Brother Lawrence was a simple man. But he was happy.
Supremely happy, he said, for he had reached the summation of his Life’s Quest.
Now, Aquinas said the pinnacle of all our spiritual experiences is to See God. Did Brother Lawrence achieve that height?
Well, I believe so.
Just because he was POOR IN SPIRIT...
It all started when he was eighteen. As an uneducated soldier in the Thirty Years War, he, Nicolas Herman - as he was then called - saw a barren tree in a wintry field and suddenly grasped its inner meaning. He was thunderstruck and transfixed.
The message?
That like the tree, all of us - in our ordinary, unoccupied state, stripped of all our endless diversions and distractions - will remain denuded of all REAL and LASTING comforts, in empty surroundings, unless God steps in.
And in the same way that He sends light, heat and rain in the spring, to bring the tree back to life, He will eventually give new Life to our Hearts.
But we have to ask Him in.
Now, wait a minute - that doesn’t make sense! If we need comfort nowadays, we just press a button and adjust the thermostat, right?
Not quite. Let’s put it another way.
If you’re that tree, and for all the perks that go with being JUST a tree (and just think of never again being forced to Be someone you aren’t!) you might - just might - want to have the comfort of a little MEANING in your life!
I think we ALL want that.
So, Lawrence says, all we have to do is sincerely ask God for meaning. And we’ll get it.
In His time.
And if we never afterwards STOP talking to Him - about whatever pops into our minds, however trivial... we’ll always find Him, in whatever we DO.
For, He- like the tree - is just pure BEING.
As I said, Brother Lawrence was a simple man!
But his simple method works Wonders.
Why do I say that?
Because there’s a wonderfully beneficial psychological underpinning to it all.
Because if we Believe, and Pray constantly, after a while we’ll lose our interior monologue, our ceaseless griping and comparing ourselves to others, and become our authentic selves.
And we’ll finally evade our Shadows.
Because our so-called social self will drop away, as our self-consciousness itself drops away.
Natural living is all that will remain - just like the tree in the field.
And if we go the full way, giving our all, one day we will reach Poverty of Spirit.
The Lowest Point - and, paradoxically, the Pinnacle.
Because whether your tree blossoms, grows dense foliage, or sheds... is now God’s business.
That’s called simply: Abandonment to divine providence.
Timeless time.
And we all have a glimpse of that now and then.
And those are the times we are Real: and it does happen, now and then. It’s not continuous, for we are flawed and will always lapse into our precious murky Shadowlands. Heaven help us!
But, as T.S. Eliot says, we only LIVE in our Timeless Moments.
And once we KNOW - listening to Brother Lawrence - how to get there, we’ll finally be sure of Who we are and what our Purpose is.
And, you know, even if your own background is oriented toward Eastern religions, you’ll recognize the pattern.
For as the Japanese Zen saint Dogen said in the Middle Ages:
I won’t even stop
at the valley’s brook
for fear that
my shadow
may flow into the world.
For self-assertion, like a shadow, can disturb the world...
And ego is the OPPOSITE of poverty of Spirit.
If you’re content within your soul, why would you bother with riches won by competition?
Why on earth should we stick your neck into the endless and fruitless power games of the world, to be dominated and victimized again and again by their and your endless Shadows?
Be like the tree.
And keep up your part of the inner dialogue with God - for Brother Lawrence ingenuously says His answers will always come, and provide you with the protection and comfort of spiritual foliage, and with the real and continual fruits of the Spirit.
And that’s a pretty fair return for just asking that our lives have a little meaning, isn’t it?