Double Pleasure, Double Pain

Kyla #1

by Nikki Rashan

Twenty-six-year-old Kyla is admittedly a late bloomer. She prefers to remain within the comfort zone of her supportive family, her loyal sweetheart, and her close-knit group of friends. When she returns to the local university for her eighth year as a part-time student, she is surprised by a physical attraction and emotional bond that she forms with Steph, another female classmate. Uncertain and fearful, Kyla must decide whether to continue the now lopsided relationship with her trusting boyfriend of four years, or submit to unfamiliar passions felt toward another woman.

Brace yourself for this passionate journey for an answer to the common question, "Who am I?" You'll relate to the comical questions Kyla shares with her friends, connect with her thoughts as she silently questions life's everyday activities, and empathize with her as she struggles with the unknown. Hold on tight, and get ready for the ride of your life.

Genres: Lesbian

232 pages, Paperback

First published January 1, 2003

Reviews

[SerenaBeReading · Rating 4 out of 5]

That's what Kyla's dumb ass gets.

[Stacey Rice · Rating 4 out of 5]

I enjoyed this book, the characters were real and true to life. Reminded me of some things I went through, though a little bit different circumstances. I saw myself in a couple of the characters. Great book for any woman that is struggling with their sudden attraction to women. Wish the ending had played out a little more.

[Kat · Rating 4 out of 5]

This was a really great book. I finished it in a day. It made me laugh and cry! The love between the 2 main characters was so beautiful. I did not enjoy the ending though.

[Zaire · Rating 1 out of 5]

Erky

A waste of damn time 😒. I want my money back. I'm happy it ended like that for Kyla that's what she gets. She shouldn't have waited that long smh.

[Jay · Rating 4 out of 5]

Good book dialogue was nice imo. All around ok. Ending does make me want to read next book in series.

[Nathaly · Rating 1 out of 5]

this made me so incredibly angry.

[nenathebookwhisperer · Rating 1 out of 5]

If I could stop myself from reading this beforehand, I would’ve. Wtf was the ending? And lord, Kyla ass. This book was just a waste of time. Don’t even want to read the other books.

[K.augustine]

Even though I am not or have never been in Kyla's and Stephanie's exact situation I could totally relate to their thoughts and emotions. This book was very thought provoking and sad for me to read, although the narration by Kyla was hilarious! I don't believe this book was a page turner, but I was interested in what would happen next. I was also a bit frustrated by Tori's character. She is super ignorant and if her image was such a big deal to her then maybe she shouldn't sleep with any man with a pulse. Kyla should have definitely put her in her place. There IS a way to check someone without showing your ass. This novel made me want to pull out my hair during certain parts. Especially because Kyla took so long to figure out what she wanted to do. The ending is definitely a surprise. All in all this book was good but I am not sure that I would recommend it to anyone. I don't want to be harsh and say it was a waste of time because it wasn't completely, but I do wish I would have spent the money I spent on this one something else.

[Lammecke Mccoy · Rating 5 out of 5]

I for one read the entire book I just finished it. I can honestly say I really got into the characters and felt Kyla's pain but she definitely should have made an earlier decision and confessed her love to steph. I really wanted them to be together! I hope nikki will someday bring them together again in the near future. I could really feel the love between them it was powerful and passionate. I LOVED THIS BOOK this was one powerful love story...!

[Trelani Michelle · Rating 5 out of 5]

Everything was predictable but the end. That's not necessarily a bad thing though. The story was well crafted with excellently developed characters. I emphasized with each character and was genuinely engaged in the story. The beginning was a bit slow, in my opinion, but it quickly picked up and made up for lost time. Very enjoyable read with the classic dilemma of following your heart or what's safe. Love, love. Great read.

[Kiyah Thompson · Rating 3 out of 5]

Semi-spoiler alert:

I thought this one started slow. Very slow. But I think the slow pace helps illustrate the relationship between Steph and Ky. By the time they become physically intimate it's like FINALLY! But the buildup makes the scene that much more powerful. The close friend Tori, her dialogue, especially in the beginning was kinda.... over the top and almost unrealistic. The ending was not exactly happy per se but it was unexpected and it makes this a memorable read if nothing else.

[Shayne · Rating 5 out of 5]

Wow, just wow. This book was a very pleasant surpise, I didn't realize I'd end up enjoying it as much as I did. The characters and the situation were relatable. I wish the ending between Kyla and Stephanie resulted in a different manner but realistically, not all endings are happy nor end how we wish. I loved the love between Kyla and Stephanie and although the ending isn't what I wanted for them, the bright side is that in the end, Kyla was true to herself; better late than a never.

[Mona Lanton Perry · Rating 4 out of 5]

a good book although the lead character was very naive

[Melicia]

sweet

[Domineik · Rating 5 out of 5]

Good read

[Krys · Rating 5 out of 5]

I just found out that this book has a part two. You make me Wanna by the same author. Overall, this read was very good and i cant wait to finish book #2.

[Helen · Rating 5 out of 5]

Great

I loved Kyla and. Stephanie together. I was routing for them together all the way. This is a nice story. Can't wait for the next book.

[Lois · Rating 3 out of 5]

interesting read