Sometimes I experience little bursts where I seem to grasp what Zen is about, more often I bounce off of it fairly hard. This seems an excellent collection of koans, though, and the commentary is great when giving historical and cultural context to the koans. However, when the commentary tries to fully 'explain' and 'solve' individual koans, it often seems to fall into triteness (...but by making this judgment I have fallen into dualistic thinking and receive a corrective *whack* on the head from a passing monk!).