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Hellucination
A drug-fueled trip through the gruesome levels of Hell may sound like a fictional horror story to some, and since the traveler in question was movie distributor Stephen Biro, it could just as easily have been one of his film projects. But Stephen's experiences were the real, life-changing sort. They're also proof that the Lord does work in mysterious ways -- extending all the way to squares of LSD and nitrous oxide cartridges.
Armed with psychedelics, hallucinogenics and a brave desire to meet God no matter the personal cost, Stephen pushed beyond the boundaries of safe drug use. He took the most nightmarish of trips from a cramped one-bedroom apartment that he used for running his underground video business. With initial difficulty finding God in his altered state, Stephen instead encountered depravity and grotesquery enough to make his soul weep, but he pushed on. And if that wasn't bad enough, his Hellish experiences bled over into his waking days, and his friends and acquaintances began identifying themselves to him as Antichrists, deities and other assorted beings from "the other side." Reality was blurring and shifting, and Stephen was run utterly ragged. Could he fulfill his quest to learn universal truths before his extreme drug use took its toll?
Hellucination: A Memoir spares no disturbing detail of the unusual route that one man took to find Christ and the God of the Bible. The memoir also follows younger Stephen through his 1970s childhood and his bizarre early encounters with religion that drove him to Atheism.
Armed with psychedelics, hallucinogenics and a brave desire to meet God no matter the personal cost, Stephen pushed beyond the boundaries of safe drug use. He took the most nightmarish of trips from a cramped one-bedroom apartment that he used for running his underground video business. With initial difficulty finding God in his altered state, Stephen instead encountered depravity and grotesquery enough to make his soul weep, but he pushed on. And if that wasn't bad enough, his Hellish experiences bled over into his waking days, and his friends and acquaintances began identifying themselves to him as Antichrists, deities and other assorted beings from "the other side." Reality was blurring and shifting, and Stephen was run utterly ragged. Could he fulfill his quest to learn universal truths before his extreme drug use took its toll?
Hellucination: A Memoir spares no disturbing detail of the unusual route that one man took to find Christ and the God of the Bible. The memoir also follows younger Stephen through his 1970s childhood and his bizarre early encounters with religion that drove him to Atheism.
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About the author
Stephen Biro
8 books66 followersStephen has done a little bit of everything in his life. A little school, a little college, a little death metal, a lot of comic books and a whole lot of violence. Now... let's not get ahead of ourselves. Let's build up the momentum for you. He owned a comic book store by the name of Hooked on Comics for several years before the industry imploded. Luckily, he got out when the getting was good. Then he became a world famous video pirate for 7 years and turned it into a world-class underground video store in Ybor City FL by the name of Video Mayhem. The next logical step was to get into the movie business. That's when Unearthed Films was born back in 2001.
With his savvy looks and reputation. Stephen took Unearthed Films into uncharted territory and became the most extreme DVD label in the US and can even be said, of the world. With releases like THE GUINEA PIG SERIES, AFTERMATH, SLAUGHTERED VOMIT DOLLS and producing such gore-tastic delights like PHILOSOPHY OF A KNIFE and SLOW TORTURE PUKE CHAMBER. Unearthed Films has been heralded as the hardest film company this side of Hell.
During all of that time, Stephen wrote screenplays and rewrites for independent companies while working hard on his memoir, HELLUCINATION.
Stephens fan base and connections in the horror industry and comic book world, have been shocked by his bold display and attitude for his newest novel. No one was ready for the president of Unearthed Films to step into the limelight and tell everyone he has met God, danced with the Devil and has been to Hell.
Neither did they know that, at one time... Stephens psychedelic conquest of this reality and into the next, would rival Hunter S Thompson and Ken Kesey's drug intake.
Stephen came back from the other side of this reality with fresh and invigorating tales that go beyond simple horror, psychology and theology. Even though HELLUCINATION took him ten years to write, his new novel is the 3rd of the way done and I have read it, in screenplay format and I have to say. It’s unlike anything I have ever read and I am really looking forward to the novel form. But yet… I read Hellucination and it made me question everything about me and scare the living Hell into me. I wasn’t expecting this from him, just as you won’t.
Steve asked me to write his biography because he's not into selling himself. I'm David Hood and I've known Steve for about ten years now. I'm his graphic designer and website developer. I have to tell you, when you’re with him and he tells you what happened to him. It gives you shivers because there is no hesitancy, no doubt what he went through. I saw him at an author panel at a convention last week and one of the moderators asked Stephen what his book was about.
The room was filled with over 50 people and he began telling them the truth of Hellucination, meeting God, being manipulated by the Devil, having drinks with self-proclaimed Antichrists and then being sent to Hell after his meeting with God and the room fell silent. And, when he was done... it stayed silent for over a minute until one of the others authors said... "Listen to the silence in this room. I have never heard it this quite, not even in church for this long."
Everyone laughed to make themselves at ease. I know it's on video because somebody was videotaping it. I'm going to have to find it because it’s very spooky. (Steve, I hope you keep this part in. It was so cool to watch you shock so many people in a room to dead silence. )
So that’s Stephen in a nutshell.
David Hood
With his savvy looks and reputation. Stephen took Unearthed Films into uncharted territory and became the most extreme DVD label in the US and can even be said, of the world. With releases like THE GUINEA PIG SERIES, AFTERMATH, SLAUGHTERED VOMIT DOLLS and producing such gore-tastic delights like PHILOSOPHY OF A KNIFE and SLOW TORTURE PUKE CHAMBER. Unearthed Films has been heralded as the hardest film company this side of Hell.
During all of that time, Stephen wrote screenplays and rewrites for independent companies while working hard on his memoir, HELLUCINATION.
Stephens fan base and connections in the horror industry and comic book world, have been shocked by his bold display and attitude for his newest novel. No one was ready for the president of Unearthed Films to step into the limelight and tell everyone he has met God, danced with the Devil and has been to Hell.
Neither did they know that, at one time... Stephens psychedelic conquest of this reality and into the next, would rival Hunter S Thompson and Ken Kesey's drug intake.
Stephen came back from the other side of this reality with fresh and invigorating tales that go beyond simple horror, psychology and theology. Even though HELLUCINATION took him ten years to write, his new novel is the 3rd of the way done and I have read it, in screenplay format and I have to say. It’s unlike anything I have ever read and I am really looking forward to the novel form. But yet… I read Hellucination and it made me question everything about me and scare the living Hell into me. I wasn’t expecting this from him, just as you won’t.
Steve asked me to write his biography because he's not into selling himself. I'm David Hood and I've known Steve for about ten years now. I'm his graphic designer and website developer. I have to tell you, when you’re with him and he tells you what happened to him. It gives you shivers because there is no hesitancy, no doubt what he went through. I saw him at an author panel at a convention last week and one of the moderators asked Stephen what his book was about.
The room was filled with over 50 people and he began telling them the truth of Hellucination, meeting God, being manipulated by the Devil, having drinks with self-proclaimed Antichrists and then being sent to Hell after his meeting with God and the room fell silent. And, when he was done... it stayed silent for over a minute until one of the others authors said... "Listen to the silence in this room. I have never heard it this quite, not even in church for this long."
Everyone laughed to make themselves at ease. I know it's on video because somebody was videotaping it. I'm going to have to find it because it’s very spooky. (Steve, I hope you keep this part in. It was so cool to watch you shock so many people in a room to dead silence. )
So that’s Stephen in a nutshell.
David Hood
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February 12, 2012
A trip... definitely a trip. I have to tip my hat to Mr. Biro, the man definitely did his homework before starting this memoir. The cinematic touches, the writing just bleeds to be made into a movie. I could read between the lines and picture camera pans.
It was a very good read, and after finishing "Different Seasons" by King this was right up that alley, a novella sized read that packs a serious punch and leaves you thinking.
Hellucination is Biro's quest to find God, through the use of psychedelic drugs, at all costs. And the funny thing, he writes it TO YOU, literally he, Stephen Biro, takes you the reader to different points in his life, via a setting set up like "The Matrix." He sets up certain scenes, has you think about things and do a little homework before continuing, at one point even suggesting you watch Constantine and/or Jacob's Ladder to "get the appropriate atmosphere for the next part of my story," I liked that, sadly I have not seen either of those movies but I do want to now.
The book is so very detailed on what Biro went through and experienced while doing drugs to experience and find God that it leaves very little to the imagination and really felt as if I was right there with him (or the ghost of his older self). His quest at one point takes him on a literal journey to Hell for a close encounter with the seven deadly sins. There sin is put on display like no other and his nightmare-like vivid descriptions are so spot on they made me squeamish at times.
Biro definitely went through an experience, and one he came out the other side of alive and finding what he sought after. This must have been one tough book to write without sounding flat-out crazy or self indulgent. But after reading it I never found it either, Biro is both serious and transparent about his vulnerabilities and this book if nothing else is very authentic, a wild but true personal testimony. It is definitely a book I would recommend with the disclaimer that it is not a light read, it is deep and serious and I often found myself taking a minute or two to reflect before moving on.
It was a very good read, and after finishing "Different Seasons" by King this was right up that alley, a novella sized read that packs a serious punch and leaves you thinking.
Hellucination is Biro's quest to find God, through the use of psychedelic drugs, at all costs. And the funny thing, he writes it TO YOU, literally he, Stephen Biro, takes you the reader to different points in his life, via a setting set up like "The Matrix." He sets up certain scenes, has you think about things and do a little homework before continuing, at one point even suggesting you watch Constantine and/or Jacob's Ladder to "get the appropriate atmosphere for the next part of my story," I liked that, sadly I have not seen either of those movies but I do want to now.
The book is so very detailed on what Biro went through and experienced while doing drugs to experience and find God that it leaves very little to the imagination and really felt as if I was right there with him (or the ghost of his older self). His quest at one point takes him on a literal journey to Hell for a close encounter with the seven deadly sins. There sin is put on display like no other and his nightmare-like vivid descriptions are so spot on they made me squeamish at times.
Biro definitely went through an experience, and one he came out the other side of alive and finding what he sought after. This must have been one tough book to write without sounding flat-out crazy or self indulgent. But after reading it I never found it either, Biro is both serious and transparent about his vulnerabilities and this book if nothing else is very authentic, a wild but true personal testimony. It is definitely a book I would recommend with the disclaimer that it is not a light read, it is deep and serious and I often found myself taking a minute or two to reflect before moving on.
January 4, 2012
Here's some reviews for Hellucination from other sources like Amazon and other sites that don't show up on Goodreads. When you read it, I hope you enjoy it as much as everyone else.
"An utterly surreal memoir. I'd say it was 'mindbending,' but HELLUCINATION doesn't just bend your mind, it twists it, stretches it, stabs it, and tosses it on the grill!" -- Jeff Strand, author of the upcoming book, "PRESSURE" and "WOLF HUNT" Nominated for the Bram Stoker Award in 2006, 2008, and 2010.
5 STARS ... Thrilling, terrifying read, January 3, 2012
By Miranda LunaThis review is from: HELLUCINATION (Kindle Edition)
"Hellucination" is like nothing I've ever read before. A more cinematic memoir cannot be found; Biro's book mixes religion, philosophy, pop culture, hedonism and self-induced schizophrenia into a potent stew that builds and builds in intensity as it heads toward the inevitable climax. I could *not* stop reading! I read it over the course of one very fitful night - this book is scary! The ideas it presents will give you pause and the *extremely* visual way in which he - and we - come to the conclusions drawn, worm into your skull and stay there. I don't want to give too much away, but I will say this - read with caution ... the way you view the world may be irreparably changed by the time you are through. HIGHLY recommended!
5.0 out of 5 stars A modern Divine Comedy, December 18, 2011
By SDavis - See all my reviews This review is from: Hellucination (Paperback)
With HELLUCINATION, Stephen Biro takes us on a very unorthodox odyssey through his unconscious mind and into the realm of spirituality itself. This is a harrowing and intense quest for enlightenment that takes the reader to several dark corners of human history and psychology. Depak Chopra need not apply.
Biro starts out by recounting his upbringing. He paints a surprisingly intimate portrait of fractured family life, going from one town to the next. While this period does contain some rough times for Mr. Biro, this does not play out as cliched or dark as many other bios. Instead, Biro balances the drama nicely with occasional flourishes of wry humor that keep things very lively.
Then, we get to the meat and potatoes of the book. Biro goes on a conscious effort to discover the spiritual truths of the world. He does this through determination, specific administration of psychotropic drugs and audio-visual stimulation. We're with him as his apartment is transformed into a multidimensional trip through time and space. On his journey, Biro will travel through heaven and hell, accompanied by a myriad of unconventional spiritual avatars.
The danger in a book such as this is for it to read as a self-indulgent and delusional mess. This is never the case with HELLUCINATION. Biro is painfully honest both with his strengths and his vulnerabilities, both of which play an important role in his journey. You may not agree with Biro's visions, but you cannot deny their intensity or personal authenticity. This is Biro's testimony, a first-hand account from someone who has seen things many of us never will. No light read, this is the type of book that makes us an active participant in one of the most intense quests for truth you will ever experience. And at the end, a greater sense of self. Highly recommended.
5.0 out of 5 stars Great Mind-bending trip into Hell and back, November 8, 2011
By Rob Fox - See all my reviews This review is from: Hellucination (Paperback)
Wow, what a ride. Real or made up, the story is solid and well told in great detail. I found myself unable to put the book down once I started it. It was like watching a train wreck, but in a good way! I found myself cheering for the author and wanting him to stop his destructive behavior, yet understanding why he did it. I read the book over a month ago, and can't stop thinking about it. Get the book, you won't be disappointed.
The website... Rock, Shop and Pop
5 stars out of 5 Dec 5th 2011
From Rock, Shop and Pop...
Readers of this site and other similar cult movie review sites and forums will likely know Stephen Biro as the guy who runs Unearthed Films. Stephen’s been around the genre and cult movie scene for years now and through Unearthed has put out everything from Slaughtered Vomit Dolls to the Guinea Pig films to a special edition Blu-ray release of Rock N Rule. Having now authored his first book, Stephen can add self publishing to his list of accomplishments – and according to this autobiographical memoir, he can also tack ‘having done a ridiculous amount of drugs’ and ‘searching for God’ to that same list.
As unusual as it sounds, Hellucination is an aptly titled book about Biro’s self inflicted drug fueled search for a higher power. It’s a weird book, make no qualms about it, but it’s also very well written and surprisingly interesting. This is no 700 Club ‘come to Jesus’ novel, but instead a very personal document of Biro’s early years, his bootleg video operations, his personal relationships and all the toils and troubles they’ve involved, the forming of Unearthed Films and yes, his constant experimentation with pretty much every hallucinogenic substance you could care to name and then some. The fact that this leads Biro on a quest to understand God not only as a concept but as a higher power comes into play and winds up eventually driving the narrative but never overpowers things to the point where they get preachy, though those who know Biro probably expected something like this to be the last type of book he’d ever write.
The fact is, though, that as bizarre and frequently filthy as this book can get, it really is a book about his finding salvation in the most unusual of ways. In order to get there, however, Biro pushes the limits of his own consciousness and this often becomes the focus of the book. Told in the first person, as if Biro was guiding you through a trip through his own memories, the book turns out to be part horror story, part psychedelic science fiction parable and part morality tale but as bizarre as it all is, it’s never dull. Add to that the fact that Biro can actually write and that here he shows a real knack for building mood and atmosphere and this 165 page memoir turns out to be, if nothing else, a really interesting read. You can’t always tell ahead of time where Biro is going with this, as the book gets stranger and stranger before it starts to make cohesive sense but the narrative structure is well put together and the man can turn a phrase, all of which helps to put you in a frame of mind frighteningly similar to where he had to be at the time while experiencing all of this himself.
Don’t be turned off by the religious aspect of Biro’s book. Hellucination doesn’t moralize nor does it cram any self righteous philosophy down your throat, rather it explains in sometimes frighteningly honest terms one man’s own personal journey through a drug addled haze and his own personal conclusions as to what else is out there, just outside this physical plane.
Website Review... CEO of HorrorNews.net Nov 15th 2011
5 stars plus...
Hellucination – Stephen Biro
It’s not everyday that you receive word that the owner of one of the darkest distributors of disturbing films is releasing a book about God and his devotion. In fact, it was this very idea and “that” the book was about much of his drug-filled years that intrigued me enough to say, this is something worth checking out. Now I use the term “drug-filled” with caution as what might be perceived as the rambling of stoned-filled nights are actually very well-versed, written, and insightful. No, not that pretentious kind of stuff that you often get when film students write books filled with goobly gook about the intricacies of emotional framing and directorial purpose. “Hellucination” is actually very well laid out with a tone that takes you on as a friend and not a chimp that relishes in its own use of colorful words. “Hellucination” is a trip, but in a way that connects fiction to reality. You might even say your awakening moment for the “Neo” in all of us.
Stephen Biro is your tour guide here as he quickly brings you into a hazy filled world with devils and angels standing before him. This hallucinary interchange may not be real but it’s real at the time to the author of this book. Though every superhero need an origin, so Biro takes the hands of readers thru his often turmoiled past. In many cases, there is much that readers can relate to if even in just those glorious teen angst years. With all this historical input we are merely introduced to the fact that Biro began just as we did with challenges, triumphs and failures. The drug years may not be something everyone encounters but the details are nothing new in the scope of things.
It is clearly stated before we get too much into the inter dimensional metaphysics of his tale that he has an absolute belief that there is a God and that there is a devil. That’s alot to take in if you aren’t attuned into this way of thinking. But either way, these words reach you with a purpose that deserves to be heard.
“Hellucination” is actually alot to take in. I say this because when it starts getting into the drug trip adventures, it’s equivalent to watching a bunch of films at once. In that respect it makes it harder to review from a specific sort of way. Biro describes each event as he indulges into another drug of choice that instantly leads to a vision or experience that compares much like Alice dropping into Wonderland. Morpheus from the Matrix enters into the picture and even offers a selection of pill choices. Though the book are demons, the devil and a variety of dreamy characters that take Biro on a mission or an adventure that at times is comparable to Dante’s inferno. The pages jump out in full color if only from a literary stand point. I’m guessing that 1 or 2 chapters alone could influence the basis for a cult driven film on there own. You might even have the notion that due to the number of films in jested that originate from the darkest corners of the world, that ones’ mind is infected slowly as a product of effect.
I can probably relate to that on my own accord which influences other works of mine, whether directly or indirectly. I certainly have a hard time dreaming up effective nightmares that invade rather than entertain.
After all is said and done, what this book really excels to is ones personal journey into their own demons and hell; awakening to the signs of God’s glory and the choices we make.
I’m not sure if this kind of journey is expected of every individual looking for salvation as the means to get there is pretty harsh. Take your pick….near death, excessive drugs, piles of smut and debauchery, or even the simple route of a hard life that shapes an individual into salvation.
“Hellucination” is a powerful read. In fact, it might distinctly appeal to fantasy readers, film lovers and lovers of fiction. We get it that this is one man’s experience that he decides to share. And we get it that the sharing is one of truth and revelation. Though being one who has never used any sort of illegal drugs myself, I have to share the experience from a viewing perspective. I’m not sure this will ever share the bookshelf in the local Christian store, but it is refreshing to experience a hell ride that results in a positive message of hope.
Biro writes passionately with a purpose… you may end of ripping your eyes out afterwards though.
"An utterly surreal memoir. I'd say it was 'mindbending,' but HELLUCINATION doesn't just bend your mind, it twists it, stretches it, stabs it, and tosses it on the grill!" -- Jeff Strand, author of the upcoming book, "PRESSURE" and "WOLF HUNT" Nominated for the Bram Stoker Award in 2006, 2008, and 2010.
5 STARS ... Thrilling, terrifying read, January 3, 2012
By Miranda LunaThis review is from: HELLUCINATION (Kindle Edition)
"Hellucination" is like nothing I've ever read before. A more cinematic memoir cannot be found; Biro's book mixes religion, philosophy, pop culture, hedonism and self-induced schizophrenia into a potent stew that builds and builds in intensity as it heads toward the inevitable climax. I could *not* stop reading! I read it over the course of one very fitful night - this book is scary! The ideas it presents will give you pause and the *extremely* visual way in which he - and we - come to the conclusions drawn, worm into your skull and stay there. I don't want to give too much away, but I will say this - read with caution ... the way you view the world may be irreparably changed by the time you are through. HIGHLY recommended!
5.0 out of 5 stars A modern Divine Comedy, December 18, 2011
By SDavis - See all my reviews This review is from: Hellucination (Paperback)
With HELLUCINATION, Stephen Biro takes us on a very unorthodox odyssey through his unconscious mind and into the realm of spirituality itself. This is a harrowing and intense quest for enlightenment that takes the reader to several dark corners of human history and psychology. Depak Chopra need not apply.
Biro starts out by recounting his upbringing. He paints a surprisingly intimate portrait of fractured family life, going from one town to the next. While this period does contain some rough times for Mr. Biro, this does not play out as cliched or dark as many other bios. Instead, Biro balances the drama nicely with occasional flourishes of wry humor that keep things very lively.
Then, we get to the meat and potatoes of the book. Biro goes on a conscious effort to discover the spiritual truths of the world. He does this through determination, specific administration of psychotropic drugs and audio-visual stimulation. We're with him as his apartment is transformed into a multidimensional trip through time and space. On his journey, Biro will travel through heaven and hell, accompanied by a myriad of unconventional spiritual avatars.
The danger in a book such as this is for it to read as a self-indulgent and delusional mess. This is never the case with HELLUCINATION. Biro is painfully honest both with his strengths and his vulnerabilities, both of which play an important role in his journey. You may not agree with Biro's visions, but you cannot deny their intensity or personal authenticity. This is Biro's testimony, a first-hand account from someone who has seen things many of us never will. No light read, this is the type of book that makes us an active participant in one of the most intense quests for truth you will ever experience. And at the end, a greater sense of self. Highly recommended.
5.0 out of 5 stars Great Mind-bending trip into Hell and back, November 8, 2011
By Rob Fox - See all my reviews This review is from: Hellucination (Paperback)
Wow, what a ride. Real or made up, the story is solid and well told in great detail. I found myself unable to put the book down once I started it. It was like watching a train wreck, but in a good way! I found myself cheering for the author and wanting him to stop his destructive behavior, yet understanding why he did it. I read the book over a month ago, and can't stop thinking about it. Get the book, you won't be disappointed.
The website... Rock, Shop and Pop
5 stars out of 5 Dec 5th 2011
From Rock, Shop and Pop...
Readers of this site and other similar cult movie review sites and forums will likely know Stephen Biro as the guy who runs Unearthed Films. Stephen’s been around the genre and cult movie scene for years now and through Unearthed has put out everything from Slaughtered Vomit Dolls to the Guinea Pig films to a special edition Blu-ray release of Rock N Rule. Having now authored his first book, Stephen can add self publishing to his list of accomplishments – and according to this autobiographical memoir, he can also tack ‘having done a ridiculous amount of drugs’ and ‘searching for God’ to that same list.
As unusual as it sounds, Hellucination is an aptly titled book about Biro’s self inflicted drug fueled search for a higher power. It’s a weird book, make no qualms about it, but it’s also very well written and surprisingly interesting. This is no 700 Club ‘come to Jesus’ novel, but instead a very personal document of Biro’s early years, his bootleg video operations, his personal relationships and all the toils and troubles they’ve involved, the forming of Unearthed Films and yes, his constant experimentation with pretty much every hallucinogenic substance you could care to name and then some. The fact that this leads Biro on a quest to understand God not only as a concept but as a higher power comes into play and winds up eventually driving the narrative but never overpowers things to the point where they get preachy, though those who know Biro probably expected something like this to be the last type of book he’d ever write.
The fact is, though, that as bizarre and frequently filthy as this book can get, it really is a book about his finding salvation in the most unusual of ways. In order to get there, however, Biro pushes the limits of his own consciousness and this often becomes the focus of the book. Told in the first person, as if Biro was guiding you through a trip through his own memories, the book turns out to be part horror story, part psychedelic science fiction parable and part morality tale but as bizarre as it all is, it’s never dull. Add to that the fact that Biro can actually write and that here he shows a real knack for building mood and atmosphere and this 165 page memoir turns out to be, if nothing else, a really interesting read. You can’t always tell ahead of time where Biro is going with this, as the book gets stranger and stranger before it starts to make cohesive sense but the narrative structure is well put together and the man can turn a phrase, all of which helps to put you in a frame of mind frighteningly similar to where he had to be at the time while experiencing all of this himself.
Don’t be turned off by the religious aspect of Biro’s book. Hellucination doesn’t moralize nor does it cram any self righteous philosophy down your throat, rather it explains in sometimes frighteningly honest terms one man’s own personal journey through a drug addled haze and his own personal conclusions as to what else is out there, just outside this physical plane.
Website Review... CEO of HorrorNews.net Nov 15th 2011
5 stars plus...
Hellucination – Stephen Biro
It’s not everyday that you receive word that the owner of one of the darkest distributors of disturbing films is releasing a book about God and his devotion. In fact, it was this very idea and “that” the book was about much of his drug-filled years that intrigued me enough to say, this is something worth checking out. Now I use the term “drug-filled” with caution as what might be perceived as the rambling of stoned-filled nights are actually very well-versed, written, and insightful. No, not that pretentious kind of stuff that you often get when film students write books filled with goobly gook about the intricacies of emotional framing and directorial purpose. “Hellucination” is actually very well laid out with a tone that takes you on as a friend and not a chimp that relishes in its own use of colorful words. “Hellucination” is a trip, but in a way that connects fiction to reality. You might even say your awakening moment for the “Neo” in all of us.
Stephen Biro is your tour guide here as he quickly brings you into a hazy filled world with devils and angels standing before him. This hallucinary interchange may not be real but it’s real at the time to the author of this book. Though every superhero need an origin, so Biro takes the hands of readers thru his often turmoiled past. In many cases, there is much that readers can relate to if even in just those glorious teen angst years. With all this historical input we are merely introduced to the fact that Biro began just as we did with challenges, triumphs and failures. The drug years may not be something everyone encounters but the details are nothing new in the scope of things.
It is clearly stated before we get too much into the inter dimensional metaphysics of his tale that he has an absolute belief that there is a God and that there is a devil. That’s alot to take in if you aren’t attuned into this way of thinking. But either way, these words reach you with a purpose that deserves to be heard.
“Hellucination” is actually alot to take in. I say this because when it starts getting into the drug trip adventures, it’s equivalent to watching a bunch of films at once. In that respect it makes it harder to review from a specific sort of way. Biro describes each event as he indulges into another drug of choice that instantly leads to a vision or experience that compares much like Alice dropping into Wonderland. Morpheus from the Matrix enters into the picture and even offers a selection of pill choices. Though the book are demons, the devil and a variety of dreamy characters that take Biro on a mission or an adventure that at times is comparable to Dante’s inferno. The pages jump out in full color if only from a literary stand point. I’m guessing that 1 or 2 chapters alone could influence the basis for a cult driven film on there own. You might even have the notion that due to the number of films in jested that originate from the darkest corners of the world, that ones’ mind is infected slowly as a product of effect.
I can probably relate to that on my own accord which influences other works of mine, whether directly or indirectly. I certainly have a hard time dreaming up effective nightmares that invade rather than entertain.
After all is said and done, what this book really excels to is ones personal journey into their own demons and hell; awakening to the signs of God’s glory and the choices we make.
I’m not sure if this kind of journey is expected of every individual looking for salvation as the means to get there is pretty harsh. Take your pick….near death, excessive drugs, piles of smut and debauchery, or even the simple route of a hard life that shapes an individual into salvation.
“Hellucination” is a powerful read. In fact, it might distinctly appeal to fantasy readers, film lovers and lovers of fiction. We get it that this is one man’s experience that he decides to share. And we get it that the sharing is one of truth and revelation. Though being one who has never used any sort of illegal drugs myself, I have to share the experience from a viewing perspective. I’m not sure this will ever share the bookshelf in the local Christian store, but it is refreshing to experience a hell ride that results in a positive message of hope.
Biro writes passionately with a purpose… you may end of ripping your eyes out afterwards though.
November 4, 2014
Here's some reviews for Hellucination from other sources like Amazon and other sites that don't show up on Goodreads. When you read it, I hope you enjoy it as much as everyone else.
"An utterly surreal memoir. I'd say it was 'mindbending,' but HELLUCINATION doesn't just bend your mind, it twists it, stretches it, stabs it, and tosses it on the grill!" -- Jeff Strand, author of the upcoming book, "PRESSURE" and "WOLF HUNT" Nominated for the Bram Stoker Award in 2006, 2008, and 2010.
5 STARS ... Thrilling, terrifying read, January 3, 2012
By Miranda LunaThis review is from: HELLUCINATION (Kindle Edition)
"Hellucination" is like nothing I've ever read before. A more cinematic memoir cannot be found; Biro's book mixes religion, philosophy, pop culture, hedonism and self-induced schizophrenia into a potent stew that builds and builds in intensity as it heads toward the inevitable climax. I could *not* stop reading! I read it over the course of one very fitful night - this book is scary! The ideas it presents will give you pause and the *extremely* visual way in which he - and we - come to the conclusions drawn, worm into your skull and stay there. I don't want to give too much away, but I will say this - read with caution ... the way you view the world may be irreparably changed by the time you are through. HIGHLY recommended!
5.0 out of 5 stars A modern Divine Comedy, December 18, 2011
By SDavis - See all my reviews This review is from: Hellucination (Paperback)
With HELLUCINATION, Stephen Biro takes us on a very unorthodox odyssey through his unconscious mind and into the realm of spirituality itself. This is a harrowing and intense quest for enlightenment that takes the reader to several dark corners of human history and psychology. Depak Chopra need not apply.
Biro starts out by recounting his upbringing. He paints a surprisingly intimate portrait of fractured family life, going from one town to the next. While this period does contain some rough times for Mr. Biro, this does not play out as cliched or dark as many other bios. Instead, Biro balances the drama nicely with occasional flourishes of wry humor that keep things very lively.
Then, we get to the meat and potatoes of the book. Biro goes on a conscious effort to discover the spiritual truths of the world. He does this through determination, specific administration of psychotropic drugs and audio-visual stimulation. We're with him as his apartment is transformed into a multidimensional trip through time and space. On his journey, Biro will travel through heaven and hell, accompanied by a myriad of unconventional spiritual avatars.
The danger in a book such as this is for it to read as a self-indulgent and delusional mess. This is never the case with HELLUCINATION. Biro is painfully honest both with his strengths and his vulnerabilities, both of which play an important role in his journey. You may not agree with Biro's visions, but you cannot deny their intensity or personal authenticity. This is Biro's testimony, a first-hand account from someone who has seen things many of us never will. No light read, this is the type of book that makes us an active participant in one of the most intense quests for truth you will ever experience. And at the end, a greater sense of self. Highly recommended.
5.0 out of 5 stars Great Mind-bending trip into Hell and back, November 8, 2011
By Rob Fox - See all my reviews This review is from: Hellucination (Paperback)
Wow, what a ride. Real or made up, the story is solid and well told in great detail. I found myself unable to put the book down once I started it. It was like watching a train wreck, but in a good way! I found myself cheering for the author and wanting him to stop his destructive behavior, yet understanding why he did it. I read the book over a month ago, and can't stop thinking about it. Get the book, you won't be disappointed.
The website... Rock, Shop and Pop
5 stars out of 5 Dec 5th 2011
From Rock, Shop and Pop...
Readers of this site and other similar cult movie review sites and forums will likely know Stephen Biro as the guy who runs Unearthed Films. Stephen’s been around the genre and cult movie scene for years now and through Unearthed has put out everything from Slaughtered Vomit Dolls to the Guinea Pig films to a special edition Blu-ray release of Rock N Rule. Having now authored his first book, Stephen can add self publishing to his list of accomplishments – and according to this autobiographical memoir, he can also tack ‘having done a ridiculous amount of drugs’ and ‘searching for God’ to that same list.
As unusual as it sounds, Hellucination is an aptly titled book about Biro’s self inflicted drug fueled search for a higher power. It’s a weird book, make no qualms about it, but it’s also very well written and surprisingly interesting. This is no 700 Club ‘come to Jesus’ novel, but instead a very personal document of Biro’s early years, his bootleg video operations, his personal relationships and all the toils and troubles they’ve involved, the forming of Unearthed Films and yes, his constant experimentation with pretty much every hallucinogenic substance you could care to name and then some. The fact that this leads Biro on a quest to understand God not only as a concept but as a higher power comes into play and winds up eventually driving the narrative but never overpowers things to the point where they get preachy, though those who know Biro probably expected something like this to be the last type of book he’d ever write.
The fact is, though, that as bizarre and frequently filthy as this book can get, it really is a book about his finding salvation in the most unusual of ways. In order to get there, however, Biro pushes the limits of his own consciousness and this often becomes the focus of the book. Told in the first person, as if Biro was guiding you through a trip through his own memories, the book turns out to be part horror story, part psychedelic science fiction parable and part morality tale but as bizarre as it all is, it’s never dull. Add to that the fact that Biro can actually write and that here he shows a real knack for building mood and atmosphere and this 165 page memoir turns out to be, if nothing else, a really interesting read. You can’t always tell ahead of time where Biro is going with this, as the book gets stranger and stranger before it starts to make cohesive sense but the narrative structure is well put together and the man can turn a phrase, all of which helps to put you in a frame of mind frighteningly similar to where he had to be at the time while experiencing all of this himself.
Don’t be turned off by the religious aspect of Biro’s book. Hellucination doesn’t moralize nor does it cram any self righteous philosophy down your throat, rather it explains in sometimes frighteningly honest terms one man’s own personal journey through a drug addled haze and his own personal conclusions as to what else is out there, just outside this physical plane.
Website Review... CEO of HorrorNews.net Nov 15th 2011
5 stars plus...
Hellucination – Stephen Biro
It’s not everyday that you receive word that the owner of one of the darkest distributors of disturbing films is releasing a book about God and his devotion. In fact, it was this very idea and “that” the book was about much of his drug-filled years that intrigued me enough to say, this is something worth checking out. Now I use the term “drug-filled” with caution as what might be perceived as the rambling of stoned-filled nights are actually very well-versed, written, and insightful. No, not that pretentious kind of stuff that you often get when film students write books filled with goobly gook about the intricacies of emotional framing and directorial purpose. “Hellucination” is actually very well laid out with a tone that takes you on as a friend and not a chimp that relishes in its own use of colorful words. “Hellucination” is a trip, but in a way that connects fiction to reality. You might even say your awakening moment for the “Neo” in all of us.
Stephen Biro is your tour guide here as he quickly brings you into a hazy filled world with devils and angels standing before him. This hallucinary interchange may not be real but it’s real at the time to the author of this book. Though every superhero need an origin, so Biro takes the hands of readers thru his often turmoiled past. In many cases, there is much that readers can relate to if even in just those glorious teen angst years. With all this historical input we are merely introduced to the fact that Biro began just as we did with challenges, triumphs and failures. The drug years may not be something everyone encounters but the details are nothing new in the scope of things.
It is clearly stated before we get too much into the inter dimensional metaphysics of his tale that he has an absolute belief that there is a God and that there is a devil. That’s alot to take in if you aren’t attuned into this way of thinking. But either way, these words reach you with a purpose that deserves to be heard.
“Hellucination” is actually alot to take in. I say this because when it starts getting into the drug trip adventures, it’s equivalent to watching a bunch of films at once. In that respect it makes it harder to review from a specific sort of way. Biro describes each event as he indulges into another drug of choice that instantly leads to a vision or experience that compares much like Alice dropping into Wonderland. Morpheus from the Matrix enters into the picture and even offers a selection of pill choices. Though the book are demons, the devil and a variety of dreamy characters that take Biro on a mission or an adventure that at times is comparable to Dante’s inferno. The pages jump out in full color if only from a literary stand point. I’m guessing that 1 or 2 chapters alone could influence the basis for a cult driven film on there own. You might even have the notion that due to the number of films in jested that originate from the darkest corners of the world, that ones’ mind is infected slowly as a product of effect.
I can probably relate to that on my own accord which influences other works of mine, whether directly or indirectly. I certainly have a hard time dreaming up effective nightmares that invade rather than entertain. Stephen Biro has.
After all is said and done, what this book really excels to is ones personal journey into their own demons and hell; awakening to the signs of God’s glory and the choices we make.
I’m not sure if this kind of journey is expected of every individual looking for salvation as the means to get there is pretty harsh. Take your pick….near death, excessive drugs, piles of smut and debauchery, or even the simple route of a hard life that shapes an individual into salvation.
“Hellucination” is a powerful read. In fact, it might distinctly appeal to fantasy readers, film lovers and lovers of fiction. We get it that this is one man’s experience that he decides to share. And we get it that the sharing is one of truth and revelation. Though being one who has never used any sort of illegal drugs myself, I have to share the experience from a viewing perspective. I’m not sure this will ever share the bookshelf in the local Christian store, but it is refreshing to experience a hell ride that results in a positive message of hope.
Biro writes passionately with a purpose… you may end of ripping your eyes out afterwards though.
"An utterly surreal memoir. I'd say it was 'mindbending,' but HELLUCINATION doesn't just bend your mind, it twists it, stretches it, stabs it, and tosses it on the grill!" -- Jeff Strand, author of the upcoming book, "PRESSURE" and "WOLF HUNT" Nominated for the Bram Stoker Award in 2006, 2008, and 2010.
5 STARS ... Thrilling, terrifying read, January 3, 2012
By Miranda LunaThis review is from: HELLUCINATION (Kindle Edition)
"Hellucination" is like nothing I've ever read before. A more cinematic memoir cannot be found; Biro's book mixes religion, philosophy, pop culture, hedonism and self-induced schizophrenia into a potent stew that builds and builds in intensity as it heads toward the inevitable climax. I could *not* stop reading! I read it over the course of one very fitful night - this book is scary! The ideas it presents will give you pause and the *extremely* visual way in which he - and we - come to the conclusions drawn, worm into your skull and stay there. I don't want to give too much away, but I will say this - read with caution ... the way you view the world may be irreparably changed by the time you are through. HIGHLY recommended!
5.0 out of 5 stars A modern Divine Comedy, December 18, 2011
By SDavis - See all my reviews This review is from: Hellucination (Paperback)
With HELLUCINATION, Stephen Biro takes us on a very unorthodox odyssey through his unconscious mind and into the realm of spirituality itself. This is a harrowing and intense quest for enlightenment that takes the reader to several dark corners of human history and psychology. Depak Chopra need not apply.
Biro starts out by recounting his upbringing. He paints a surprisingly intimate portrait of fractured family life, going from one town to the next. While this period does contain some rough times for Mr. Biro, this does not play out as cliched or dark as many other bios. Instead, Biro balances the drama nicely with occasional flourishes of wry humor that keep things very lively.
Then, we get to the meat and potatoes of the book. Biro goes on a conscious effort to discover the spiritual truths of the world. He does this through determination, specific administration of psychotropic drugs and audio-visual stimulation. We're with him as his apartment is transformed into a multidimensional trip through time and space. On his journey, Biro will travel through heaven and hell, accompanied by a myriad of unconventional spiritual avatars.
The danger in a book such as this is for it to read as a self-indulgent and delusional mess. This is never the case with HELLUCINATION. Biro is painfully honest both with his strengths and his vulnerabilities, both of which play an important role in his journey. You may not agree with Biro's visions, but you cannot deny their intensity or personal authenticity. This is Biro's testimony, a first-hand account from someone who has seen things many of us never will. No light read, this is the type of book that makes us an active participant in one of the most intense quests for truth you will ever experience. And at the end, a greater sense of self. Highly recommended.
5.0 out of 5 stars Great Mind-bending trip into Hell and back, November 8, 2011
By Rob Fox - See all my reviews This review is from: Hellucination (Paperback)
Wow, what a ride. Real or made up, the story is solid and well told in great detail. I found myself unable to put the book down once I started it. It was like watching a train wreck, but in a good way! I found myself cheering for the author and wanting him to stop his destructive behavior, yet understanding why he did it. I read the book over a month ago, and can't stop thinking about it. Get the book, you won't be disappointed.
The website... Rock, Shop and Pop
5 stars out of 5 Dec 5th 2011
From Rock, Shop and Pop...
Readers of this site and other similar cult movie review sites and forums will likely know Stephen Biro as the guy who runs Unearthed Films. Stephen’s been around the genre and cult movie scene for years now and through Unearthed has put out everything from Slaughtered Vomit Dolls to the Guinea Pig films to a special edition Blu-ray release of Rock N Rule. Having now authored his first book, Stephen can add self publishing to his list of accomplishments – and according to this autobiographical memoir, he can also tack ‘having done a ridiculous amount of drugs’ and ‘searching for God’ to that same list.
As unusual as it sounds, Hellucination is an aptly titled book about Biro’s self inflicted drug fueled search for a higher power. It’s a weird book, make no qualms about it, but it’s also very well written and surprisingly interesting. This is no 700 Club ‘come to Jesus’ novel, but instead a very personal document of Biro’s early years, his bootleg video operations, his personal relationships and all the toils and troubles they’ve involved, the forming of Unearthed Films and yes, his constant experimentation with pretty much every hallucinogenic substance you could care to name and then some. The fact that this leads Biro on a quest to understand God not only as a concept but as a higher power comes into play and winds up eventually driving the narrative but never overpowers things to the point where they get preachy, though those who know Biro probably expected something like this to be the last type of book he’d ever write.
The fact is, though, that as bizarre and frequently filthy as this book can get, it really is a book about his finding salvation in the most unusual of ways. In order to get there, however, Biro pushes the limits of his own consciousness and this often becomes the focus of the book. Told in the first person, as if Biro was guiding you through a trip through his own memories, the book turns out to be part horror story, part psychedelic science fiction parable and part morality tale but as bizarre as it all is, it’s never dull. Add to that the fact that Biro can actually write and that here he shows a real knack for building mood and atmosphere and this 165 page memoir turns out to be, if nothing else, a really interesting read. You can’t always tell ahead of time where Biro is going with this, as the book gets stranger and stranger before it starts to make cohesive sense but the narrative structure is well put together and the man can turn a phrase, all of which helps to put you in a frame of mind frighteningly similar to where he had to be at the time while experiencing all of this himself.
Don’t be turned off by the religious aspect of Biro’s book. Hellucination doesn’t moralize nor does it cram any self righteous philosophy down your throat, rather it explains in sometimes frighteningly honest terms one man’s own personal journey through a drug addled haze and his own personal conclusions as to what else is out there, just outside this physical plane.
Website Review... CEO of HorrorNews.net Nov 15th 2011
5 stars plus...
Hellucination – Stephen Biro
It’s not everyday that you receive word that the owner of one of the darkest distributors of disturbing films is releasing a book about God and his devotion. In fact, it was this very idea and “that” the book was about much of his drug-filled years that intrigued me enough to say, this is something worth checking out. Now I use the term “drug-filled” with caution as what might be perceived as the rambling of stoned-filled nights are actually very well-versed, written, and insightful. No, not that pretentious kind of stuff that you often get when film students write books filled with goobly gook about the intricacies of emotional framing and directorial purpose. “Hellucination” is actually very well laid out with a tone that takes you on as a friend and not a chimp that relishes in its own use of colorful words. “Hellucination” is a trip, but in a way that connects fiction to reality. You might even say your awakening moment for the “Neo” in all of us.
Stephen Biro is your tour guide here as he quickly brings you into a hazy filled world with devils and angels standing before him. This hallucinary interchange may not be real but it’s real at the time to the author of this book. Though every superhero need an origin, so Biro takes the hands of readers thru his often turmoiled past. In many cases, there is much that readers can relate to if even in just those glorious teen angst years. With all this historical input we are merely introduced to the fact that Biro began just as we did with challenges, triumphs and failures. The drug years may not be something everyone encounters but the details are nothing new in the scope of things.
It is clearly stated before we get too much into the inter dimensional metaphysics of his tale that he has an absolute belief that there is a God and that there is a devil. That’s alot to take in if you aren’t attuned into this way of thinking. But either way, these words reach you with a purpose that deserves to be heard.
“Hellucination” is actually alot to take in. I say this because when it starts getting into the drug trip adventures, it’s equivalent to watching a bunch of films at once. In that respect it makes it harder to review from a specific sort of way. Biro describes each event as he indulges into another drug of choice that instantly leads to a vision or experience that compares much like Alice dropping into Wonderland. Morpheus from the Matrix enters into the picture and even offers a selection of pill choices. Though the book are demons, the devil and a variety of dreamy characters that take Biro on a mission or an adventure that at times is comparable to Dante’s inferno. The pages jump out in full color if only from a literary stand point. I’m guessing that 1 or 2 chapters alone could influence the basis for a cult driven film on there own. You might even have the notion that due to the number of films in jested that originate from the darkest corners of the world, that ones’ mind is infected slowly as a product of effect.
I can probably relate to that on my own accord which influences other works of mine, whether directly or indirectly. I certainly have a hard time dreaming up effective nightmares that invade rather than entertain. Stephen Biro has.
After all is said and done, what this book really excels to is ones personal journey into their own demons and hell; awakening to the signs of God’s glory and the choices we make.
I’m not sure if this kind of journey is expected of every individual looking for salvation as the means to get there is pretty harsh. Take your pick….near death, excessive drugs, piles of smut and debauchery, or even the simple route of a hard life that shapes an individual into salvation.
“Hellucination” is a powerful read. In fact, it might distinctly appeal to fantasy readers, film lovers and lovers of fiction. We get it that this is one man’s experience that he decides to share. And we get it that the sharing is one of truth and revelation. Though being one who has never used any sort of illegal drugs myself, I have to share the experience from a viewing perspective. I’m not sure this will ever share the bookshelf in the local Christian store, but it is refreshing to experience a hell ride that results in a positive message of hope.
Biro writes passionately with a purpose… you may end of ripping your eyes out afterwards though.
November 27, 2011
11/20/11 -
Wow! How do you rate a book like this when 5 stars is not enough?
Try 500.
First off, this is not a book... it's an experience...
Fasten your seatbelts people. You'll need them for this one. It's one hell of a ride; literally. This is the stuff of nightmares; the biblical hell.
After reading Mr. Biro's memoir 4 times, I'm finally able to finish this review. His detailed account of his experiences will stun you, shock you, and terrify you. At different times while reading, I became breathless, speechless, covered in goosebumps and yet awed as to the honesty, and the reality of Mr. Biro's experiences.
I do not claim to be a theologian or philosopher.
I am simply a follower of Jesus Christ; merely someone who reads the bible and works out my own personal faith.
As I read "Hellucination", I sat down with my bible, and checked and re-checked everything I read. It followed biblical descriptions. As I read different parts, certain scriptures would come into my mind that fit what I was reading perfectly. This was the most frightening, yet exciting part of all.
Mr. Biro, you've asked the question, Why? Why were you chosen to see the things you saw and experience the things you did?
Because of your total honesty friend. Because in my opinion, God saw your heart. You had that special courage, the willingness, inner strength and personal fortitude to lay it all on the line, to tell the truth no matter what. That takes guts my friend. I, for one, thank you for taking the risk. You've moved me to action, and I'll be forever grateful.
"Hellucination" is soul-searching, life examining and provocative.
The most "real" memoir you will ever read.
I put to you a challenge.
I dare you.
I dare you to read this book and not be changed.
If you don't read any other book this year, you must read "Hellucination"!
*** Does contain strong language and violence. May be offensive to some, but then again, hell is offensive...
11/14/11 -
My copy arrived in the mail today, and needless to say I'm speechless...
I skimmed through it, reading a few parts here and there, because I had some errands to run; and I did not want to put it down. What I read gave me chillbumps. I'm arming myself with a notebook and bible and will update my thoughts here if I can pull myself away long enough.
What I've read so far, is so incredible. Incredible, but believable. Thought provoking. Stunning. Powerful.
There are no words to describe the author's experiences, except his... You've got to read this book. It will turn your world upside down.
11/09/11 -
I read chapter 20 of this memoir here on Goodreads.
A very intense story, (not for the faint of heart), a detailed, spiritual accounting of the author's experiences in his search for God. Thought provoking and believable from what I've read so far. I'd love to study the rest and attempt to spiritually/biblically discern Mr. Biro's experiences. There are a multitude of books out there from those who claim they've 'went to heaven', but not many (that I'm aware of) from anyone who claims they've 'been to hell'. I'm not naive or gullible when approaching these types of books. I don't simply swallow whatever I'm fed, no matter who the author is. However, Mr. Biro, I believe you are someone who has experienced hell, not just spiritually but also in your life here on earth. I'd love to know the rest.
*Disclosure of Material Connection: I received this book free from the author for review purposes. (Thank you Stephen Biro for the opportunity to read your book). I was not required to write a positive review. The opinions I have expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255: “Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising.”
Wow! How do you rate a book like this when 5 stars is not enough?
Try 500.
First off, this is not a book... it's an experience...
Fasten your seatbelts people. You'll need them for this one. It's one hell of a ride; literally. This is the stuff of nightmares; the biblical hell.
After reading Mr. Biro's memoir 4 times, I'm finally able to finish this review. His detailed account of his experiences will stun you, shock you, and terrify you. At different times while reading, I became breathless, speechless, covered in goosebumps and yet awed as to the honesty, and the reality of Mr. Biro's experiences.
I do not claim to be a theologian or philosopher.
I am simply a follower of Jesus Christ; merely someone who reads the bible and works out my own personal faith.
As I read "Hellucination", I sat down with my bible, and checked and re-checked everything I read. It followed biblical descriptions. As I read different parts, certain scriptures would come into my mind that fit what I was reading perfectly. This was the most frightening, yet exciting part of all.
Mr. Biro, you've asked the question, Why? Why were you chosen to see the things you saw and experience the things you did?
Because of your total honesty friend. Because in my opinion, God saw your heart. You had that special courage, the willingness, inner strength and personal fortitude to lay it all on the line, to tell the truth no matter what. That takes guts my friend. I, for one, thank you for taking the risk. You've moved me to action, and I'll be forever grateful.
"Hellucination" is soul-searching, life examining and provocative.
The most "real" memoir you will ever read.
I put to you a challenge.
I dare you.
I dare you to read this book and not be changed.
If you don't read any other book this year, you must read "Hellucination"!
*** Does contain strong language and violence. May be offensive to some, but then again, hell is offensive...
11/14/11 -
My copy arrived in the mail today, and needless to say I'm speechless...
I skimmed through it, reading a few parts here and there, because I had some errands to run; and I did not want to put it down. What I read gave me chillbumps. I'm arming myself with a notebook and bible and will update my thoughts here if I can pull myself away long enough.
What I've read so far, is so incredible. Incredible, but believable. Thought provoking. Stunning. Powerful.
There are no words to describe the author's experiences, except his... You've got to read this book. It will turn your world upside down.
11/09/11 -
I read chapter 20 of this memoir here on Goodreads.
A very intense story, (not for the faint of heart), a detailed, spiritual accounting of the author's experiences in his search for God. Thought provoking and believable from what I've read so far. I'd love to study the rest and attempt to spiritually/biblically discern Mr. Biro's experiences. There are a multitude of books out there from those who claim they've 'went to heaven', but not many (that I'm aware of) from anyone who claims they've 'been to hell'. I'm not naive or gullible when approaching these types of books. I don't simply swallow whatever I'm fed, no matter who the author is. However, Mr. Biro, I believe you are someone who has experienced hell, not just spiritually but also in your life here on earth. I'd love to know the rest.
*Disclosure of Material Connection: I received this book free from the author for review purposes. (Thank you Stephen Biro for the opportunity to read your book). I was not required to write a positive review. The opinions I have expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255: “Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising.”
November 18, 2011
11/15/11 Just started it and finished the 1st chapter and whoa... LOL Finished the second chapter and then I put it down. The 1st chapter frightened me, quite a bit. Then the author delved into his childhood which was a welcome change from the intensity of the 1st chapter. I met the author at a horror convention at the authors table and we spoke for a bit and the way he described his book and what he went through and seen, I just couldn't understand it at the time.
I saw someone else writing a review like this so I figured I would follow suit. The chapters are pretty quick and I'm nestling in to read the 3rd now. Kids are in bed and hubbie is watching TV so lets see if how long I can read, before I take a break.
11/16/11 Made it to chapter 15 or 17. Their not numbered so I am guessing. It's four in the morning.I had to keep reading until I get to where I stopped. I'm freaking out a bit. Otherwise, I wouldn't be writing this now.I don't know what to say. It feels like a H.P. Lovecraft book but fer believers in God. I have never read anything like this before. I don't know what to say... I didn't expect this from an indie book. I'm questioning everything about myself and my life.
11/17/11 I was wrong with the dates on the above reviews so I fixed them. I read another 5 chapters because I could only stay up till now but I'm exhasperated. Did I even spell that right? I don't know what to say... Hellucination has been a book that takes me on so many different levels and I'm actually frightened for once, reading a book. I don't know if it's the honesty, that Stephen put into the book, to showcase his life before he delved into his mind and alternate realities. IS it the reincarnation he experienced or was it when he split his mind, unleashing the Id and the Superego that almost destroyed him.
I don't know what to think anymore... I hear the voices that talk to me, but they are just thoughts and I never wanted to think of them as actual demons and angels talking to me. I don't know what to think anymore... I just have to keep reading... I don't want to even mention his encounter by Satan... I need to read the rest...
11/18/11 I finished it. I don't know how to put this into words. I am amazed and startled and right now I don't know what to think. I believe in God but not really the devil but I do now. I don't know why Stephen was picked to met and to find God and to go thru the Hell he went through but after reading this book, I can see why. I don't think anyone else could have done this justice.
I saw someone else writing a review like this so I figured I would follow suit. The chapters are pretty quick and I'm nestling in to read the 3rd now. Kids are in bed and hubbie is watching TV so lets see if how long I can read, before I take a break.
11/16/11 Made it to chapter 15 or 17. Their not numbered so I am guessing. It's four in the morning.I had to keep reading until I get to where I stopped. I'm freaking out a bit. Otherwise, I wouldn't be writing this now.I don't know what to say. It feels like a H.P. Lovecraft book but fer believers in God. I have never read anything like this before. I don't know what to say... I didn't expect this from an indie book. I'm questioning everything about myself and my life.
11/17/11 I was wrong with the dates on the above reviews so I fixed them. I read another 5 chapters because I could only stay up till now but I'm exhasperated. Did I even spell that right? I don't know what to say... Hellucination has been a book that takes me on so many different levels and I'm actually frightened for once, reading a book. I don't know if it's the honesty, that Stephen put into the book, to showcase his life before he delved into his mind and alternate realities. IS it the reincarnation he experienced or was it when he split his mind, unleashing the Id and the Superego that almost destroyed him.
I don't know what to think anymore... I hear the voices that talk to me, but they are just thoughts and I never wanted to think of them as actual demons and angels talking to me. I don't know what to think anymore... I just have to keep reading... I don't want to even mention his encounter by Satan... I need to read the rest...
11/18/11 I finished it. I don't know how to put this into words. I am amazed and startled and right now I don't know what to think. I believe in God but not really the devil but I do now. I don't know why Stephen was picked to met and to find God and to go thru the Hell he went through but after reading this book, I can see why. I don't think anyone else could have done this justice.
January 14, 2012
I have struggled for nearly 24 hours with how to review this, and frankly I am still stumped. So rather than give a "review" I will just put down my thoughts. As someone who is willing to read just about anything I was excited to get this book. But I must confess, I was under the impression that it was fiction, I have a feeling that perhaps I would have liked it better that way. Through most of the first half of this book the only thing I could think was, "Um...okay." The idea of "finding God" through use of enough drugs to kill a whale just struck me as bizarre. But we are not talking about finding God the way you hear most recovering addicts talk about it, no I mean literally having God and the Devil speak to the author in his hallucinations. To me this reeks of an excuse to use vast quantities of drugs, "No I'm not an addict, I don't have a problem, I'm on a spiritual journey!" I am not here to buzz anyone's high, if you want to do vast quantities of drugs, well then go forth and do just that, but don't bother trying to justify it to me.
About the time I hit the halfway point in the book I stopped being confused and just felt utter and complete sympathy for the author. Clearly the drugs had done some very bad damage to his brain and the consequences of that are heartbreaking. But again, I simply cannot look at this as a "spiritual journey", its addiction and mental illness plain and simple. Any psychiatrist in the world reading this book would want to call the nearest hospital for an evaluation. But it broke my heart that the author doesn't see it that way. Maybe he does believe that he met God and the Devil, that's fine by me if it improved the quality of his life. But to me, I can't see it that way. Ultimately I mostly found this book confusing and it was hard to follow, but I admire the candor and courage it must have taken to write it.
Note: I received this book through the Goodreads First Read program, I received no compensation for this review except a free copy of the book.
About the time I hit the halfway point in the book I stopped being confused and just felt utter and complete sympathy for the author. Clearly the drugs had done some very bad damage to his brain and the consequences of that are heartbreaking. But again, I simply cannot look at this as a "spiritual journey", its addiction and mental illness plain and simple. Any psychiatrist in the world reading this book would want to call the nearest hospital for an evaluation. But it broke my heart that the author doesn't see it that way. Maybe he does believe that he met God and the Devil, that's fine by me if it improved the quality of his life. But to me, I can't see it that way. Ultimately I mostly found this book confusing and it was hard to follow, but I admire the candor and courage it must have taken to write it.
Note: I received this book through the Goodreads First Read program, I received no compensation for this review except a free copy of the book.
November 21, 2011
HELLUCINATION, a memoir by horror film distributor Stephen Biro, is not your average trip down Memory Lane. Using LSD and nitrous oxide to push beyond the boundaries of his own sanity, Hellucination is the true story of one man's personal quest to find God and the answers to some of life's most important questions.
In the process of seeking the Truth through drugs and pop culture, the author encounters the Devil, and then finds himself plunging into the very depths of Hell. Wandering amongst a countless number of lost souls who are condemned for all eternity, Biro's journey takes him through several different levels of infernal punishment, while consciously becoming fully aware of his own sinful nature. At the end of his downward spiral, the author awakens back into present reality, and ultimately finds redemption in Christ and true meaning to his life.
Keeping in mind that Hellucination is the author's personal account from early childhood up until his salvation, it is unlike any book I've ever read before. While the story appears to cross over into the realms of Science Fiction, Fantasy and Psychological Thriller, it does not make any pretentious claim to be anything greater or lesser than what the author had intended. While often vile and repulsive, yet told with a flair of humor, Stephen Biro is brutally honest with his audience and with himself. When I finished reading the book and finally put it down, all I could do was sit in stunned silence for an untold amount of time. Hellucination is extremely powerful, and MUST be read to be fully appreciated!
In the process of seeking the Truth through drugs and pop culture, the author encounters the Devil, and then finds himself plunging into the very depths of Hell. Wandering amongst a countless number of lost souls who are condemned for all eternity, Biro's journey takes him through several different levels of infernal punishment, while consciously becoming fully aware of his own sinful nature. At the end of his downward spiral, the author awakens back into present reality, and ultimately finds redemption in Christ and true meaning to his life.
Keeping in mind that Hellucination is the author's personal account from early childhood up until his salvation, it is unlike any book I've ever read before. While the story appears to cross over into the realms of Science Fiction, Fantasy and Psychological Thriller, it does not make any pretentious claim to be anything greater or lesser than what the author had intended. While often vile and repulsive, yet told with a flair of humor, Stephen Biro is brutally honest with his audience and with himself. When I finished reading the book and finally put it down, all I could do was sit in stunned silence for an untold amount of time. Hellucination is extremely powerful, and MUST be read to be fully appreciated!
November 12, 2011
All I can say is WOW!!!! I met Stephen at a local book signing he was doing and I bought a copy and he told me about Goodreads so here I am. Now... I wasn't expecting this book to be this good but meeting him and telling me about it, I was just too curious to not buy it.
Little did I know what I was in for. His candor about his life and his quest to find God is simply marvelous. I found myself laughing, crying and marvelling at the book he wrote and I couldn't put it down.
The way he has with words is amazing and the memoir was so fast paced and I never knew where it was going, every chapter was like a maze for my mind, never knowing but understanding. I didn't realize how this book was going to shock and scare me as much as it did. It's a memoir but it belongs in the horror genre as well.
This book challenged me on every level of faith, God, Satan, Hell and my life The book was such a delight that I had to write a review. I loved the fact that he switches from 1st person to second person, actually talking to the reader. I was getting goosebumbs everytime we met in the Library. You will understand when you read it. It was like he was reading my mind.
I think this book is going to grow because it is a psychologists wet dream and a theologians nightmare. When I finally put this book down, I was just in awe.
Little did I know what I was in for. His candor about his life and his quest to find God is simply marvelous. I found myself laughing, crying and marvelling at the book he wrote and I couldn't put it down.
The way he has with words is amazing and the memoir was so fast paced and I never knew where it was going, every chapter was like a maze for my mind, never knowing but understanding. I didn't realize how this book was going to shock and scare me as much as it did. It's a memoir but it belongs in the horror genre as well.
This book challenged me on every level of faith, God, Satan, Hell and my life The book was such a delight that I had to write a review. I loved the fact that he switches from 1st person to second person, actually talking to the reader. I was getting goosebumbs everytime we met in the Library. You will understand when you read it. It was like he was reading my mind.
I think this book is going to grow because it is a psychologists wet dream and a theologians nightmare. When I finally put this book down, I was just in awe.
November 22, 2011
Talk about a wild ride! I have to say this book takes the cake in mind bending descriptions and pensive theological discussions. Stephen Biro relates, in an unconventional memoir, his experience in finding God. It's not an easy journey he partakes in, but it's a journey he commits himself fully towards. I find that commitment and dedication quite appealing, especially in this world of distractions.
The strongest aspect of Biro's writing, besides his conviction in his beliefs, would be his creative and unique use of descriptions and imagery. He doesn't have the smoothest writing style yet he still manages to create awing and detailed images. Biro states that he sees his book as a prelude to a movie. I would agree that that would be the better medium for the story he relates. To see those images come alive would be incredible.
My only real compliant of the book would be Biro's use of second person. For some it may heighten the artistic experience, but it kept jarring me in an undelightful manner. I was okay with his first person voice but in all honesty I think the story would have been better told through third person omniscient.
I would recommend this to anyone who would enjoy taking a look at someone's journey in finding God.
The strongest aspect of Biro's writing, besides his conviction in his beliefs, would be his creative and unique use of descriptions and imagery. He doesn't have the smoothest writing style yet he still manages to create awing and detailed images. Biro states that he sees his book as a prelude to a movie. I would agree that that would be the better medium for the story he relates. To see those images come alive would be incredible.
My only real compliant of the book would be Biro's use of second person. For some it may heighten the artistic experience, but it kept jarring me in an undelightful manner. I was okay with his first person voice but in all honesty I think the story would have been better told through third person omniscient.
I would recommend this to anyone who would enjoy taking a look at someone's journey in finding God.
March 17, 2013
This is one of those books where if someone told you how the whole thing would end, you wouldn't touch it with a ten feed pole. The premise is sound - using drugs to find God, tug his shoulder and scream "Gotcha!" - but then it bogs you down with the memoirs of a delusional, pseudo-atheist, self-centered individual, and the torrents of drug-induced verbal surreal imagery that you, the reader, are supposed to experience the exact emotional way as the author desired. The highlight of the book is actually the point where the Devil through the use of people in Biro's life tries to bargain with the author to stop him on his road to find God. I find this point to be much more interesting than the rather impressionable and original take on Dante's Inferno that follows up until the point where the author walks out of his personal acid-induced Hell cleansed and touched by God - all this resulting the tirades of a zealous Christian who praises God with every breathe he takes.
If you come in this book for the drugs and the hell hopeful it is some sort of Bizarro book, you'd be disappointed. The author clearly finds God through accumulating enough brain damage from drug overuse but he does it in so clean and politically correct manner than you would be rightfully disappointed.
If you come in this book for the drugs and the hell hopeful it is some sort of Bizarro book, you'd be disappointed. The author clearly finds God through accumulating enough brain damage from drug overuse but he does it in so clean and politically correct manner than you would be rightfully disappointed.
November 13, 2011
Bought this at Screamefest when I met the author at one of the horror panels. I sat down last night to read it and couldn't put it down till 4 in the morning. I had to finish it today actually. I wasn't expecting this to be so deep and expecially this violent but it all made sense. This book twisted and turned and took an a life of it's own but it's the authors life and his honesty was shocking and his experiences, searching for God was extraordinary. Do I believe he met God and the Devil and went to Hell? Yes I do.
The Hell journey was so vivid and so nightmareish but it showcased the sins like no other that made my hair stand on end. I was shocked and amazed at the different experiences he had and could see the manipulation of the devil in them, once I figured out what was going on but the way it is written and talked about... I'm going to suggest this to all of my friends. I know it will shock and amaze but the truth and the understanding of the mind he came out of the other end was just astonishing.
It's books like this that give me hope for independant writers!
The Hell journey was so vivid and so nightmareish but it showcased the sins like no other that made my hair stand on end. I was shocked and amazed at the different experiences he had and could see the manipulation of the devil in them, once I figured out what was going on but the way it is written and talked about... I'm going to suggest this to all of my friends. I know it will shock and amaze but the truth and the understanding of the mind he came out of the other end was just astonishing.
It's books like this that give me hope for independant writers!
December 5, 2011
Review: Hellucination: A Memoir by Stephen Biro.
Hellucination is a book like no other and is a bit hard to categorize. There is some horror, a touch of auto-biography, some fantasy and above all, a bizarro tale of one man's trip to discover himself and to answer the big question...is there someone watching over us?
I admit to having a hard time describing the book without giving too much away and I don't like spoiler reviews. All I can say is that you really need to read Hellucination. It is an intriguing and trippy story that will leave you wondering about yourself and the great cosmos around us.
Highly recommended.
Title: Hellucination: A Memoir
Author: Stephen Biro
Artwork: Duncan Long
Limited Edition Artwork: Jason Hicks
Publisher: Unearthed Books
Publication Date: 2011
Pages: 165
ISBN-10: 1466386819
ISBN-13: 978-1466386815
Hellucination is a book like no other and is a bit hard to categorize. There is some horror, a touch of auto-biography, some fantasy and above all, a bizarro tale of one man's trip to discover himself and to answer the big question...is there someone watching over us?
I admit to having a hard time describing the book without giving too much away and I don't like spoiler reviews. All I can say is that you really need to read Hellucination. It is an intriguing and trippy story that will leave you wondering about yourself and the great cosmos around us.
Highly recommended.
Title: Hellucination: A Memoir
Author: Stephen Biro
Artwork: Duncan Long
Limited Edition Artwork: Jason Hicks
Publisher: Unearthed Books
Publication Date: 2011
Pages: 165
ISBN-10: 1466386819
ISBN-13: 978-1466386815
January 30, 2012
Take a trip literally into the mind of Stephen Biro. The memoirs are trailed out from childhood times "feeling powerful" I remember thinking I had super powers after watching a movie as well.
Then the fun part the experiments with LSD and nitrous in punch balloons. Kids drugs are bad but fun to read in likes of Hunter S. Thompson and now Stephen Biro. Jacobs Ladder had a call out in this book which is one of my favorite movies.
The middle of book had to much God talk for me, but the end makes up for it.
The travel through Hell with Stephen is FN amazing. I have never been there but I feel like I have now. My skin is still burning!
So join Stephen in this seven deadly sin spectacular ride to find God.
Then the fun part the experiments with LSD and nitrous in punch balloons. Kids drugs are bad but fun to read in likes of Hunter S. Thompson and now Stephen Biro. Jacobs Ladder had a call out in this book which is one of my favorite movies.
The middle of book had to much God talk for me, but the end makes up for it.
The travel through Hell with Stephen is FN amazing. I have never been there but I feel like I have now. My skin is still burning!
So join Stephen in this seven deadly sin spectacular ride to find God.
November 27, 2011
The author starts out with his "id" and "superego" argueing. A short biograhy of his young life follows. The author wrote down what caused his atheism. The character starts taking acid trips. He wants to find God. He suffers vivid hallucinations. He even "talks" to Morpheus from The Matrix. He starts seeing entities and wonders if all insane people are really talking to God. He says God and the Devil talk to him. His mind is battling to find the ultimate truth-is there a God? He meets God. He buys a Bible. He sees the fires of Hell. He talks to people about God. He believes he has met the Devil.
This book can answer some of your questions. I was impressed with the details of the author's experience. He painted a surreal picture.
I got this book free from Goodreads First Reads.
This book can answer some of your questions. I was impressed with the details of the author's experience. He painted a surreal picture.
I got this book free from Goodreads First Reads.
January 18, 2012
This book was certainly a unique one to read. It entertained me and bothered me at the same time. I agree with another reviewer who suggested that taking massive doses of mind altering drugs is not the best way to seek God. Drugs create a world of delusion, not truth. Apparently, the author found a good deal of Biblical truth in spite of the drugs. God does work in mysterious ways. All this being said, the book does have value and could even be of spiritual help to those in need of such, and who read it through to the end. I am glad I read it and hope that Mr. Biro continues to grow as a Christian...and yes, Saturday is the true Sabbath for Christian and Jew alike.
April 16, 2014
Couldn't finish. Made it 75% through by skipping large nonsensical portions.
I expected a drug memoir, and got a drug-induced mental breakdown and visions of God and Satan.
The fact that the author gave it four five-star reviews from his own profile is also dodgy as hell.
How is that even possible?
He gets one star from me purely for finishing this load of crap.
I expected a drug memoir, and got a drug-induced mental breakdown and visions of God and Satan.
The fact that the author gave it four five-star reviews from his own profile is also dodgy as hell.
How is that even possible?
He gets one star from me purely for finishing this load of crap.
September 8, 2013
Just awful. One star is overly generous, it was a huge struggle to finish this rubbish, but i don't like to rate a book unless i can say i've read the whole thing. The conclusions Biro comes to throughout the book are so pathetic and childish at best.
November 29, 2011
The prose left something to be desired. A intriguing coming of age and understanding story, even for a militant atheist such as myself.
September 8, 2012
Here's some reviews for Hellucination from other sources like Amazon and other sites that don't show up on Goodreads. When you read it, I hope you enjoy it as much as everyone else.
"An utterly surreal memoir. I'd say it was 'mindbending,' but HELLUCINATION doesn't just bend your mind, it twists it, stretches it, stabs it, and tosses it on the grill!" -- Jeff Strand, author of the upcoming book, "PRESSURE" and "WOLF HUNT" Nominated for the Bram Stoker Award in 2006, 2008, and 2010.
5 STARS ... Thrilling, terrifying read, January 3, 2012
By Miranda LunaThis review is from: HELLUCINATION (Kindle Edition)
"Hellucination" is like nothing I've ever read before. A more cinematic memoir cannot be found; Biro's book mixes religion, philosophy, pop culture, hedonism and self-induced schizophrenia into a potent stew that builds and builds in intensity as it heads toward the inevitable climax. I could *not* stop reading! I read it over the course of one very fitful night - this book is scary! The ideas it presents will give you pause and the *extremely* visual way in which he - and we - come to the conclusions drawn, worm into your skull and stay there. I don't want to give too much away, but I will say this - read with caution ... the way you view the world may be irreparably changed by the time you are through. HIGHLY recommended!
5.0 out of 5 stars A modern Divine Comedy, December 18, 2011
By SDavis - See all my reviews This review is from: Hellucination (Paperback)
With HELLUCINATION, Stephen Biro takes us on a very unorthodox odyssey through his unconscious mind and into the realm of spirituality itself. This is a harrowing and intense quest for enlightenment that takes the reader to several dark corners of human history and psychology. Depak Chopra need not apply.
Biro starts out by recounting his upbringing. He paints a surprisingly intimate portrait of fractured family life, going from one town to the next. While this period does contain some rough times for Mr. Biro, this does not play out as cliched or dark as many other bios. Instead, Biro balances the drama nicely with occasional flourishes of wry humor that keep things very lively.
Then, we get to the meat and potatoes of the book. Biro goes on a conscious effort to discover the spiritual truths of the world. He does this through determination, specific administration of psychotropic drugs and audio-visual stimulation. We're with him as his apartment is transformed into a multidimensional trip through time and space. On his journey, Biro will travel through heaven and hell, accompanied by a myriad of unconventional spiritual avatars.
The danger in a book such as this is for it to read as a self-indulgent and delusional mess. This is never the case with HELLUCINATION. Biro is painfully honest both with his strengths and his vulnerabilities, both of which play an important role in his journey. You may not agree with Biro's visions, but you cannot deny their intensity or personal authenticity. This is Biro's testimony, a first-hand account from someone who has seen things many of us never will. No light read, this is the type of book that makes us an active participant in one of the most intense quests for truth you will ever experience. And at the end, a greater sense of self. Highly recommended.
5.0 out of 5 stars Great Mind-bending trip into Hell and back, November 8, 2011
By Rob Fox - See all my reviews This review is from: Hellucination (Paperback)
Wow, what a ride. Real or made up, the story is solid and well told in great detail. I found myself unable to put the book down once I started it. It was like watching a train wreck, but in a good way! I found myself cheering for the author and wanting him to stop his destructive behavior, yet understanding why he did it. I read the book over a month ago, and can't stop thinking about it. Get the book, you won't be disappointed.
The website... Rock, Shop and Pop
5 stars out of 5 Dec 5th 2011
From Rock, Shop and Pop...
Readers of this site and other similar cult movie review sites and forums will likely know Stephen Biro as the guy who runs Unearthed Films. Stephen’s been around the genre and cult movie scene for years now and through Unearthed has put out everything from Slaughtered Vomit Dolls to the Guinea Pig films to a special edition Blu-ray release of Rock N Rule. Having now authored his first book, Stephen can add self publishing to his list of accomplishments – and according to this autobiographical memoir, he can also tack ‘having done a ridiculous amount of drugs’ and ‘searching for God’ to that same list.
As unusual as it sounds, Hellucination is an aptly titled book about Biro’s self inflicted drug fueled search for a higher power. It’s a weird book, make no qualms about it, but it’s also very well written and surprisingly interesting. This is no 700 Club ‘come to Jesus’ novel, but instead a very personal document of Biro’s early years, his bootleg video operations, his personal relationships and all the toils and troubles they’ve involved, the forming of Unearthed Films and yes, his constant experimentation with pretty much every hallucinogenic substance you could care to name and then some. The fact that this leads Biro on a quest to understand God not only as a concept but as a higher power comes into play and winds up eventually driving the narrative but never overpowers things to the point where they get preachy, though those who know Biro probably expected something like this to be the last type of book he’d ever write.
The fact is, though, that as bizarre and frequently filthy as this book can get, it really is a book about his finding salvation in the most unusual of ways. In order to get there, however, Biro pushes the limits of his own consciousness and this often becomes the focus of the book. Told in the first person, as if Biro was guiding you through a trip through his own memories, the book turns out to be part horror story, part psychedelic science fiction parable and part morality tale but as bizarre as it all is, it’s never dull. Add to that the fact that Biro can actually write and that here he shows a real knack for building mood and atmosphere and this 165 page memoir turns out to be, if nothing else, a really interesting read. You can’t always tell ahead of time where Biro is going with this, as the book gets stranger and stranger before it starts to make cohesive sense but the narrative structure is well put together and the man can turn a phrase, all of which helps to put you in a frame of mind frighteningly similar to where he had to be at the time while experiencing all of this himself.
Don’t be turned off by the religious aspect of Biro’s book. Hellucination doesn’t moralize nor does it cram any self righteous philosophy down your throat, rather it explains in sometimes frighteningly honest terms one man’s own personal journey through a drug addled haze and his own personal conclusions as to what else is out there, just outside this physical plane.
Website Review... CEO of HorrorNews.net Nov 15th 2011
5 stars plus...
Hellucination – Stephen Biro
It’s not everyday that you receive word that the owner of one of the darkest distributors of disturbing films is releasing a book about God and his devotion. In fact, it was this very idea and “that” the book was about much of his drug-filled years that intrigued me enough to say, this is something worth checking out. Now I use the term “drug-filled” with caution as what might be perceived as the rambling of stoned-filled nights are actually very well-versed, written, and insightful. No, not that pretentious kind of stuff that you often get when film students write books filled with goobly gook about the intricacies of emotional framing and directorial purpose. “Hellucination” is actually very well laid out with a tone that takes you on as a friend and not a chimp that relishes in its own use of colorful words. “Hellucination” is a trip, but in a way that connects fiction to reality. You might even say your awakening moment for the “Neo” in all of us.
Stephen Biro is your tour guide here as he quickly brings you into a hazy filled world with devils and angels standing before him. This hallucinary interchange may not be real but it’s real at the time to the author of this book. Though every superhero need an origin, so Biro takes the hands of readers thru his often turmoiled past. In many cases, there is much that readers can relate to if even in just those glorious teen angst years. With all this historical input we are merely introduced to the fact that Biro began just as we did with challenges, triumphs and failures. The drug years may not be something everyone encounters but the details are nothing new in the scope of things.
It is clearly stated before we get too much into the inter dimensional metaphysics of his tale that he has an absolute belief that there is a God and that there is a devil. That’s alot to take in if you aren’t attuned into this way of thinking. But either way, these words reach you with a purpose that deserves to be heard.
“Hellucination” is actually alot to take in. I say this because when it starts getting into the drug trip adventures, it’s equivalent to watching a bunch of films at once. In that respect it makes it harder to review from a specific sort of way. Biro describes each event as he indulges into another drug of choice that instantly leads to a vision or experience that compares much like Alice dropping into Wonderland. Morpheus from the Matrix enters into the picture and even offers a selection of pill choices. Though the book are demons, the devil and a variety of dreamy characters that take Biro on a mission or an adventure that at times is comparable to Dante’s inferno. The pages jump out in full color if only from a literary stand point. I’m guessing that 1 or 2 chapters alone could influence the basis for a cult driven film on there own. You might even have the notion that due to the number of films in jested that originate from the darkest corners of the world, that ones’ mind is infected slowly as a product of effect.
I can probably relate to that on my own accord which influences other works of mine, whether directly or indirectly. I certainly have a hard time dreaming up effective nightmares that invade rather than entertain.
After all is said and done, what this book really excels to is ones personal journey into their own demons and hell; awakening to the signs of God’s glory and the choices we make.
I’m not sure if this kind of journey is expected of every individual looking for salvation as the means to get there is pretty harsh. Take your pick….near death, excessive drugs, piles of smut and debauchery, or even the simple route of a hard life that shapes an individual into salvation.
“Hellucination” is a powerful read. In fact, it might distinctly appeal to fantasy readers, film lovers and lovers of fiction. We get it that this is one man’s experience that he decides to share. And we get it that the sharing is one of truth and revelation. Though being one who has never used any sort of illegal drugs myself, I have to share the experience from a viewing perspective. I’m not sure this will ever share the bookshelf in the local Christian store, but it is refreshing to experience a hell ride that results in a positive message of hope.
Biro writes passionately with a purpose… you may end of ripping your eyes out afterwards though.
"An utterly surreal memoir. I'd say it was 'mindbending,' but HELLUCINATION doesn't just bend your mind, it twists it, stretches it, stabs it, and tosses it on the grill!" -- Jeff Strand, author of the upcoming book, "PRESSURE" and "WOLF HUNT" Nominated for the Bram Stoker Award in 2006, 2008, and 2010.
5 STARS ... Thrilling, terrifying read, January 3, 2012
By Miranda LunaThis review is from: HELLUCINATION (Kindle Edition)
"Hellucination" is like nothing I've ever read before. A more cinematic memoir cannot be found; Biro's book mixes religion, philosophy, pop culture, hedonism and self-induced schizophrenia into a potent stew that builds and builds in intensity as it heads toward the inevitable climax. I could *not* stop reading! I read it over the course of one very fitful night - this book is scary! The ideas it presents will give you pause and the *extremely* visual way in which he - and we - come to the conclusions drawn, worm into your skull and stay there. I don't want to give too much away, but I will say this - read with caution ... the way you view the world may be irreparably changed by the time you are through. HIGHLY recommended!
5.0 out of 5 stars A modern Divine Comedy, December 18, 2011
By SDavis - See all my reviews This review is from: Hellucination (Paperback)
With HELLUCINATION, Stephen Biro takes us on a very unorthodox odyssey through his unconscious mind and into the realm of spirituality itself. This is a harrowing and intense quest for enlightenment that takes the reader to several dark corners of human history and psychology. Depak Chopra need not apply.
Biro starts out by recounting his upbringing. He paints a surprisingly intimate portrait of fractured family life, going from one town to the next. While this period does contain some rough times for Mr. Biro, this does not play out as cliched or dark as many other bios. Instead, Biro balances the drama nicely with occasional flourishes of wry humor that keep things very lively.
Then, we get to the meat and potatoes of the book. Biro goes on a conscious effort to discover the spiritual truths of the world. He does this through determination, specific administration of psychotropic drugs and audio-visual stimulation. We're with him as his apartment is transformed into a multidimensional trip through time and space. On his journey, Biro will travel through heaven and hell, accompanied by a myriad of unconventional spiritual avatars.
The danger in a book such as this is for it to read as a self-indulgent and delusional mess. This is never the case with HELLUCINATION. Biro is painfully honest both with his strengths and his vulnerabilities, both of which play an important role in his journey. You may not agree with Biro's visions, but you cannot deny their intensity or personal authenticity. This is Biro's testimony, a first-hand account from someone who has seen things many of us never will. No light read, this is the type of book that makes us an active participant in one of the most intense quests for truth you will ever experience. And at the end, a greater sense of self. Highly recommended.
5.0 out of 5 stars Great Mind-bending trip into Hell and back, November 8, 2011
By Rob Fox - See all my reviews This review is from: Hellucination (Paperback)
Wow, what a ride. Real or made up, the story is solid and well told in great detail. I found myself unable to put the book down once I started it. It was like watching a train wreck, but in a good way! I found myself cheering for the author and wanting him to stop his destructive behavior, yet understanding why he did it. I read the book over a month ago, and can't stop thinking about it. Get the book, you won't be disappointed.
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5 stars out of 5 Dec 5th 2011
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Readers of this site and other similar cult movie review sites and forums will likely know Stephen Biro as the guy who runs Unearthed Films. Stephen’s been around the genre and cult movie scene for years now and through Unearthed has put out everything from Slaughtered Vomit Dolls to the Guinea Pig films to a special edition Blu-ray release of Rock N Rule. Having now authored his first book, Stephen can add self publishing to his list of accomplishments – and according to this autobiographical memoir, he can also tack ‘having done a ridiculous amount of drugs’ and ‘searching for God’ to that same list.
As unusual as it sounds, Hellucination is an aptly titled book about Biro’s self inflicted drug fueled search for a higher power. It’s a weird book, make no qualms about it, but it’s also very well written and surprisingly interesting. This is no 700 Club ‘come to Jesus’ novel, but instead a very personal document of Biro’s early years, his bootleg video operations, his personal relationships and all the toils and troubles they’ve involved, the forming of Unearthed Films and yes, his constant experimentation with pretty much every hallucinogenic substance you could care to name and then some. The fact that this leads Biro on a quest to understand God not only as a concept but as a higher power comes into play and winds up eventually driving the narrative but never overpowers things to the point where they get preachy, though those who know Biro probably expected something like this to be the last type of book he’d ever write.
The fact is, though, that as bizarre and frequently filthy as this book can get, it really is a book about his finding salvation in the most unusual of ways. In order to get there, however, Biro pushes the limits of his own consciousness and this often becomes the focus of the book. Told in the first person, as if Biro was guiding you through a trip through his own memories, the book turns out to be part horror story, part psychedelic science fiction parable and part morality tale but as bizarre as it all is, it’s never dull. Add to that the fact that Biro can actually write and that here he shows a real knack for building mood and atmosphere and this 165 page memoir turns out to be, if nothing else, a really interesting read. You can’t always tell ahead of time where Biro is going with this, as the book gets stranger and stranger before it starts to make cohesive sense but the narrative structure is well put together and the man can turn a phrase, all of which helps to put you in a frame of mind frighteningly similar to where he had to be at the time while experiencing all of this himself.
Don’t be turned off by the religious aspect of Biro’s book. Hellucination doesn’t moralize nor does it cram any self righteous philosophy down your throat, rather it explains in sometimes frighteningly honest terms one man’s own personal journey through a drug addled haze and his own personal conclusions as to what else is out there, just outside this physical plane.
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Hellucination – Stephen Biro
It’s not everyday that you receive word that the owner of one of the darkest distributors of disturbing films is releasing a book about God and his devotion. In fact, it was this very idea and “that” the book was about much of his drug-filled years that intrigued me enough to say, this is something worth checking out. Now I use the term “drug-filled” with caution as what might be perceived as the rambling of stoned-filled nights are actually very well-versed, written, and insightful. No, not that pretentious kind of stuff that you often get when film students write books filled with goobly gook about the intricacies of emotional framing and directorial purpose. “Hellucination” is actually very well laid out with a tone that takes you on as a friend and not a chimp that relishes in its own use of colorful words. “Hellucination” is a trip, but in a way that connects fiction to reality. You might even say your awakening moment for the “Neo” in all of us.
Stephen Biro is your tour guide here as he quickly brings you into a hazy filled world with devils and angels standing before him. This hallucinary interchange may not be real but it’s real at the time to the author of this book. Though every superhero need an origin, so Biro takes the hands of readers thru his often turmoiled past. In many cases, there is much that readers can relate to if even in just those glorious teen angst years. With all this historical input we are merely introduced to the fact that Biro began just as we did with challenges, triumphs and failures. The drug years may not be something everyone encounters but the details are nothing new in the scope of things.
It is clearly stated before we get too much into the inter dimensional metaphysics of his tale that he has an absolute belief that there is a God and that there is a devil. That’s alot to take in if you aren’t attuned into this way of thinking. But either way, these words reach you with a purpose that deserves to be heard.
“Hellucination” is actually alot to take in. I say this because when it starts getting into the drug trip adventures, it’s equivalent to watching a bunch of films at once. In that respect it makes it harder to review from a specific sort of way. Biro describes each event as he indulges into another drug of choice that instantly leads to a vision or experience that compares much like Alice dropping into Wonderland. Morpheus from the Matrix enters into the picture and even offers a selection of pill choices. Though the book are demons, the devil and a variety of dreamy characters that take Biro on a mission or an adventure that at times is comparable to Dante’s inferno. The pages jump out in full color if only from a literary stand point. I’m guessing that 1 or 2 chapters alone could influence the basis for a cult driven film on there own. You might even have the notion that due to the number of films in jested that originate from the darkest corners of the world, that ones’ mind is infected slowly as a product of effect.
I can probably relate to that on my own accord which influences other works of mine, whether directly or indirectly. I certainly have a hard time dreaming up effective nightmares that invade rather than entertain.
After all is said and done, what this book really excels to is ones personal journey into their own demons and hell; awakening to the signs of God’s glory and the choices we make.
I’m not sure if this kind of journey is expected of every individual looking for salvation as the means to get there is pretty harsh. Take your pick….near death, excessive drugs, piles of smut and debauchery, or even the simple route of a hard life that shapes an individual into salvation.
“Hellucination” is a powerful read. In fact, it might distinctly appeal to fantasy readers, film lovers and lovers of fiction. We get it that this is one man’s experience that he decides to share. And we get it that the sharing is one of truth and revelation. Though being one who has never used any sort of illegal drugs myself, I have to share the experience from a viewing perspective. I’m not sure this will ever share the bookshelf in the local Christian store, but it is refreshing to experience a hell ride that results in a positive message of hope.
Biro writes passionately with a purpose… you may end of ripping your eyes out afterwards though.
January 27, 2012
I Could not be more satisfied with this Book, and the feelings that it manages to put inside you are very Strong. It's a heavy read, but at the same time, reads like a Classic Stephen King Novella. Like, say 'Stand by Me'. I'm speaking about the Parts in Stephen's Book describing his upbringing etc. He writes like a Pro. When the time goes by, the hours that have passed seems like minutes and he just grips you in with a enjoyable read, from the Very First Page, to the Upllfiting Climax of the Book.
2. I'd also like to point out before I forget, that it's also very eerily Similar to Ken Russell's Altered States, crossed with the Readings of Carlos Castanada(?) and his Musings, and the intaking of numerous life altering Drugs, to find the next Plain. They've both Achieved it in one way or another. Funny, I brought up Altered States comparisons, because the whole time I was reading Biro's Version of Dante's Inferno which is called 'Hellucination', I kept picturing Biro's Character was William Hurts Character in Russell's Film. The whole Mesculine Trip in the desert to find their innner them vibe etc. Also obviously, as stated earlier, he also achieved inadvertantly to come off like Burroughs Vision in 'Naked Lunch' to seamlessly transition his Character that we come to know as Stephen and his Id, into something David Cronenberg managed to do in his Version.Interesting way to finish this piece. Stephen Biro is not only a Published Author, he is the Owner of Unearthed Films, which is an Independant Film DIstribution Company. He's Surrounded by Bizzare Films wherever he turns, and his life in this Memoir "Hellucination" is a Book I cannot recommend highly enough. It is the Stuff of Nightmares. It is Human. It is us. It's as if Stephen led the Readers into the Depth of his Soul and he laid it bare for all to see. Good for him! So, a while back, when he first sent me the Novel, I mentioned how much I liked the book so Far, and how I loved the whole Vibe I was getting, and that's when he told me he hadn't read Burroughs Classic! My guess is that Biro has currently got his feelers out for a First Edition Paperback Copy of Burroughs Masterpiece 'Naked Lunch'! I know after reading Biro's Fantastically Huge Entertaining Slice of Life he calls 'Hellucination', that I'm due for my own Journey. Starting Now. 5 out of 5 Stars Review by- Paul Gardikis-Creator of the Site "Last House on Facebook Lane". Freelance Writer for Horror Film Reviews. Freelance Music Critic
2. I'd also like to point out before I forget, that it's also very eerily Similar to Ken Russell's Altered States, crossed with the Readings of Carlos Castanada(?) and his Musings, and the intaking of numerous life altering Drugs, to find the next Plain. They've both Achieved it in one way or another. Funny, I brought up Altered States comparisons, because the whole time I was reading Biro's Version of Dante's Inferno which is called 'Hellucination', I kept picturing Biro's Character was William Hurts Character in Russell's Film. The whole Mesculine Trip in the desert to find their innner them vibe etc. Also obviously, as stated earlier, he also achieved inadvertantly to come off like Burroughs Vision in 'Naked Lunch' to seamlessly transition his Character that we come to know as Stephen and his Id, into something David Cronenberg managed to do in his Version.Interesting way to finish this piece. Stephen Biro is not only a Published Author, he is the Owner of Unearthed Films, which is an Independant Film DIstribution Company. He's Surrounded by Bizzare Films wherever he turns, and his life in this Memoir "Hellucination" is a Book I cannot recommend highly enough. It is the Stuff of Nightmares. It is Human. It is us. It's as if Stephen led the Readers into the Depth of his Soul and he laid it bare for all to see. Good for him! So, a while back, when he first sent me the Novel, I mentioned how much I liked the book so Far, and how I loved the whole Vibe I was getting, and that's when he told me he hadn't read Burroughs Classic! My guess is that Biro has currently got his feelers out for a First Edition Paperback Copy of Burroughs Masterpiece 'Naked Lunch'! I know after reading Biro's Fantastically Huge Entertaining Slice of Life he calls 'Hellucination', that I'm due for my own Journey. Starting Now. 5 out of 5 Stars Review by- Paul Gardikis-Creator of the Site "Last House on Facebook Lane". Freelance Writer for Horror Film Reviews. Freelance Music Critic
December 15, 2011
First let me get this disclaimer out of the way...The author provided a copy of "Hellucination" to me for review. Now, let me get to the review!
"Hellucination" is not your average memoir. It is not your everyday religious discovery story. It is not a run-of-the mill drug addiction survival tale. Yet, it encompasses all of these and a whole lot more while wrapped in a very readable and hard to put down package.
We all have a journey we take through life. Many of us seek purpose for our existence. This journey often leads to a search for God. However, most of us do not have a journey like the one Mr. Biro describes in "Hellucination".
The author tells his own life's story. He takes things from the beginning and lets us peer into the dark and tumultuous childhood that shaped his views and behaviors. Through discussions of nature vs. nurture, philosophy, and religion we are allowed to understand the hows and whys that led to a self-destructive lifestyle for the author.
As I read the author's early life experiences, I could see some of the events reflected in my own history. While my childhood was nothing like that of the author, I was able to see clearly how some of his thoughts and decisions came about because I reached some of the same conclusions and places in my own faith.
Mr. Biro describes roadblocks and pitfalls along the way to discovering God. I felt a personal connection to this part of the story as I had met with some of the same barriers and "stopping places" that the author encountered. I also pressed my way through places that other people have determined to be journey's end. I felt emotionally invested in the author's descent into Hell to face his own sin.
As a journey toward God, "Hellucination" is extreme and sometimes frightening. This story is about a life battered and broken so that God could restore it. Experiences that Mr. Biro had serve as an example for others so we don't have to go through the same problems and pain.
I recommend this book to all seekers looking for purpose in life. I also want all those who are Christian or profess to be Christian to read this. Don't put it down in disgust the first time you see a "dirty" word or read about an act too depraved for your "pure" mind to handle. Read it all, then read it again if you have to so you understand what it is saying.
"Hellucination" is not your average memoir. It is not your everyday religious discovery story. It is not a run-of-the mill drug addiction survival tale. Yet, it encompasses all of these and a whole lot more while wrapped in a very readable and hard to put down package.
We all have a journey we take through life. Many of us seek purpose for our existence. This journey often leads to a search for God. However, most of us do not have a journey like the one Mr. Biro describes in "Hellucination".
The author tells his own life's story. He takes things from the beginning and lets us peer into the dark and tumultuous childhood that shaped his views and behaviors. Through discussions of nature vs. nurture, philosophy, and religion we are allowed to understand the hows and whys that led to a self-destructive lifestyle for the author.
As I read the author's early life experiences, I could see some of the events reflected in my own history. While my childhood was nothing like that of the author, I was able to see clearly how some of his thoughts and decisions came about because I reached some of the same conclusions and places in my own faith.
Mr. Biro describes roadblocks and pitfalls along the way to discovering God. I felt a personal connection to this part of the story as I had met with some of the same barriers and "stopping places" that the author encountered. I also pressed my way through places that other people have determined to be journey's end. I felt emotionally invested in the author's descent into Hell to face his own sin.
As a journey toward God, "Hellucination" is extreme and sometimes frightening. This story is about a life battered and broken so that God could restore it. Experiences that Mr. Biro had serve as an example for others so we don't have to go through the same problems and pain.
I recommend this book to all seekers looking for purpose in life. I also want all those who are Christian or profess to be Christian to read this. Don't put it down in disgust the first time you see a "dirty" word or read about an act too depraved for your "pure" mind to handle. Read it all, then read it again if you have to so you understand what it is saying.
November 11, 2017
Hellucination, is a trip (pun intended), it is as if you fell into the rabbit hole with the Mad Hatter as he joined the party. Do not get me wrong, it is a well though out and well organized journal of one man's life from drugs to salvation. The map that he used to get there is extremely unconventional however; it is one that I am familiar with.
In my drug days, I also had feelings and compulsions put on me by the Lord and although there were major life/death decisions to be made (apparently, I made the right ones), they were not any where near the personal contacts with God and Satan that Mr. Biro seems to have had. Don't get me wrong, I do not doubt his revelations one bit, the little glimpse that I got of heaven and hell was enough for me...apparently it was not enough for Biro. He ran it to the gamete and I appreciate him for who he is, what he did and for sharing it with us here in, Hellucination.
It may read like fiction and yes, it does have comparisons to falling into the rabbit hole and Carroll's whole world of imagination. All I can say, is...I've seen it and I know for a fact, in my heart, he believes everything he wrote.
So, I ask you...can two people, that have never met in their lives (until last January), share the same hellucination? Really? If so, how does that happen without divine intervention?
Read this book...it answers questions for you, especially if you've partaken in recreational...experiences. There are things to be learned here, I myself only got to journey all the way through hell via Biro's writings. I'm glad that I did, I now know things that I should be working on.
This book is not for everyone, it is for those that at some point decided that society sucked and needed an enhancement (drugs) to deal with it. This book will give you a good idea where that leads, it doesn't tell you to stop using but, it does show you the experiences that you may have and where ya may wind up.
Great job, Stephen! Loved your book.
In my drug days, I also had feelings and compulsions put on me by the Lord and although there were major life/death decisions to be made (apparently, I made the right ones), they were not any where near the personal contacts with God and Satan that Mr. Biro seems to have had. Don't get me wrong, I do not doubt his revelations one bit, the little glimpse that I got of heaven and hell was enough for me...apparently it was not enough for Biro. He ran it to the gamete and I appreciate him for who he is, what he did and for sharing it with us here in, Hellucination.
It may read like fiction and yes, it does have comparisons to falling into the rabbit hole and Carroll's whole world of imagination. All I can say, is...I've seen it and I know for a fact, in my heart, he believes everything he wrote.
So, I ask you...can two people, that have never met in their lives (until last January), share the same hellucination? Really? If so, how does that happen without divine intervention?
Read this book...it answers questions for you, especially if you've partaken in recreational...experiences. There are things to be learned here, I myself only got to journey all the way through hell via Biro's writings. I'm glad that I did, I now know things that I should be working on.
This book is not for everyone, it is for those that at some point decided that society sucked and needed an enhancement (drugs) to deal with it. This book will give you a good idea where that leads, it doesn't tell you to stop using but, it does show you the experiences that you may have and where ya may wind up.
Great job, Stephen! Loved your book.
March 6, 2012
After reading the book I needed to take a few days and digest what I had read. The catholic in me wants to say he’s going to hell for this but the majority of me is riddled with questions.
The book starts off strong as Stephen introduces us to his early years and allows us to follow along through his life so we can all get a better understanding of how his journey came to be. His look back through the past has its moments of laughter as well as the recalled moments of pain with his family. It’s when Stephen begins discussing his dabbling with drugs that the book takes its hold and pulls you in to the very end. By no means does the book promote drug abuse but what I found most impactful was the honesty he has about taking the drugs and though he insists that the drugs are behind him there is no need to read between the lines that he misses what the drugs could allow him to feel.
Getting to the core of the book where Stephen searches for God, this is when the reader needs to take a trusted leap. His encounters with Anti-Christ’s and communications with God and the Devil are where the reader is left to decide on their own what it is that they believe. Using pop culture references and a strong visual prose, the trip to hell is one I’m not soon to forget. If there is any real complaint that I have is that I wish this was just a little longer.
Hellucination is one of the rare page turners that will stick with you long after the books final chapter. It may not be a book for everyone but for those that are willing to open themselves up and get strapped in for a page turning decent into hell, you’ll be in for a ride.
The book starts off strong as Stephen introduces us to his early years and allows us to follow along through his life so we can all get a better understanding of how his journey came to be. His look back through the past has its moments of laughter as well as the recalled moments of pain with his family. It’s when Stephen begins discussing his dabbling with drugs that the book takes its hold and pulls you in to the very end. By no means does the book promote drug abuse but what I found most impactful was the honesty he has about taking the drugs and though he insists that the drugs are behind him there is no need to read between the lines that he misses what the drugs could allow him to feel.
Getting to the core of the book where Stephen searches for God, this is when the reader needs to take a trusted leap. His encounters with Anti-Christ’s and communications with God and the Devil are where the reader is left to decide on their own what it is that they believe. Using pop culture references and a strong visual prose, the trip to hell is one I’m not soon to forget. If there is any real complaint that I have is that I wish this was just a little longer.
Hellucination is one of the rare page turners that will stick with you long after the books final chapter. It may not be a book for everyone but for those that are willing to open themselves up and get strapped in for a page turning decent into hell, you’ll be in for a ride.
January 8, 2012
Hellucination is the perfect example of how words have the ability to be the most powerful way of human expression. This book grabs hold of you with fleshing ripping talons that bury themselves into your psyche and soul and take you on ride that overwhelms, delights and fascinates. The author Stephen Biro allows you to connect with him intimately along the journey that is his memoir, and I am sure that anybody who reads Hellucination will be able to find a common thread interwoven in the collective consciousness.
Unfortunately it is not often that I get to experience a book that I do not want to end, so Hellucination was one of those rarities for me. With each page I became more embedded into the story yet also acutely aware that my journey was quickly approaching it's end, yet at the same time I did not want to slow down and put the brakes on.
If you love to read and want something that is consuming and a breath of fresh air slightly polluted by 'dark and menacing' toxins then buy Hellucination today and get ready to be slammed head first into beautiful chaos!
Unfortunately it is not often that I get to experience a book that I do not want to end, so Hellucination was one of those rarities for me. With each page I became more embedded into the story yet also acutely aware that my journey was quickly approaching it's end, yet at the same time I did not want to slow down and put the brakes on.
If you love to read and want something that is consuming and a breath of fresh air slightly polluted by 'dark and menacing' toxins then buy Hellucination today and get ready to be slammed head first into beautiful chaos!
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September 9, 2012In the search for why we are here and why we are who we are, Biro takes this to question to a whole new level not seen in the yeras since the electric Kool Aid days. Ken Kesey and Hunter Thompson have nothing on Biro! His journey begins with the ingestion of of massive quantities of LSD and he soon finds his journey to see the almighty turned into literally the low road to Hell. In this book he describes his conversations with Satan, his argument with God and his final enlightenment into both and how they and we ourselves perceive the human condition. It's a true page turning roller coaster ride that even the reader better be sure the seat bar is lowered and locked. Getting thrown off this beast of fire and steel before the reader reaches the end might just have far reaching consequences for their soul. Excellent read and fascinating!
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February 10, 2015The author, Stephen Biro, contacted me after I had written a review of 'Dialogue with the Devil'. He offered me a copy of Hellucination and asked for honest feedback. Due to the subject matter and importance to Mr. Biro's life, I'm taking deliberate time to read and re-read this book before offering any review of it.
March 22, 2022
Wow. This was a real, and tough read at times, but wait for it, the ending is inspiring and stellar. A couple of times I thought to myself, "What the heck did I just read!" I was worried for a little bit that it would dive off into reincarnation and eastern mysticism which almost caused me to DNF it, but I hung on and glad I did.
January 22, 2025
Every single chapter up to that the last is phenomenal, a journey into the workings of life and the soul. The last chapter ruined the book for me, for reasons I shall not say because I don't want to spoil anything. So if you are to read the book, my advice would be to not read the last chapter (page 159).
March 21, 2025
Interesting. Clearly the delusional rantings of a man who is severely mentally ill...but a very interesting read.
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