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Guyliner
Seventeen-year-old Connor works his butt off to maintain the golden-boy persona he’s created. He has the grades, the extracurriculars, the athletics, and a part-time job at his dad’s shop… every detail specifically chosen to ensure the college scholarships he needs to get the hell out of the Podunk town where he lives. The last thing he needs is an unexpected attraction to Graham, an eyeliner-wearing soccer phenom from St. Louis, who makes him question his goals and his sexuality. Sure, he’s noticed good-looking boys before—that doesn’t have to mean anything, right?—but he’s got a girlfriend. There’s no room on the agenda for hooking up with Graham, but the heart doesn’t always follow the rules.
As he and Graham grow close, other aspects of Connor’s life fall apart. Family pressure, bad luck, and rumors threaten to derail his carefully laid plans. Suddenly the future he’s fighting for doesn’t seem quite as alluring, especially if he has to deny who he really is to achieve it.
As he and Graham grow close, other aspects of Connor’s life fall apart. Family pressure, bad luck, and rumors threaten to derail his carefully laid plans. Suddenly the future he’s fighting for doesn’t seem quite as alluring, especially if he has to deny who he really is to achieve it.
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First published October 17, 2016
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J. Leigh Bailey
24 books93 followersj. leigh bailey is an office drone by day and the author of Young Adult and New Adult LGBT Romance by night. She can usually be found with her nose in a book or pressed up against her computer monitor. A book-a-day reading habit sometimes gets in the way of... well, everything...but some habits aren't worth breaking. She's been reading romance novels since she was ten years old. The last twenty years or so have not changed her voracious appetite for stories of romance, relationships and achieving that vitally important Happy Ever After. She's a firm believer that everyone, no matter their gender, age, sexual orientation or paranormal affiliation deserves a happy ending.
She wrote her first story at seven, which was, unbeknownst to her at the time, a charming piece of fan-fiction in which Superman battled (and defeated, of course) the nefarious X Luther. She was quite put out to be told, years later, that the character's name was actually Lex. Her second masterpiece should have been a best-seller, but the action-packed tale of rescuing her little brother from an alligator attack in the marshes of Florida collected dust for years under the bed instead of gaining critical acclaim.
Now she writes Young Adult LGBT Romance novels about boys traversing the crazy world of love, relationships and acceptance.
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She wrote her first story at seven, which was, unbeknownst to her at the time, a charming piece of fan-fiction in which Superman battled (and defeated, of course) the nefarious X Luther. She was quite put out to be told, years later, that the character's name was actually Lex. Her second masterpiece should have been a best-seller, but the action-packed tale of rescuing her little brother from an alligator attack in the marshes of Florida collected dust for years under the bed instead of gaining critical acclaim.
Now she writes Young Adult LGBT Romance novels about boys traversing the crazy world of love, relationships and acceptance.
Sign up for my newsletter--https://t.co/FfL9gFVJLQ --for sneak peeks, news, and upcoming appearances.
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November 6, 2017
4 stars
How can you go wrong with a guyliner-wearing soccer player?!?!
So this had Graham, said guyliner-wearing soccer player, and Connor, the baseball playing golden boy. This was a sweet romance (just kisses) but this was also very much Connor's coming out story. I adored the brave Graham who went through so much and refused to be anything but who he was. Connor had a lot of growing to do and I found it harder to warm up to him. One thing that felt a little awkward to me was the dialogue - it didn't feel like how 17 year olds would actually talk (at least not what I remember of being 17). Overall, though, this was a satisfying YA romance.
How can you go wrong with a guyliner-wearing soccer player?!?!
So this had Graham, said guyliner-wearing soccer player, and Connor, the baseball playing golden boy. This was a sweet romance (just kisses) but this was also very much Connor's coming out story. I adored the brave Graham who went through so much and refused to be anything but who he was. Connor had a lot of growing to do and I found it harder to warm up to him. One thing that felt a little awkward to me was the dialogue - it didn't feel like how 17 year olds would actually talk (at least not what I remember of being 17). Overall, though, this was a satisfying YA romance.
November 18, 2016
Una historia sobre adolescentes y definitivamente para adolescentes. La historia es dulce, ellos son monos, pero le falta un punto de intensidad y profundizar en la relación entre ellos, al final lo importante es el hecho de que Connor se cuestiona su sexualidad por primera vez, madura y hace frente a una vida distinta de lo que él había imaginado y todo ello gracias a un chico nuevo en la ciudad que utiliza eyeliner :), Graham, su enamoramiento queda escondido tras esto.
No ha estado mal, pero ahí se queda.
No ha estado mal, pero ahí se queda.
October 15, 2016
I really enjoyed this one. I didn't have much luck my first time around with this author, but she made a fan out of me with Guyliner. She had me from the acknowledgment on. There were so many things that I loved about the story.
My highlights:
-Connor. He's a hard working young man struggling with his sexuality and trying to keep up with the expectations set by his father.
-Graham. Brave, strong, and loyal. He was my favorite character in the book.
-The supporting cast. Connor and Graham's family and friends were great.
-Connor and Graham's voices. I thought the author did a stellar job depicting young people. We all remember how emotional and confusing teenage years were. J Leigh Bailey brought those feelings to life with these characters.
-Dual POV
-Relationship development was nicely done. Although it's not steamy in the explicit sense, there's plenty of build up between Connor and Graham.
-The pace of the story was smooth.
-The end was an HFN- these guys are very young, but I was left feeling a that they'll make it.
All in all, I think this is a winner for Ms. Bailey. It's a wonderful story about family, friendships, self-discovery, and inner strength. 4.5 Stars.
October 23, 2016
Not my thing....it could be a great story if you see the cover and title but it was absolute not. It was about Corner and Graham and their growing friendship into more. The struggle to come out and the ugly people around them.
Not convincing at all.
Three stars only out of respect to Graham
Not convincing at all.
Three stars only out of respect to Graham
February 20, 2025
✰ 3 stars ✰
Considering how much drama Connor was dealing with himself about the sudden revelation that he was in fact, gay, I felt like it was a bit of a cop-out to have his relationship with his girlfriend be a more forgiving one. 🙎🏻♀️ Yes, I know he was riddled with guilt- a reminder of what he wanted, what he should want, and what he risked - I know, it sounds like an awful thing to say, but the easy acceptance from both his best friend and girlfriend, took off the extra tension and stress he could have found himself in, had he kept silent about his change for much longer, once meeting Graham. 😟
In spite of that - there was a real visceral sense to how this Young Adult novel tackled a parent’s freaking fantasy child seventeen-year-old Connor's realization - messy and complicated as it was to be entirely forgiving of his actions, it felt pertinent to the small town of Green Valley that wasn't exactly LGBTQ+-friendly. 😥 His attraction to Graham - an eyeliner-wearing soccer player too fascinating, too hot to ignore was so palpable, just as much as it was that Graham never wished to overstep or force him to come out. His inherent concern for his well-being, the kindness and friendship that he showed, and then the level of trust he displayed when sharing his secret, thus leading to a shift in their dynamic, was expressed with a believable emotional touch. It heralded the final ultimatum that was true and sincere, even when it put Connor in such a precarious position. 🥺
“Was he really hugging his friend? Was he really enjoying hugging his friend? Everything he understood about what was right and what was wrong battled for dominance in his head, leaving him more confused than ever.”
My point is - his trajectory towards acceptance and eventual acknowledgement was a believable coming-of-age, nay coming-to-terms with who he is, that I truly empathized with. 🫂 He is flawed and makes stupid choices, one where you will definitely sympathize with the other person; but he's also hurting. Hurting because he's burdened with a secret, and too afraid and even unconvinced if this ridiculous attraction is worth the risk of losing everything - 'the more the hope grew, the faster the wax—the tangible reality—melted away, leaving nothing behind'. His future goals for baseball takes a painful turn, his relationship with his parents is on the frisk, and now he can't think about anything but wanting to seal lips with beautiful Graham, Graham with his sexy eyeliner and amazing blue eyes - who has his own heartbreaking trauma and pain to share. 💔😢
And uff, that was so painful... That entire scene - leading up to Boystown - from that sultry and sizzling club face-off (even though it took too quick a turn ❤️🔥😅) to their tender one night only hotel scene was so intimate, yet tender. 🥹 The fear, the trust, the emotions were overflowing - heart-wrenching, in how... I am upset the author did have the typical cliché bullies and all making their mark. I didn't like that - could have done without it; but, I saw the need for it. 😔 I ached for Graham's past; it was horrible and brought tears to my eyes; it was so valid in proving why he was so proud and unafraid of being who he was. How he lost so much so quickly - how awful it is to live in fear - 'because you should be able to at least be honest with yourself.'The guilt he made Connor feel for having him regress to being afraid or ashamed of being himself was crucial to Connor's growth, and one I wholly supported. 💟🙂↕️
“I can say things in the dark that I can’t say during the day too.”
“What can’t you say during the day?”
“So much. There’s so much I want to say, to so many people. But I can’t, so I don’t.”
“Can you tell me, here, now, in the dark?”
For when they were honest and open and affectionate with each other - and their confessions rang truer than the guilt weighing on either of them that it will take a big step for them to cross the threshold together - they were really beautiful together. 🩵💛 Golden Boy and Guyliner - sweet and affectionate, and vulnerable - full of tenderness, full of promise. Graham, he was so true to himself, even when verbal and physical abuse rained on him, he just wanted Connor to be okay - content to be his friend, rather than his dirty little secret - he won't go through feeling like that again. I loved that he fought for himself, despite how much he wanted Connor. 🥹
So if you can find it in your heart to forgive Connor for his questionable ways, but in the end staunchly prove where his conviction lies - then yes, it is a bittersweet but touching romance. It had its angsty moments, but some gentle and touching ones, too. ❤️🩹❤️🩹 It was nice to see two different sides of parents - each in their own way, fighting to show their support for their children's sexuality - the concern and the love rang true. The ending also captured how courage and love do go hand in hand when you want to express where your heart lies - no matter what others may think. And for Connor even to take that brave initiative, despite the hate or ignorance that could be thrown his way - it was more than enough to earn back Graham's affections and forgiveness, and for that, mine, as well. 🌼🪻
“First thing I noticed about you. Sexy. Eyeliner Boy is hot, I told myself. Then I bashed my face.”
Considering how much drama Connor was dealing with himself about the sudden revelation that he was in fact, gay, I felt like it was a bit of a cop-out to have his relationship with his girlfriend be a more forgiving one. 🙎🏻♀️ Yes, I know he was riddled with guilt- a reminder of what he wanted, what he should want, and what he risked - I know, it sounds like an awful thing to say, but the easy acceptance from both his best friend and girlfriend, took off the extra tension and stress he could have found himself in, had he kept silent about his change for much longer, once meeting Graham. 😟
In spite of that - there was a real visceral sense to how this Young Adult novel tackled a parent’s freaking fantasy child seventeen-year-old Connor's realization - messy and complicated as it was to be entirely forgiving of his actions, it felt pertinent to the small town of Green Valley that wasn't exactly LGBTQ+-friendly. 😥 His attraction to Graham - an eyeliner-wearing soccer player too fascinating, too hot to ignore was so palpable, just as much as it was that Graham never wished to overstep or force him to come out. His inherent concern for his well-being, the kindness and friendship that he showed, and then the level of trust he displayed when sharing his secret, thus leading to a shift in their dynamic, was expressed with a believable emotional touch. It heralded the final ultimatum that was true and sincere, even when it put Connor in such a precarious position. 🥺
“Was he really hugging his friend? Was he really enjoying hugging his friend? Everything he understood about what was right and what was wrong battled for dominance in his head, leaving him more confused than ever.”
My point is - his trajectory towards acceptance and eventual acknowledgement was a believable coming-of-age, nay coming-to-terms with who he is, that I truly empathized with. 🫂 He is flawed and makes stupid choices, one where you will definitely sympathize with the other person; but he's also hurting. Hurting because he's burdened with a secret, and too afraid and even unconvinced if this ridiculous attraction is worth the risk of losing everything - 'the more the hope grew, the faster the wax—the tangible reality—melted away, leaving nothing behind'. His future goals for baseball takes a painful turn, his relationship with his parents is on the frisk, and now he can't think about anything but wanting to seal lips with beautiful Graham, Graham with his sexy eyeliner and amazing blue eyes - who has his own heartbreaking trauma and pain to share. 💔😢
And uff, that was so painful... That entire scene - leading up to Boystown - from that sultry and sizzling club face-off (even though it took too quick a turn ❤️🔥😅) to their tender one night only hotel scene was so intimate, yet tender. 🥹 The fear, the trust, the emotions were overflowing - heart-wrenching, in how... I am upset the author did have the typical cliché bullies and all making their mark. I didn't like that - could have done without it; but, I saw the need for it. 😔 I ached for Graham's past; it was horrible and brought tears to my eyes; it was so valid in proving why he was so proud and unafraid of being who he was. How he lost so much so quickly - how awful it is to live in fear - 'because you should be able to at least be honest with yourself.'The guilt he made Connor feel for having him regress to being afraid or ashamed of being himself was crucial to Connor's growth, and one I wholly supported. 💟🙂↕️
“I can say things in the dark that I can’t say during the day too.”
“What can’t you say during the day?”
“So much. There’s so much I want to say, to so many people. But I can’t, so I don’t.”
“Can you tell me, here, now, in the dark?”
For when they were honest and open and affectionate with each other - and their confessions rang truer than the guilt weighing on either of them that it will take a big step for them to cross the threshold together - they were really beautiful together. 🩵💛 Golden Boy and Guyliner - sweet and affectionate, and vulnerable - full of tenderness, full of promise. Graham, he was so true to himself, even when verbal and physical abuse rained on him, he just wanted Connor to be okay - content to be his friend, rather than his dirty little secret - he won't go through feeling like that again. I loved that he fought for himself, despite how much he wanted Connor. 🥹
So if you can find it in your heart to forgive Connor for his questionable ways, but in the end staunchly prove where his conviction lies - then yes, it is a bittersweet but touching romance. It had its angsty moments, but some gentle and touching ones, too. ❤️🩹❤️🩹 It was nice to see two different sides of parents - each in their own way, fighting to show their support for their children's sexuality - the concern and the love rang true. The ending also captured how courage and love do go hand in hand when you want to express where your heart lies - no matter what others may think. And for Connor even to take that brave initiative, despite the hate or ignorance that could be thrown his way - it was more than enough to earn back Graham's affections and forgiveness, and for that, mine, as well. 🌼🪻
October 25, 2016
No está mal escrito pero es como sufrir un interminable capítulo de Glee, se podría contar lo mismo en la mitad de palabras.
October 18, 2016
Growing up is tough even without any additional challenges – and Connor’s story proves that. He is so busy trying to be the person he thinks he should be so he can be successful and make it out of his hometown that he has no time to figure out who he is and what he wants to do with his life. You know, typical teenager stuff. When a new kid transfers to his high school, a boy Connor’s age who wears guyliner and is openly gay, things begin to change for Connor. Suddenly the real battle for Connor’s coming of age begins, and it is realistic, emotional, stressful, and I was cheering him along every painful step of the way.
Connor thinks he has to be perfect to make it in life. There are a few things in his family background that make it extra necessary for him to be super successful, or so he thinks. His parents work hard but have never been to college, and with five children to feed there is not a lot of extra money lying around. Connor focuses on maintaining his grades, attending the “right” after-school clubs, being an outstanding baseball player – after all, an athletic scholarship is one of the only ways he can afford to go to a good college. All of this has made him heap a lot of pressure on himself, but since his father keeps lecturing, Connor can’t let up on himself.
Then Graham moves to town, and Connor has no idea what hit him. He is attracted to the new guy – who is a star soccer player - but it is obvious that Graham is gay so Connor pulls back for fear of being thought “gay by association”. Connor’ growing feelings confuse him, his determination to hide and deny everything adds to the pressure he feels, and he is about ready to crack when an injury prevents him from playing baseball for at least a year. Between his frustration and fear of being found out, Connor begins to see what’s really important. His journey to admitting who he is remains full of errors and setbacks, but once he figures out what he wants to fight for – rather than what he thought he should fight for – progress becomes possible.
Graham has not had an easy life and is trying to make a new start. But the one thing he will not do is hide who he is – never mind the consequences. As the gruesome details of his past emerge, it becomes very clear why he insists on not hiding, but it is not something he can explain to Connor. For one thing, Connor’s experience is very different, and for another, going through the steps of realizing who you are and deciding what to do about it is a journey everyone has to go through themselves. Graham’s attraction to Connor is undeniable, and as they go from friendship to something more, Graham’s pain every time Connor stumbles almost makes him give up hope.
If you like coming-of-age stories, if you want to find out more about the struggles of two young men facing the reality of being gay in a world that is far from welcoming for anyone who is different, and if you’re looking for a read that is full of emotion, pain, fear, family drama and support, courage, and hope, then you will probably like this novel as much as I do. It’s honest, realistic, and shows the vulnerability of two young men as they grow up and decide who they want to be. Very touching!
NOTE: This book was provided by Dreamspinner Press for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
Connor thinks he has to be perfect to make it in life. There are a few things in his family background that make it extra necessary for him to be super successful, or so he thinks. His parents work hard but have never been to college, and with five children to feed there is not a lot of extra money lying around. Connor focuses on maintaining his grades, attending the “right” after-school clubs, being an outstanding baseball player – after all, an athletic scholarship is one of the only ways he can afford to go to a good college. All of this has made him heap a lot of pressure on himself, but since his father keeps lecturing, Connor can’t let up on himself.
Then Graham moves to town, and Connor has no idea what hit him. He is attracted to the new guy – who is a star soccer player - but it is obvious that Graham is gay so Connor pulls back for fear of being thought “gay by association”. Connor’ growing feelings confuse him, his determination to hide and deny everything adds to the pressure he feels, and he is about ready to crack when an injury prevents him from playing baseball for at least a year. Between his frustration and fear of being found out, Connor begins to see what’s really important. His journey to admitting who he is remains full of errors and setbacks, but once he figures out what he wants to fight for – rather than what he thought he should fight for – progress becomes possible.
Graham has not had an easy life and is trying to make a new start. But the one thing he will not do is hide who he is – never mind the consequences. As the gruesome details of his past emerge, it becomes very clear why he insists on not hiding, but it is not something he can explain to Connor. For one thing, Connor’s experience is very different, and for another, going through the steps of realizing who you are and deciding what to do about it is a journey everyone has to go through themselves. Graham’s attraction to Connor is undeniable, and as they go from friendship to something more, Graham’s pain every time Connor stumbles almost makes him give up hope.
If you like coming-of-age stories, if you want to find out more about the struggles of two young men facing the reality of being gay in a world that is far from welcoming for anyone who is different, and if you’re looking for a read that is full of emotion, pain, fear, family drama and support, courage, and hope, then you will probably like this novel as much as I do. It’s honest, realistic, and shows the vulnerability of two young men as they grow up and decide who they want to be. Very touching!
NOTE: This book was provided by Dreamspinner Press for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
August 2, 2018
Just finished this a few hours ago and I was hooked!! Never wanted it to stop. These guys were so awesome!! Smart, kind, sincere, real, heartbreaking, courageous. So much these two went thru, and they find a way to be open and honest together. There are highs and lows and some angst, but so so worth it. There is no sex on page nor is there a hint of it happening at all. Though I suspect these teens haven't gone 6 months without doing something. 😉😁 I didn't miss the lack of sex, and actually preferred it this way. The kissing and snuggles more than make up for it. 4 stars.
October 18, 2016
This review was originally written for Joyfully Jay Reviews and can be found here: http://joyfullyjay.com/2016/10/review...
4.5 Stars for this contemporary YA coming out romance.
Connor Fitzpatrick is the oldest child of five in his family. He’s got straight A’s and is the starting catcher on his all-state baseball team. It’s his junior season and he’s really angling for a scholarship—if he doesn’t mess up, as his father continually reminds him. Messing up is something Connor’s dad did seventeen years ago, when he got Connor’s mother pregnant—with Connor—and gave up his college scholarship to start a family. He runs an auto repair shop, where Connor works on weekends for pocket money. They have just enough to make ends meet, but no more. Connor’s entire focus is to escape Green Valley, the small Indiana town he’s known his entire life. He doesn’t want to find the new kid, an obviously gay boy they call “Guyliner,” attractive. He really, really doesn’t. Connor’s got a girlfriend after all, even if they’ve been dating for months and never even kissed.
Graham is starting his life over again. He was the victim of a horrific hate crime at the hands of his ex-boyfriend’s family and barely survived. (I thought this would tie back to Nobody’s Hero the first book I’d read from this author because the locale and hate crime were similar, but the circumstances and names were slightly altered.) Now, Graham’s not going to hide anything anymore, and he’s willing to take the abuse if it means being his true self. His armor is artfully applied eyeliner and snarky t-shirts with gay quips. Oh, and he’s a phenomenal soccer goalie. The kind scouts come out to watch and recruit.
Connor and Graham get wrangled into a project together—after a locker room run-in with some bullies set on making Graham’s life miserable. Each Saturday they spend a few hours sorting old sports equipment. They develop a friendship—and mutual hidden crushes—but Connor resists anything else, first because he’s not sure he’s actually gay, and secondly, Graham’s family is obviously wealthy—and it unsettles Connor.
A weekend trip with Graham and his family to Chicago for a Cubs game and a night in Boystown cements the answer to Connor’s doubts: he’s all-the-way gay. And he really likes Graham, a lot. But he’s not able to come out. What college program would recruit an out gay catcher? What if his parents disown him? Connor thinks Graham couldn’t understand, because he’s rich and talented, and he’ll be out of Green Valley as soon as his diploma is granted, right? Except, Connor learns about the deep scars, both physical and emotional, that Graham will always carry for his previously hidden relationship. Powerful moments in Chi-Town.
Connor’s life changes for the worse in the next few weeks, however, and that brings a whole lot of trouble for both Connor and Graham. From bullies, to rumors, to certain problems with Connor’s baseball prospects, they go through a very tumultuous month. Graham won’t date Connor on the down-low, no matter how much he wants to have a boyfriend, but he will be a friend and a rock through these trying moments. He’s been there after all, and he survived it.
Guyliner is a sweet and tumultuous contemporary YA coming out romance. The pace of the book is excellent. There are real emotional moments, from Connor’s insecurity about his family’s status and his place within that family—it’s tough to always believe you were the mistake that ruined your dad’s life, and it’s shaped Connor into a “people pleaser.” It was really awesome to see Connor grow past that. Graham is such a great guy, and he’s great for Connor. He’s not anxious to move forward quickly, and only on these terms: open and out. It’s for his protection, and, like anyone, he deserves that level of respect. He’s been a “dirty secret” and he’ll never sign up for that again.
The honest conversations Connor has with his family are just the right amount of tender and tough, and help to resolve a lot of his personal insecurity, in addition to coming out. Connor’s best friend and girlfriend are really good supports—and strong allies for Connor when he really needs them. The romance between Connor and Graham is not the main focus of the book, and there’s no steam. A little kissing on the page—that’s it. It’s a mainstream-type coming out book, and the “passion” felt in line with other books I’ve read. There’s a grand gesture here that’s a little shocking and totally sweet, and moves these two from rumor to confirmation in a way that was respectful. These two wonderfully rich and layered characters find an unexpectedly happy ending, and a boyfriend, when they least expected to, and that was enchanting to experience.
4.5 Stars for this contemporary YA coming out romance.
Connor Fitzpatrick is the oldest child of five in his family. He’s got straight A’s and is the starting catcher on his all-state baseball team. It’s his junior season and he’s really angling for a scholarship—if he doesn’t mess up, as his father continually reminds him. Messing up is something Connor’s dad did seventeen years ago, when he got Connor’s mother pregnant—with Connor—and gave up his college scholarship to start a family. He runs an auto repair shop, where Connor works on weekends for pocket money. They have just enough to make ends meet, but no more. Connor’s entire focus is to escape Green Valley, the small Indiana town he’s known his entire life. He doesn’t want to find the new kid, an obviously gay boy they call “Guyliner,” attractive. He really, really doesn’t. Connor’s got a girlfriend after all, even if they’ve been dating for months and never even kissed.
Graham is starting his life over again. He was the victim of a horrific hate crime at the hands of his ex-boyfriend’s family and barely survived. (I thought this would tie back to Nobody’s Hero the first book I’d read from this author because the locale and hate crime were similar, but the circumstances and names were slightly altered.) Now, Graham’s not going to hide anything anymore, and he’s willing to take the abuse if it means being his true self. His armor is artfully applied eyeliner and snarky t-shirts with gay quips. Oh, and he’s a phenomenal soccer goalie. The kind scouts come out to watch and recruit.
Connor and Graham get wrangled into a project together—after a locker room run-in with some bullies set on making Graham’s life miserable. Each Saturday they spend a few hours sorting old sports equipment. They develop a friendship—and mutual hidden crushes—but Connor resists anything else, first because he’s not sure he’s actually gay, and secondly, Graham’s family is obviously wealthy—and it unsettles Connor.
A weekend trip with Graham and his family to Chicago for a Cubs game and a night in Boystown cements the answer to Connor’s doubts: he’s all-the-way gay. And he really likes Graham, a lot. But he’s not able to come out. What college program would recruit an out gay catcher? What if his parents disown him? Connor thinks Graham couldn’t understand, because he’s rich and talented, and he’ll be out of Green Valley as soon as his diploma is granted, right? Except, Connor learns about the deep scars, both physical and emotional, that Graham will always carry for his previously hidden relationship. Powerful moments in Chi-Town.
Connor’s life changes for the worse in the next few weeks, however, and that brings a whole lot of trouble for both Connor and Graham. From bullies, to rumors, to certain problems with Connor’s baseball prospects, they go through a very tumultuous month. Graham won’t date Connor on the down-low, no matter how much he wants to have a boyfriend, but he will be a friend and a rock through these trying moments. He’s been there after all, and he survived it.
Guyliner is a sweet and tumultuous contemporary YA coming out romance. The pace of the book is excellent. There are real emotional moments, from Connor’s insecurity about his family’s status and his place within that family—it’s tough to always believe you were the mistake that ruined your dad’s life, and it’s shaped Connor into a “people pleaser.” It was really awesome to see Connor grow past that. Graham is such a great guy, and he’s great for Connor. He’s not anxious to move forward quickly, and only on these terms: open and out. It’s for his protection, and, like anyone, he deserves that level of respect. He’s been a “dirty secret” and he’ll never sign up for that again.
The honest conversations Connor has with his family are just the right amount of tender and tough, and help to resolve a lot of his personal insecurity, in addition to coming out. Connor’s best friend and girlfriend are really good supports—and strong allies for Connor when he really needs them. The romance between Connor and Graham is not the main focus of the book, and there’s no steam. A little kissing on the page—that’s it. It’s a mainstream-type coming out book, and the “passion” felt in line with other books I’ve read. There’s a grand gesture here that’s a little shocking and totally sweet, and moves these two from rumor to confirmation in a way that was respectful. These two wonderfully rich and layered characters find an unexpectedly happy ending, and a boyfriend, when they least expected to, and that was enchanting to experience.
October 17, 2016
I enjoyed the heck out of this book. J. Leigh Bailey isn’t necessarily blazing any new trails here; there are countless different book, movie, and T.V. versions of the teen experience—some more serious or more lighthearted than others—that include bullying, friendships, romance, family drama, and coming out. But, I was glued to Connor and Graham’s story from start to finish. Bailey does an excellent job of hooking the reader right at the beginning, with the funny opening scene where Connor first sees “Eyeliner Guy”, and carrying that humor and tons of emotion right on through to the end.
Connor Fitzpatrick is pretty much the classic Hero Archetype. He’s the “Golden Boy”, as everyone in the school and basically the town calls him, and up until now, his junior year of high school, things have always seemed to go his way. Perfect grades. School baseball team’s star catcher. Dating a great girl. Everyone loves him. Lately, though, he and his dad have been getting into it more and more frequently, things with Allyson feel strained, and he can’t stop thinking about the new guy—Eyeliner Guy. As things fall apart, he has to find a way to bravely face both his adversaries and those who love him, and try to put everything back together.
Graham is fabulous. New in town, his big-city style definitely stands out in Green Valley. But, he is taking this fresh start by the balls, and doesn’t intend to hide who he is ever again. Hence the outspoken t-shirt collection and the eyeliner. I loved Graham’s style, and absolutely loved who he is as a person. He was maybe a bit tough on Connor a couple of times, mostly to do with the fact that Connor isn’t ready to let people know about them, but considering what Graham has been through, and the fortitude it took to come out the other side as healthy as he is, I don’t blame him for refusing to be with someone who has to be in the closet, or for standing up for himself no matter what.
Both characters are fantastically relatable and likeable. Growing up, most of us definitely had a Connor in our lives, even if he was only that guy everyone knew in high school. And, if we were lucky enough, we also knew a Graham. The guys are great together, as well as individually. Even though Connor doesn’t feel like they have much in common, mainly because of their families’ differing financial statuses, they really do complement each other so well. They both have the sports backgrounds, of course, as well as the unfailing support of their families—though it takes Connor struggling a bit before he believes he has the unconditional support of his whole family.
Poor Connor really was so confused throughout most of the book. He’s sooo confused about his sexuality, which understandably takes him some time to sort through. He does have a light-bulb moment at the club he and Graham go to on a weekend outing to Chicago, but even after that, he goes on a bit of a downward spiral and just doesn’t know how to handle the things he’s feeling. Luckily his friends Marc and Allyson both turn out to be excellent allies for him. He’s also very confused and conflicted about his declining relationship with his dad. I think Bailey did a great job with the scenes dealing with this part of the storyline. The emotions Connor exhibited when thinking about or talking about how his dad made him feel came across as so real and so true; I was totally touched by what he was going through. I also loved his sister, Becca, who completely had his back no matter the situation.
In a nutshell, we have some classic teen angst, drama, and romance that play out in a fairly predictable John Hughes-eque fashion. But, like I said, I dug it. It was original enough, and the characters and the backstories are strong enough, that any reader who is a fan of teen stories should enjoy it too. I know I still never get tired of watching Sixteen Candles or The Breakfast Club—so when the climax of the story came around, and I felt like I was watching Some Kind of Wonderful, or, more recently, Easy A, I was cheering for Connor and Graham right along with their friends. Guyliner has that same great humor and emotion. I absolutely recommend it.
Reviewed by Jules for The Novel Approach Reviews
Connor Fitzpatrick is pretty much the classic Hero Archetype. He’s the “Golden Boy”, as everyone in the school and basically the town calls him, and up until now, his junior year of high school, things have always seemed to go his way. Perfect grades. School baseball team’s star catcher. Dating a great girl. Everyone loves him. Lately, though, he and his dad have been getting into it more and more frequently, things with Allyson feel strained, and he can’t stop thinking about the new guy—Eyeliner Guy. As things fall apart, he has to find a way to bravely face both his adversaries and those who love him, and try to put everything back together.
Graham is fabulous. New in town, his big-city style definitely stands out in Green Valley. But, he is taking this fresh start by the balls, and doesn’t intend to hide who he is ever again. Hence the outspoken t-shirt collection and the eyeliner. I loved Graham’s style, and absolutely loved who he is as a person. He was maybe a bit tough on Connor a couple of times, mostly to do with the fact that Connor isn’t ready to let people know about them, but considering what Graham has been through, and the fortitude it took to come out the other side as healthy as he is, I don’t blame him for refusing to be with someone who has to be in the closet, or for standing up for himself no matter what.
Both characters are fantastically relatable and likeable. Growing up, most of us definitely had a Connor in our lives, even if he was only that guy everyone knew in high school. And, if we were lucky enough, we also knew a Graham. The guys are great together, as well as individually. Even though Connor doesn’t feel like they have much in common, mainly because of their families’ differing financial statuses, they really do complement each other so well. They both have the sports backgrounds, of course, as well as the unfailing support of their families—though it takes Connor struggling a bit before he believes he has the unconditional support of his whole family.
Poor Connor really was so confused throughout most of the book. He’s sooo confused about his sexuality, which understandably takes him some time to sort through. He does have a light-bulb moment at the club he and Graham go to on a weekend outing to Chicago, but even after that, he goes on a bit of a downward spiral and just doesn’t know how to handle the things he’s feeling. Luckily his friends Marc and Allyson both turn out to be excellent allies for him. He’s also very confused and conflicted about his declining relationship with his dad. I think Bailey did a great job with the scenes dealing with this part of the storyline. The emotions Connor exhibited when thinking about or talking about how his dad made him feel came across as so real and so true; I was totally touched by what he was going through. I also loved his sister, Becca, who completely had his back no matter the situation.
In a nutshell, we have some classic teen angst, drama, and romance that play out in a fairly predictable John Hughes-eque fashion. But, like I said, I dug it. It was original enough, and the characters and the backstories are strong enough, that any reader who is a fan of teen stories should enjoy it too. I know I still never get tired of watching Sixteen Candles or The Breakfast Club—so when the climax of the story came around, and I felt like I was watching Some Kind of Wonderful, or, more recently, Easy A, I was cheering for Connor and Graham right along with their friends. Guyliner has that same great humor and emotion. I absolutely recommend it.
Reviewed by Jules for The Novel Approach Reviews
April 22, 2017
I absolutely loved this one!!!!!!
Graham and Connor melted my heart with their friendship to more to ??? relationship. A lot happens though... Connor's war within himself, Graham's past, idiocracy in the form of people around them...
Favorite scene: (other than about 10 others, but that's beside the point)
Graham and Connor melted my heart with their friendship to more to ??? relationship. A lot happens though... Connor's war within himself, Graham's past, idiocracy in the form of people around them...
Favorite scene: (other than about 10 others, but that's beside the point)
December 24, 2016
Awww young love. I really enjoyed this one. I felt for Connor trying to figure out his true self. What Happened to Graham ugh. Loved him and Connor together. They were so sweet.
October 16, 2016
I received a copy of this title to read and review for Wicked Reads
5 Angsty, Young Adult Stars
Young Adult age range: 14+ Kissing. Bullying/bigotry. Past violence (not shown)
J. Leigh Bailey is a new-to-me author, and I could seriously fan-girl right now. I do plan on checking out the author's past works ASAP. I love the innocence of the young adult genre, and I believe this book would be a comfort to both children who are contemplating coming out, and to their parents to get their child's perspective.
Connor is his rural mid-western town's Golden Boy, with his sights set on playing baseball in college as a way to get out of his hometown. He's dating the couch's daughter, has a 4.0, a hard-working family, and is the oldest of 5 siblings. His entire life implodes, while working out in the weight room for practice, his eye catches the school's new eyeliner-wearing soccer star.
Connor's characterization was accurate and realistic, how he is so hyper-focused on his future, trying to make his father proud, he barely notices the present. The way of life makes it possible for Connor to live in denial about his sexuality, when he never realized in the first place.
Graham is a complex character to Connor's open book. Graham has a tragic past, with its bits and pieces of information dolled out at a steady pace to keep a mystery surrounding it. Graham is what Connor is not- confident in knowing who he is and owning it, even if no one else accepts it. But Graham is patient when it comes to friendship, as long as he's treated with respect when it comes to more than friendship.
I don't want to give the plot away, but there are ups and downs and a ton of delicious angst in this page-turning, young adult read. After reading the book in one sitting, I was satisfied with the ending, but wanted more from other characters in the book's universe, as I wish to know more via other's narration on our couple. Sadly, however, I do believe this is a standalone. But my voracious need for more is a sure sign on how much I enjoyed the story.
Recommended to fans of MM Romance and Young Adult MM.
5 Angsty, Young Adult Stars
Young Adult age range: 14+ Kissing. Bullying/bigotry. Past violence (not shown)
J. Leigh Bailey is a new-to-me author, and I could seriously fan-girl right now. I do plan on checking out the author's past works ASAP. I love the innocence of the young adult genre, and I believe this book would be a comfort to both children who are contemplating coming out, and to their parents to get their child's perspective.
Connor is his rural mid-western town's Golden Boy, with his sights set on playing baseball in college as a way to get out of his hometown. He's dating the couch's daughter, has a 4.0, a hard-working family, and is the oldest of 5 siblings. His entire life implodes, while working out in the weight room for practice, his eye catches the school's new eyeliner-wearing soccer star.
Connor's characterization was accurate and realistic, how he is so hyper-focused on his future, trying to make his father proud, he barely notices the present. The way of life makes it possible for Connor to live in denial about his sexuality, when he never realized in the first place.
Graham is a complex character to Connor's open book. Graham has a tragic past, with its bits and pieces of information dolled out at a steady pace to keep a mystery surrounding it. Graham is what Connor is not- confident in knowing who he is and owning it, even if no one else accepts it. But Graham is patient when it comes to friendship, as long as he's treated with respect when it comes to more than friendship.
I don't want to give the plot away, but there are ups and downs and a ton of delicious angst in this page-turning, young adult read. After reading the book in one sitting, I was satisfied with the ending, but wanted more from other characters in the book's universe, as I wish to know more via other's narration on our couple. Sadly, however, I do believe this is a standalone. But my voracious need for more is a sure sign on how much I enjoyed the story.
Recommended to fans of MM Romance and Young Adult MM.
October 18, 2016
A Joyfully Jay review.
4.5 stars
Guyliner is a sweet and tumultuous contemporary YA coming out romance. The pace of the book is excellent. There are real emotional moments, from Connor’s insecurity about his family’s status and his place within that family—it’s tough to always believe you were the mistake that ruined your dad’s life, and it’s shaped Connor into a “people pleaser.” It was really awesome to see Connor grow past that. Graham is such a great guy, and he’s great for Connor. He’s not anxious to move forward quickly, and only on these terms: open and out. It’s for his protection, and, like anyone, he deserves that level of respect. He’s been a “dirty secret” and he’ll never sign up for that again.
The honest conversations Connor has with his family are just the right amount of tender and tough, and help to resolve a lot of his personal insecurity, in addition to coming out. Connor’s best friend and girlfriend are really good supports—and strong allies for Connor when he really needs them. The romance between Connor and Graham is not the main focus of the book, and there’s no steam. A little kissing on the page—that’s it. It’s a mainstream-type coming out book, and the “passion” felt in line with other books I’ve read. There’s a grand gesture here that’s a little shocking and totally sweet, and moves these two from rumor to confirmation in a way that was respectful. These two wonderfully rich and layered characters find an unexpectedly happy ending, and a boyfriend, when they least expected to, and that was enchanting to experience.
Read Veronica’s review in its entirety here.
4.5 stars
Guyliner is a sweet and tumultuous contemporary YA coming out romance. The pace of the book is excellent. There are real emotional moments, from Connor’s insecurity about his family’s status and his place within that family—it’s tough to always believe you were the mistake that ruined your dad’s life, and it’s shaped Connor into a “people pleaser.” It was really awesome to see Connor grow past that. Graham is such a great guy, and he’s great for Connor. He’s not anxious to move forward quickly, and only on these terms: open and out. It’s for his protection, and, like anyone, he deserves that level of respect. He’s been a “dirty secret” and he’ll never sign up for that again.
The honest conversations Connor has with his family are just the right amount of tender and tough, and help to resolve a lot of his personal insecurity, in addition to coming out. Connor’s best friend and girlfriend are really good supports—and strong allies for Connor when he really needs them. The romance between Connor and Graham is not the main focus of the book, and there’s no steam. A little kissing on the page—that’s it. It’s a mainstream-type coming out book, and the “passion” felt in line with other books I’ve read. There’s a grand gesture here that’s a little shocking and totally sweet, and moves these two from rumor to confirmation in a way that was respectful. These two wonderfully rich and layered characters find an unexpectedly happy ending, and a boyfriend, when they least expected to, and that was enchanting to experience.
Read Veronica’s review in its entirety here.
October 23, 2016
This is definitely a YA book. While not introducing anything unusual, this is a boy figuring out he’s gay in a small town and all that comes with it, I enjoyed it. I liked that these are kids and the interactions between them are appropriate for young readers (ugh I’m like an old lady now, basically it’s a bit of making out and talking but no actual sex).
I will say I don't think I was the target audience for this one.
I will say I don't think I was the target audience for this one.
October 27, 2016
This is a super sweet story. It’s young adult romance and that explains it perfectly. There’s angst and drama and so much love poured from this book. Graham and Connor have fantastic chemistry together and I love reading how they go through this tough time in their lives. http://thetbrpile.weebly.com/reviews/...
October 13, 2016
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October 13, 2016
4.5 STARS
“Guyliner” by J. Leigh Bailey is a wonderful self-discovery/coming of age story. I really enjoyed reading this book. The entire “coming-out” angst, confusion, insecurity and longing were expressed beautifully here. The story of a small town’s Golden Boy and his crush for an eye-liner wearing new comer is beautifully written. It was emotional and at times a little frustrating but I had high hopes for the Golden Boy and he really lived upto his nickname at the end.
Connor has a plan. He is a talented catcher in his school’s baseball team and like everybody else, he has high hopes of getting a baseball scholarship to get out of his small town and go to college. He has a 4.0 GPA, beautiful girlfriend and a stellar reputation and thus “The Golden Boy” of Green Valley High. Everything is going perfectly in Connor’s world until the day “Guyliner” aka Graham Parker makes an entrance.
Connor steadily grows a crush on the make-up wearing teen. His feelings for Graham make him question his own sexuality. Connor knows deep down that he is different but he has never acknowledged those feelings because they are not part of his plan. But Graham turns the table against him completely and Connor is forced to acknowledge that he is gay. But Connor is not ready to come out to his family and his peers so close to achieving his goals. But his decisions become extremely difficult to follow through when he realizes what he is missing out on, not being true to himself and being with Graham. Connor has to take a chance on his parents and his friends and on his feelings for Graham if he want to stop living a lie and own up to who he truly is and wants to be.
Connor is a nice and wonderful young man who goes through a complicated and emotionally draining stage in his life. He is the ideal guy with perfect grades, a bright future in sports, great friends and a beautiful and supportive girlfriend. He is attracted to the same sex but he has been able to bury that deep down since he did not want that to complicate his life goal. But Graham was too much a temptation for him. He lets go with Graham and realizes how hiding is making him miserable. He is unsure of how people will treat him after they know the truth and how badly that would affect his future chances. Connor was scared and so vulnerable and the author has beautifully crafted the emotions that he goes through while acknowledging his sexual preferences.
Connor’s feelings for Graham was part of the reason of his coming out but he mostly did it for himself. And surprisingly the reactions from his friends and parents were so great and supportive. I thought there would be a lot of homophobic crap that Connor will face (well, that’s what even Connor thought) but all the people who mattered loved him and supported him at the end.
Graham Parker is the proudest and the most understanding guy and was exactly what Connor needed to bring his life around. Graham is charismatic with his skills with a soccer ball and his ease with which he owns his sexuality. He goes through a terrible ordeal to get where he is now and he is not going to go back to hiding for anyone. Graham likes Connor and can understand his hesitation but still looks after him even though it hurts him when Connor does not acknowledge their feelings publically.
This story is more about Connor’s self-discovery than a romance. Connor’s feelings for Graham was a catalyst to his coming out and his entire journey was inspiring and heart warming.
You need to read this coming of age book and experience the ups and downs, angst and the sweet budding romance in the center of it all. The interactions between Graham and Connor are not steamy but sweet and emotional. If you are a fan of high school romances and a beautifully crafted coming out story then definitely give this book a try.
*This review has been cross posted at GayBookReviews*
“Guyliner” by J. Leigh Bailey is a wonderful self-discovery/coming of age story. I really enjoyed reading this book. The entire “coming-out” angst, confusion, insecurity and longing were expressed beautifully here. The story of a small town’s Golden Boy and his crush for an eye-liner wearing new comer is beautifully written. It was emotional and at times a little frustrating but I had high hopes for the Golden Boy and he really lived upto his nickname at the end.
Connor has a plan. He is a talented catcher in his school’s baseball team and like everybody else, he has high hopes of getting a baseball scholarship to get out of his small town and go to college. He has a 4.0 GPA, beautiful girlfriend and a stellar reputation and thus “The Golden Boy” of Green Valley High. Everything is going perfectly in Connor’s world until the day “Guyliner” aka Graham Parker makes an entrance.
Connor steadily grows a crush on the make-up wearing teen. His feelings for Graham make him question his own sexuality. Connor knows deep down that he is different but he has never acknowledged those feelings because they are not part of his plan. But Graham turns the table against him completely and Connor is forced to acknowledge that he is gay. But Connor is not ready to come out to his family and his peers so close to achieving his goals. But his decisions become extremely difficult to follow through when he realizes what he is missing out on, not being true to himself and being with Graham. Connor has to take a chance on his parents and his friends and on his feelings for Graham if he want to stop living a lie and own up to who he truly is and wants to be.
Connor is a nice and wonderful young man who goes through a complicated and emotionally draining stage in his life. He is the ideal guy with perfect grades, a bright future in sports, great friends and a beautiful and supportive girlfriend. He is attracted to the same sex but he has been able to bury that deep down since he did not want that to complicate his life goal. But Graham was too much a temptation for him. He lets go with Graham and realizes how hiding is making him miserable. He is unsure of how people will treat him after they know the truth and how badly that would affect his future chances. Connor was scared and so vulnerable and the author has beautifully crafted the emotions that he goes through while acknowledging his sexual preferences.
Connor’s feelings for Graham was part of the reason of his coming out but he mostly did it for himself. And surprisingly the reactions from his friends and parents were so great and supportive. I thought there would be a lot of homophobic crap that Connor will face (well, that’s what even Connor thought) but all the people who mattered loved him and supported him at the end.
Graham Parker is the proudest and the most understanding guy and was exactly what Connor needed to bring his life around. Graham is charismatic with his skills with a soccer ball and his ease with which he owns his sexuality. He goes through a terrible ordeal to get where he is now and he is not going to go back to hiding for anyone. Graham likes Connor and can understand his hesitation but still looks after him even though it hurts him when Connor does not acknowledge their feelings publically.
This story is more about Connor’s self-discovery than a romance. Connor’s feelings for Graham was a catalyst to his coming out and his entire journey was inspiring and heart warming.
You need to read this coming of age book and experience the ups and downs, angst and the sweet budding romance in the center of it all. The interactions between Graham and Connor are not steamy but sweet and emotional. If you are a fan of high school romances and a beautifully crafted coming out story then definitely give this book a try.
*This review has been cross posted at GayBookReviews*
October 25, 2016
*** 4.5 Stars ***
You make me feel things I’ve never felt before, and suddenly I’m questioning everything I thought I knew about myself.
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FOR TACO Bell guy, wherever you are.
Though you may not recognize me, you have changed my life. I remember the first and only time I saw you. It was November 2012. It was rainy and cold, and when I entered your place of employment...
And there you were, standing behind the register, head tilted down. Your shaggy dark hair hung in front of your eyes, and it wasn’t until I thanked you after placing my order that you looked up. Your eyes, your beautiful light blue eyes, were accented with a thick line of black eyeliner. The shock of this, the incongruity, took me aback. You were such a shy, quiet-seeming boy. But the eyeliner indicated that there was maybe something more.
When you handed me my receipt, I was again shocked. On your arm, barely visible under the sleeves of your Taco Bell uniform shirt, was a patchwork of scars from wrist to elbow where they disappeared under your sleeve. Burn scars.
My mind started to sort through ideas of how you were burned. What happened?
And thus, from our brief meeting on a cold November night, Guyliner was born. So thank you, wherever you are. May life treat you right.
JLB
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What an interesting things to know how this story inspired from.
And for "TACO Bell guy", wherever you are...
Thank you for being there, at the right time and the right moment, and inspiring the author to write this beautiful-heartwarming story....
May you also have your own HEA, dahling.
❇❇❇
This is the heart-warming story about "The Guyliner Guy" and "The Golden Boy" that will melt your heart...
The cover totally mesmerized me and I fall in love with the cover instantly. It gave strong impression to me and I can catch a glimpse of my darling, Adam Lambert from the guy in the cover.
So, YES!
I'm SOLD to the cover and drawn by the blurb!
Even when I found that the story was purely YA (which is actually not my cup of tea) and can be classified as "a clean-romance" (which is - AGAIN - definitely NOT my taste!!!!), BUT SURPRISINGLY....at the end - I DON'T CARE!!!!
I ENJOY the story right from the very first part to the last page.
Well, I must confess that some thing that happened at nearly end of the story a bit 'cheesy' for my taste, BUT AGAIN, I-DON'T-CARE!!
It's because the story already CONSUMED me.
Well still, there's a time I want to punch Connor right at the face just for Graham's sake, but DAMN - I can't!
Because I KNOW, it's not easy being in Connor's shoes and dealing with ALL things that happened in his life.
And Graham...
How i admire this strong-unique-young man, a survivor and also 'a savior'...
What he'd been through really make me cringed.
Hugging both Graham & Connor so tight that's exactly what I wanna do in the entire reading...
I didn't expect any tears when I started this book.
But then...I got teary eyes from a 'surprise twist' at nearly end of the book.
Very well said, dad!
And finally, last but not least, to the author...
Thank you for all the butterflies in my tummy I feel during the entire reading and for bring the guyliner guy 'alive'....
I RECOMMENDED THIS BOOK TO ALL!!
October 21, 2016
This is a surprisingly sweet and sometimes emotional YA story about two guys in a rural town who find hope and love with each other. It doesn’t pretend to predict the future or even hint that these guys make it past graduation as a couple, and for that I applaud the author while at the same time my romantic soul weeps a bit.
I found the slow burn way that Connor moved into acceptance of his newfound “gayness” to be authentic and I thought Graham’s story was really, really powerful.
I thought the “steam” was appropriate for this audience (virtually no steam) and the drama was kept to a respectable amount (outside of Graham’s story, which was so, very sad.)
I enjoyed the secondary characters and really, really loved Graham. I hope we see these guys in a future work, but I’ve no idea if this is a series or a one-off.
Highly recommended for YA fans, but if you’re looking for something more “adult” keep looking. I think Connor's journey took a front seat to the romance, but it was an important story to tell.
4.25 of 5 stars
I found the slow burn way that Connor moved into acceptance of his newfound “gayness” to be authentic and I thought Graham’s story was really, really powerful.
I thought the “steam” was appropriate for this audience (virtually no steam) and the drama was kept to a respectable amount (outside of Graham’s story, which was so, very sad.)
I enjoyed the secondary characters and really, really loved Graham. I hope we see these guys in a future work, but I’ve no idea if this is a series or a one-off.
Highly recommended for YA fans, but if you’re looking for something more “adult” keep looking. I think Connor's journey took a front seat to the romance, but it was an important story to tell.
4.25 of 5 stars
November 2, 2016
What is wrong with the characters?
It's perfectly okay if somebody already out do not want to date someone in the closet. I agree.
BUT IT IS NOT OKAY TO SHAME SOMEONE WHO'S STILL IN THE CLOSET!!!!
Damn! I can't even with this book. This is one of the worse I ever read. Who the hell does Graham think he is? He is so condescending with Connor I threw up in my mouth a lot of times. And even worse, it's not only Graham who loves to shame Connor for being in the closet. For being afraid.
This whole book make Connor's fears stupid. Connor is stupid. Connor is selfish. Connor should be ashamed of himself. And all this time, he is not the one who's wrong, yet everybody make him the bad guy.
There is nothing wrong with being in the closet. There is nothing wrong with being afraid. You wanna be a good ally? Stop with this fucking shit. Stop shaming people. Stop with this shit.
I feel sick. Good writing style. Awful story.
There is a lot to say about this book, but I don't feel it worthes it. I just want my money and my dignity as an bisexual person who knows a LOT about closets back.
It's perfectly okay if somebody already out do not want to date someone in the closet. I agree.
BUT IT IS NOT OKAY TO SHAME SOMEONE WHO'S STILL IN THE CLOSET!!!!
Damn! I can't even with this book. This is one of the worse I ever read. Who the hell does Graham think he is? He is so condescending with Connor I threw up in my mouth a lot of times. And even worse, it's not only Graham who loves to shame Connor for being in the closet. For being afraid.
This whole book make Connor's fears stupid. Connor is stupid. Connor is selfish. Connor should be ashamed of himself. And all this time, he is not the one who's wrong, yet everybody make him the bad guy.
There is nothing wrong with being in the closet. There is nothing wrong with being afraid. You wanna be a good ally? Stop with this fucking shit. Stop shaming people. Stop with this shit.
I feel sick. Good writing style. Awful story.
There is a lot to say about this book, but I don't feel it worthes it. I just want my money and my dignity as an bisexual person who knows a LOT about closets back.
June 13, 2017
This wasn't the fluffy and light thing I was craving, but it was wonderful nonetheless.
Graham and Connor's story- both their personal stories and the part about their relationship- had a certain depth and relevance that I deeply appreciated. True, I wish the story had focused more on their time together and their bond, and less on the shit ton of drama surrounding them; but I understand that this was simply how the story was meant to be told and the message that needed to be conveyed.
Both Connor and Graham are incredible characters and you just can't help but root for them- and also want to slap them when they're not their brightest selves. That kind of realistic feel is what I love best about the characters in my books, and this one didn't disappoint.
Sometimes, you just need a certain thing to read, and apparently this book was the kind of story I was needing right now. It just makes me want to continue reading more by this author!
*Review of a free copy provided by Riptide Publishing*
Graham and Connor's story- both their personal stories and the part about their relationship- had a certain depth and relevance that I deeply appreciated. True, I wish the story had focused more on their time together and their bond, and less on the shit ton of drama surrounding them; but I understand that this was simply how the story was meant to be told and the message that needed to be conveyed.
Both Connor and Graham are incredible characters and you just can't help but root for them- and also want to slap them when they're not their brightest selves. That kind of realistic feel is what I love best about the characters in my books, and this one didn't disappoint.
Sometimes, you just need a certain thing to read, and apparently this book was the kind of story I was needing right now. It just makes me want to continue reading more by this author!
*Review of a free copy provided by Riptide Publishing*
December 14, 2016
Gently romantic, with a touch of realistic drama, this was a heart-warming yet thought-provoking read.
Golden-boy Connor is struggling with his relationship with his father, feeling the pressure of having to get a sport scholarship for college. When he lays eyes on new-boy Graham, the eyeliner-wearing goalie of the boy's football team, his attraction is instant. And as he and Graham spend more time together, he finds himself questioning his goals and his relationship with his girlfriend...
The writing was energetic, flowing beautifully and peppered with witty dialogue, while the plot was multi-layered, encompassing themes of sexuality, academic pressure, and relationships with those closest to you. While the ending was a little too dramatic for my taste, the rest of the novel was drenched in sombre realism. A page-turner of a young adult romance.
*Thank you to the publisher for the free copy of the book.
Golden-boy Connor is struggling with his relationship with his father, feeling the pressure of having to get a sport scholarship for college. When he lays eyes on new-boy Graham, the eyeliner-wearing goalie of the boy's football team, his attraction is instant. And as he and Graham spend more time together, he finds himself questioning his goals and his relationship with his girlfriend...
The writing was energetic, flowing beautifully and peppered with witty dialogue, while the plot was multi-layered, encompassing themes of sexuality, academic pressure, and relationships with those closest to you. While the ending was a little too dramatic for my taste, the rest of the novel was drenched in sombre realism. A page-turner of a young adult romance.
*Thank you to the publisher for the free copy of the book.
December 5, 2016
There were times here when Connor's denial of himself and Graham were annoying. I guess once he acknowledged his attraction, I wanted him to step up.
But Graham is lovely, as are his parents. Lovely ending too.
But Graham is lovely, as are his parents. Lovely ending too.
October 11, 2016
I was given a copy of this book to read and review for Wicked Reads.
Wow. This is such a wonderful story. Connor and Graham are both fantastic characters. The golden boy and the beautiful, leather-clad outsider are right out of one of the best Eighties high school movies but the m/m romance is a very 21st century twist on a classic teen romance.
Full of angst and seemingly insurmountable problems (both real and perceived), Connor and Graham’s story feels real and honest. The central conflict is Connor coming to terms with his sexuality and Graham rebuilding his life after a terrible experience. Most of this conflict is internal but Connor’s fears are realistically debilitating at times and his resulting behaviour is self-destructive. Connor isn’t always easy to like, but the author makes him feel real. I enjoyed his friendships and his relationship with his family. I loved the way the adults surprised both boys at times and the way the author refrained from unnecessary conflict between the generations.
Graham is brave and fabulous. As a star athlete, he challenges stereotypes and pushes boundaries. And while it is easier to like Graham in this story, the author makes several interesting observations about Graham’s wealth and privilege allowing him more opportunities than are possible for blue collar, small town Connor.
As a young adult story, this book is light on sex and the romance is sweet rather than steamy. But I loved the connection between these two boys and I loved the classic high school romance themes in this book. If you loved Footloose or The Breakfast Club you will enjoy this modern classic.
Wow. This is such a wonderful story. Connor and Graham are both fantastic characters. The golden boy and the beautiful, leather-clad outsider are right out of one of the best Eighties high school movies but the m/m romance is a very 21st century twist on a classic teen romance.
Full of angst and seemingly insurmountable problems (both real and perceived), Connor and Graham’s story feels real and honest. The central conflict is Connor coming to terms with his sexuality and Graham rebuilding his life after a terrible experience. Most of this conflict is internal but Connor’s fears are realistically debilitating at times and his resulting behaviour is self-destructive. Connor isn’t always easy to like, but the author makes him feel real. I enjoyed his friendships and his relationship with his family. I loved the way the adults surprised both boys at times and the way the author refrained from unnecessary conflict between the generations.
Graham is brave and fabulous. As a star athlete, he challenges stereotypes and pushes boundaries. And while it is easier to like Graham in this story, the author makes several interesting observations about Graham’s wealth and privilege allowing him more opportunities than are possible for blue collar, small town Connor.
As a young adult story, this book is light on sex and the romance is sweet rather than steamy. But I loved the connection between these two boys and I loved the classic high school romance themes in this book. If you loved Footloose or The Breakfast Club you will enjoy this modern classic.
July 1, 2017
Actual rating: 3.5 stars
I really liked the main characters, Connor & Graham, because they were so cute & great company, but the story seemed to be like the typical sports contemporary romance novel so it got a bit too predictable for my taste. However, I still enjoyed it!
I really liked the main characters, Connor & Graham, because they were so cute & great company, but the story seemed to be like the typical sports contemporary romance novel so it got a bit too predictable for my taste. However, I still enjoyed it!
June 3, 2017
3.5* pour cette histoire assez mignonne :)
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October 17, 2016
I have had Guyliner by J. Leigh Bailey on my wish list for months now! I saw it on a 2016 Books with LGBT themes list on GR and immediately marked it as a must read, so to say I was excited to get this book is an understatement. I am so happy to tell you all that I enjoyed it every bit as much as I hoped I would! Connor and Graham's story was sweet and tender and emotional, a bit sad in some parts, and all fantastic. I just adore coming of age stories so much and Guyliner is one of the reasons why. All the self-discovery and acceptance done by both characters was endearing and heartfelt.
Graham Parker is new to town and boy does he ever turn Connor Fitzpatrick's world upside down in a hurry. Eyeliner wearing, sarcastic t-shirt wearing, soccer phenom Graham is everything Connor wishes for, but is too afraid to want. Graham and his family have moved to town after a brutal attack on Graham leaves him beaten and bruised. But not broken. Because Graham is boldly out of the closet, almost daringly so. He doesn't hide who he is and challenges anyone to making him afraid to be who he is. This conflict, the inner struggles Connor goes through as he tries to accept himself was heartbreaking and felt so real. I loved the way Bailey let this play out. It's not so full of angst that you want to cry, but it's done in such a way that feels authentic and genuine. The Golden Boy and the Bad Boy isn't anything we haven't seen before but Graham and Connor are so endearing you can't help but root for these guys to figure out how to be together. It isn't easy; Connor's battle to be who he wants in the face of immense pressure (both imagined and real) is something that all teenagers go through, straight, gay, or in between.
There needs to be more YA books like this out in the world. The issues dealt with aren't trite and clichéd—they're real. I loved how Connor's family was so accepting, even if it took a bit of time. I liked how J. Leigh Bailey addressed that "coming out" doesn't only affect the one doing it, but the parents, siblings, and friends of the person, too. Especially in a small town where your dad owns an auto shop and the family's income might be affected by people not quite so accepting or worrying about how your brothers and sisters will be treated by their friends. This is a real struggle, it's a real worry and shouldn't be easily dismissed. It's easy to read a book and go "just come out already, what are you waiting for" but worrying about the consequences of doing so is a genuine and often very difficult process. I really liked how this isn't an overly heavy book. Although there are some hard topics discussed, there is such a feeling of hope and joy that is at play—even during the hard times. This book isn't preachy or in your face, it's the coming of age story of two boys just trying to figure out who they are and how to be happy.
The secondary characters—best friend Marc, girlfriend Allyson, sister Becca, Connor's mom and even his dad, Graham's parents—all these people added so much to the story. It was so NICE to see supportive families and friends portrayed in a book like this. It doesn't happen often enough. There are lots of things at play in Guyliner—a middle income family struggling to provide a college education on a limited budget, bullying, the pressure on teenagers to perform to a high standard in order to catch a break, family dynamics, and more that make this a book you can't miss. Great characters, a tightly woven plot with nice pacing, sharp writing, and a very satisfying HFN that will leave you feeling warm and fuzzy with a smile on your face. Don't miss this one, people!
*this review will also be posted on www.diversereader.blogspot.com*
Graham Parker is new to town and boy does he ever turn Connor Fitzpatrick's world upside down in a hurry. Eyeliner wearing, sarcastic t-shirt wearing, soccer phenom Graham is everything Connor wishes for, but is too afraid to want. Graham and his family have moved to town after a brutal attack on Graham leaves him beaten and bruised. But not broken. Because Graham is boldly out of the closet, almost daringly so. He doesn't hide who he is and challenges anyone to making him afraid to be who he is. This conflict, the inner struggles Connor goes through as he tries to accept himself was heartbreaking and felt so real. I loved the way Bailey let this play out. It's not so full of angst that you want to cry, but it's done in such a way that feels authentic and genuine. The Golden Boy and the Bad Boy isn't anything we haven't seen before but Graham and Connor are so endearing you can't help but root for these guys to figure out how to be together. It isn't easy; Connor's battle to be who he wants in the face of immense pressure (both imagined and real) is something that all teenagers go through, straight, gay, or in between.
There needs to be more YA books like this out in the world. The issues dealt with aren't trite and clichéd—they're real. I loved how Connor's family was so accepting, even if it took a bit of time. I liked how J. Leigh Bailey addressed that "coming out" doesn't only affect the one doing it, but the parents, siblings, and friends of the person, too. Especially in a small town where your dad owns an auto shop and the family's income might be affected by people not quite so accepting or worrying about how your brothers and sisters will be treated by their friends. This is a real struggle, it's a real worry and shouldn't be easily dismissed. It's easy to read a book and go "just come out already, what are you waiting for" but worrying about the consequences of doing so is a genuine and often very difficult process. I really liked how this isn't an overly heavy book. Although there are some hard topics discussed, there is such a feeling of hope and joy that is at play—even during the hard times. This book isn't preachy or in your face, it's the coming of age story of two boys just trying to figure out who they are and how to be happy.
The secondary characters—best friend Marc, girlfriend Allyson, sister Becca, Connor's mom and even his dad, Graham's parents—all these people added so much to the story. It was so NICE to see supportive families and friends portrayed in a book like this. It doesn't happen often enough. There are lots of things at play in Guyliner—a middle income family struggling to provide a college education on a limited budget, bullying, the pressure on teenagers to perform to a high standard in order to catch a break, family dynamics, and more that make this a book you can't miss. Great characters, a tightly woven plot with nice pacing, sharp writing, and a very satisfying HFN that will leave you feeling warm and fuzzy with a smile on your face. Don't miss this one, people!
*this review will also be posted on www.diversereader.blogspot.com*
November 11, 2016
4.5 Heart Review
I honestly didn’t think I could like a book that didn’t have sex in it. J. Leigh Bailey has proven me wrong. This story was so friggin good. I’m not the biggest YA fan but this book made me rethink this whole genre.
In the wake of a gay bashing that took several months to recover from Graham Parker and his family move to a small town to start a new life. One thing Graham refuses to do is lie about who he is so he sports eyeliner and faces bullies head on. Being an amazing soccer player doesn’t hurt either. Throughout everything that’s happened soccer always remained extremely important to Graham.
“Golden Boy” Connor has a plan. He works hard keeping his grades up, makes sure he is there for his siblings, and never loses focus on his goals. He’s not prepared for the feelings Graham invokes. Being gay never factored into Connor’s plan.
Thrown together and realizing they have a ton in common, Graham and Connor start a tentative friendship that slowly develops into something more.
This story is the quintessential coming of age/coming out story. Another thing I really loved were the secondary characters. Both boys had really great, supporting families that just made you hope all teens had the same support systems.
I’d love a sequel to Connor and Graham’s story. I loved to see them older in college together and how they grow into their relationship.
Overall, I really loved this one which is really no surprise as I am a huge fan of this author. Definitely recommend!!
This book was provided free in exchange for a fair and honest review for Love Bytes. Go there to check out other reviews, author interviews, and all those awesome giveaways. Click below.
I honestly didn’t think I could like a book that didn’t have sex in it. J. Leigh Bailey has proven me wrong. This story was so friggin good. I’m not the biggest YA fan but this book made me rethink this whole genre.
In the wake of a gay bashing that took several months to recover from Graham Parker and his family move to a small town to start a new life. One thing Graham refuses to do is lie about who he is so he sports eyeliner and faces bullies head on. Being an amazing soccer player doesn’t hurt either. Throughout everything that’s happened soccer always remained extremely important to Graham.
“Golden Boy” Connor has a plan. He works hard keeping his grades up, makes sure he is there for his siblings, and never loses focus on his goals. He’s not prepared for the feelings Graham invokes. Being gay never factored into Connor’s plan.
Thrown together and realizing they have a ton in common, Graham and Connor start a tentative friendship that slowly develops into something more.
This story is the quintessential coming of age/coming out story. Another thing I really loved were the secondary characters. Both boys had really great, supporting families that just made you hope all teens had the same support systems.
I’d love a sequel to Connor and Graham’s story. I loved to see them older in college together and how they grow into their relationship.
Overall, I really loved this one which is really no surprise as I am a huge fan of this author. Definitely recommend!!
This book was provided free in exchange for a fair and honest review for Love Bytes. Go there to check out other reviews, author interviews, and all those awesome giveaways. Click below.
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