The Cottage on The Border (The Jenna Kroon Series, #1) by Hannah Warren is a very special book.
The plot grows around Jenna. A prima ballerina drowned in her own ghosts and traumas which bring to life the spiral of darkness, guilt, regret and harrowing secrets composing this story.
Her first memory about her mother's suicide plants the base of a life full of psychosis, eating disorders, neurosis, shades of paranormal and her own personal Hell inside her mind. After she fails trying to run away from life, her brother, psychiatrist, tries to keep her safe and recovering in a solitary cottage, soaked in obscure memories which sweep along Jenna's fears and subconscious. Suicide, Nazi's, murder... no one's safe.
“I’m innocent,” he roared as he was handcuffed. “Scandal! Scandal! The whole of the nation will hear how a decent German citizen was arrested for the murder of a rat.” Kicking and screaming, he went into the police van. ”
I never like to tell much about plots, so the reader can keep the mystery, but even more in this case. For me, as a reader and lover of darkness and introspection, the thread of this book is a line, a path you follow while you stare at the shadows around Jenna, around you.
You start the book observing a depressing scenario, with notes of hope “But she was alive, strange and wrong as it may seem”. After some pages, you get slowly impregned in our main character's depression, narcissistic compulsion, throbbing thoughts and phantoms from the mud of her soul.
“Even dreaming she knew it was one of those dreams where you can't get away, can't scream, a total victim of bad intentions.”
You don't get along with Jenna. Readers are used to like the protagonists. But it's not the case. Selfish, bratty, blind. This young woman with such a heavy burden on her shoulders leads us through an introspective self-knowledge inner fight. This book is a spy hole to fight your pure thoughts, full of shadows and crawling dark creatures from your origins.
The end might seem a bit quick or not very developed, but considering this book is the first one of the series, I didn't find it a negative point.
I love how the author moves the reader. The impression you build around a character, in few pages it will go to ashes. They are constantly spinning around and changing the filter they see their own background through. Jenna is ceaselessly discovering other's thoughts through their anger towards her because she only thinks of herself, so she's an emotional rollercoaster.
Descriptions are accurate, soft and sensorial. “When she walked the street, men turned their heads as she floated by in her flowery dress, balancing on her plateau shoes, swinging her hips. She moved like a magical angel, a fairy, a human dream. But that was the exterior. Inside Marcia was a wild creature with deep longings to do extravagant things without being held responsible for them. ”
Some of the chapters feel a bit long, due to the intensity of the descriptions, but the writing is fluent, poetic and drowning. Language is beautiful, correct and pleasing to read.
I recommend this book to lovers of the obscure, dark, evil, mystery. To suspense fans, people interested in psychology, mental health, and inner fights. Also brave and with good sleep. Congratulations to the author for such an amazing story.