One would think that, to become Counsel to the President, one would need to have extensive legal experience and expertise. In turn, that would mean someone who is at the top of the legal profession. And to be at that level, it stands to reason that the person would be at least middle-aged - someone with decades of training under their belt. But no. John Dean was named Counsel before he turned 32. At the time, he was thrilled to attain such a high position at such a young age. But before long it turned into a nightmare.
All memoirs, to an extent, are going to be self-serving. You are telling your story, not someone else's. Think about whenever you tell a story involving yourself: there is a human tendency to inflate your own contributions, minimize your mistakes, and generally make yourself look great. Dean does do this. Yet, he (I think knowingly) makes himself look bad too. And that is where the title of the book comes from: he was blinded by his immense ambition for power and success.
The reader does not get any details about Dean's childhood or background when the book begins. Only later on does he mention having worked for the House Judiciary Committee in the 1960s, and those mentions are fleeting. Dean jumps right into it: being flown out to San Clemente, CA in 1970 to meet with Richard Nixon's domineering Chief of Staff, H.R. Haldeman. Dean, who was working at the Department of Justice under Attorney General John Mitchell, is unexpectedly offered the job of Counsel to the President, despite his age and also him having never met Nixon. This is one area where Dean does not really explain why he was chosen. Did Haldeman and John Ehrlichman (Nixon's chief domestic affairs advisor and previous Counsel) think he was ambitious and pliant enough to just do whatever they wanted? If that was the guess, then they guessed right.
Throughout the rest of 1970 and 1971, Dean slowly works on expanding his influence with the White House inner circle, continually attempting to curry favor with Nixon through Haldeman and Ehrlichman. Dean writes how he was enamored with the status that came with his elevation in influence: a White House limousine and driver available at his call, invitations to staff meetings, etc... Dean repeatedly demonstrates instances of himself being a bootlicker, doing whatever Haldeman and Ehrlichman wanted, no matter the legality or ethics of the matter. Rarely though did he actually interact with Nixon. Up to Watergate, the two had only a couple of brief meetings.
That changed after Watergate occurred in June 1972. Because of his known pliability at wanting to be useful to Nixon, Dean allowed himself to get drawn into the wretched cover-up concerning the botched burglary. Because Ehrlichman and Mitchell disliked each other, they used Dean as an intermediary for most of their dealings. Dean became embroiled in the cover-up, meeting with G. Gordon Liddy, Jeb Magruder, Charles Colson, Herbert Kalmbach (all names familiar to anyone who has read extensively on Watergate) and others. Dean knows that becoming involved in matters such as attempts to facilitate the providing of blackmail money to E. Howard Hunt are crimes and are ethically wrong. Yet he does them anyways. Whatever moral quandaries that he has about what he is doing, are brushed aside.
Until they aren't. Dean's conscience begins to gnaw at him more and more. So does the growing concern that the Nixon White House is setting him up to be one of the fall guys for the entire operation, even though Dean had no role in the actual break-in or planning of it. His private discussions with Nixon become bizarre and painful. At one time, Dean viewed going into the Oval Office to meet with Nixon as an extreme high, a huge privilege that very few people can ever say that they have done. Slowly though, he comes to dread the meetings as he realizes that Nixon both knows more about the cover-up than Dean initially thought, and that Nixon was lying to him. Dean struggles with reconciling his still-reverent view of Nixon as the President and a great man with the reality of the scheming, at times dangerously unfocused individual whom he actually sees in Nixon.
Dean goes through the process of him ultimately realizing two things: 1) that he could not continue to live with himself by continuing the cover-up, and 2) that he wouldn't get away with it if he kept trying. Deans hires respected lawyer Charlie Shaffer and begins a tedious dance with both the prosecutors and the Senate Watergate investigation about testifying. Ultimately, Dean does testify against pretty much everyone else, his testimony is vindicated when Nixon's secret tape recordings are discovered and many are published, and he serves a relatively brief prison sentence. The story ends on the day of his release from prison.
The book reads like fiction, with much of it being dialogue from meetings. While I don't question the overall gist of the dialogue that Dean quotes verbatim from, I do question how accurate could he be on a given meeting with a specific person, given that there were countless meetings; or how he can remember exactly what was said on a particular phone call. Did he makes copious notes immediately after all of these meetings and calls? At the beginning of the book, he does address this by explaining he did have notes, checked with the others involved in the conversations when he could, and relied on his memory. So, I assume that the conversations reproduced are in general accurate but specific quotes might not be.
Also, very late in the book, he references for the first time that he has a son. That was odd to run across given that there had not even been the hint of him being a father up until that point. Also late in the book, he switches abruptly from a normal narrative format to a series of journal entries. I don't mind journal entries, but it was an odd changeover so late. Overall this will appeal to those who are interested in Watergate or the dissolution of the Nixon presidency, or if you just enjoy a good story about people abusing positions of trust and power.
Grade: B+