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269 pages, ebook
First published January 17, 2017


Leddy Harper delivered a touching, emotional tale that really broke, but also warmed my heart. A story about love, finding who you are, forgiveness and second chances, 'Silenced' is fast-paced, intense and gritty at times. I was lost in this story from the prologue and I couldn’t put it down for one minute. Leddy’s newest release will definitely make you feel.
“Being with her just gave me…happiness. Peace.”
Killian is just a little boy when his life is shattered. One night night changes him completely and he is left scarred, both physically and emotionally, choosing not to speak to anyone any longer. His aunt takes him in hoping for Killian to find some stability under her care. He keeps mostly to himself, preferring to draw…until he meets his next-door neighbor. When he meets Rylee, his life is turned upside down again in a way. He is drawn to her from the very first moment they meet, enjoying her comfort and company, liking how she talks with him without expecting for him to talk back. She never judges him, accepts him exactly like he is, without questions. The lovely, honest friendship between them blossoms into something more over the years, but everything between them changes when Killian turns seventeen and makes a decision that will change their lives completely.
Years later, Killian and Rylee meet again. Both of them have changed, both of them having so many regrets regarding their pasts. While for Rylee everything had changed between them years ago, for Killian nothing had changed. In his eyes Rylee still is still "the one" for him and he will do anything to have her back. But he has secrets that have the power to destroy everything that is good between them.
“If I could, I’d steal the moon from the sky. I’d still the earth and keep it from turning into day. I’d stay here with you, talking to you, listening to you…kissing you. Forever.”
I really liked this one! With an interesting premise, an engaging story-line and a well-developed plot, this wonderfully written story, like I mentioned above, sucked me in from the start. I liked the pace of it a lot and how the events unfolded. The story is gritty and angsty, but not overly so, at least for me. I liked how these two aspects were blended as the story progressed.
My favorite part of the story was the connection between the two main characters. It was fantastically done, so very touching and palpable. I liked their friendship as kids. They were so sweet, some scenes between them being so heart-warming. Even after so many years, the connection between them was very strong and tangible.
“You’re mine. (…) Always were, and always will be.”
The two main characters’ portrayal was well done. Both of them were flawed and, I think that’s why they felt so relatable. Killian was such a lost, tormented soul as a kid, but also as an adult. My heart broke for him at times and I felt his fear, his frustration and all his anger. It was such a tragedy what happened to him. I liked how he was with Rylee when he was just a little boy and later, as a man. Killian, the man, was as tortured as before and he loved Rylee as much as he loved her as a child and a teenager. I felt his love for her as much as Rylee and, even if at times, he felt like a little too much, I enjoyed his character a lot.
Rylee was simply wonderful. I loved how she accepted Killian when they met as kids, how he was there for him no matter what, how sweet and caring she was and how she simply listened even if Killian wasn’t "saying" anything.
“He took every ounce of oxygen around us until there wasn’t enough left for my brain to function properly. Logic didn’t exist. The where, when, how, why, wouldn’t translate. It was him and me. Me and him. No one else. Nothing else. Just us.”
All in all, 'Silenced' was an emotionally raw and heartbreakingly beautiful read! If you are looking for a unique, wonderfully written second chance at love story, don’t hesitate and pick this one up.
“We were one. Always had been. Always would be.”



Have you ever kissed anyone before?
“No. Some of my friends have. But I haven’t. Have you?”
No. But sometimes I want to kiss you.
“Sometimes I want to kiss you, too.”
Is it bad if we kiss?
“I don’t think so.”
Then maybe someday I’ll kiss you. As long as you’re not grossed out by what I told you.
“Too much time has passed, too much has happened between us. You hurt me too much. There’s no going back. Maybe had you come back a year ago…two, three years ago. But you didn’t. It’s too late now.” – Rylee

“You said you never wanted the next day to come. Well…congratulations, Killian. You stole the moon. You took it with you and left me with nothing be endless days without you. Time stood still, just like you wanted. Except instead of trapping us together, you left me alone.” – Rylee
“I’m sorry – “
“Don’t you dare apologize to me like one word could possibly make up for the years I had to face without you. I finally got to a point where I wasn’t dying, where I no longer felt like I was drowning in the pain of your absence. And here you are, bringing everything back. Bringing all the hurt to my front door. Well, no more, Killian. I won’t let you destroy me again.”

“You’re killing me. Breaking me. I never thought in a million years, even after you walked away, that you’d be the one to smother the life out of me.” A hiccup got stuck in my chest. “You don’t love me, Killian. If you did, you never would’ve gone after them. You never would’ve believed you needed to get revenge in order to be whole. You’ve had your voice this entire time. They didn’t take it from you. You’re the one who silenced yourself.”
I’ve moved around a lot, and not many people want to be friends with someone who looks like me. I scare everyone away.
You’ve been mine since the day you followed me into the woods. And no matter what you say and do, you’ll always be mine. I’ve loved you since the moment I laid eyes on you and I’ll never stop.
"If I could, I’d steal the moon from the sky. I’d still the earth and keep it from turning into day. I’d stay here with you, taking to you, listening to you…kissing you."
Silenced Playlist:
I Am A Nightmare - Brand New
Top Notch - Manchester Orchestra (Hope version)
Dead Flower - I Am Giant
I Found - Amber Run
Fears - Twin Wild
Feeling OK - Best Coast
Better Life - Paper Route
"If I could've, I would've stolen the moon from the sky.
Held it hostage.
And kept her with me."
“I’m impossibly yours.”“Always.”“And forever,” I added.
“Until the sun stops rising in the east.”
“And stops setting in the west.” She took my hand in hers.
“I love you.”
I had it all. Everything. Whether I deserved it or not, I had it.
“If I could've, I would've stolen the moon from the sky. Held it hostage. And kept her with me.”

