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Hardcover
First published January 1, 1983

And out in the abattoir behind the high fence on the edge of the beautiful city, the first cow appeared in the doorway of the cattle-cart. She hesitated and mooed. The skin crinkled between the black orbs of her eyes that looked dully out into the grey morning. The cows barged back towards the darkness of the goods wagon. Her forelegs were stiff, she had spent the journey tethered on a short rope, and in today's markets trade in quality slaughter animals was good, with supply short and demand up, occasionally brisk to lively. But in quiet, rather dull markets, Bologna cattle changed hands at little over contract prices, and Foreman Krummen pulled roughly at her halter and swore, while weigher Krähenbühl jabbed at the cow's skinny belly with his wad of papers and said, "Yah, move, you stupid cow!"
He backed out of the hall. He was splashed with blood. His boots squelched with every step as though he were wading through a swamp. Where his trousers weren't covered by his rubber apron, they stuck to his legs. For Thou hast made him Lord of all Thy creation: setting all beneath his feet: sheep and oxen, and the beasts of the field.
the scale and proportions of barns and outbuildings silhouetted in the night, trees and bushes, the contours of the land and the hush up above, everything etched itself into his mind, in colours and forms he barely noticed for themselves, in melodies and shadings. Months later, he could still remember exactly how the first, the second, the third apple tree by the track had smelled, of resinous buds, and the exact blue-grey glint of the fenceposts.
Piccolo slits the cows' bellies open, pulls out the guts and makes a bit of room inside. Then he saws through aitchbone and sternum.…
I'm already cutting my seventh throat.
The loneliness of the headless bodies behind me, the hopeless gurgles ahead.
The guts, still digesting, bloat the stomachs round as cannonballs. A thin whoosh of air, and I smell the pressure released through the relaxed sphincter.
Bony beside every body, the appropriate peeled skull, with empty eye sockets.
The cow stood and bled, and it was as though she knew the long history of her kind, as though she knew that she was one of those mothers cheated of their rich white milk, who had offered their teats for thousands of years, and for thousands of years been devoured in recompense. It was as though she knew that her kind had always had to beat their hooves sore on the stoniest of fields, that for her kind there was no escaping the leather harness of the plough that kept this world alive. It was as though this cow knew about her ancestors, understood that she herself could only be a pale reflection of the mighty aurochs, who with his curved, arm-length horns had established a dominion that stretched from the bright woods and rich parkland of central Europe as far as the distant heart of China, an empire on which the sun seldom set, and that neither the treacherous Asian yak nor the sullen gaur had been able to take away from him.
I don't want any more stiff animal carcasses under my blankets.
Is that too much to ask?
I just want a couple of hours of sleep to drown my gnawing thoughts.
A little refuge in darkness, a refuge I don't have to explain or account for to anyone. A couple of paces into the Beyond of sleep.
What did Bössinger then successfully look for in the mincing machine?
Ambrosio's pulped finger. To avoid the sausage-meat having to be impounded.
How did Bössinger say he was able to recognize it?
By the colour. He had seen a lighter coloured patch.
Was that Ambrosio's worst experience in the slaughterhouse?
One of the worst.