5+ stars (9/10 hearts). I picked this book up a couple years ago because I knew two of my friends strongly recommended it, and I was not disappointed. I haven’t read it since, but I remembered liking it so much I dared to purchase a copy so I could read it. Again, I was not disappointed. (And the cover is just as beautiful as I recalled).
From the very first sentences it captivated me. The writing is gorgeous. Deep, symbolic, gentle. Hinting at a thousand things. It suits this book and the narrator so well. Mathilde is so strong and gentle and full of empathy, and the perfect elder sister. I related to her so much. Kammi and Tye were adorable, and her father and mother some of the best fictional parents I’ve seen. Megs—poor Megs—was a wonderful best friend and a splendid girl in her own right. The Examiner and Miss Ibsen are excellent mentor/mother figures, and the kids—Tommy, Caelyn, Bri, Anneli, Gunnar—they’re just awesome. And Rainer. You have to love that poor kid… the prototype of boys all over history who were forced into wars they didn’t want to fight and were wounded forever.
This book captures life during war perfectly. It’s quiet and noble, but it has flashes of raw agony and fear. It conveys the helpless and not-knowing, while still offering homey, childish, heart-warming, secure moments. It touches on the greatest moments of humanity, and on the depravity. It’s seriously the best modern MG book I’ve read, and one of the best MG or war books I’ve ever read regardless of the time period. I cried and couldn’t stop crying, and I needed the themes. The themes of love, of forgiveness, of vulnerability, of seeing people and not groups, of being still and listening. The world needs more Mathildes, and hard as it is—as much as we, like her, grow burnt and overwhelmed and depressed by our insight into the souls around us—it is also a sacred duty and a responsibility worth fulfilling.
If you love WWII books, give this a shot. If you don’t like fantasy, give this a shot—it’s a fictional country, but everything else is hugely accurate. If you like MG or YA books, this somehow fits the bill for both. It’s wonderful, and I think everyone should read it. It opens the eyes to so much.
Content: mention of bombing, injuries, etc, but all off-screen and very veiled. Mention of a school being burned down with people inside. Mentions of PTSD & nightmares. A passing mention that “Heaven doesn’t exist. Nowhere is safe for eternity.”
A Favourite Quote: “That is the best start, Mathilde, to learn to love. It will help you see that every person matters, that everyone is someone’s loved one. … The truth is, you already do. You think so carefully about how things affect people. That’s why our work here is so hard for you. And it’s why we need you. We all have to make difficult choices. If we make the right ones, hopefully they will allow others to make more right ones, and, one day, things will get better.”