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272 pages, Kindle Edition
First published February 20, 2018
When Jillian West was thirteen she not only lost her parents, she was also kidnapped right after she moved to a new town. Luckily she was saved by the town’s troublemaker. A boy who in turn became her best friend, her first love and lover. But he broke her heart at nineteen when he left her. Jillian went on to pursue her dream of becoming an FBI agent, of finding missing children. But with every lost case, every child they find too late, Jillian finds herself becoming undone. And Jillian decides that it is time to return home to find some closure.
At fifteen Hayden Black was used to the bad label his father’s misdeeds left him with. Everyone assumed that the apple didn’t fall far from the tree. Until a redhead girl looked at him like he was good, like he could mean something. And when he saw her being taken, he knew he had to save her. And in turn she saved him, became his everything. But he knew he had to let her go to make something of himself for her. When he returns to his home town he doesn’t expect to see her sooner than he thought he would, in the exact same spot he saw her for the first time so many years ago. This time Hayden won’t let Jillian go again.
But someone else is also happy that Jillian is back. A sinister presence from their past. Can Hayden keep the only woman he’s ever loved safe again from harm? And can they finally put their evil past to rest in order to have their second chance at happiness?
One night...ten years ago...he’d ripped her heart right out of her chest.
A woman could do a whole lot in this world without a heart.
Jillian was a great heroine. She’s dedicated to her job as an FBI agent, but also so broken because of what happened to her and to another young girl who was taken right after she was saved all those years ago. I also liked that she didn’t just fall back into Hayden’s arms, especially not with their past.
Ten years too long. Ten years of memories and dreams. Ten years of being without her.I loved Hayden and how Jillian was everything to him. Usually with this type of trope the hero would profess that the heroine was the love of his life, the one that got away, but nothing about their actions in the time apart proves it. They don’t go out to find their supposed lost love, it’s usually a chance meeting and then suddenly they realise the truth. Ugh. But not Hayden. He had his reasons for leaving Jillian and although I didn’t fully agree with them I could understand why he felt that way. With his past it made sense that he would want to make something more of himself, for her and for him. And the great thing was that he was planning to go find her in Georgia now that he had retired. There was never any doubt that he loved Jillian, that he had always loved her.
“I’ve loved you since I was fifteen years old. You’ve always been my world.” He needed her to understand this. “I will never stop loving you.” Just as he’d never stop fighting for her, for them.
Second chance romances are not a favorite of mine, but Cynthia Eden knows how to write a winner. From the first moment these two met as teenagers their connection was palpable. How they went from best friends, to young lovers and even their decade apart didn’t diminish the intensity of their love. Their romance was passionate and beautiful and I loved it.
This author writes some of the best romantic thrillers. I love how dark and twisted they are, the sadistic killers. And as always I was kept to the edge of my seat trying to figure out who the villain was.
There was also a great cast of secondary characters and I’m especially intrigued by Jillian’s friend and FBI colleague Samantha Dark, who is a very talented profiler, excellent at getting into the heads of serial killers. And the sparks between her and her new partner Blake Gamble left me very excited ;-)
Cynthia Eden is one of my favorite authors and she’s written another winner. This was an excellent start to a very promising series. A definite must read for those who love romantic thrillers with the perfect balance of sexy romance and gripping suspense. Highly recommended.