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214 pages, ebook
First published January 30, 2017















He kissed me hard then pulled back, just gazing down at me with the same soft look I was getting used to from him. The one that held possibilities. The one that made me feel special. The one I’d never imagined would ever be directed at me. “Stay tonight. And the next night. And the night after that.”
"If love was a strong emotion, hate was stronger. And I was good at hating. I’d hated Caden for two years. It came easily."
“You’re still a kid,” I teased.
“Says the eighteen-year-old.”
My eyes stayed on the screen as I clicked on the term Conditioned Response. The virtual card flipped to reveal the definition. “I’m not eighteen.”
“Oh, sorry,” he mocked. “Nineteen.”
I shook my head, unprepared for where the conversation could take us. “I’ll be twenty-one in January.”
“Aren’t you a freshman?”
I nodded, glancing over at him. “I took a couple years off.”
His eyes widened in amusement. “To find yourself?”
Hmph. “Guess so.”
“Did you find her?”
A rush of sadness flooded my body. “I’m not sure yet.”
“I promise you. This is one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. But I think I should probably just hold you tonight.”
I watched the disbelief coast over her face. “Hold me?”
I bit down on my bottom lip to stop myself from taking back my words.
She blinked. “You’re serious?”
I nodded, feeling my resolve waning. “Can I do that? Can I just hold you tonight?”
Her eyes held a mix of amazement and disappointment. And after a long torturous pause, she nodded. “Yeah. I’d like that.”
"The sad look in his eyes, and the emptiness I felt keeping him at arm’s length, tugged at my heartstrings, waning my resolve. But a girl had to protect her heart. And Caden Brooks had the ability to break it twice."
“She lied.”
His pretty boy face twisted in disbelief. “So what? I lie to you all the time.”
My head reeled back. “You do?”
He nodded. “When you ask me where I’ve been.”
“Why?”
“Because I can.
“I didn’t do it for Cole. I did it for you. I did it for Finlay.”
“I’ve hated you and loved you, both just as strongly. Loving you has definitely been easier.”

*kisskisskiss*



This was a very sweet NA book that reminded me a lot of the Off-Campus series by Elle Kennedy (which I also loved). Finlay lived her entire life in the shadow of her older brother, football star Cole Thatcher. She hates always being referred to as Cole’s little sister and always craved an identity of her own. This causes her to push her older brother away, a mistake she regrets every day when her brother suddenly dies.![]()