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342 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 9, 2016







Short excursion:
I've been on record multiple times for saying that it is unfortunate that LGBT-lit and m/m get mixed together these days. M/m is far closer to slash than to LGBT romance and fiction. Slash comes with the GFY trope, slash actually *is* the GFY trope. Think Kirk and Spock, Methos and Duncan, Bodie and Doyle - straight guys falling for each other. Slash.
Yes, there is a pronounced amount of misogyny, biphobia and bi-erasure in m/m and also in slash. But the really funny thing is, it also is in gay fiction and the reaction to bisexuality is just as horrifically phobic within the queer subculture as it is among slash-loving straight women. Because this is so, and as a bisexual and genderfluid woman I've been at the receiving end numerous times, I tend to shrug when confronted with this in either sphere. We have a very long way to go yet, we haven't even started and it needs to start in actual society.
So, do I dislike these aspects? Yes, though I'm not entirely immune to the lure of GFY. Do I think people should be chastised for reading GFY? No, mainly because there are a lot of far more serious problems in romancelandia than this and at the moment readers are unwilling to amend even the most serious of them. I do expect a GFY book to at least not engage in open misogyny, though. It also never is harmful or superfluous to call out on problems.


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“Troy asked playfully, “Jerk one out?”
“Yup.” Brian lowered his arm, a smile playing on his lips. “Beat the meat.”
A laugh bubbled up from Troy’s chest. “Buff the banana.”
“Choke the chicken.”
“Spank the monkey.”
“Audition your hand puppet.”
It made his belly flutter to think of it, and it was becoming impossible not to think. Impossible not to question what was really happening, because this had gone past the physical. Miles beyond.
Brian ran his thumb over Troy’s full lips and the perfect cleft in his chin. “It’s strange to think about what life would be like if we hadn’t crashed. If that crazy weather hadn’t come out of nowhere, we would have flown to LA and said goodbye. Routine. I barely would have talked to you. Would have gotten mandatory rest and turned around to fly back. Just another job.”
“I can’t even… Whoa, man. It blows my mind to think about it. Not knowing you? I can’t imagine it.”
Brian threaded their fingers together. “Guess life’s like this. All these untaken roads we never even know about. All because of chance. Or fate, if you believe in that kind of thing.”



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Somewhere beyond the sea
Somewhere waiting for me
My lover stands on golden sands …
"I was listening to the ocean last night, trying to sleep. Trying not to think about you."


"All these untaken roads we never even know about."
"Why do you need a label? We should be able to feel what we feel without making it some official statement. You like this dude and he likes you. The end. Everyone else can fuck off."
"Mom loves you. We all do. She's so happy you're alive you could bring home a monkey as your date and she'd make it a banana cream pie."

"Everyone makes a big deal of gender, but love is love."

"There are all these categories, and it doesn't really matter, does it?...The only thing that matters is us. This. Being together. Being happy."







He realized the difference wasn’t just about Brian being a man. Man or woman didn’t matter - it was about trusting Brian with every part of him.
It was about being free to finally be himself.
