship with her Mum. In the end she does end up pursuing her dream, which I am really glad about. Like I said at the start of this review, I would of enjoyed it a lot more without the romance. I found Molly far more interesting than Billy, I just didn't connect with his character like I did Molly's.
There is some important lessons in this book but unfortunately it just wasn't for me.