In an early chapter in this book, Richard makes the following invitation for his readers: "Maybe this book will be more of a meditation than a scholarly treatise. But from a deeper place, if you can allow it, my prayer and desire is that something you encounter in these pages will resonate with your own experience . . ."
This captures well what I experienced differently about this book than many other spiritual books I have read. It did not unfold in a progressive fashion and did not follow a linear path. It was more like a collection of small bite sized-meditations, with each chapter only being a few pages long. Less gratifying on one level for a linear minded thinker like myself; yet how fitting for a theme which can only be conceptualized as circular - the divine dance within the Trinity.
But having said this, I found this book to be rife with rich nuggets of truth that enabled me to visualize the Trinity in ways I have not previously considered. The only suitable review is to offer a few of a few of the nuggets that stood out for me:
"Perhaps one of the greatest weaknesses of institutional religion is that we’ve given people the impression that the pope could know for us, or the experts could know for us, or the Bible could know for us— that we could have second-hand knowledge of holy things, and could be really invested in the sacred because someone else told us it was true. God ended up being an outer “thing” and largely remained out there, extraneous to the experience of the soul, the heart, and even the transformed mind. Yet God has no grandchildren, only children. . . . This is much of organized religion. Humans get excited about something only if it includes them in some way. God surely knew this about us, and so God included us inside of God’s own knowing— by planting the Holy Spirit within us as the Inner Knower and Reminder of “all things.” This is indeed a re-minding, a very different kind of mind that is given to us!"
"You know that your worth is not about you personally or individually doing it right on your own; instead, your humanity is just a matter of allowing and loving the divine flow, which Christians usually call the Holy Spirit. Life becomes a matter of showing up and saying yes."
"Power, according to the Jesus of the Trinity, is not something to be “grasped at.” I, Richard, don’t need to cling to my title, my uniform, my authorship, or whatever other trappings I use to make myself feel powerful and important. Waking up inside the Trinitarian dance, I realize that all of this is rather unimportant, in fact often pretense and show that keep me from my True Self. It just gets in the way of honesty and vulnerability and community. We all already have our power (dynamis) within us and between us— in fact, Jesus assures us that we are “clothed” in it! It seems to me that the only people who can handle power are those who don’t need it too much, those who can equally let go of it and share it. In fact, I’d say that at this difficult moment in history, the only people who can handle power are those who have made journeys through powerlessness. . . Trinity is so humble that it does not seem to care who gets the credit."
"The life of faith is not at all 'believing impossible things to be true'; actually, it is a much more vigilant path of learning how to rest in an Ultimate Love and how to rest in an Infinite Source. On a very practical level, you will then be able to trust that you are being held and guided. In fact, you can trust after awhile that almost everything is a kind of guidance— absolutely everything. It’s actually your ability to trust that there is guidance available that allows it to show up as guidance! Amazing circular logic, I know, but don’t dismiss it until you’ve sincerely tried it. I’m confident you’ll come to see it is true in the divine economy of things. I warn you, though, that when your calculating mind moves into place, you’ll hear yourself apprising these profound moments of judgment: Oh, that’s just a coincidence. That’s merely an accident. It just happened. Or, Blast, why did that happen? Or even, I wish I could change it. Inside the Trinitarian life, you will begin to enjoy what some physicists now call “quantum entanglement” and what others call synchronicity, coincidence, or accident. . . The saints often called this trust in Divine Providence."
"If a person is not fundamentally resting in the Eternal Sabbath, they are not yet living inside the Trinitarian flow. . . There’s good news here: all emotional snags, temptations, and mental disruptions are the negative capability for this very peace; they invite you to choose again, and each time, you increase your freedom. Trust me on that."
"This might well be the essence of the spiritual journey for all of us— to accept that we’re accepted and to go and live likewise. But we can’t do this because we’re living out of self-accusation— self-flagellation, in many cases. We’re so convinced that we’re not the body of Christ, that we’re unworthy, that we’re disconnected; thus, we’ve been anesthetized to the good news that the question of union has been resolved once and for all. You cannot create your union with God; it is objectively already given to you. The only difference between people are those who are consciously drawing upon this union and those who are not."
"Here’s a deeper cut on why we’re so resistant: to accept that you are accepted is ironically experienced in the first moment (take my word on this) as a loss of power! The ego wants to be self-made, not other-made, which is our whole problem with grace. If grace is true, dear reader, and if we’re all saved by the mercy of God, then why do we constantly try to create certain cutoff points? We project onto God our way of loving. Our love is determined by the supposed worthiness of a given person: she’s pretty; he’s nice. I, in my magnanimity, will decide to love you because you’re so pretty or so nice. Of course, this has little to do with love, but it feels like love, and it’s perhaps the first steps toward it. We cannot imagine a love that’s not evoked by the worthiness of the object— and so we try to scrub ourselves up, making ourselves as attractive and worthy as possible. Dare we throw our religious beauty standards out the window and boldly embrace reality, instead? God does not love you because you are good. God loves you because God is good. I should just stop writing right here. There’s nothing more to say, and it’ll take the rest of your life to internalize this. Our egoic selves don’t know how to wrap around this reality; it feels like a loss of power because— darn it all— there’s nothing I can do now to pull myself up and make myself a step ahead of the rest of you!"
"As I grow older, faith for me has become a daily readiness to allow and to trust the force field, knowing that it’s good, that it’s totally on my side, and that I’m already inside of it. How else can I really be at peace? I’ve never figured out a long-lasting alternative. Only in a very basic trusting and allowing can I stop fixing things in my mind, even creating mental problems so I have something to work on! The human mind lives inside of such a hamster wheel."
"When God-as-Father is missing or is seen largely as threatening and punitive, there is a foundational scariness and insecurity to our whole human journey— fear and competition dominates more than love. It’s not a safe universe. It’s not a benevolent universe. There’s a terrorist god behind every rock, and I’ve got to protect my life because no one else will. I am not inherently participating, nor do I intrinsically belong. Life is framed in a win/lose paradigm, which we then use Jesus to resolve— in a superhuman kind of way, not a partnering kind of way. Please give this some honest thought and consideration. If God is not for you, then it’s all on you. Like an orphaned child, or a child with an abusive father, you grow up bereft and even bitter if there is no solid ground. You can see why so many people are so paranoid and obsessive today, and so preoccupied with weapons and security systems of every form and shape."
"God must be utterly beyond in order to have any significance within! It’s a paradox. When God is only “inside us,” God becomes neutered of transforming power. I’ve sadly witnessed this in the cheap liberalism of the last forty years, an entire spiritual generation with no ability to kiss the ground, genuflect, or kneel; no capacity to bow, honor, or worship. (And the same is true in too many conservative, seeker-friendly megachurches, not just the liberal mainline churches.)"
"If Trinity is the inner pattern of God, then Jesus— to say it one more time— is the outer, visible pattern, which contains a big surprise and frankly a disappointment for us: Loss and renewal, loss and renewal. Death as the price of resurrection. Remember that even our sun is dying, and it’s just one minor star in a galaxy of much larger stars. It’s dying to itself to the tune of six hundred million tons of hydrogen per second. The sun is constantly dying, while also giving life to our solar system and to every single thing that lives on our planet. That’s the pattern. Nothing lives long-term without dying in its present form. Death is not the opposite of life, but the full process of life. Life has no opposite! That’s why the early Mothers and Fathers of the Church would say a most daring thing. They would say— and this might be shocking to you reading this— that even God suffers. Jesus is the suffering and dying of God visible for all to see."
"'To know the Lord and his ways,' as the Jewish prophets put it, has very little to do with intelligence and very much to do with a wonderful mixture of confidence and surrender. People who live in this way tend to be the calmest and happiest people I know. They draw their life from the inside out."
"The Spirit cannot be constrained through altar-call formulas, pitch-perfect theology, or any confirmation ceremony. These are often attempts to domesticate, “grieve,” or “sadden” the Spirit without even knowing it. It happens easily whenever we confuse the Spirit with order and control instead of energy and life."
"Love is just like prayer; it is not so much an action that we do but a reality that we already are. We don’t decide to “be loving.” The Father doesn’t decide to love the Son. Fatherhood is the flow from Father to Son, 100 percent. The Son does not choose now and then to release some love to the Father, or to the Spirit. Love is their full modus operandi! The love in you— which is the Spirit in you— always somehow says yes. Love is not something you do; love is someone you are. It is your True Self. Love is where you came from and love is where you’re going. It’s not something you can buy. It’s not something you can attain. It is the presence of God within you, called the Holy Spirit— or what some theologians name uncreated grace. You can’t manufacture this by any right conduct, dear reader. You can’t make God love you one ounce more than God already loves you right now. You can’t."