2 1/2
A very dark and somewhat depressing urban fantasy. I'm used to her dark and gritty novels, but depressing is a new experience and not sure one I liked. Most of it is simply dark, but around the 80% mark, when you realize where the story is going (aka nothing is going to improve) depression sets in.
With a somewhat more slightly upbeat ending I might have given this book four or plus rating, but that last 20% when the main male lead behaves as any TSTL character at its worst would, the world seems populated by bad guys only, and the heroine keeps going on (or not) as usual I got irked/blue/I'm-not-sure-myself. I'm weird I know, I love dark and gritty, but I realized today I don't like complete hopelessness.
The heroine is locked into her head for all the book. And it's not a place I wanted to be. I might be sympathetic, I am. But this is not where I want to be, when 'this' is the head of a mother who has just lost her 2 children. Sympathy moves me up to a certain point, because that kind of story isn't what I want to read.
On a personal, and as such unpleasant, note. This book was crowdfunded by the author via Patreon. I wonder if I'm the only one to find it almost immoral (mmm too strong a word: unfair? unpleasant?). Up to now it was just a matter of an author whose stance on life I wasn't always liking to the full. Her behavior on Steelflower's series is such an example, or my take of her idea on fans/Patreon (=this is the renaissance and an author has to be supported by patrons).
But this book left me with a unsettled mind. Because I get the impression she has used the platform to exorcise her trauma/nightmare.
I guess all writing is a form of therapy, but here I really got the impression this was one of her worst nightmare deployed. She comes from a difficult family background and has a girl and a boy.
The heroine has a nice background, but she's married into a nightmare and has a girl and a boy. A girl and a boy that die at the beginning of the book.
I don't know, I really might be unfair, but I had the impression all along I was someone's therapy. And I paid for it too. She wrote all the possible pain and questions and guilt and sorrow/tears/you name it a mother surviving her children could go through.
As I said personal and unpleasant, sorry.
Will I read a sequel? I might, if it moves the story a bit toward grey rather than pitch black.
Would I recommend it? If you like dark and gritty definitely yes, her world is always imaginative, her stories too. But you need to know your triggers.